Till Death Us Do Part
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“I think its time for me to go to bed Angel, I’ll talk to you tomorrow. Love you xxxx”
“Me too xx”
I sleep well that night, but then I always sleep well since I’ve read Felix’s note, he really did set me free.
Before I know it Friday is here and I am really excited about the ball and seeing Caleb, I feel a bit like Cinderella. I leave work at lunchtime and go and have my hair and make up done and then drive home. I start to get ready and when I put my dress on I call Mum upstairs to help me zip it up. She comes into the room and she stops by the door “Oh my baby girl you look so beautiful, even more beautiful than you did on your wedding day if that is even possible” she comes over to me and gives me a gentle hug so as not to mess up my hair or make up.
“Thanks Mum that makes me so happy to hear, I feel beautiful, this dress is just so gorgeous. Do you think Caleb will like it? I feel like I’m going on my first date with him, it’s so strange”
“He will love it Tasha, I don’t know how he will be able to keep his hands off you” she says laughing.
“Mum” I shout “oh my god that is embarrassing” I laugh at her.
When she has finished doing my zip up we both hear the doorbell ring, it must be Caleb, my first instinct is to dive down the stairs into his arms, but one look from Mum stops me. “I’m going to go downstairs and open the door and when I call you then you can come down ok. Believe me it will be worth it.”
She goes downstairs and I hear her talking to Caleb, then I hear her shout up the stairs “Tasha are you ready, Caleb is here” I laugh to myself and walk to the top of the stairs, take a deep breath and start to walk down the stairs, slowly.
I can hear Caleb take a deep breath and then he says “Wow, just wow” I smile, he says “Tasha you look, you look amazing, like an Angel” he smiles a big smile that lights up his face.
“Well you don’t look too bad yourself” I say because he looks hot in his tux.
He moves to stand at the bottom of the stairs and then takes my hand, he leans in and kisses me on the cheek and guides me out of the front door.
Mum says goodbye and I walk out to a limousine that Caleb has waiting for us, he holds the door while I get in and then he climbs in beside me, still holding my hand.
“Tasha can we just miss the ball and go back to my apartment, I’ve missed you so much and I just want to hold you tight”
“No Caleb, I spent a lot of money on this dress and I want you to show me off” I giggle.
We arrive at the ball and go in, I’m feeling nervous because I don’t know these people, but Caleb makes me feel as if I belong, so my nerves quickly leave me. We have a great night, I met some lovely people and we dance and laugh for the night. It is perfect! Dillon and Meg are here, they make such a lovely couple. I really like her, we have become very good friends since I started working at Blue Eye. I told her about Felix the other day after I had read his letter, I feel like I can talk about it now.
Chapter 67
WHEN IT IS TIME to leave we catch a cab over to Caleb’s apartment and we laugh in the lift, it was such a great night. When we get inside the apartment we go out onto the balcony, this is becoming one of my favourite places to stand and watch the world go by. Caleb always stands behind me and wraps his arms around me and pulls me in tight, I always feel safe here.
“Caleb, can we go to bed please, I want to feel closer to you than I do right now and that will only happen when we are in bed and you pull me close into you”.
“I won’t stop you if that’s what you want” I turn and walk inside and Caleb follows me and then locks up, as I get to the bottom step I feel myself being lifted in the air and carried upstairs, I laugh and scream at the same time, Caleb is laughing. When we get into the bedroom, he puts me down on my feet and then he stands back to look at me "You really do look like an Angel and I can't believe you're mine. Turn around so I can undo the zip please Tasha"
I do as he says and then when the fabric slips down my body I hear him gasp as he realises that I'm naked underneath and have been all night. "You're killing me Tasha. God I want you so bad" he comes up behind me and pulls me into a hug from behind.
"Caleb can I take your clothes off you?" I ask.
He answers gruffly "If that's what you want then of course" so I take great pleasure in taking his tuxedo off because it doesn't matter how gorgeous he looks in his tux he looks even better without it.
When he is as naked as I am, I take his hand and pull him to the bed, then I stand in front of him and reach up and kiss him, he moans, I moan, then I gently push him on the bed. He looks at me with wide eyes "Tasha only if you feel you're ready"
"I want to take control this time Caleb, I will know how far I can go. Are you ok with that?" I stand with my hand on my hips.
He chuckles "God I'd love you to take control Angel" he smiles that beautiful smile.
I kneel down and pull him so his knees are bent and his legs are hanging off the bed, I want to take him in my mouth, I want to know I can still do this. So without waiting a beat I take hold of his cock and I lean until my mouth is hovering over it. I look up into his face and see that his mouth is open in anticipation and he has propped himself up by his elbows so he can watch my reactions.
I take the tip into my mouth and flick my tongue over the top to taste the pre cum on the tip, then I slowly move my mouth up and down and suck gently. Then I start moving my tongue round his cock and I take it out and look up, Caleb looks like he's in ecstasy. I do this for a while then I take my spare hand and cup his balls, I hear him groan again. I then take his cock out of my mouth and I lean down and take his balls into my mouth. When I've finished that I slowly kiss up his body, taking his nipples in my mouth and nipping them with my teeth. I hear Caleb laugh when I do this, I look at him and I can see he wants me and he wants control, but he promised me this one time.
