Greg Bear - Songs of Earth 2 - Serpent Mage

by Serpent Mage (lit)

  Michael tried to place himself in the middle of the wine's flavors and to take Kristine with him, but the wine was souring on his tongue. The livid gold liquid in the bottle foamed black, and he hastily set it on a table top.

  "It came around the agency sometimes," Kristine said quietly, her face drawn with fascination and fear. "I didn't know what it was - it didn't fit in. I never saw it, but I always knew when it was there."

  "Mr. Perrin," a voice called behind them. They turned. Standing between the dark, gritty black outlines of the maitre d' and a simulacrum waiter was David Clarkham. He appeared much older than when Michael had last seen him, pallid of face and long of arm, as gaunt as a scarecrow. "You're disrupting everything. That's not unusual for you, is it?"

  Michael smiled confidently, though he did not feel very confident. He had once thought himself a match for Clarkham.That the Isomage did not present much of a danger to him.

  Now, he was not so sure. The presence outside the restaurant was stranger and more frightening than Tristesse or Lamia, for all its seeming coherence and lack of aggression.

  "How clever that you head for my wine collection. I never would have thought of that. It's brilliant, but it won't work. You think the battle - the competition - is over, don't you? I trust you believe you've won, too."

  "I don't know that," Michael said. Kristine stared at Clark-ham with rising color, her face grim.

  "I know you, too," she said. "You're the one who threatened me on the phone and brought me to this foul place."

  Clarkham sighed deeply. "I would be quite proud of this world, but for some major difficulties, not entirely my fault," he said. "One of the difficulties is that creatures of genuine, original flesh and blood cannot escape. As you've no doubt discovered, this world has a smooth and flawless foundation. For any would-be mage, it's the equivalent of a pit with sheer ice walls. That was not my original intention, believe me. You cannot leave."

  "And you?" Michael asked.

  "Whatever advantage it is, I can come and go as I please. How did your entry in the competition fare?"

  Michael shook his head. "I haven't been back yet to see."

  "Eager to rescue your woman. Laudable enough - if your ambitions are purely human. A mage has to be more deliberate and disciplined. What will you do if things are going wrong on Earth? You're not there to protect your people."

  That was true enough. Michael felt a surge of guilt - and anger that Clarkham, of all people, could chide him. He probed Clarkham quickly, shielding his reactions against the expected suffusion of evil. But the Isomage was almost free of corruption.

  "I've shed my latest accumulation of dross," Clarkham said. Outside, the unseen presence made a deep, unpleasant noise like coughing. Clarkham appeared momentarily irritated. "This world accepts my difficulties. sanitation facilities are abundant, you might say." He put his arm around one of the low-resolution simulacra. "Better than finding humans to dump my disease upon, no?"

  Kristine looked as if she might be sick. Her hand tightened on Michael's, and his anger compounded. He brought it under control immediately. Null, Manus's memories recommended. A world ill-conceived can be aborted.in Null.

  And if the world envelops the maker?

  No creation is absolutely seamless. That came to Michael almost as a truism, compounded of Manus's knowledge and his own experiences in Null.

  The presence approached the door of the restaurant slowly. Michael caught a glimpse of it through the front window before it passed behind a wall again; it was large, dark and of no definite color.

  "If you can leave here," Michael said, drawing conclusions rapidly, "then you must not be flesh and blood."

  "That should have been obvious to you long before now," Clarkham said. He walked to a table and pulled out four chairs. "Let's have a light supper and talk. The food here is exceptional. You can even have that magnificent sauterne served in a glass, which would be more appropriate, don't you think?"

  Michael gently urged Kristine forward. She glanced at him resentfully, and he read her combined weariness, fear and hatred of Clarkham without a probe. She was on the edge. She did not know what Michael had become; all she knew was that he had been delayed for quite some time before rescuing her, which implied he was not necessarily more adept or powerful than Clarkham.

  "We have another guest," Clarkham said. "Michael has met him already. My dear," he addressed Kristine softly, "do not be frightened of him. He is in some ways my better half, though sorely afflicted. He made this world. He made me."

  Clarkham gestured toward the doorway. Silhouetted against the late afternoon light, a small, corpulent man entered La Bretonne, darkness sloughing off him like dust. His skin was pocked and riddled with lesions, giving it a quality of distressed and decaying wood. He wore a wool suit as well tailored as could be expected, considering his shape and condition.

  "Excuse me," he said.

  His voice was the same as Clarkham's.

  "My original," Clarkham said. "More than a father to me."

  "And you are something less than a son," the presence said, waddling slowly toward the table.

  Judging from Kristine's expression, there was no question of sitting at table with the two. She was not in the least interested in their relationship; all she saw was a walking horror and a spectral, smiling captor. Michael, though suddenly and almost coldly curious, deferred to her.

  "We won't eat with you," he said.

