In the Mind of Misty

by Lisa Powell

  He started to kiss her neck and she let out a soft moan. Vince envisioned this moment. There was something about her that he wanted. And she wasn’t pushing him away. He put his hand on her neck and it trailed down to the first button on her shirt. His lips found their way back to hers and she was moaning softly. Before Misty realized it her shirt was open. His hands found her breast. She gasps when he touched them. He looked at her and she was dazed, her head was spinning. She couldn’t speak. His lips trailed down her neck to her breast, she gasps again and started to moan. “So beautiful,” he said as he gazed at her.

  “Misty?” she heard her name being called. Misty started to come out of the trans she was in. Vince could feel her starting to tense.

  “Relax Misty no-one can see us,” he whispered and he kissed her again.

  “Misty!” she heard again. Misty composed herself she started to shake. She pulled away from Vince. She pushed her self away and started backing up.

  “Misty don’t leave,” he reached for her.

  Misty just looked at him. She started buttoning her shirt, she turned around and fled.

  Vince stood there for a few seconds and watched her disappear. He stepped back from behind the building. “Vince have you seen Misty?” Kimmy called.

  “No, no Kimmy haven’t seen her.”

  “If you do tell her we are leaving,” Kimmy said.

  “I will do that.”

  Vince turned his head back. The image he saw of Misty, the way she felt in his arms. He had to have her.

  Misty went right home she was shaken up. But his touch his kiss felt so good. She couldn’t stop thinking about it. She wanted him she wanted even more. But the dream she had terrified her.

  The next day Misty’s mind was in a whirl. She went to check on a place she thought she might like. While she was gone Mark and Vince came over. Vince was hoping to see her.

  “Is Misty around?” he asked Kimmy.

  “She went to look at a place.” Kimmy said.

  “You’re asking about her a lot Vince.” Mark said.

  “Is she your special taste?” Kimmy laughed.

  Vince just shook his head. “I just think there is more there than meets the eye.”

  Kimmy laughed. “Only if you knew.”

  “You know she said that last night,” Vince said before he thought.

  “Oh? I thought you didn’t see her.” Kimmy said.

  “Umm… I did only for a few seconds. I don’t know where she went. It was before you were looking for her.” Vince quickly said.

  “You probably scared her.” Kimmy chuckled.

  “Why would I scare her?”

  “Oh she had this stupid dream about this fantasy man. She saw you at that party and dreamt you were him. You swooped her off her feet. And spent one lustful night together and it was incredible. She even bought a dress for the fantasy.” Kimmy said and she ran back and got the dress.

  When Vince saw it he was at awe. “WOW! I would love to take that off her,” and he grinned.

  “Vince!” Kimmy looked at him.

  “Sorry did I say that out loud?” He chuckled Mark just laughed.

  “Any way the dream ended up turning into a nightmare. Her fantasy man tried to kill her. She has been freaked ever since,” Kimmy said.

  “Kimmy! How could you!” Misty shouted at her. They all turned around and saw Misty standing there.

  “Misty I am sorry,” Kimmy just stood there. She didn’t know what to else to say.

  Misty glanced at Vince real quick. She turned around fled out the door.

  “I think we better go,” Mark said.

  “Yeah she looked pretty upset,” Vince said.

  “She won’t forgive me for this one,” Kimmy had tears.

  Mark kissed her head. “Give her time Kimmy. I am sure she will.” He was hoping.

  Kimmy went to find Misty. She found her sitting at the creek. Misty was crying.

  “Misty I am…” Kimmy started.

  “Just leave me alone Kimmy,” Misty cried.

  “Vince was asking about you. Mark said he has been asking a lot about you. I said something about the fantasy man and one thing lead to another…” she stopped.

  “I don’t care how it started Kimmy. You know how embarrassed I was? Now every time I look at him he is going to know. He is going to laugh at me. He is going to think I am cheap or something,” she started to cry harder.

  “No, no, he won’t think that Misty, I am sure.” Kimmy tried to reassure her. They sat quiet for a few minutes. “Did you like that place Misty?”

