It’s About Time

by Erin McCarthy

  “Do I?” he said in a voice that left no doubt he knew exactly what he was doing.

  Thank God.

  “Sorry. Your driving scared me, so I just grabbed and held on.”

  “Uh-huh. Okay. Well, we’ve stopped, so you can let go now. I need to open the garage.”

  The retreat of those big hands was gratifyingly slow.

  Caleb stayed on the bike while she bent a little, twisted the door handle, and lifted the garage door up. Before she could say anything, he had pulled the bike inside with a roar of the engine and a squeal of the brakes, and was standing up. Way, way up.

  Dang, he was gorgeous, in a really cute, big sort of way. And he was walking toward her, sticking his bike keys back into his pocket. Trish still had her hands up in the air, holding on to the garage door, ready to pull it back down once he was out.

  But instead of heading toward the house, he walked right up to her and put his hands over hers. “I’ll get it.”

  “It’s okay, I’ve got it,” she said, even as he dropped the door with a casual flick of his wrist. “Or not. Thanks.” She took a step away from him.

  But he stopped her, with a tug on her fingers, his face dark in the shadow of the house, the streetlight’s feeble glow not penetrating the backyard where the garage was.

  “I need to thank you, Trish. For watching out for me. I was drinking myself under the table when you…introduced yourself.”

  She laughed. “You mean interrupted you like the bossy bitch that I am.”

  He grinned, but shook his head. “No, that’s not how I see you at all.”

  Crossing her arms over her chest, she shivered a little as a breeze kicked up. She wanted to get inside, take her heels and her bra off, and relax, far away from him, but Caleb seemed inclined to linger in the driveway. “How do you see me?”

  He glanced up into the sky, and Trish followed his gaze. The stars were out, dim but straining to be seen against the lights of the city and the dark backdrop of the sky. Crickets were chirping wildly like they’d never get another chance, and voices from the next street could be heard as a car door slammed. When Caleb touched her lower back, shifting her clingy dress as his finger rubbed back and forth, she turned to him.

  “You’re beautiful, Trish. That’s how I see you. Absolutely gorgeous.”

  Before her frozen brain could formulate any adequate response, he was bending and brushing his lips across hers, a soft, light touch that almost wasn’t even there, and sent a rush of longing through her body. She could have sworn her soul sighed-which was such a ridiculous, girly thought that she was momentarily too stunned to kiss him back.

  Then he was gone, standing full height, and she recovered herself. But when she reached to return the gesture, maybe expand on it, she couldn’t quite manage more than the bottom of his chin, even on tiptoe.

  Gripping his steel biceps, she gave up straining. “Shit, I can’t even reach you. Come here by the side door so I can stand on the step.”

  Rushing on her heels, she about broke her ankle, but wasn’t in the mood to care. Stepping onto the stoop that led through the side door of the house and up to the second floor where her apartment was, she turned back to Caleb. It still wasn’t an even match, but he bent his head a little, she reached up, and she was there.

  On his mouth, tasting him, dragging her lips across his while her hands clung to his shirt and every part of her exploded in electrifying lust. He groaned, she moaned, and the kiss went deeper, harder, rougher, his hands pressing against her back while she opened up for the thrust of his tongue.

  Trish molded against that hard body, wrapped her leg around his, ignored the fact that her dress had bunched up a hell of a lot more than was appropriate for her driveway. Then his tongue touched hers, and she sank into ecstasy for a split second before jerking herself back out.

  He tasted like beer.

  What the hell was she doing? He was drunk, which generally didn’t make for rational behavior.

  Trish fell back against the screen door, scratching her bare shoulder on the metal frame, breathing hard. Caleb was also sporting an incredible erection in his jeans. But that didn’t matter.

  She eyed that burgeoning denim and flattened herself further against the door. Okay, it did matter, but it shouldn’t.

  What mattered was that she not take advantage of him. The last thing in the world she wanted was to sleep with him, then have him wake up with a throbbing head and regret, mortification, or horror at what he had done.