I move further up so that I am straddling him and I lean forward and kiss him, deeply, I devour him and he devours me, then when he's not expecting it I lower myself down onto his cock, he cries out my name in my mouth. When I start to move my hips up and down he tried to move with me, I sit upright to stop him from doing that.
"This is my way Caleb, don't move!" he smiles.
"Do you realise how hard that is Tasha? You are the most amazing person I've ever met"
After a while I lean back and then I touch his balls with my hand, he closes his eyes, I can see he is getting close, I need some extra stimulation to get me off this first time, do I start to masturbate? "Caleb open your eyes please I want you to watch"
He opens his eyes and watches me rubbing my clit "God Tasha I can't hold on much longer. I'm going to make love to you later on but you are just so gorgeous sitting there that I just can't hold on"
I can't hold on either and as I'm rubbing I tip over the edge "Caleb oh my god" and as my pussy muscles clench around his cock he soon follows me.
"Tasha" he shouts. I fall down on top of him, panting hard, then I feel him pull out of me and he rolls me to my side, so that I am facing him.
"Tasha that was amazing, I love you so much" he says smiling and then leans over and kisses me.
"Caleb thanks for letting me take control, I needed to see how far I could go, I love you too" I say kissing him.
We lay wrapped around each other for a while, then Caleb says “Do you want to go and have a shower to clean up?” I nod my head and he comes to my side of the bed and takes my hand and pulls me into the bathroom. He starts the shower and then he steps in, he pulls me in with him and he gently washes my face, then my body, then my hair. I do the same to him and then we step out and dry each other. We go back to the bed and climb in, we move to our natural positions with him lying behind me pulling me as close as he can get me. This is heaven!
The next morning when I wake up I can feel someone staring at me and when I open my eyes I see Caleb looking at me smiling.
"How long were you watching me sleep?" I ask drowsily
.
"Only about 10 minutes, I like watching you sleep, you look so peaceful" he says leaning down to kiss me. "Now that you're awake Angel I want to make love to you and show you how I'm going to look after you forever" he kisses me on the nose and then rolls me on my back. "if you don't want me to go any further just tell me at any stage Angel, I will back off ok, but I know you are meant for me. I'm going to love you forever"
He certainly showed me how much he loves me, it was the most emotional thing I have ever done, he made sure I was ok at every stage and when he entered me I started to cry, he was upset and tried to pull out but I grabbed his arse and pushed him back in and told him they were happy tears because I didn't know sex could be this good.
A while later we got up and dressed and went to the kitchen for breakfast, it was when Caleb was making my coffee that he said "Tasha we didn't use any protection are you on birth control?"
"I am yes, don't worry Caleb" I said smiling.
"I'm not worried. A child with you would be beautiful, I just didn't want you to start panicking that's all" he comes over and kisses me.
I tell him about the offer on my house and that I am looking for an apartment until I decide what I want to do.
"Tasha move in with me, I know we've only known each other a few months, but I feel a connection with you that I've never felt before with anyone. You are my forever and I intend to keep you as close to me as I can" he leans down and devours my mouth.
I don't know what to say, I had wanted some independence, but now we've taken our relationship to the next level, I don't want to sleep in a bed without him, I need him!
"I'd love to move in with you Caleb as long as you're sure" I say looking up at him shyly.
He steps back and looks at me, he smiles at me and moves closer, then he picks me up and swings me around. "You have made me so happy."
"I need to break it to my parents and then get my stuff together so can we say I'll move in next week?" I don't want to upset them and agree too quickly.
"I understand Tasha, next Saturday then and we can have a party to welcome you to your new home and I'll get my family to come too so they can meet you" he is grinning like a child and he looks so gorgeous.
I jump up and clamp my legs around his back and start kissing him with such passion, he pushes me back against the kitchen work surface and then he slowly undresses me throwing our clothes wherever they land until we are both naked facing each other as he slowly enters me. Every time he pumps his cock into me he says a word "I. Love. You. Natasha. You. Have. Made. Me. So. Happy" I can feel his breath getting faster and when he reaches down and rubs my clit I'm a goner and I start screaming his name. He quickly follows me and then he leans his head against mine and says "Welcome to your new home Angel" and then he kisses me again.
Chapter 68
WE LAZE AROUND FOR an hour or so and then I need to go home because I need to talk to Mum and Dad about moving in with Caleb. I don't know how that's going to go.
"Tasha I don't know if I can wait until next week for you to meet my parents. Will you come out to the beach house tomorrow and meet them? They're going to love you" he asks.
"Ok I'd love to meet them Caleb, I’ll come over and meet them. I'll stay at home tonight with Mum and Dad and then I'll drive over about 12 tomorrow is that ok?" He comes over and kisses me.
"I'll miss you tonight, I can't believe how much I need you close to me. What did I ever do without you Tasha!" He hugs me tight "Come on I'll take you home. I'm sure your Mum wants to know how the ball was last night" he smiles and wiggles his eyebrows.
