Beast Mode Todd

by Jordan Silver

  I understood a young girl’s fear of her parents finding out she was experimenting with weed. Knowing the stigma attached to drugs of any kind in this neck of the woods, it was easy to see how that would strike unreasonable fear in her heart. She fucked up yeah, but in this, she was as much a victim as I.

  13

  I stood up and brought her to her feet in front of me. She held her body stiff until I pulled her in close with my arms around her. It took her a minute but once she realized I wasn’t going to attack, she relaxed and let her head fall against my chest.

  Her warm tears drenched my shirt and I stood there letting her cry it out as I thought of what I had to do next. I was ass deep into wringing Doug’s neck when she did something that pulled me back from the brink.

  “Did you just wipe your nose in my shirt?” For some reason both of us found that shit funny. Laughter through tears. I looked down at her, pushing the hair back from her face. The fear was gone. The weight had been lifted from her shoulders.

  “I might have to make a run but I’m not sure about leaving you here.” There was no question that things had changed between us. If the sex had been mediocre I could’ve written it off as a one-off and moved on. But what happened in that bed yesterday wasn’t something you find everyday and I was smart enough to know that.

  “What are you going to do? Where are you going?” I didn’t answer her right away, just studied her as I formulated my thoughts into words.

  “Let me ask you a question. You said that the first time you saw me, you felt an attraction. Putting aside everything that came after, how do you feel now?”

  I held my breath as I awaited her answer. It wasn’t easy for me, but I’d had to accept in the last hour that everything I’d believed for the past five years had been a lie. That she wasn’t the person I thought her to be. More importantly, I like the person she would’ve been had Doug not fucked us both.

  She pinked up and tried hiding behind her hair before I pushed it back from her face again. “I think you know the answer to that.”

  “You mean the sex.” She blushed and nodded her head being all shy and shit.

  “You were pretty fucking hungry babe.” I made light of it to ease her discomfort and she shot me a look before punching me in the gut playfully. The move surprised us both and she paused as if just realizing what she’d done. I grinned and kissed her nose.

  That bright-eyed girl who’d approached me was still in there though she hid her well. I wanted to know that person. Maybe we could both salvage what’s left of our lives, but first I had one last thing I needed to ask.

  “What’s the deal with you and Bryan?” She tried to hide the face she made but I caught it.

  “Let’s just say that I didn’t think I deserved any better. After what I did to you, I guess I didn’t believe I deserved any happiness. I turned down a lot of guys before he asked me out. I knew there was no danger of me ever falling in love with him. I guess it was my way of punishing myself.”

  “Penance, I knew it. Here’s the deal I don’t know where this is going, you and me, but your punishment is at an end. I don’t want you going back to him.” I couldn’t bring myself to come right out and say it, not yet; but I wanted her with me. What did I have to lose?

  For the past five years our lives have been intertwined in one way or another. We’d both been imprisoned because the actions of one man, though her hell had been self inflicted. I’ve seen what she’d done to herself and I gotta tell ya, physical incarceration might be hell, but I can’t imagine it had been much easier living that shit in your head.

  She looked spooked as fuck but I knew there was no turning back. I’m enough of a bastard to use our past against her if I had to, if only to save her from herself. No way she responded the way she had with me if it didn’t mean something. I know it sure as fuck did to me.

  “What would I tell Bryan? He moved all the way across the country because of me.”

  “The plane goes both ways. You’re not wasting the rest of your life in that fucked up relationship and even if you wanted to, I want you again. I might want you for a long fucking time to come, who knows? And I don’t share.” Let her make of that shit what she will.

  “I don’t… I don’t know. What if we hate each other? What if the sex grows stale and one day you realize that, I don’t know, that you can’t forgive me for what I did to your life?”

  “I already have babe.” It was true. I’m as practical as the next guy. No way I can hold her solely responsible for the way things had gone down.

  The truth is, I don’t even want that anymore. All the things I’d hungered for when I first showed up here, was that just a week and a half ago? It seems much longer. Either way, I don’t want to see her hurt anymore, she’s been hurt enough. Having to sit through a year and a half of that guy was punishment enough. I’m good.

  “Just like that?” I could see where she’d have trouble believing that. It wasn’t that easy for me either. I guess that’s what good pussy would do to ya. “Yeah, just like that. What is this you’re wearing?”

  I’d just noticed the flighty little skirt she had on. Not at all like her usual flowing dresses. We both looked down at her amazing legs beneath the little wisp of nothing that barely topped her knees. I’ll make that run later. I had all the time in the world to fuck his shit up.

  Taking her hand in mine I led her down the hallway to the bedroom. We barely made it past the door before I had her back against the wall and my body pressing into hers. “I dreamt about your mouth.” I took it now, getting my first taste of the day.

  We both sighed into the other’s mouth and then proceeded to eat each other’s face off. I sunk into her lips while my cock poked into her middle. “Get up here.” I lifted her short ass in my hands and pressed my cock into the junction of her thighs where her pussy’s heat could be felt through the shorts I wore.

  I reached between us and tore her panties down off before dropping them to the floor. I made light work of unzipping and releasing my cock. I left it resting against her thigh while I used my fingers to open her to take me.