  Misty wiped her tears, “yes I am going to sign a lease tomorrow. I can start moving in this week.”

  “I will miss not having you around.” Kimmy hugged her.

  “You can visit any time Kimmy,” Misty replied. They sat along time in silence.

  CHAPTER 12

  Misty signed the lease and she started packing. Everyone got together on the following week end to help her move. Vince volunteered to help he wanted to see her. He couldn’t stop thinking of her. Misty was wearing a pair of shorts and a tank top when they came over. Her hair was pulled back. She was a little sweaty from packing and loading. She saw Vince and he just stared at her. He smiled as he was walking up to her. Misty started to get flushed. He stopped in front of her looked her up and down and said. “You look good Misty.”

  Misty felt uncomfortable. She quickly turned went into the house. She found a t-shirt and put it on. When everyone walked into the house she came out from around the corner. Vince looked at her again. He was surprised to see she had a t-shirt over what she had on. She glanced at him real quick and went back to work.

  Vince didn’t understand why she wanted to hide herself. She had nothing to be ashamed about. As they were loading up the vehicles she was handing him a box. “Why did you put that shirt on Misty?” he questioned.

  “I just felt uncomfortable that’s all.”

  “Only until I got here why hide yourself?”

  Misty stopped and looked at him. “I am not much to look at Vince why do you try and make me think I am?”

  This shocked him she was gorgeous. “I have seen you Misty. You don’t give yourself enough credit.”

  “Your only saying that Vince. We have lots to do,” she handed him the box. He took it from her she turned and left. He was blown away why would she think like that?

  They finally got things packed and were moving. Vince kept staring at Misty. But she kept avoiding him. She was embarrassed because of what Kimmy done. And because of the other night, what they did behind the building. She felt so cheap. But every time she thought about that night, she would get all flushed and got certain feelings.

  They finally got to her new place and started unpacking. Things were moving along quickly. Soon everyone was leaving as Vince brought the last box into the house. He saw Misty in the kitchen. He looked around and everyone else was gone. He walked up behind her. “Misty,” he whispered.

  Misty jumped she looked around and they were alone. She started getting nervous. His voice sounded so seductive, she could feel herself getting hot and that scared her.

  “What do you want Vince?” she held her breath.

  “You know what I want and you want the same.” Vince looked at her.

  “What makes you think that Vince?” she started breathing hard. He was so close.

  “The other night Misty, you didn’t push me away. And right now the look on your face at this moment. Why are you trying to fight it?”

  Misty thought for a few minutes. “Okay, okay Vince. Maybe I do want the same. But after it’s over Vince, you have to promise to leave me alone.” Misty looked at him.

  “What if you change your mind Misty and don’t want me to?”

  “I am sure I won’t. Come back tonight”.

  “Okay Misty I will be here,” Vince said and he left. Vince started to think there was something about Misty. But he couldn’t put his finger on it. He knew somewhat of her dream but there
was something else. He would take his time with her. He wanted to be with her and not just a one night stand.

  Misty was all uptight. She couldn’t believe she told him to come back! What was wrong with her? But she had to go through with it. She wanted Vince to leave her alone and she was scared of him. When Vince got there he was all smiles. He was so handsome he took Misty’s breath away. He brought her flowers.

  “What are these for?”

  “They reminded me of you so breathtaking.”

  Misty smiled she invited him in. She took the flowers to the kitchen to put them in water. She was barefoot standing on her tip toes getting a vase. Vince was taken back. He went up behind her and got the vase for her. Misty gasps when he got close.

  She turned around and he kissed her. Misty dropped the flowers on the counter. And Vince pulled her closer. His kiss took her breath away. He looked into her eyes and he knew. He figured it out.

  “Misty,” he said softly.

  “Yes Vince,” she said breathless.

  “Are you a virgin?”

