Devil May Care (The Grizzly MC Book 12)

by Jenika Snow

  Spearing his hand in her hair, Jakob tangled his fingers around the thick strands, and pulling her head back. Her lips were parted, her eyes closed, and her throat bared for him. His mouth watered at the sight.

  He bit her shoulder and tried to hold off on doing a hell of a lot more. Jakob wanted to break the skin, taste her blood, to push the scent of him into her veins and make her smell like him for all time. He wanted his mark on her, wanted any other male to see that wound and know she was claimed. It was a primal need, one his animal was roaring out for him to complete. He wanted to really fuck her, really claim her, but he also knew he couldn’t be a savage with her, no matter what she said.

  Give her what she wants. Make her know she’s it for you.

  He pulled on the strands of her hair harder, loved when she cried out for more, begging him to take her already and fuck the foreplay. Jakob bit down gently onto the smooth, soft flesh of where her neck met her shoulder.

  “Oh,” she whispered.

  “This is what you wanted, baby?”

  She made a small noise. “Yes, Jakob.”

  He loved it when she said his name, especially in a moan. He moved his other hand down to take hold of one of her ass cheeks, clenching and unclenching his hand around the big globe. Jakob wanted to leave his mark on her flesh so all males would know that she was his. He’d never felt this possessive, this obsessed and territorial with a female before.

  This powerful need inside of him to make it known she was his was like a wrecking ball in him, moving fast and then destroying everything in its wake. He’d fuck up anyone that thought they could take her from him.

  “I need you,” she said in a soft voice.

  Jakob moved down her body, and when he reached her ass he grabbed the cheeks again and spread them wide. He took a second to just look at the sight of her juicy pussy and the tight hole of her anus. He wanted her ass like a fiend, but he wanted to suck her cunt until she came against him. He flattened his tongue and ran it up and down her cleft, and then sucked her clit into his mouth until she was thrusting her pussy on his face, grinding herself against him like she wanted him to fuck her hardcore.

  “Yes, oh God, please, Jakob. Please stop torturing me.”

  He licked her several more times, growling and groaning, her taste addictive. Taking hold of her soft skin of her pussy lips between his teeth, he bit her gently, giving her a little sting before licking her again and soothing the pain. After a few seconds he finally pulled himself away from her pussy and looked at her asshole again. Without thinking anymore he licked her asshole over and over again. Jakob grunted at the sweet flavor of her. She smelled of soap and tasted like lemons.

  He dragged his tongue over that puckered flesh, pressed it inside until he felt her clench around him, and could have fucking come all over the sheets because of that alone. He didn’t want to hurt her, but he knew he couldn’t hold off. Saya was so different from any female before, and he knew this wasn’t a passing obsession. He wanted her as his, as his woman. She was special, so damn special he knew without her he’d have a hole missing deep inside of him, one that would slowly eat away at him like it had before she came in his life.

  “You’re mine, Saya.”

  “Yes, I’m yours.”

  Yeah, you are, baby.

  He was going to own the fuck out of her, possess every single part of her body until there was no doubt in her mind that her cunt, ass, and the rest of her were his in all ways.

  He flattened his tongue on the tight hole, grunted against it, and then thrust the muscle in once more. Jakob pumped into her ass over and over again. He pressed his cock into the mattress, fucking the damn thing like some kind of adolescent punk. He had to have her now. Jakob was going to fuck his female, and he was going to do it hard enough to make her know she was his, and to help wash his darkness away.

  Chapter Thirteen

  “You keeping an eye on my baby girl?” Reaper asked into the prison payphone. The noise was loud, the cursing strong, but he was focused on the conversation, and finding out how Saya was doing.

  “She’s good. Got a job at a bookstore, a decent apartment. The boys and I are making sure she is safe.” There was a moment of silence. “But…”

  Reaper straightened. “But what?” She better be okay. If Saya was hurt in any way there would be hell to pay.

  “It looks like she’s been getting close with a Grizzly MC member.”

