by Ana Rosso
Mentally, the story was a completely different one. I had a lot of nightmares but Damon was there for me every night. In the morning we didn’t talk about them and I was grateful for that too. We all have our secrets, I guess. There were things I knew Damon was hiding from me but I didn’t push because there were things I didn’t want to tell him either. It took time for me to not flinch every time he was near or tried to touch me. He was very patient and little by little I started getting closer to him again. I knew he was blaming himself but I assured him he did everything he could. In the beginning, I tried to push him away but thank God he was as stubborn as a mule because I couldn’t live without him. I knew deep in my heart that we were going to be just fine. My room was usually full of people. The whole club was there almost every day. I had a great support system. All of them came to see me except the Ravens, of course. I haven’t seen Sarah but I understood if she didn’t want to come and see me at the hospital with all the old ladies coming and going. I sent her a message with Damon, letting her know I’d see her when I got back home. When I asked if he gave it to her he said yes but for a moment I saw something in his face. I knew that he didn’t like her, so I let it go.
The day finally came. I was going home today. I couldn’t wait to get out of this place. While I was here, Damon met a doctor that specialized in the type of surgery Leslie needed. After reviewing all her records, he decided it was worth the try. We didn’t know if it was going to work because the surgery had a fifty-fifty success rate but we had to try.
In about a month, we’ll be back at this same hospital for Leslie’s surgery. But for now, I was happy to leave this place behind and go back home.
Back to my place.
Back to my family.
Back to where I belonged.
Damon
We’ve been home for almost a week and finally after a lot of tears and insecurities, Lyra is doing better. After we got her to the hospital that night I waited until I knew that she was going to make it and went directly to the clubhouse. I spent three hours torturing Kevin. He never said a word about who helped him escape or why he was so obsessed with my woman. When I finished with him all his bones were broken and half of his body was burned with a torch. I cut his dick off and choked him with it before I put a bullet between his eyes.
It took a lot of patience and therapy but she made it. She was tested for every sexually transmitted disease and they gave her the morning-after pill to be sure that she wasn’t pregnant. She cried for three days in a row and they ended up sedating her. But after she cleaned her soul with endless tears, she started to get better.
The day she was released from the hospital was a very hard one. The old ladies planned a welcome home party for her and everything went well until the end. When the girls left and the Ravens and hang around girls arrived, she asked me the question I was avoiding but expecting.
I didn’t answer her immediately and instead insisted she needed to go to bed. She didn’t argue with me until we got to the house. I left her on the sofa and went to get her medication and some water. By her face you could tell she was in a lot of pain.
“Damon. Do you know where Sarah is? I looked for her among the girls but couldn’t find her,” she looked at me with hope in her eyes.
I didn’t want to tell her because I knew it was going to be very hard, though I couldn’t lie to her.
“Babe, let’s go to bed and we’ll talk.” I took her in my arms and walked towards our room.
She didn’t say anything else. After she brushed her teeth and I helped her out of her clothes and into one of my shirts, I sat by her side and told her everything. She cried, she broke the nightstand lamp, and then she cried some more. When she calmed down we talked some more. She told me everything Kevin said about who cut him loose. She opened up to me and told me all she went through while she was held captive and I told her everything we found out during that time. I opened my heart to her and told her how I felt when she wasn’t with me. All of our insecurities and our fears were exposed and after hours of talking we fell asleep in each other’s arms.
We’re learning how to live with the aftermath. She still has nightmares every night but at least she doesn’t flinch anymore when somebody comes too close to her. She was doing much better. We were getting ready for Leslie’s surgery tomorrow when out of the blue she asked, “When is my old lady ceremony? You haven’t mentioned it again.”
Shit, I thought she wasn’t going to remember. After what happened to her we all agreed in church we‘re not going to make her go through that. We all trusted her and knew eventually she was going to trust all of us completely.
“Baby, you’re still recovering from everything that happened to you. Besides you are not a probate anymore. We voted unanimously that you are a full old lady.” I kissed her nose.
“Can we celebrate then and fuck?” Her whole face was lit up.
The little shit. For days she’s been trying to convince me she is feeling better enough to have sex. I’ve been avoiding her like the plague, going to bed after she falls asleep and waking up very early. The other night I came home early and found her crying. I got scared shitless because I thought something was wrong. When I asked her, she said that she knew the truth. She understood I didn’t want her anymore so I had to let her go. I took her hand and brought it to my crotch to show her I was hard as a rock. It took me all night to make her understand I was afraid of hurting her because of her injuries but she was going to get it soon. I ended up telling her I’m a man and I’ve been carrying the worst case of blue balls known to human kind. Now she knows as soon as her doctor gives us the green light all bets are off.
Things had been very silent in town. No more abductions. The night we found Lyra, we killed Muerte and Kevin. We also got rid of a couple of more scum. The last thing we heard was that Satan went running back to Mexico. We knew it doesn’t mean Los Diablos are done and over. They are just regrouping. They will retaliate and we’ll be waiting. But for now we were happy we got a break.