  “No, no Vince I am not,” she looked at him and started to kiss him. He started to become passionate and they made their way to the bedroom. Misty looked at him. “You promised to leave me alone Vince after this.” She looked at him she was all flushed.

  “Yes Misty yes,” he wanted her so bad he would have agreed to anything in that moment. He was captivated by her. Never has he felt such a strong attraction to a woman before.

  Her body was so warm and soft. She was a gorgeous site. He never saw someone as beautiful as her before. He could tell she was nervous. He was trying to make her relax. Her sounds she was making were pleasing to hear. He couldn’t understand why she wanted to hide herself all the time. He was pleasing her and he could tell. When he moved over her she froze. He looked at her again and said. “Misty you’re a virgin I can tell.”

  Misty turned her head he turned it back. “It’s nothing to be ashamed of.” The thought of her hiding this and no man has ever touched her, excited him so much. He could hardly control himself.

  Misty looked at him. “You promised Vince, to leave, after this,” she said breathless.

  Vince couldn’t figure her out. She wanted him to leave after? Usually it was the other way around. “Why Misty? Why do you want me to leave?”

  “I just do.”

  Vince looked at her. He wanted her so bad and he knew she wanted him. But he wanted to be careful with her. She did all this for a reason. She was willing to go through the pain and not saying anything. He wanted to please her.

  “I will make this painless as possible okay?” he whispered.

  Misty shook her head. Vince kissed her. Then started kissing her neck, he slowly started to penetrate her. She gasps and her fingers dug into his arms. He stopped and continued to kiss her. His kiss went to her neck as he caressed her breast. He felt her relax a little. Then slowly little, by little he moved until he was fully inside her. He lay there still trying to make her feel good. Then he started to move and she gasps again.

  He whispered, “Move with me Misty”. She slowly started to move with him. “Don’t be afraid to touch me Misty,” he whispered. She started to caress his back and squeeze him. Her hands started to explore him more. She could feel the muscle in his body working over her and it excited her. She moved her hands to his backside. Soon she was giving him small pushes. “Show me what you want Misty,” he whispered and kissed her. Soon Misty was moaning and breathing so hard, so was Vince. Vince lifted himself up to watch her. The look she had on her face was tantalizing. She started getting louder and her pushes more forceful. “Let yourself go Misty,” his voice sounded so seductive .

  Her breathing became faster her movement more intense. Never has Vince felt like this. Vince could tell by her movements and her sounds she was reaching her peak and so was he. She started losing control, her body started to quiver. She let out such a sound it set them both off. After a few minutes he lay there on top of her trying to catch his breath. He looked at her. “Are you sure you want me to leave?”

  “You promised to leave me alone after it was over. It’s over,” Misty looked at him.

  “Why Misty?”

  “I just do.”

  Vince didn’t understand. But he wanted more before he left. He bent down and started to kiss her again. He started stirring up the feeling again in himself and in Misty. And soon they loved each other again and it was incredible. After it was over they got up. Misty couldn’t take her eyes off him. He was so gorgeous. And Vince couldn’t stop staring at her. Never has he seen such a beautiful woman before. Why did she have to hide herself? He couldn’t shake the thought. He looked back to the sheets and saw the stains as he was getting dressed. He has broken a few women in his time, but none have them been like Misty. She had passion behind her. She was looking for something, waiting for something.

  She walked him to the door. “Did you find what you were looking for?”

  Misty smiled. “Yes Vince I did.”

  “Why did you lie Misty?”

  “Would you have loved me if you have known?”

  “You wanted me all this time?”

  “Yes Vince I did. Now you promised to leave me alone.” Misty opened the door. Vince left. He was now more confused than ever, but he did promise. She made him feel so good, he couldn’t get over the feelings he had. He sat in his car for a few minutes and stared at her house. “I want more of you Misty,” he said to himself. He started his car and left.

  Misty went back to the bedroom she looked at the sheets. Tears started to fill her eyes as she grabbed them off. She took them to the laundry and through them down. She sat down. “Well Misty you finally done it and now it’s over,” she sniffled. She sat there for a few minutes as she cried. Then she got up to take a shower. As she was washing her body it burned with pain. She stood there and cried. She finally calmed down and got out. She fixed her bed and tried to go to sleep. But it seemed impossible..