  The corpulent presence stopped a few yards from the table, shuffled its feet in indecision, and then said, "I understand."

  "How disappointing," said the other.

  "Michael," Kristine moaned.

  "It's all right," Michael said.

  She obviously didn't believe him. "It can't be. This is horrible. I'd rather be back in the office, talking on the phone, not knowing. What are you going to do?"

  He took her hand and felt for how much strength she had left. Very little. Facing her, he put his hands on her shoulders and stared at her. "I'll never do this to you again," he said.

  "Do what?"

  He held the palm of his hand before her eyes and spun a brief, soothing dream of UCLA's grassy quadrangles and mock-Renaissance buildings. Then he pulled out a chair at a nearby table and sat her there. Face blank, she relaxed.

  "Gentlemen," Michael said, indicating the table where the more presentable Clarkham stood, hands still resting on the back of a chair, "let's talk."

  "I thought you'd be interested."

  "I apologize to her," the presence said. A small, sooty layer pooled around his feet.

  "You're both David Clarkham," Michael said cheerfully, sitting in the chair indicated. The others sat, the presentable one next to Michael, laying his napkin in his lap, and the dark, corrupted one opposite.

  "Yes," said the dark one. The presentable figure smiled and raised a hand in deferment.

  "And you are the only Clarkham I've met until now," Michael addressed the presentable one.

  "He is the only one," said the other.

  "You made him."

  A nod.

  "He's a shadow? Or a simulacrum?"

  "He is me. Like you, I had some of the talents of a maker. Curious that two such rarities as you and I should occur within a millennia, both springing from Sidhe and humans - you more human than I, and more rare for that."

  "Makers spin worlds, not people."

  "Worlds are extensions of one's self. They are solid dreams. Since I." The dark Clarkham made a half-swallowing, half-choking sound and called for water. A poorly resolved waiter, white smudging into black, brought a glass goblet to him, and he drained it quickly. "You know the mistakes I made, long ago."

  Michael raised an eyebrow. "Not in detail."

  "The details are not important. Suffice it to say I chose a less tortuous path to express my talents, to gather discipline about me. I did not have the boon of the Crane Women's teaching. That is reserved for those favored by the Councils, and I have never been their favor
ite. The "down side" of this path, as one of your businessmen might currently express it, was a wasting spiritual disease. I found I had not prepared myself properly. I gained power enough but could not avoid the corruption. It is a cruel malady, for I could only shed myself of its effects by passing it off to others. For a time, I managed to control the worst effects."

  "Shahpur, for example."

  "Yes. Shahpur. The Sidhe compounded the effects of my malady when I was defeated in the Realm and the Blasted Plain was scorched around the Pact Lands. I could not remain on Earth or in the Realm. My disease was so hideous then that I would have quickly polluted thousands, perhaps millions. I could not kill myself; I would have, had there been a way. I would have done that simply to atone for what happened to my. women. Lovers. But death is not an option and never will be."

  "Had you created this world then?"

  "I was working on it even as they defeated me. You are aware that in its latter days, time in the Realm, compared with time on the Earth, was most unreliable? Occasionally it would speed up, occasionally slow down. But that's of little relevance here. I had a luxuriously long and peaceful time to 'spin' this world, as you say. I put everything I was capable of into it. And after. I retreated here."

  "We always end up in civilized discussions, don't we?" the presentable Clarkham commented. Michael ignored him.

  "I had to come here. I was corrupting everything around me. At least here, I could shed my evil on the periphery."

  "A serious problem," the other said. "When one's production of nastiness exceeds the capacity of whole populations of sacrificial victims. When only a world can hold it all."

  "Yes," his original agreed. "I had had enough of making worlds. I became convinced I was not good at it, and my handicaps were hideously distracting. So I spun something other than a world. I remade myself. Something of a shadow, something of me. Finely tuned, finely wrought. This is what the Sidhe Councils set you against." He indicated the dapper Clarkham, who nodded and smiled.

  "This has been my adversary. and you control him?"

  "Not at all. He is too like my younger self, centuries ago. Willful. He made plans on his own. He discovered he also had some ability to spin worlds. He tried a few - of little quality, quite derivative, worse than my own. You have encountered at least one, I believe.

  "In the Realm, when you confronted him, you removed most of the reality I had given him. You almost destroyed him."

  The facsimile's smile went away. "You made a ghost of me. That's why I lured you here. What little I can do outside, I will not have you there to interfere with. And what little I can do is more than what Tarax can do, now that he has failed."

  "Like you, I had real talent," the original declared to Michael. "This much must be obvious." A soot-dripping arm waved at the surroundings. "Not even Adonna could spin a creation so solidly detailed and appointed."