  That had Reaper growling low. He didn’t personally know the Grizzlies, but he’d heard of them, and it seemed like Saya’s bad boy attraction wasn’t just a phase.

  “Anything I need to know about him?”

  Draco cleared his throat. “Aside from the shit that’s given with an MC?”

  Reaper grunted.

  “He fuck around with any girls, hurt them?”

  “No. He’s loyal to his club, and he’s faithful to Saya. We don’t know how close they are, but he’s been good to her, from what we can see.”

  “Good.”

  Saya could take care of herself, that was for sure, but he still worried about her.

  “You want us to give him a not so subtle hint to keep the fuck away?” Draco said.

  “No, just keep an eye on her. I’ll ask Saya about him when I see her. I want to give her the space she needs and deserves.”

  But even if he was locked away, Reaper had a long reach. If the Grizzly Patch fucked with his daughter, he’d make sure he pissed through a bag for the rest of his life.

  ****

  Jakob was trying to kill her. That was the only logical reasoning she could come up with on why he wouldn’t let her get off. He continued to tease her in such a way that she was literally begging him to be fucked, which was something she’d never done before, never even thought of doing. He even licked her ass, and she’d never had man back there before, never wanted something done like that.

  But that slightly taboo act had her craving more, had her desperate for him in all ways.

  “Your fucking cunt tasted so sweet. I loved having your pussy cream covering my tongue and mouth.”

  He talked so filthy, so good. She was so turned on it was like she didn’t even know how to breathe, let alone respond.

  Jakob flipped her onto her back, and before she could comprehend what he was about to do he tore her bra away with such force her breasts jiggled from side-to-side. Yeah, during this whole thing she’d had the damn garment on. He was on his knees between her legs, his face a mask of pure, unadulterated lust. And it was all for her.

  Saya looked over her shoulder and grew even wetter at the sight of the tattoos covering his muscular body. She followed the sharp, swirling lines up his forearms, along his bulging biceps, and continued to follow the ink path over his shoulders and down to his pectoral muscles.

  Saya took a few seconds to look at Jakob’s hard, ripped abdomen, the hairless flesh of his entire chest, and moved her gaze lower until she was staring at the very impressive length between his muscular thighs. His cock was thick and long, his dick just as impressive as the rest of him. Her pussy clenched on its own at the thought of him trying to work all of that into her.

  Saya wasn’t a virgin, but she’d also never been with a shifter, never been with a man that … big. He’d stretch her, fill her completely, and own every part of her.

  He gripped the root of his dick and started stroking himself from base to tip, his focus on her the whole time. He did this over and over, his eyes trained on the junction between her spread thighs … right at her pussy. This was what she wanted, so very badly.

  Tonight was going to forget about the past, about everything that had made her feel wrong.

  “The way you’re looking at me is making it really hard to not mount you right now and fuck you like the animal I am, Saya.” He spoke low, deep, and had this slight serrated sound going on. Her pussy clamped down, needing something big and long, thick and impressive.

  He moved closer until the front of his thighs pressed against
the back of hers. He grabbed her waist and flipped her over until she was now on her back. Taking hold of both of her thighs right behind the knees, he pushed her legs back until they were pressed tightly to her chest and she was obscenely spread for him. Her pussy was right there for him to stare at, to take.

  “Pull your pussy lips apart, baby. I want to see how wet and pink your cunt is inside.”

  A small mewling noise left her. Saya did as he said, pressed her fingers right next to her labia, and pulled them open, letting him see the most intimate part of her. The wet sound of her flesh parting filled the room. The hot puffs of his breathing hit her pussy in just the right way. Jakob didn’t make her wait long to feel his body pressed against hers. In the next instant he moved an inch closer, let go of her leg to grip his cock, and pressed the head of his erection to the opening of her body. She grew still, didn’t breathe, and waited for the inevitable burn and delicious stretch of him pushing into her.

  “I need you, Jakob.”

