by Ana Rosso
“Let me love you then.” While he was undressing, I couldn’t take my eyes away from Damon. My man was perfect. When I saw his six pack I only wanted to trace it with my tongue. That V and his perfect cock made my mouth water. He kissed his way up to my mouth and ravished it. He then turned his attention to my tits. With one hand he was pinching one of my nipples while he was lapping at the other. With his other hand he opened my pussy lips and started circling my clit. He pulled my legs open with his strong hands. After everything that happened to me, I never felt more protected and secure in my life than now. Damon kissed his way down my belly and stopped to dip his tongue in my belly button. He continued down and when he got to my clit he bit down while he pushed two fingers inside. I couldn’t hold it any more, I came while screaming his name. I felt liquid running down my thighs and the crack of my ass.
He kept eating me while I rode out my orgasm and even after that. He ate my pussy like he was starving and this was his only meal. After I came two more times, he lay on top of me and entered me with one swift movement.
Damon started to move in a slow but steady pace. Then he started moving with more urgency and I could feel an electric current flowing along my body. I closed my eyes and enjoyed it.
“Eyes, beautiful.” He was very close and so was I, again.
When I opened my eyes and looked directly into his, I saw love in its pure and naked form.
Damon’s movement became erratic and with one more thrust we came together. I don’t remember much of what happened next. I was exhausted but happy. Each one of the guys thanked me and gave me a small kiss on the cheek. After they left, Damon went to the bathroom and came back with a warm wash cloth. After cleaning me he got into bed. Spooning me he whispered in my ear, “I told you that I was going to make you squirt.” He was smiling.
“Uhum." Was the only thing I could say.
“By the way, we’re getting married.” It was a statement not a question.
“I love you,” was all I could say.
“I love you. You are my forever.” That also sounded like a fact.
I smiled and fell asleep thinking how my life was complete. Later that night we made it to the party. I didn’t know how I was going to face the guys but realized it wasn’t too hard. Nothing was said but there was a different feeling in the air. I gained their trust and respect and that was very important to me.
As soon as everybody was there, Damon called their attention.
“Fuckers, listen up. I asked my old lady to also be my wife and she accepted!”
The room erupted in whistles and catcalls. Everybody came to congratulate us. It was like Christmas, the Fourth of July, and my birthday all together.
We drank and laughed and drank some more.
Later that night, I was sitting on one of the couches near the wall when Damon came to me. He pulled me out and after taking my place he put me on his lap.
“Are you okay, beautiful?” he asked before kissing my neck.
“Thanks.”
“For what, baby?”
“For them and for you.” I put my head on his shoulder and smiled.
This was my family. Not by blood but by choice. They were rowdy and rough around the edges but I wouldn’t have it any other way.
Damon
It has been two weeks since the ceremony and my woman has changed in a way that amazed me. She still had nightmares but now she could talk about them. Her relationship with my brothers has grown and now they have an advocate in her. It’s funny to see how both my girls found a way to wrap all my badass brothers around their little fingers.
Leslie is doing great but still no sign of her hearing coming back. My dad came carrying a puppy for her the other day because according to him, dogs can sense danger and she needs someone to protect her all the time. I don’t think she needed it because she had a club full of people that will protect her with their lives. Anyway, now every night, when I put her to bed, I have to kiss her and the dog too. Thank God she hasn’t told anybody about this yet because I wouldn’t hear the end of it.
Leigh is leaving for Pullman tomorrow for a while. There are some problems with the president of that chapter and when my dad asked for volunteers, he was the first to raise his hand. Things had been a little rocky between him and Ani. They are both so stubborn that believe it or not, this is what makes them perfect together. Maybe being apart for a while will help them. He said that everything was okay. According to him this is just work, but I know my brother and he’s hiding something. I’m not going to worry about him because he knows what to do and if he ends up needing help, I know he’ll ask.
As far as the situation with Los Diablos, everything was very quiet on their end. We were enjoying the peace but our guards were still up.
Gina was keeping to herself, in a corner and that was fine by me. She was furious because Lyra was back, but tried to hide it. The bitch was planning something. I didn’t trust her at all but as long as she didn’t get into it with my woman, I could wait. Eventually she was going to make a mistake and I will be there to take her down.
Lyra has being spending a lot of time with Summer. In the beginning I was worried because I didn’t want her to get too attached to someone new and end up suffering again like what happened with Sarah. So I asked James to dig as deep as he could for both the girls. What he came back with left me without words. Summer’s story wasn’t pretty but she was safe for Lyra. I ordered James to keep his mouth closed regarding what he found. I knew I should tell Alex but it wasn’t my story to tell. Right now it wasn’t affecting the club, so I decided to keep it to myself. If the day comes that we have to do something about it and Alex wanted to come against me because I knew, I’d deal with it.
Kat was recovering from her surgery slowly but surely. It was hard to keep up with her because she was trying to do in one week, what she couldn’t do in three years because of her illness. It was good to see my sister smile again.
The weather was perfect this week so we decided to go to the lake. After everything that had been going on in the past month, we’re all ready to unwind.
We were all ready to leave, when Lyra came walking down the hallway with Summer. Alex stopped in his tracks and was going to say something, when Lyra looked at him and shook her head. This was a big accomplishment and she wasn’t going to allow anybody to fuck it up for her. It was the first time that Summer was getting out of the clubhouse since the day she arrived. Alex scowled at my woman and she flipped him off. Good luck with that. I wasn’t getting in the middle of them. Alex looked at me but before he opened his mouth I said, “You wanted a sister. Deal with your sister now, asshole.” Laughing, I left to put all the bags in the truck.