  In the morning she was awaken by someone knocking. She got up and it was Kimmy. “What are you doing here so early?” Misty questioned.

  “Well wanted to know if you wanted to go shopping. They are having great sales today.” Kimmy said.

  “No think I will stay home.” Misty went to sit and she sat so carefully and Kimmy noticed.

  “Are you okay Misty?”

  “Yes,” she glanced to the sheets in the laundry. Kimmy followed her glance.

  “Misty?” Kimmy looked at her.

  “It’s nothing Kimmy.” Misty looked at the table.

  Kimmy got up and went to go to grab the sheet. “No!” Misty hurried over.

  “Misty don’t tell me…” she stopped.

  “Okay Kimmy okay, yes I was and now I am not. Happy?” she turned away and walked back and sat down at the table.

  Kimmy stood there in shock. “I had no idea Misty,” she looked at her sister. She went and sat beside her.

  “No one did, not even him until the last minute,” Misty was wiping the tears that were falling..

  “Why Misty, why hide something like that? You should have been proud, happy and not ashamed. Who was it?” Kimmy looked at her. But she had a feeling already, who it was.

  “Come on Kimmy don’t tell me that. You were always saying loosen up. You’re going to be an old maid. Have some fun. There was a reason Kimmy. And as for who, It’s none of your business.” Misty was getting upset with her sister. She was like blaming her.

  “Why are you blaming me Misty? I didn’t know. I thought you already did. With you know who before.” Kimmy looked at her.

  “Well it didn’t happen. He told me he wasn’t going to. He said because then he would have a crying little bitch chasing after him. He just told me I wasn’t worth it. After that I just …” Misty started to cry.

  “Misty I am so sorry I didn’t know.” Kimmy hugged her.

  “Well it hurt me Kimmy. And I thought I would never find out what it was like. I thought all guys would be
that way. I promised myself I would wait until I found my fantasy man. I wouldn’t tell him because if he knew he would turn me away. I also told myself after it was over I would make him leave. And never bother me anymore. That way he wouldn’t feel obligated, you know.” She sniffled.

  “It was Vince wasn’t it?” Kimmy asked.

  Misty just looked at Kimmy and Kimmy knew by her look it was Vince.

  “Why do you want to know?” Misty asked.

  “Why won’t you give Vince a chance Misty? He seems to like you a lot.”

  “Kimmy I had that dream and I freaked out. Same guy, same name. Think about it he tried to kill me!” Misty was getting upset again.

  “You probably heard his name that night and didn’t realize it. That’s why the name is the same.”

  Misty thought, she did think she heard his name, but she was so tantalized by him she was unsure.

  “Have you ever thought Misty that, that dream you had you were fighting yourself?” Kimmy said

  “What are you talking about Kimmy,” Misty just looked at her.

  “Well think about it Misty. The girl in the photo, you said you could be twins. Something you want to be but afraid to be. You’re fighting against yourself. You’re making him choose? It’s driving him crazy it’s tearing his heart apart. You’re doing things to him making him go crazy. He can’t take it anymore. You’re choking the life out of the relationship. Because you can’t make up your mind who you want to be? Your hiding who you really are Misty. And Vince might be a guy that really will love you and you won’t even give him a chance. Because you’re afraid you’re not good enough. You’re afraid what other people will think. You’re afraid of taking a chance. Quit being afraid all the time Misty.” Kimmy glared at her.

  “I wasn’t afraid last night Kimmy,” Misty glared back at her.

  “Yes you were. You would have never made him make that promise and he might still be here. You’re afraid what other people will think.” Kimmy replied.

  “I am being myself.” Misty said

  “No Misty, no you’re not your hiding, hiding feelings. You’re hiding yourself until you realize that, you are always going to be unhappy.” Kimmy stood up.