  She was already wet as I forced one then two fingers into her heat. “Fuck I gotta taste you.” I dropped to my knees and pulled her onto my tongue, growling deep in my throat at the sweet taste of her cunt.

  I held her ass in my hands and ate her pussy until my mouth grew tired and my cheeks were covered in pussy juice. When she tugged on my head to get my attention I hopped to my feet and used one hand to guide my cock into her while the other held her still for my invasion.

  I gave her my tongue, feeding her a taste of her own essence. I guess she liked it because she sucked the shit out of it and looked for more. It took me a good minute or two to get my cock inside her and even then she could only handle a little more than half.

  My head was tight and my eyes damn near crossed at the feel of her walls as they wrapped around my hard meat. “Wait sweetheart.” She was breathing harder than me and struggling to get more dick inside her trap of a snatch.

  She bit her lip in frustration and my cock spat off fuck juice inside her. “Aw shit!” A good thing that eased the way because I couldn’t hold back. The lip-biting thing, just gets me every time. I was damn near on my toes when I drove the last few inches of my ten and a half into her belly.

  I rested my forehead against hers as we both caught our breath. I tried to go slow, but her pussy wasn’t having it. As soon as I was seated in her to the root I sucked that lip from between her teeth and sunk my tongue inside.

  She made the most pitiful little noises when she couldn’t get my dick to cooperate. She wanted to ride but the fit was still too tight so I had to help her out. I planted my feet, brought her back off the wall so only her shoulders touched it, and with her ass held firmly in both hands slid my cock all the way out.

  “Look!” Her eyes flew down between her thighs where my glistening cock slid out to the tip, before I slid back in again, going slow so I didn’t hurt her un
necessarily.

  I did that until sweat gathered on my brow and between my shoulders. Her heels were digging into my ass, trying to get me to move faster, but I was waiting for that little pop and slide that would take me to her very ends.

  Her pussy juice was on free-flow now, the shit was running down the insides of my thighs. Her little man in the boat was pink and full, and looked so inviting. I used my thumb to tease her clit before slamming into her. She screamed and grabbed at me as she came, jerking around on my cock.

  From there it was a fast race to the finish. I didn’t pound her so much as deep stroke the fuck out of her. I couldn’t do much more in this position. We ate at each other’s mouths until they were raw and when her legs tightened around my hips and her back bowed, I fucked her through her first cock-induced orgasm of the day.

  I didn’t let her come all the way down before taking her to the wooden floor and with her legs slung over my bent arms, went to town. Her pussy sounded like a wet tunnel being plowed. With her open like this and my hands and feet planted I had more traction.

  I beat the shit outta her pussy with my jackhammering cock. Apparently yesterday had just been an icebreaker. Her body was flushed, her head back, mouth open as she tugged on her tiny nipples, while her hips moved in time with mine. She’d been holding back on me.

  “Fuck I’m cumming. Shit.” I didn’t want to cum yet, didn’t want to leave her so soon, but it was too much. I shook my head and fucked faster, harder as something built at the edge of my spine, shot down my legs and back up through my cock.

  I heard a wild animal in the room but even if my life was in danger I couldn’t stop. When the sound came again and my head was clearer this time, I realized it was me. She looked up at me in awe after her body came down from another earth shattering climax.

  The look on her face said she didn’t know this shit was possible. Meanwhile I felt like I was going to die. Like my whole life was going to be emptied in her deep well of a pussy. I came harder than any teenage perv with a flesh mag.

  I shot so much jizz inside her the shit started running out, and I was seal tight deep inside her, so that was a fuck of a lot. I knew what I’d just done as sure as I knew the sun would set in the evening.

  “Are you on the pill baby?” When I’d done a run through of her house my first day here I hadn’t seen any. But sometimes women hide that shit so I couldn’t be certain. She shook her head no. “We use condoms, I’m allergic.”

  “Pretty sure I just bred you.” Her eyes widened and I braced for her anger even as my hips jerked out the last of my seed. But then they softened with a dreamy look on her face and I relaxed.

  I barely kept myself from crushing her, but my hands held most of my weight up while the bottom half of me just gave out. Merciful fuck, I can’t keep this up, it’ll kill my ass. I gathered enough strength to pick her up and drag us both to the bed.

  Outside the sky was overcast and there was a slight drizzle. It made it easy to wrap her up in my arms and drop off to sleep. “Sleep!” I kissed her forehead tiredly an dropped my head back on the pillow and fell out with her hair tickling my nose.

  14

  We woke sometime later and I couldn’t tell what time it was because the rain was pelting down outside and the room was dark. Her slight weight felt nice against my side and when I kissed her hair she sighed and mumbled some shit in her sleep before rooting around until she got comfortable again.

  I laid there for the longest time, thinking about all that I’d learned this morning. A quick look at my watch said it was barely past eleven in the morning. Doug wasn’t due back for another couple days, but I needed to go see my lawyer and the accountant who’d helped us set up the finances.

  If he’d gone to such lengths to get rid of me, there was a good chance he’d done some hinky shit there too. When I’d looked at the records I’d noticed some discrepancies, but had put those off to the business being relatively new. And with the economy being what it is, anything can happen.