  He was lonely, embarrassed that his ex was marrying an old guy, and Trish could not be selfish about this and give in to the lusty urge to just rip her dress off and hop on him right now.

  He reached for her. She turned around, hugging the door, digging in her purse for her key. “Sorry. Sorry, Caleb. God, I didn’t mean for that to happen. Not to worry, though. I won’t lay another finger on you for the rest of the night-you have my word.”

  Oh, yippee.Caleb stared at Trish’s cute little backside wiggling as she fiddled around in her purse, and wondered why she was apologizing for kissing him exactly like he’d wanted her to.

  And wanted her to again.

  He enjoyed her company, liked the way she was so confident and direct, and he was rapidly developing intense interest in her body. She was compact, firm, with a little curve to the hips and a luscious swell of breasts. He was afraid to touch, yet at the same time itched to slide his hands everywhere.

  It was the last lingering effects of the alcohol that had emboldened him to rest his hands on her thighs, and when he’d felt that toned and satin-smooth flesh, he had about fallen off his bike. Two years was too damn long to go without touching a woman.

  Now as Trish climbed the stairs in front of him, he swallowed hard. “It’s okay, Trish. I enjoyed it.”

  She paused, but didn’t turn around. “Caleb. I lost my head for a second there, but let’s be up-front here.”

  He followed her into a small living room with hardwood floors and a vibrant red couch. “Up-front about what?”

  Trish kicked her shoes off under the coffee table. “Look, I’m not embarrassed to admit that I’m attracted to you. But you’re sleeping on the couch tonight. That’s all there is to it.”

  “Okay.” No matter how hard he was, he didn’t want her to have any doubts at all. But that didn’t mean he wasn’t going to ask her out for tomorrow night. He had every intention of seeing Trish again.

  “Okay then. Great.” She put her hands on her hips. “Let me get you a sheet and a pillow. And I can get you something to eat if you’re hungry. Or coffee-do you need coffee?”

  “I’m fine.” Caleb sat on the couch and fought a grimace. It was like a pine board. Stiff and smelling chemical, like she’d had it sprayed with stain repellent. It was a look-good-but-shit-for-comfort couch.

  He lay down as she came back into the room with a bright red pillow. “You like red, huh?”

  It seemed to be jumping at him from every direction, including by his feet. He nearly clipped six red candles on metal sticks on the end table when he lay down. Shifting, he tried to bring his feet back onto the couch. His head, shoulders, and chest shot off the other end and almost collided with a lamp. Red, of course.

  “It’s my signature color. I’ve gone with a monochromatic decorating scheme.”

  Okay. He took the pillow but there was nowhere to put it since his head was dangling three feet above the couch arm. He tried to adjust his feet so part of his lower half and part of his upper half were both off the couch, and he wound up feeling uncomfortable everywhere, muscles tense and bunched.

  Trish laughed. “You look like a foot-long hot dog in a regular-size bun.”

  He searched for a compliment in there, but couldn’t find one. “This is a small-ass couch.”

  She rested her finger above her lip. “Well, I’m not cruel, so you can sleep in my bed and I’ll sleep out here.”

  “You don’t want to sleep on this couch. It’s like laying on a brick.”r />
  “I guess we could share the bed.”

  Oh, yeah, baby. She didn’t need to ask him twice. “I guess we could.”

  Four

  Trish was left with one burning question.

  What the hell had she been thinking?

  She was lying in her bed, staring at the ceiling, inches from Caleb, and she couldn’t do anything about it.

  Damn her parents for teaching her ethics. If she hadn’t felt sorry for him, she would have left him tortured on the too-short couch. Or for that matter, she would just do what she really wanted and have hot and sweaty sex with him. Or if she hadn’t been a total softie, taken in by the big lug’s pathetic solo drinking, she never would have talked to him in the first place.

  Being nice and responsible was a bitch.

  Because she was wearing shorty pajamas that clung to her body, no bra, within smelling distance from the sweetest, most interesting guy she had met in aboutever, and she was just going to fall asleep.

