Pregnant By My Mother's Rapist

by Niki Jilvontae

  “So both of them hoes said it’s on sight huh? Well, say less. I’m up and getting dressed right now, we gonna see if them hoes wonna shake something. We going to the hood, right to them bitches house and we will see if they bout that life.” Rah said as I agreed and stared at the black SUV tailing close behind me in the rearview mirror.

  I squinted my eyes and got a glimpse of the driver behind the dark tint. It was none other than Jug’s sister and I knew them bitches were following me.

  “Bitch I think I left my location on so when I posted my response and that lil status, I think them hoes found out where I was. Jug sister and the bitch behind me right now in a black SUV.” I said as I got over in the right lane and the truck got over too.

  That confirmed my suspicions and awakened my beast as I sat up straight in my seat.

  “Oh, so them bitches wonna follow you and shit, well lead they asses right here. It’s a field right behind this hotel, I’ll be out there ready and waiting. Bring them tough asses bitches right on and we’ll see wasup. You know I’m strapped right, so we gonna see who so fucking tough.” Rah said as I told her say less and hung up the phone.

  After I hung up with Rah I changed my music from Jill Scott to Blac Youngsta’s song Shake Sum. I wanted to get in my mode so that when I got to Rah we could see if them bitches wanted to shake something. It worked too because by the time I got off on the Perkins exit I was hyped and with the shit.

  I sped through the streets to the field behind the hotel and barely stopped at the gate before I jumped out. Rah was there waiting as promised with a broom stick in one hand and her purse in the other. I ran right up to her and without saying a word grabbed the broom and turned around ready.

  “WASUP OLE TOUGH ASS BITCHES?” I asked as Jug’s fat ass sister and his big head bitch jumped out.

  Them bitches were coming at full speed, running right towards me until they saw Rah step out with strap in hand.

  “Shake Sum shake sum. Which one of you hoes gonna shake something?” Rah sang as she laughed and the fight was on.

  Chapter 5

  I didn’t give them bitches time to think, blink, or breath before I reached out and jabbed Jug’s fat ass sister in the throat then yanked his bitch down to the ground by her hair. Rah was at my side as soon as the first lick was thrown with the pistol to Jug’s fat ass sister’s head.

  “Move bitch and it’s over. Think I’m playing fat ass hoe. You gonna let yo weak ass friend get her round then Na Na gone beat you. Or bitch you can get that round right now cause I don’t need this thumper for yo big ass.” Rah yelled as she walked up on the girl, spitting and scaring the shit out of her as I laid punches and forearm strikes on the big head bitch.

  By then I had my fingers deeply embedded in her All-in-One cheap ass weave and looped around her sew-in braids. She struggled as I continued to punch her and tried to release my grip but I had activated my pit bull mode. Wasn’t no getting a loose until I was ready and the bitch saw that as I began to drag her by her head across the field.

  “Weak ass bitch. You maggot ass hoe. You talk all that shit on Facebook, say that shit now.” I yelled as I continued to drag her but reached down every three seconds to punch her ass in the face.

  She flung her arms around and tried to hit me in the face as I bent down to punch her but all she did was tickle my shoulder with her weak ass hits.

  “That weak ass shit. That’s all you got hoe?” I yelled as the girl continued to squirm and I continued to bombarded her ass with blows.

  “Put this shit on Facebook Rah.” I yelled as the bitch finally began to struggle to her knees and I saw an opportunity.

  I had been waiting for a bitch big and bad enough to run up on me so I could dog walk her ass and the big head bitch who called herself Jug’s Wife was the perfect victim. I began to walk backwards as I dug both of my hands deeper into her hair while I drug her forward on her knees and she scrambled to keep up. I could hear Rah yell, “YOU DOG WALKING THAT HOE! FAT BITCH LOOK AT YO FRIEND!”, as I stood up and continued to drag the bitch forward while I kicked her in the face. The first kick from my little size 6 sandal was hard enough to knock blood out that hoe’s shit and make her cry out like a little girl.

  “Owww bitch, let my hair go. Let me get up and square up if you so fucking tough.” The bitch yelled through her cries as she flapped her arms around like a fish and tried to hit me.

  It was none of that though because I dodged that weak shit as I laid four more haymakers in her face then let her hair go.

  “Get up bitch. Get up. GET YO WEAK ASS UP!” I yelled as I stood back and put a little distance between me and the bitch.