We woke up early the next day and went to the hospital. Leslie’s surgery was long and nerve-racking. Thank God everything went well. We will know in four weeks if it worked. The doctor only kept her for the day and I was very grateful because Lyra was still recovering, but who tells a mother to stay home while her baby girl was going through surgery? When we finally made it home, both of my girls were exhausted.
I went to the clubhouse after I put them both to bed and found my dad having a beer.
“How are they?” he asked.
“Sleeping, both of them.” I looked at the prospect and he passed me one immediately.
“It doesn’t matter what happens with Leslie, son. We will deal with it. She'll always be the most loved and happiest girl in the world.” He stood up and went to his office.
Alex came out of his room and I could tell he wasn’t too happy. He asked the prospect for a beer and sat next to me.
“What’s up brother? What has your panties in a bunch? Pussy problems?”
He took a long drag. “Summer,” was all he said.
“Still holed up in your room?” I tried not to pry too much at first because Alex doesn’t like anybody up in his business and with everything that’s been going on, I haven’t talked to the girl. She was one of the girls we found hiding in Doc’s garage. This one was like a scared mouse. Jennifer, the other one, was more open and right now was working as a waitress in one of our clubs.
“She refuses to come out. I don’t know how to help her. Do you think maybe Lyra could help?” He sounded desperate.
“I’ll ask. Maybe we should call Jordan and ask if she can take her home with her?” I suggested.
“NO. She’s not going anywhere!” he shouted.
“Calm the fuck down, man. Are you claiming her?” Alex loved easy and free pussy. This behavior was so out of the ordinary.
“Mine, Damon. The bitch’s fucking mine.” I couldn’t argue with him because now that Lyra was in my life,
I knew what he meant. If you would have told me four months ago I was going to be tied up to only one pussy, I would have laughed in your face but now I couldn’t imagine my life without my girls.
“Good luck, brother. I got your back.” I finished my beer and walked out. I was going home to my woman. I had a surprise for her. It was time to have my favorite meal. My woman’s pussy.
Lyra
It took almost three weeks of daily therapy and a lot of patience from everyone, but I was doing better. Leslie’s surgery was a success but still nothing. If, at the end, she still can’t hear, at least we can say we tried. Damon was amazing with her and with me. Both of my casts came off yesterday and even though the doctor gave us the green light for sex, besides Damon eating my pussy almost every day, we still haven’t done anything. Every time I try to do more he says that it was okay and he just wants me to be completely sure. He will never rush me. Fuck that shit, I don’t know how he does it because I live in total horniness. I trusted him completely so I knew that he wasn’t getting any outside of the house but I was getting tired of him pussy footing around me.
I heard some rumors about the old lady ceremony but whenever I had asked, nobody had anything to tell me. I decided today I was going to find out. So I went to the primary source. I knocked on the door and after a moment he told me to come in.
“Lyra. What can I do for you?" Lucas asked me as soon as he saw me entering.
“I need your help. I need to know what the old lady ceremony is about,”
I asked without looking at him.
“A bedding ceremony in front of the brothers,” he answered without hesitation.
“Oh. Okay thanks.” I turned to leave because I would never be able to do that.
“Wait. Let me explain. Please take a seat.” He stood from his chair and sat by my side. “The most important thing in this club is trust. Everything else is secondary. We need to trust that our brothers will always have our backs. We need to trust that our women will always be by our sides. But the same way that we need to trust each other, our women need to trust all of us. What better way to know that the trust exists than allowing someone to see us in our most vulnerable moment and know they will respect us and not take advantage of it. That’s what this ceremony is about. We allow our brothers to see the woman that we love, respect, and protect, in her natural beauty, knowing they will never try to disrespect them or make any advances on her. A woman has to trust her man and his brothers completely to accept something like that. It’s a big thing and not everybody is okay with going through it.” He looked at me, waiting for my reaction.
“So Damon doesn’t trust me like that,” I whispered.
“Honey, it’s not that. After what you went through we realized that we will never put you through that to prove your loyalty.”
“Is everybody supposed to be there?”
“There has to be a minimum of at least four brothers and women are not allowed. After the ceremony, there is a party where everybody is invited. What happens during the ceremony stays at the ceremony. We trust the women won’t tell anybody what happens because that’s what trust is all about. I’m sure you have heard rumors but nobody would tell you anything, because nobody knows the real truth, except the old ladies and they will never talk.”
“Thanks, Lucas, for telling me.” Without another word, I stood up but before I left, I looked back.
“Please, can we keep this between us?”
“Of course,” he said and he went back to what he was doing.