  Now that I know more, it wasn’t a stretch to believe that the motherfucker was capable of robbing me blind. Didn’t he think I was ever gonna get out? No, had the drug thing stuck I could’ve done twenty years easy, tack on the underage sex thing and I would’ve been a goner for a very long time if not ever.

  It was looking more and more like just plain greed was behind this. There was nothing else in our past that pointed to something like this. It wouldn’t be hard to find out where he’d gone, but I wanted to take care of the legalities before I faced him.

  Thinking of the outcome of that meeting made me look down at her sleeping face. Whatever I do, I can’t get caught. A day or two ago I might’ve let my anger rule me, would’ve gone in blind and just fuck his shit up without regard to my own freedom. If I kill him, I’d spend the rest of my life locked away. Now I can’t fathom it.

  My heart seized at the thought of losing her. Of never seeing this face again. A face that I’d not allowed myself to really see in the last five years, even as I lived in her damn life day in and day out, was now about the most precious thing to me. It didn’t make sense, but then, when has life ever?

  Her scent wafted up to my nose in the dank heat of the room and my dick came to full attention. I should get up and turn on the AC since the temperature had gone way up while we were asleep, but I didn’t want to leave the warmth of her body.

  Instead I turned her to her back and eased into her sleeping body. Snug, warm, tight. Her arms came around me in her sleep and I used my tongue and lips to kiss her awake. She moaned drowsily into my mouth as her body started to move beneath mine.

  Her pussy was wide open from earlier so it was easier for me to fuck. I fucked her with my whole cock. Grinding sometimes thrusting, then a nice hard pound for good measure. She loved it and my back paid the price.

  Her little hands grabbed at me as she dug her nails in. Her pussy was tilted up to take my deep downward strokes and I let her have it. I hit her cervix and she growled. Her whole body stiffened and I thought I’d killed her when her eyes rolled back to the whites and her chest filled with air because she wasn’t breathing.

  I started to pull out but her heels dug into my ass holding me there and then she screamed this guttural sound that came from her chest and filled the room. And then she passed out.

  I was in a dilemma. My cock was nowhere near ready to give up the fight, and her pussy had clamped down on me making it hard to pull out. I soothed her brow and murmured to her until she came around. Her eyes were glassy and out of focus. “You with me?”

  She turned her head and looked up at me as she came to and nodded her head. That was all I needed. I pulled her legs up over my shoulders and finished, damn near breaking off my dick.

  This time we were starving so I pulled one of my tee shirts down over her head and threw on my shorts before heading to the kitchen to raid the fridge. We both wolfed down a coupla sandwiches with some sweet tea.

  “What?” She wiped mayo from her lips and looked at me. She’d caught me staring at her. I just shook my head and drummed my fingers on the table. “Nothing, just trying to figure some things out in my head.”

  “Like what?”

  “Like, what our lives would’ve been like if none of this had happened. Five years ago I wouldn’t have touched you, you were too young.” I gave her a meaningful look, which she understood. Her little horny ass should’ve never approached a grown man like that. What if I had been someone else? I shudder to think.

  “But maybe, I don’t know. Maybe a couple years later if I’d caught you on my radar who knows?” We’ll never know now, but there was no use crying over spilt milk. What’s done is done.

  “I’d like to tell you that I will be fair, that I’m gonna give you the choice of whether you want this or not. But I’m not going to lie to you. I’ve already lost too much, especially time. There’s nothing like losing that shit to make you realize how precious every second is. I want you. I don’t know why or how this happe
ned, but it has and I’m not willing to lose anymore.”

  It was a lot to put on her plate I know, but fuck it, it was a lot for me too. I was opening myself to the woman I’d blamed for every fuck that had gone wrong in my life, and though I no longer felt like she owed me, she owed me.

  “I just don’t know what I’m going to say to Bryan.” She looked conflicted, but not scared.

  “You want me to talk to him?”

  “No, no, I’ll do it. I just have to… you know, come up with the right words.”

  “Doesn’t he realize that your relationship is for shit? I mean, I’ve watched you two for a little over a week and I’ve got to say, I saw closer relationships in the pen.”

  “Eww, gross.”

  “You had to be there.” But she ain’t lying.

  “I don’t know, we just…Bryan isn’t the most affectionate type. He was brought up in one of those strict upbringings where everything is in its place. He needed a mom more than a girlfriend or wife and I guess I was fine with that. Until…” Until dick is what. I didn’t say that shit out loud.

  “When is the last time you two…” I left it there not to be crass but I wanted to know. Don’t ask me the fuck why I just did.

  “Maybe a month, a little bit more.” What the fuck!

  “I hope you’re not expecting me to go that route. You’d be lucky if I’m not fucking you three times a day everyday.” She blushed and feigned interest in her sandwich.

  “No, I don’t.”

  “You have some new marks there. Hard to explain those.” I indicated the big ass mark that was now forming on her neck. You could barely make out the other one that was lower on her chest, between her tits. She looked down and mumbled an ‘oh shit’ before going back to her food.