  She didn’t know it but I was planning her end in my mind as she got up holding her mouth and weave, leaking like a fucking water fountain.

  “You funky bitch, you ripped out my tracks and some of the braid with it. Bitch you dead.” The big head hoe yelled and I laughed in her fucking face.

  I folded my arms in front of me like a G and laughed as she ran over to Jug’s sister and asked her to tie her hair up. I watched as her and the fat bitch’s hands shook and Rah instigated.

  “Y’all bitches don’t need no break, look at my hitta, she ready. Shaky, tough talking hoes. Shake Sum!” Rah yelled, irritated as she reached over and punched the fat bitch.

  “That’s for talking that shit and being a weak ass hoe who can’t back it up. You ready for yo round yet hoe cause I can put this camera down.” Rah said as she put the camera in the hoes face and I laughed my ass off.

  I guess my laughter made that Bratz doll head hoe mad because suddenly she broke away from her friend and came running towards me like a runaway train. That’s exactly what I wanted her to do too as I stood back and kicked that bitch dead in the pussy as soon as she was within reach. I kicked that hoe so hard she flew back like a piece of paper in the wind. Her body made a loud as thump too when it hit the ground and she was instantly out. I didn’t give a fuck though as I ran over and straddled the unconscious bitch. I was in full beast mode at that point so wasn’t no stopping me and Rah knew it. Hell, I couldn’t even stop myself at that point. I sat in that hoe’s chest and pinned her arms under my legs then waited for her to wake up.

  “WAKE UP WEAK ASS BITCH!” I yelled before I leaned forward and spit in her face.

  That bitch still didn’t move but I saw her eyes balls move around so I knew she was awake just scared.

  “This weak ass bitch playing possum Rah. Now the hoe dead. Dead hoe wake up and shake sum.” I said laughing as I spit on that bitch again.

  That bitch still didn’t respond, just turned her head to the side and groaned. That was enough to make Rah mad as she stormed over and kicked her in the head.

  “Wake yo tough ass up. Open yo eyes bitch. If you don’t open yo eyes I’m gone shoot yo friend.” Rah said and that bitch’s eyes popped open like a jack in the box.

  I couldn’t help but to laugh at that hoe shit, especially after that hoe had talked so much tough shit on The Book. Rah laughed like a muthafucker too as she walked back over to Jug’s sister and punched her in the eye again just because. Her aggression increased mine and made me want to fight even more so I looked down at the bitch.

  “I gave you a chance hoe and now it’s over. Time to go nite nite.” I said before I unleashed so many blows to that bitch’s face that I lost count after 20.

  I think I might have blacked out like my uncle said KJ did on Jug, because the next thing I knew Rah was pulling me off her and yelling that the police were coming. I came back to reality when she said that and I could hear the sirens blaring in the distance. That got my ass moving so I spit again before I jumped up off the girl. When I got up and looked down at her I damn near didn’t recognize her face because she was bleeding from everywhere.

  “Yeah hoe, no more talking for you. Now what yo fat ass had to say?” I asked as I turned to Jug’s sister and she turned up her nose.

  That bitch wasn’t tough enough to say what was on h
er mind, but she didn’t have to either. I took her stank ass look as an act of aggression and took off towards the hoe. I ran so fast that the bitch didn’t have time to move before I Ocho Sinco tackled that ass. I put her big ass on her back quick then straddled her on my pound and ground shit. I punched that bitch until my arms got tired then ran to my car. Rah was already in the car and in the driver’s seat as I jumped in and the police sirens that were once distant got closer.

  “Let’s get the fuck out of here.” I told Rah and she hit the dash in my 300.

  In minutes we were around the corner and in the parking garage, hidden from sight.

  “Damn Na Na, you a fucking beast.” Rah said once she had parked and looked at all the blood on me.

  The look on her face told me it was a lot of blood too, so I looked down to see the damage. Blood was all up my hands to my elbows and there was splatter all over my dress.

  “Damn, I love this dress too, ole maggot ass bitches made me fuck it up. Oh well, it was worth it to see them hoes squirm.” I said as I pulled the dress over my head then used it to wipe the blood off my face.

  I laughed as I threw the dress in the plastic bag on my floor that was for trash before I reached in the back and grabbed a t-shirt dress I had in an overnight bag. Rah watched me with an astonished expression on her face as I put that bitch on. Once I was done I turned and looked at her before I asked what was wrong.