I went back to the main room and sat in a corner. My head was spinning, wondering if I was going to be able to do this. Looking around, I started thinking about each and every one of them. They were my family. They were all in a way part of who I was right now. Alex was always keeping an eye on me. Helping me with Leslie and making me laugh. Leigh was the one that brings me soda every morning and allowed me to have a moment of peace, keeping Leslie entertained. James was always looking for new books for me and downloading them on my Kindle. He even connected my tablet to a big monitor and put it on my ceiling so I could read when I was in bed when I had both my arms in casts. He fixed it so I could turn the pages with a remote control. When Damon was doing club business, Ghost was the one to bring me groceries.
I trusted these guys. Each and every one of them. Each one of them had spent time by themselves entertaining my daughter. They all had been here to help me every time I felt like I was going to fall.
Now I only had to check my brain and see if I was ready for this, after being exposed in front of those men when I was abducted.
I went looking for Damon and found him fixing his bike. I’ll never get tired of seeing him without his shirt on. His body looked like it was sculpted from stone, so smooth and perfect. I had to breathe in and count to ten, since we still haven't had sex. We have done some things but not what I wanted to because he was afraid to hurt me.
He felt my presence and turned to look at me
“Like what you see, beautiful?” Cocky bastard.
“You know I do but for some reason you decided to be a monk,” I said with a smirk on my face.
“Don’t worry, baby, I’m fucking you soon and after I’m finished, you won’t be able to walk for a week.” He grabbed my face and kissed me. Scratch that, he devoured me.
“I need to talk to you,” I said after the kiss finished.
“What’s up, babe?” He grabbed a rag to clean the grease from his hands.
“Finish up here and come look for me when you’re done.” I turned to leave for the house. I needed a little time to get the courage.
Half an hour later, he walked through the door. I was fixing dinner when I felt him behind me. He pushed my hair to the side and kissed my neck. I leaned against him and enjoyed the feeling of his mouth on my skin.
He turned me around and sat me on top of the kitchen counter. Then stood between my legs and looked me in the eyes.
“Talk.” He looked so serious.
“I want my old lady ceremony.” I was afraid of what he was going to say.
“Lyra, baby—”
I didn’t allow him to finish. “I know about the bedding ceremony because I spoke to your dad today. He told me everything. He explained the meaning of the ceremony and I want it. I know that you think I’m not going to be able to handle it but I need to try. I don’t want to live in the past. If you can see past what happened and be with me, I need to do the same thing. I trust you and I trust your brothers. You are my family, all of you and I need to show it to you and them.” I needed him to say yes. I needed to know he trusted and desired me.
He stood silent for a moment and then he nodded his head. “Okay. I’ll make the arrangements for it but if you feel that it’s too much I need you to let me know. We're not going to think less of you if you stop.” He put me down after kissing my forehead and then left.
That night, after we put Leslie to bed, he told me the ceremony was going to be in two days. The old ladies were planning a party for Kat. Her surgery was a success and she was coming home. It was the perfect timing to have the party and for me becoming an official old lady. The ceremony would be before the party.
The day of the ceremony arrived and I was really nervous. Leslie was going to Adelaide and Norbert’s new house to spend the night.
Ani was getting Kat from the airport in Seattle. Cora and Jordan were finishing the preparations for the party and the guys were in church. I was a nervous wreck! I have cleaned the whole house twice already.
I heard the front door and immediately knew that Damon was home. I could feel his presence whenever he was in the room with me. Standing behind me, he put his arms around my waist and whispered in my ear, “You know we don’t have to do this, right?” He bit my earlobe.
“I’m ready and I want to.” Turning around in his arms, I went on my tippy toes and kissed him. This was the first time we were going to go all the way after what happened to me. I was scared but very sure of what I wante
d. He was my rock and with him by my side, I knew I was completely safe.
He pulled me up and my legs went immediately around his waist. I could feel his hard cock rubbing against my pussy. He walked with me in his arms until we got to the clubhouse. As soon as we entered the club I saw Alex, Leigh, James, and Ghost following us. When we got to his room at the compound he put me down close to the bed and kissed me again. I closed my eyes and imagined it was only him and me, allowing all the love that exists between us to surround me. The kiss started out soft and sweet but became possessive and hot. He started opening my blouse while he peppered my neck with soft kisses. After my blouse was gone, he unhooked my bra and threw it on the floor. Grabbing one of my nipples between his thumb and forefinger he pinched it hard enough for my pussy to pulse. He took my other nipple between his teeth and nipped on it. When he finally put it completely in his mouth and sucked, I was dripping wet. I heard a sound coming from the couch, close to the door, but before I could react he looked me in the eyes and said, “Eyes, babe. Forget about everything else. It’s only you and me. My brothers are only here to witness the love between us.” He walked me back to the bed and started unbuttoning my jeans without taking his eyes away from mine.
“Tonight you’re going to be officially mine. I’m going to own you completely. Body and soul. This pussy is only mine.”
Fuck, what could you say to that? I was in the arms of the man I loved more than anything.
He took my jeans off and very carefully he pushed me onto the bed. He kissed my neck up to my ear.
“Do you trust me, babe?” he whispered.
“Uhum …" I was so far gone I couldn’t speak.