  He made a deep sound in his throat, and started moving his cockhead up and down her cleft, and brushed it back and forth over her engorged and sensitive clit. He moved it back down to her pussy hole and rubbed a circle around it.

  “I might be a sick fuck, Saya, but it’s only for you.”

  She panted.

  “Beg me for it again.” His expression was hard, unrelenting.

  He was unforgiving in what he wanted from her.

  She didn’t care how many times he wanted to hear her say it. She’d tell him all day long, because it was the truth. “Fuck me like you own me.” In a strange way she felt as though she owned a part of him, too.

  He made this low growl, and she blinked when she saw the flicker of his animal move across his face, watched his already huge body swell even more, and knew he was trying to hold back from shifting. That should have scared her, but instead a gush of moisture left her as her arousal climbed.

  “I’m not going to be gentle, baby. I can’t, Saya. My bear won’t let me.” He continued rubbing the crown of his dick against her. “I’m going to fuck you, claim you, and have you never forgetting that you’re mine, Saya.” Those words were a promise, and she could hear it in his voice, feel it in his touch, and see it in his eyes.

  “I want that.”

  He was pushing his dick right into her, stretching her wide and to the point that the pain mixed with the pleasure once more.

  It hurt, having such a huge cock inside of her, and although she was soaking wet for him, there was still discomfort. But damn, did the pain feel good.

  When he was deep inside of her, his balls pressed tightly to her ass, he stilled. There was this tight expression on his face, and she swore she saw a tremor work its way through his body before he regained his control once more.

  “You’re so fucking tight and hot, baby.” He closed his eyes, and when she squeezed her inner muscles around him he thrust his hips forward, as if he hadn’t been able to stop himself. A deep groan mixed with a growl left him, and he snapped his eyes open. “You’re going to be really sore when I’m done with you.” He said it like it was a promise.

  But Saya wanted that, wanted to be able to sit down the next day and feel the remnants of his passion, of his possession. She needed this male to take her in the most brutal of ways. Was there something wrong with her because she was so attracted to the bad boys? Or maybe this was just who she was, and she’d finally found the other half to what was missing inside of her?

  Does it really matter as long as I like it, as long as this feels like exactly where I’m supposed to be?

  In a swift move he pulled her arms up and over her head, and secured both of her wrists in one of his big hands, keeping her immobile, making her his. The experience of his strength made her feel so feminine and small. But Saya had never wanted to feel petite, not until now, with Jakob. He didn’t even have to say anything, because just being with him made her feel wholly like a woman.

  Saya was happy with her thicker body, loved that she was curvier, even if some considered her fat. But Jakob looked at her like she made him want to breathe, like she was it for him. His touch and words, all of that made her feel like there wasn’t any other female on this planet for him.

  Continuing to keep her hands above her head, all Saya could do was wait, to let him own her. He placed his other hand on the curve of her waist and started pulling out of her slowly this time. When just the crown of his dick was lodged inside of her, he shoved back in just as forcefully as the first time, wringing a shocked gasp from her. He did this over and over again before he slammed into her with so much power she moved up the bed an inch. Her breasts shook almost violently, and a gasp of pleasure and pain left her.

  “That is so fucking it.” He was looking at her breasts, really fucking her, breathing out hard. “Yeah, Saya,” he said almost to himself.

  She could feel the almost violent nature of their rocking as Jakob moved in and out of her body. Her nipples felt tight, hard enough to cut glass. The hold Jakob had on her wrists was uncomfortable, tight, but arousing. She allowed him to control her, because she wanted that, wanted to submit to him.

  He fucked her long and hard, and soon sweat coated both of their bodies in a slick sheen. “I’m never going to get enough, baby. Never.”

  And she wouldn’t either. Saya knew that.

  He slammed into her, and the root of his cock rubbed along her clit, sending a delicious shock of electricity through her whole body. “I can’t let you go. I can’t let anyone have you but me.” Another hard thrust into her. He pumped into her again and again, cementing his words. “Say it, Saya baby. Tell me you’re mine, that no one will ever have you.”