  “Maine, ain’t shit wrong. I’m just sitting here and wondering how the fuck you became such a beast. Maybe the way Spicy treated you wasn’t all bad cause bitch you can jump with the shit quick. You get that temper shit from her fasho and yo crazy is something you and your brothers share. I was proud as hell, like a new father as I stood there watching you work out. Look bitch, this shit look like an amateur MMA fight. You did them hoes.” Rah said as she leaned over towards me in the seat so that I could see her phone.

  We sat there for a few minutes, laughing and joking as we watched the fight and Rah did the commentary.

  “Right here Na Na goes in for the forearm strike and the skank fakes dead.” Rah said in her imitation announcer voice and we both laughed.

  We laughed our way out of the car and all the way to our room. Once inside I went straight to the bathroom and inspected my face for wounds.

  “Them hoes weak ass hell for real Rah. I fought two bitches and only got a few scratches. I be telling these bitches this ain’t what they want but hoes don’t listen to me.” I said as I got a towel to dab the scratches on my face.

  “Aw them bitches learned today, I bet you that. Leave yo face alone best friend, just gone take your shower and when you get out I’ll fix that. We ain’t leaving for the club until nine so that gives us almost 8 hours to heal them scratches then I’ll slay you to the Gods. My nigga Na Na, on that straight Mayweather shit. Girl, I’m fina send this shit to KJ.” Rah said as she walked to her side of the suite and I went to get in the shower.

  In the shower I thought about the fight and how I enjoyed beating talking ass bitches, but deep down I was tired of it. That’s why I was happy Anthony was in my life because he represented peace, growth and change to me and that was something I wanted… something I needed. Once I finished showering and drying off I put on some pink boy shorts and a wife beater before I joined Rah in my room. She had showered too and was laying across my bed in boy shorts and a t-shirt as she Face Timed my little brother.

  “Maine KJ when I say Na Na was like a fucking robot I mean that shit. She beat both them hoes and didn’t break a sweat. I had to fire on the fat bitch just on the GP cause I couldn’t get no action. That hoe didn’t wanna jack one on one, they wanted to jump Na but they had the game fucked up. I made them bitches both get a round one by one and Na did what she does. She dog walked one bitch then football tackled the fat hoe. Maine bruh yo sister ain’t no hoe, for real for real.” Rah said as she smiled then turned to see me come in.

  “Speaking of Layla Ali, here she go fresh from the locker room after her big fight. SO how does it feel champ to destroy two opponents in one fight?” Rah said like she was a fight interviewer and KJ egged her on.

  “Yeah big sis how it feel to finally dog walk a hoe? You been waiting on that one since we were little witcho ole violent ass. But y’all talk about me. SHIIID! I learned it from you.” KJ said as I laughed and told him and Rah to shut up.

  I sat down in the bed next to Rah and talked to her and my brother for a few more minutes about the fight before he hung up. When KJ was gone Rah got up and got her first aid bag to nurse my wounds. She quickly cleaned my scratches then applied some medicated spray that burned followed by Neosporin.

  “You good now boo, by 8 it will have a little skin on them cuts and I’ll be able to put your makeup on top. Let’s eat now cause I know you tired and hungrier than a bitch. After that workout you deserve a mutha fucking full course meal.” Rah said as she imitated fight moves over to the table to get the food.

  Me and Rah sat in my bed and ate and talked as we watched Netflix, or better yet it watched us. Around 3 pm, I guess the events of the day began to weigh heavy on us both as we laid back in my bed and passed out. The sound of my phone ringing woke me up a little after seven. Irritated that someone had woken me up from my wet dream about Anthony I reached over, grabbed my phone, and answered it without seeing who it was.

  “Hell fucking O!” I yelled into the receiver and I heard Anthony laugh then clear his throat.

  Just hearing that I knew who he was and instantly straightened my attitude up. I sat up in the bed and stretched with the phone to my ear as Anthony began to talk.

  “Oh, I’m sorry Kaniyah, did I catch you at a bad time?” Anthony said with a hint of hurt and disappointment in his voice.

  I smiled a little as I looked over at Rah who had just opened her eyes.

  “Oh, I’m sorry Anthony, no it’s not a bad time. I was just sleeping.” I said as he told me he was sorry that he disturbed me and that he would call me back if I needed him to.