I pinch him gently on the arm "stop that" then I start laughing. Everything is so easy with Caleb, I can be me, Natasha, I don't have to do what he likes to make him happy. It's like a breath of fresh air.
We drive over to Mum’s and then he walks me to the door. Mum opens the door as he leans in for a kiss "Hey guys come on in and tell me all about the ball, I'm dying to hear, you too Caleb" she smiles at us.
Mum makes us coffee and we sit down and I tell her about the ball, the food, the dancing and most importantly the other dresses. I know that's what she interested in. After about an hour Caleb has to leave, I walk him to the door and we kiss goodbye. When I turn to go into the house, Mum comes over to me and hugs me. She whispers in my ear "I'm glad you managed to get past Felix baby girl, I can see it in your eyes” she chuckles.
I stand with my mouth open and then start laughing, she knows me too well.
I decide to sit down and tell them sooner, rather than later so that I can enjoy the rest of my weekend because I will only stress about upsetting them.
We walk in the kitchen and I go over and make coffee for all of us “Can I talk to you about something?” I wave at the table for them to sit down. They both nod.
“I think its time I move out again” I giggle “There is an offer on the house and I know I can’t go back there, so I’m going to take the offer. I was going to rent an apartment until I decided what to do. However, Caleb has asked me to move in with him” I look up and I’m surprised I don’t see shock in their faces but two smiling faces looking at me. “I know we’ve not been going out for long and you might think it’s too early, but it just feels right. We’ve been through so much, I’ve been through so much and Caleb has been there for me even when Felix was alive, he is my other half, Mum”
“Baby girl, you’re right you have been through so much and you’ve become a different person because of it, I know that you wouldn’t let anything like that happen to you again.” She moves closer to Dad and takes his hand smiling up at him. “Me and your Dad also know how much Caleb means to you, how he has helped you through this very difficult time. When we had to call him in the middle of the night to come and hold you and rock you because we couldn’t help you, that was the night we knew how much you mean to him and how much you need him.” Dad nods at her and leans down and kisses her on the head. “Yes it is very soon, but I think because of what you went through your relationship has progressed very quickly. We can see how much Caleb loves you and how he will never let anything or anyone hurt you. We love him for that, you are precious to us and we can see how precious you are to him, so we understand why you want to move in with him and we are delighted” she gets up off the chair and comes over and kisses me on the head.
Dad smiles at me and takes my hand across the table “You are my baby girl, Tasha, and it’s very hard for me to let you go again after what happened to you, but I can see how Caleb looks after you and I’m happy for you”
“Thank you so much, I know it hasn’t been easy for you either, but I appreciated everything that you have done for me. I told him I wouldn’t move in till next Saturday, to give me chance to sort the house out and my stuff that I have here. He wants me to meet his family tomorrow and then he wants to have a moving in party on Saturday night, which you are both invited to!”
We sit and talk about what I need to do with the house and all my stuff to get ready for moving out again.
I text Caleb after lunch to tell him that I have told my parents
“Hey Caleb, I told Mum and Dad and they were surprisingly happy”
“That’s great, I told mine and they can’t wait to meet you tomorrow. I’m missing you already”
“Me too, can’t wait to see you tomorrow xxx”
“I’ll try to keep my hands to myself Angel, but I can’t guarantee that I will ☺”
“Me too xx”
Kammie and Luca come to dinner and we sit around chatting and laughing and it feels great to be normal again. When I tell them I am moving in with Caleb, they are both delighted for me and hug me, they then tell me that they are moving in together too. It’s such an exciting time and I’m so happy.
When they leave for the night I go up to bed and text Caleb
“I’m going to bed now Caleb, will miss you snuggling up to me making me feel safe”
“I’ll miss you snoring next to me ha ha”
“I don�
��t snore, you do lol”
“I’m joking, I wish I could hold you in my arms tonight, I felt so close to you and then you went home. I think we will have fun making up time. Will you stay at the beach house tomorrow night with me? I’ll make sure you get to work on time – honestly xxx”
“I’m sure you will lol, can’t wait and yes I will stay with you tomorrow night, try and stop me xx”
“I love you Angel, so very much”
“I love you too Caleb, see you tomorrow xx”
“xxx”
I go to sleep with a smile on my face.
Chapter 69
THE NEXT MORNING I wake up and feel a little nervous about meeting Caleb’s family, but only because I want them to like me. I go downstairs and have breakfast with Mum and Dad and then I start to pack my things ready for my move next week, I know I won’t be able to do much during the week with work and everything.
I drive over to the beach house about 12pm, I hope I’m there first because it will make it easier for me. I knock on the door and Caleb opens it within 2 knocks. He comes through the door and lifts me up so that my legs wrap around his waist and he kisses me like he hasn’t seen me for a week. “I’d love that welcome every night Caleb” I laugh when he puts me down.
“I missed you Angel and if you want me to greet you like that then that’s what I’ll do” he laughs too.
“Am I late, are there people here already?” I ask looking around when we’ve stepped into the house.