  "I still don't think you have a real grasp of the problems involved in being a mage," the facsimile said, leaning forward and putting one elbow on the table. "Especially a mage of humans. I cannot imagine a more fractious and divided audience. Split by religions and philosophies so distorted by the Sidhe that some are beyond redemption. And we cannot blame the Sidhe for all our sins. Have you considered what sort of policing a mage would have to do? What sort of punishments he would have to mete out? A mage is more than a creator; he must also control, and guide."

  Michael said nothing, concentrating instead on finding a seam in the foundations around them. Let them talk.

  "My life has been full of bitterness," the original said. "It is only fair that my other self should be given an opportunity, free of interference."

  "He hasn't escaped your malady," Michael said.

  There - something too small to squeeze travelers through, but large enough for a ribbon of chaos -

  "No," the facsimile said. "I haven't. It eats at me, too. And I have to divest myself of the results now and then. But I cannot do otherwise. Like my original, I do not have the option of suicide."

  "What sort of mage would you be, dropping your corruption on innocents?" Michael asked. "You've done enough damage already."

  "What about the damage done to us?" the original wailed, standing abruptly. The chair legs caught in the plush carpet, and the chair went over backward, knocking into a hazy simulacrum as it delivered a fresh bottle of wine. The wine spilled to the floor, part of it landing on the dark Clarkham. The liquid hissed and blackened. "I can't even enjoy wine now! It sours before it ever touches my lips."

  "I enjoy it for him," the other said, face blank. He looked at Michael intently. "What are you doing?"

  Michael did not answer.

  "He's doing something."

  "What are you up to?" the original asked, backing around the fallen chair, away from the table and Michael.

  "There's really nothing you can do," the facsimile said doubtfully. "Still."

  "Hold his woman," the original commanded.

  Michael pushed back his chair casually and stood between the facsimile and Kristine.

  "There's something wrong," the original said, raising his dark, woody palms and feeling the space around them.

  "You cannot escape," said the other, brushing a hand through his hair. He had aged visibly in the past few minutes and was now roughly as old in appearance as he'd been when Michael first confronted him in the Realm.

  "You must flee!" the original instructed his second.

  "You're staying," Michael said. With remarkable ease, he bound the facsimile to the floor with a clinging, tenuous skein of shadow-cords, the arms of a dozen ghosts of himself.

  "You are a monster," the facsimile said, struggling only for a moment. "A sport. You're still a weapon of the Sidhe. Still aimed and fired by Tarax!"

  Michael ignored him; his charges weren't worthy of comment. There was nothing in particular he had to say to either of them. He pitied both, a little - but his thoughts were on Shahpur, bound in white sheets and filled with Clarkham's corruption; on Tommy, disintegrating on the sidewalk before the Waltiri house; on Emma Livry, lying burned, in agony, until rescued by the Ban of Hours; on Coleridge and Mozart and all the dozens of human geniuses ultimately tormented by Clarkham's struggle to find someone capable of expressing his desires strongly enough to make them real.

  Himself included.

  Michael circled the original Clarkham and picked up the bottle, gently nudging away the leg of the simulacrum waiter. The bottle had landed on its side and still contained some fluid. Michael had thought he recognized the label - Doppel-sonnenuhr, the double sundial. It had seemed only reasonable that Clarkham would have brought some of this vintage with him. It would probably not give them a way out; it had been grown in the Realm, after all, and its flavor led either into Clarkham's worlds or back into the Realm, which was no more. Besides, it seemed likely that both Clarkhams were telling the truth - once in this world, there was no way out.

  But the wine provided the seam in the smooth foundation. It was neither flesh and blood nor of this world; its reality was subtly other, and through it, Michael could feel the qualities of the chaos "above" Null, eager to come in and erase, devour.

  Michael partly corked the bottle with his thumb and began sprinkling its contents around the tables. A large spot of wine was already seething at the original's feet. Orange light seemed to glow beneath the dark stain.

  "I don't know what you're doing," the original Clarkham said quietly, dabbing at himself. Larger flakes of soot fell away beneath the glistening wine. "Are you going to destroy us, after all?"

  Michael didn't respond. Grimly, he shook the bottle and continued sprinkling.

  "You were wrong, then," the original said to the facsimile.

  "He's making a bloody mess, I'll give him that."

  Michael was aware that the second Clarkham, without moving, was working against the bonds. Soon he would be free.

  "I think he knows what he's doing. He's more capable than even you imagined."

/>   The shadow-bonds broke and disappeared. The facsimile shrugged his coat back up on his shoulders. Michael gave him a sharp glance: stay away from her. The facsimile did not challenge him.

  "It's best," said the original, folding his hands over his ample belly. "I can almost feel relief."

  The second Clarkham was fading. Michael glanced at the bottle; there was still a half-inch or so of the wine, the dregs. Turning quickly, he splashed the dregs over him.

  The surprise on both their faces was at once comical and horrifying. Where the wine stained his suit and dripped from his face, the second Clarkham began to glow orange. He tried to wipe away the wine, but couldn't. He was held by the advancing chaos.