  “No, you’re fine love, it’s time for me to get up anyway.” I said as he sighed and I heard joy return to his voice.

  After that he was back to his smooth, cheerful self as he asked me what I was about to do. Against my better judgement, I told him we were going to the Cigar Lounge, a new upscale club, and Rah instantly jumped up.

  “Bitch you crazy? What you tell him that for? Watch his ass show up. He gonna show up and fuck up everything up cause you ain’t gonna be able to get no niggas.” Rah whispered as she rolled her eyes at me and I licked out my tongue.

  I didn’t care about that because I was feeling Anthony, and besides that I didn’t think he would just show up. Rah said he would and she was really mad I had told him as she jumped out of the bed and stormed to her side of the suite. I waved her spoiled, bald headed ass off though and focused back on my conversation with Anthony. We talked for a few more minutes before I told him we would go out with him the next day then we said our goodbyes.

  “Well okay, I can’t wait to see you tomorrow beautiful. Have fun tonight and be safe.” Anthony said and I smiled, feeling all cared about and shit.

  “I will love and you have a goodnight too.” I said before we both hung up the phone.

  As soon as I hung up and set my phone down Rah’s lurking ass came back in with the shit.

  “Bitch don’t never tell a nigga where you going, he guaranteed to show up. Watch what I tell you Na.” Rah said as she laughed and I told her she was crazy.

  That bitch was crazy, however; a part of me kind of felt like she was right. I didn’t dwell on that shit though I just got up and started getting ready as I called to check on my brothers.

  “Wasup lil bruh? What y’all got going?” I asked KJ after he answered.

  I could hear Kam and Ky in the background joking about my fight video as KJ told them to be quiet.

  “As you can see we good. These fools over here going crazy about yo tape. You did fuck shit up though big sis, I’m proud of your li
ttle stuck up ass.” KJ said laughing as I told him to fuck himself then I heard his tome get serious as he left the room

  “On the real though, shit crazy around here Spicy been acting strange.” KJ said as I asked him how and my heart raced.

  I just knew he was about to say she threw the rest of my shit out or something but what he actually said took me by surprise.

  “Maine she got up cooking and cleaning and even told us she was sorry for how she been acting. I told her if she was truly sorry she’s apologize and talk to you. She said that she would in due time and she looked like she really meant it. I don’t know what’s going on Na, but right now we got something that resembles a mother.” KJ said and I bust out laughing as he joined in.

  We talked for a few more minutes about the positive changes Spicy was making and I told KJ I was happy.

  “It’s about fucking time, she 30 years old and hell I’m grown. Now I get a mother? Now that I’m 18 and don’t need one? That’s bullshit but I guess beggars can’t be choosey so I just gotta accept this shit. I just hope it lasts and the next nothing ass nigga doesn’t come along and bring old Spicy back.” I said as my brother sucked his teeth and agreed then suddenly yelled out.

  “OHH speaking of nothing ass niggas I got yo shit back from Jug.” KJ said and I got excited and asked him to tell me the story.

  I could tell he was anxious to do it too, and in my mind I could see him acting it out as he talked.

  “Maine so check this, I had a lil bitch call the nigga phone and say she was coming over to fuck. Like the thirsty trick he is, he told her come on and when she came me and Tootie was with her. I had her knock on the door and stand there where he could see her and like a duck he ran straight and opened that bitch. As soon as he did the bitch moved and I hit his weak ass in the face with the 40. After that it was over because I was all over his ass. His bitch ass tried to run so I picked up the baby walker by the door and hit him across the head with it. After that I think I lost it for a second because everything I could find I hit him with it. I broke the coffee table on that bitch head, hit him with plates that were on the table, I even beat that hoe with the iron. I came out my fucking trance when Unc pulled me off him but I still wasn’t satisfied. As soon as Unc left the room to snatch up the game Jug hid, I grabbed the rubbing alcohol off his kitchen counter and douched his dick. Sorry bitch. Since all he likes to do is fuck I took that shit from him. His bitch ass came to and started begging as soon as I struck my lighter to fire up my black. I guess he could smell the alcohol at that point because he really started crying. I had to foot that hoe in the face a couple of times to get him to shut up before I threw my black on his ass and he went up in flames. Seeing him lay there and squirm unconscious and on fire was the coolest shit I ever saw.” KJ said and I bucked my eyes at that statement.