When we were ready to leave my cell phone started ringing. It was Pops.
“Damon, Ghost is on his way out to keep everybody outside of the clubhouse. I need you to come in and meet me in the Ravens’ room,” he said before he hung up.
I told Lyra that I left something inside and I needed her to put Leslie in her booster seat while I was getting it.
When I got to the room I couldn’t believe my eyes. In one of the beds Gina lay dead. Someone had killed her with an icepick. On her side was a folder. When I looked inside there were a bunch of pictures of her and Kevin having sex. There were also some of her and Muerte. Son of a bitch, I knew it. She was part of all of this. I looked at her one more time and I felt rage. Not because she was dead but because I didn’t get the chance to kill her myself.
“Who found her? Do we know who did this?” I asked my dad.
“Marla came looking for her because they were running late. When she found her like that, she started screaming. I was leaving my office when I heard the commotion and came to investigate.” he replied.
“Do you think that someone breached security and came to do this? I am going to kill whoever was in charge of the cameras last night.”
“I don’t think so. We’ll find out. James is calling his brother in Oregon to see if his group can he
lp. They run a private investigation company. For now, not a word about this. Our women are waiting for us and we are going to have a good time. There is time to worry about this later. Ghost is going to clean up with one of the prospects and we will discuss everything tomorrow in church.” He walked out of the door and I followed.
It was beautiful when we got to the lake. I was helping pops set up the grill when Leslie came running to me.
“Papa Pwetty, my doggie is in the cawr and he want to come out,” she said pulling me towards the truck.
“Baby, he’s not in the car. I got him out when we got here.” I looked everywhere but couldn’t see the damn dog.
“He’s cwying papa. Can’t you hear him?” I was on my way to the truck when I realized what she said.
Turning around I kneeled in front of her and asked her, “What did you just say, baby girl?” I needed to hear it again.
“Cwying, Papa. Doggie is cwiying." She grabbed my face with her chubby hands and looked directly into my eyes. She waited for a moment. When the dog cried again she smiled and said, “You hear, Papa? Cwying." I felt the tear rolling down my face.
Lyra saw me and came running to us.
“What’s wrong? Is she sick? Are you guys okay?” She looked between Leslie and me.
I whispered something in Leslie’s ear and she looked at her mom and after a moment she said, “Listen, Momma, doggie cwying." Then she started laughing.
It took her a moment but as soon as Lyra realized what was happening, she took Leslie from my arms and started to laugh and cry at the same time. Ma and pops came running to see what was wrong.
Lyra put Leslie on the floor and facing the group she yelled. “SHE CAN HEAR! LESLIE CAN HEAR!!!”
Everyone came to hug my girl and there were more happy tears.
Grabbing a beer, I stood against my truck and smiled. Life was good.
I had my woman and my daughter. My club and my brothers. My family and my friends. I know I said relationships and all that shit were not for me, but guess what? Sometimes life comes and grabs you hard by the balls, to let you know it doesn’t matter what you think, there is always something bigger than life itself awaiting.
And if you’re a lucky son of a bitch like me, maybe love will find you too.
THE END
First I want to thank my family for always backing me up in everything that my crazy heart desires, encourages me, and follows me through all of my adventures. I love you guys with all my heart.
Leslie Wilder, I remember the first time that I told you I wanted to write a book. Since that day you have been my rock. Thanks for being an exceptional mentor, a beautiful inspiration, a talented author, and an amazing friend. I love you to the moon and back. My beautiful sister from another mister.
Cora Brent, for all those times that you have encouraged me to keep walking this road and to make my dream come through. Thanks. If I can become half of a writer that you are, I’ll be lucky. Love you girl.
Kathryn Kelly, my beautiful lady, you are a great inspiration of courage and love. Thanks for keep checking on me even with everything that is going on in your life. I love you tons.
Jordan Marie. What can I say, you are talented and funny and a great friend. Thanks for encouraging me and always being there. I love your face and will do your toes anytime.
Jen Wildner and Angie Brennan. My partners in crime, the best part of this crazy ménage. My editors, proof readers, consultants, and guardian angels. Thanks for dealing with my crazy ass. You both are the best. I love you guys forever.
Katheryn Kiden, thanks for the amazing cover and all your help. I love it and I love you.
Alejandro Renta Rosso. My boy. You have an amazing talent. Thanks for the logo. I love it.
Daniela Prima, thanks for taking your time and editing my book. I'll always be in your debt.
Alexis Whitney. Thanks for all your help. Girl, you rock.
Christopher DePaola, thanks for encouraging me and always having my back. Love you my friend.
Donna Disher and Eveline Marcel, I don’t know how many times I changed things and you were always there to read it again. Thanks for your unconditional support and love.
Amber Shults, thanks for your friendship, unconditional love and support. I know i drive you crazy sometimes but you’re there for me. Love you, girl.
My beautiful Betas. Tami Czenkus, Cheryl Lahauina, Angel Follansbee, Jeneane Johnston, Christy Mc Curry, Martha Lanham, and Raeleah King. Thanks for taking the time, for all of your comments and advice. But most of all for loving Damon, Lyra, and their family as much as I do.
And last, but not least, I want to thank all of the readers that are going to take a leap of faith and start this loving journey with me.