  After having told him that she didn’t mind in the least if he took his T-shirt and jeans off.

  It had taken incredible discipline not to look when he’d climbed on the bed with her.

  “Trish?” he asked as he turned toward her.

  She grabbed the edge of the mattress so she wouldn’t roll toward him. Every time he shifted, the bed sank on his side and she started to skid downhill, right toward him.

  “Yes?”

  “How long does my adoption last?”

  He was using that voice again, the one that had traipsed past her ear while his hands had managed to fall up her skirt.

  She clung tighter to the mattress. “Until I’ve decided you’re grown up and don’t need me anymore.”

  “That’s nice of you.”

  Oh, yeah. She was nice all right.

  Nice and horny.

  And wide awake. Inches from him.

  It all came back to that.

  Caleb watched Trish staring at the ceiling, covers up to her chin. He was under those covers with her, in nothing but his underwear. She was wearing tight little black shorts and a clinging red top that had revealed her nipples to him before she’d gotten into bed while he was stripping off his jeans.

  If he shifted, he would be on her side and could pull her into his arms.

  And she would probably knee him in the nuts.

  “I’m not usually as pathetic as I was tonight, Trish. I’m not sure what that was all about.”

  She finally turned and looked at him, eyes softening. “Hey, you spent a lot of years with your ex. We all have some baggage.”

  “Thanks.” It made him feel less like a loser, knowing she understood.

  “When I walked in there tonight, I was sure that all men are selfish bastards who wouldn’t know love if it bit them on the ass. You reminded me there really are good guys out there. I enjoyed talking to you.”

  “There are probably more of us than you think.” He followed his urge to brush her bangs off her forehead.

  She didn’t even seem to notice. Her expression was wistful. “Maybe someday I’ll actually find the one that’s right for me.”

  I’m right here, he thought, then was shocked at himself. He was attracted to Trish, he thought she was funny and sexy, and he’d love nothing more than to see what was under that red shirt, but that was it. He wasn’t looking for anything that resembled a relationship in any way. Wait-yes, he was.

  This thing with Trish, it had definite possibilities. Possiblities that could stand exploring. Now he just needed to convince her to let him do a little exploring come tomorrow when she didn’t have his blood alcohol level to use as an excuse.

  “I’m sure we’ll both find the right person for us.” Maybe even sooner than she thought.

  She shrugged and pulled the covers down a little. “Good night, Caleb.”

  “Good night, Trish.” And he reached over and pressed his lips to her forehead, wishing it were tomorrow already.

  “Want to crash the wedding?” she asked, her voice mischievous.

  He laughed and lay back. “That would be really damn inappropriate.” But really friggin’ funny.

  “But funny,” she said.

  Man, he could not wait for tomorrow.

  Trish was wet, slick, and swollen, giving little moans of encouragement as Caleb swirled his tongue over her aching nipple, and her hands roamed across his broad steel chest. His licking wasn’t enough-her clitoris was tight, desperate for his touch, and she arched against his hard thighs, trying to entice him to slip a finger inside her hot vulva.

  Instead he pulled back and with a wicked grin, flipped her onto her stomach and gave her something much bigger than a finger. And Trish came, jerking on the bed, and straight out of sleep.

  She blinked her eyes, shuddered, and flopped back down onto her pillow. Now that was just embarrassing. She had just had anorgasm while sleeping, and a lousy one at that. There was nothing worse than coming with nothing touching her but her own moist panties.

  Sucking in air, she squirmed on the sheets, unfulfilled, her inner thighs still throbbing, and hoped like hell Caleb was still asleep. And that while fantasizing herself to a blistering O, she hadn’t squealed out his name between moans.

  She chanced a look at him.

  Green eyes met hers. Open. Curious.

  “You okay?”

  No, she wasn’t okay, she was so desperate she was getting off in her sleep while she had a half-naked man in her bed with her. There was something inherently wrong with that.

  He rolled on his side toward her. “Did you have a nightmare? You whimpered a little bit.”

  No kidding. And she wanted to again.