  He made her feel alive, wanted, and everything in between. “You know I’m yours.”

  He growled and tightened his hold. “I want every part of you.”

  Saya knew if she told Jakob to stop he would, because despite the fact he was this frightening Grizzly MC member, he was also a decent man and had been kind and gentle with her. She saw this spark of something in his eyes when he looked at her, when he was with her. It made her feel good, like she was exactly where she needed to be.

  “You like it, baby?”

  “Yes, Jakob,” she moaned. “God, yes.” She arched her back, thrusting her chest out, and pleading over and over again for more. He placed the hand that was on her hip between her thighs, pressed his thumb to her clit, and rubbed that hardened bundle of tissue back and forth until she was crying out. The orgasm that crashed through her stole everything from her. Saya grew lightheaded, and the only thing she could grasp on was the ecstasy, the feel of Jakob pounding into her and making that pleasure last.

  The sound of their slickened flesh slapping together had the ecstasy crashing through her. When her climax ended and her high faded she came back to reality. Jakob pulled out of her with a grunt. A gasp of sensitivity left her, but it was clear he wasn’t nearly finished with her yet.

  Good, because I don’t think I’ll ever get enough.

  “I want to fuck this sweet ass, Saya.” He let go of her wrists, and blood rushed back to her hands, a tingling sensation taking root. “Will you let me, baby?”

  She nodded, wanting this just as much as he did.

  He flipped her over, and she found the strength to stay on her hands and knees instead of falling face first into the mattress. She was exhausted from her climax, but she knew this would be an experience she didn’t want to miss.

  He placed his thigh between hers, and used enough force to spread her legs as wide as they would go. When Jakob placed an open palm on the center of her back, holding her in place, this submissive need rose up in her. He pushed her upper body forward until her breasts were pressed to the sheets, and her ass was impossibly raised. “Have you ever been fucked back here, baby?” He pressed his thumb to her anus, as if she wouldn’t know what he was talking about.

  She shook her head, honestly never wanting anyone back there … not until now, that was.<
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  “Fucking tell me, baby.”

  “No, Jakob,” she panted. “No one has claimed me back there.”

  He groaned and slapped one of her ass cheeks hard enough she couldn’t stop the cry that left her. It stung, but soon warmth replaced the discomfort as the blood rushed to the surface of her skin. Jakob moved a little closer until his shaft was pressed right against her pussy. The deep sounds he made had her moving against him. Another hard slap had a cry of pain and pleasure coming from her.

  “More, Jakob,” she found herself saying.

  He smoothed a hand over the cheek of her ass, and moved his other hand around her, down her belly, and stopped at her clit. He rubbed the bud back and forth, and she arched her back in response, moaning out softly.

  For a few moments he tormented her with his fingers along her clit and the lips of her pussy. When he pulled away she didn’t know what to expect. But Jakob was an ass man, clearly, because he started spanking her over and over again.

  When she didn’t think she could take anymore, because she needed him to fuck her, she felt cool wetness sliding between her ass cheeks. He lubed her up to fuck her back there, and damn, she couldn’t wait.

  He moved his finger around the tight hole, worked the lube inside her ass, and then pushed one thick digit into her body.

  “God, yes, Jakob.”

  There was pressure, but it wasn’t unpleasant. It consumed her, made her feel like she would burn alive. He added another finger, stretching those digits inside of her.

  “I want to make sure you can take my big cock, baby.”

  Saya grew soft and pliant for him, and this pleasurable taboo feeling took root.

  “Fuck, Saya baby.” He gripped her hips, his fingers slick from the lube and warmed from being inside of her body. “You ready for me?”

  She nodded, not able to speak.

  The tip of his dick was pressed against her asshole, and she tensed, never before having a man back there. Truth was she hadn’t ever wanted to have anal, not until she was with Jakob.