  The sheet only came to his waist, and the sight of all that man skin so close to her, that solid golden chest, that sprinkling of masculine hair, undid her. There was only enough space between her chest and his for a book. A thin, paperback book. His eyes looked clear and sober, his soft brown hair sticking up a little.

  Nothing ventured, nothing gained. It was like prosecuting a case with circumstantial evidence. You could lose, but if you were lucky, you might just force a plea.

  “It wasn’t a nightmare. I was having a sex dream.”

  His eyebrows rose under his disheveled hair. “You werewhat?”

  Surreptitiously, she kicked the bottom of the sheet with her feet, dragging it down so her tank top was visible. “Having a sex dream. About you.”

  Caleb looked frozen in fascination. “You were?”

  “Yes, and it’s your fault for looking so cute and for being too big for my couch. I told you last night I wanted you. I wasn’t lying.”

  His look of shock had smoothed away-his hand reached out and touched her cheek, thumb rubbing along her bottom lip. “I wanted you, too, more than anything. So why did you tell me to stop?”

  “Because I wasn’t sure how drunk you were, and I didn’t want to take advantage of you when you were feeling down.” Trish brushed his hair off his forehead in a gesture that was totally foreign to her.

  She nearly laughed. Good God, next she’d be offering to do his laundry. But this wasn’t about a relationship. Caleb wasn’t ready for that, and she didn’t want one. But they could have one time together, here, while he was in her bed. She could satisfy this driving need for him. Or at least try to, really hard, while they were both naked.

  “I’m not drunk now. And I’m feeling more up than down.” Caleb’s hand dropped to her bare shoulder, his eyes dark, his voice low and coaxing. “Want to tell me about your dream?”

  She’d rather act it out. “Well…you were inside me. And I whimpered because I was having an orgasm in my sleep.”

  “No shit?” He looked thoroughly intrigued by that.

  Trish nodded, going up on one elbow, her tank top pulling taut. “And, well, it hurts, you know, to come with nothing touching me.”

  Caleb cupped her breast, brushing across her nipple, and she bit her lip.

  “Poor thing,” he said. “It sounds a
wful.”

  “It was. I’m very unsatisfied.” Her breath was hitching and her thighs were throbbing and his hand was teasing and torturing, and her sleep-relaxed muscles tensed up.

  “Let me fix that, Trish.”

  She thought he’d never ask.

  “Okay.” And she closed her eyes when his mouth covered hers and he gave her a deep whoa-baby kind of kiss that had her losing her grip and falling back against the pillow.

  With one arm and very little effort, he pulled her up on him, so her body was snug along his everywhere that mattered and she clung to him like dog hair to black pants. His thick arms surrounded her, while his mouth tasted her, and Trish knew never again could she entertain sexual thoughts about a man shorter than her. Not after Caleb. Not after feeling his hard strength and being flush against so much masculinity. Paired with his very appealing compassion, he was damn near irresistible.

  Not that she was resisting.

  When he broke off their kiss, she actually went and whimpered again.

  Caleb stroked Trish’s back, sliding down past the bottom of her tank top, feeling her bare flesh in the dip of her body before it reached the firm curve of her smooth backside. She was nibbling his ear, running her fingers through his hair, and he loved the way she took what she wanted. He had her on him, part for the press and grind of her luscious body along the length of him, but also because he knew he was big and strong, and didn’t want to overpower her or trap her or hurt her.

  But he should have stripped her naked first. He wanted to see, feel, and taste her bare breasts. He tugged on her tank top, trying to work it up awkwardly. Trish caught the hint. She sat up with her legs around his thighs in an enticing straddle and raised her shirt over her head.

  It went flying across the room, hit the wall and slid to the floor. Trish ran her fingers through her hair and arched her breasts toward him.

  Caleb forgot to breathe.

  He didn’t know what was sexier-the curve of her breasts, the tips of her dusky nipples, or the sexy I-know-you-like-them smile on her face.

  His air came back on a desperate groan.

  “In my dream, you were sucking my nipples, refusing to touch me anywhere else,” she said.