Regency Scandals and Scoundrels Collection

by Scott, Scarlett

  “Should I go back then?”

  Betsy smiled. “Now, Miss, I said it was inevitable. I didn’t say he didn’t need to work for it! It’ll happen in its own time. And in the meantime, you enjoy the chase. There are worse things in the world than having a handsome man after you.”

  *

  In the solitude of his room, Graham lay back on the bed and cursed her. He cursed her, himself, Castle Black and the bloody jib that had struck his head aboard ship and allowed him to remember where he belonged. Belonged. The truth was he didn’t belong anywhere. He’d never be a part of society because he didn’t want to be. He didn’t want to fit in with them. Even if he felt bothered to try, his manners would always be lacking, his speech would always be critiqued. Every person he encountered would look for telltale signs of his past, or the possibility that he was a fraud. He’d be as much out of place there as he had been with the rough-mannered and rough-spoken men he’d sailed with.

  At every turn, Beatrice continued to torment him with the notion that he would have to find a wife in such hostile territory. He had little doubt that it would be difficult to set the estate to rights. It was clear to him that the funds the estate was producing were going somewhere, but they most assuredly were not going back into the estate.

  It was easier to let his mind wander to those subjects than to lie there tormented with the idea that she was only a few rooms away, tucked into her virginal bed. The vision of her there, in a soft, white nightdress, with her glorious hair spilling about her shoulders and over the soft, supple skin of her back, haunted him. He wanted nothing more than to grasp her hair in his hands, to pull her head back and let the sound of her harsh cries wash over him as he took her.

  Cursing again, Graham rose from the bed. His options were limited. He could lie there thinking of her and pining away. He could take himself in hand and stroke himself to a disappointing completion. Or he could find some enterprise that was useful.

  With that in mind, he donned his one remaining shirt and left his chamber. There was no better time to go over the books in the study than when everyone else was abed. He could study them at his leisure and possibly determine, if not where the money had gone, at least how much was missing. Anything was preferable than being tormented by visions of her.

  In the library, a room that had been claimed as Edmund’s domain, he poured himself a hefty snifter of brandy. It was of infinitely better quality than the swill that he’d been quaffing in his own chamber. No doubt, Edmund had instructed the servants not to waste the good spirits on someone who wouldn’t know the difference.

  Taking the cut crystal snifter with him to the desk, he placed it on the carved mahogany surface before retrieving the account books from the shelf. He didn’t start with the most recent. Instead, he went further back, to a time before his father’s death. It would be the best way to understand what the estate ought to be earning.

  Settling in and preparing himself for a long night, Graham sharpened his quill, pulled several pieces of paper from the drawer and hoped his rather rusty mathematical skills were up to the challenge. If ever there was a way to wither a stubborn erection, accounting was surely it.

  Chapter Twelve

  Beatrice entered the breakfast room with a serene expression that hid her inner turmoil. She’d slept little, haunted by dreams of Graham, by yearnings for things she did not even fully understand.

  The room was full. Everyone was there, including Lady Agatha. Pale and wan, she’d nonetheless roused herself to join the others. Edmund was seated near her, Eloise at his side, looking rather ragged and tired. Whether it was a result of overindulgence in wine or a long evening spent in the arms of her lover was anyone’s guess. Christopher was his typically sullen self, lounging negligently in his chair and refusing to make eye contact with anyone. Was it guilt over cuckolding his cousin right under the same roof?

  Lady Agatha smiled at Beatrice. “Good morning, dear! I’m so glad you’ve come down for breakfast. Do tell Graham that I don’t need a doctor! I’m feeling perfectly fine now.”

  “You are not,” Beatrice said and walked over to kiss the older woman’s cheek. “You’re still pale and weak, though you do look much better. As for this new doctor, I believe he is already en route, so it’s far too late to cancel and it would be impossibly rude to have him come all this way only to be shuffled off again.”

  Lady Agatha waved her away. “Stop being so very logical. It’s an unappealing quality in young women.”

  “How did you know the doctor was on his way?”

  The question had come from Edmund, his tone ugly and suspicious. Beatrice realized immediately that she’d misspoken, alerting everyone to the fact that she’d had a private conversation with Graham before he’d informed anyone else.

  “I was thrown from my horse last night. I sustained a cut and Beatrice was kind enough, along with her maid, to stitch the wound,” Graham answered. “You’ve a nasty turn of mind, Edmund.”

  “Thrown from your horse?” Christopher sneered. “No gentleman worth his salt is ever thrown.”

  “I’m not a gentleman… I was by birth but, by raising, I am a sailor and we do not mix well with horses,” Graham replied easily.

  If Christopher had meant to offend, Beatrice thought he would need to work much harder. Graham, despite years of going through life without knowing his own name, seemed to be infinitely more certain about what manner of man he was than any gentleman of her acquaintance.

  Still puzzling over that after filling her plate, and in deference of the charged atmosphere in the room, Beatrice seated herself near Lady Agatha and avoided speaking to any of the men present. Mindful of what Betsy had said about others being able to sense the connection between her and Graham, she felt it wise not to offer further ammunition than they already had. They had only one ally at that table and given Lady Agatha’s fragile state, it would be unwise to depend upon her to intervene should Edmund or Christopher begin tossing out accusations.

  Is it an accusation if it’s true? The condemning voice of her own conscience, the very conscience that would not let her forget how he had kissed her and, even more importantly, how desperately she had kissed him in return, was an inconvenience at the moment and one she could ill afford.

  “If you mean to run this estate, then perhaps you should attempt to acquaint yourself with it,” Edmund challenged. “But that would be difficult for a man who professes to have so little skill with riding. Many of the farms are only accessible by horseback… unless of course you wish to walk like a commoner.”

  “I’d remind you that being common is not a crime,” Lady Agatha said. “You, but for the grace of my late husband and his very forgiving nature when it came to his brother, would be working as a vicar or a solicitor today, Edmund. A gentleman still, to be sure, but one with gainful employment.”

  Edmund’s face purpled with suppressed rage, but he said nothing further. Instead, he focused on his plate as he stabbed a sausage far more forcefully than necessary.

  “I’ve no problem with a man going into trade,” Eloise said. “Though I daresay solicitors and vicars would hardly be wealthy enough to catch my eye long enough to overlook such a flaw.”

  “Do shut up, Eloise,” Edmund snapped.

  “We’re rusticating here in the country! We could be in London, Edmund!” she replied, her voice rising sharply. “We could be attending parties and balls. Instead, we hide here in this drafty old place with nothing to entertain us!”

  Beatrice choked on her tea. The sip she’d taken had been swallowed along with her gasp. Was it sheer boredom that had prompted Eloise’s dalliance with Christopher? She dared a glance in Graham’s direction to see him studying his cousin-in-law surreptitiously. Eloise was a puzzle to be sure.

  After several moments of silence, Graham spoke, breaking the quiet like shattering a glass. “I shall acquaint myself with the estate, Edmund. You are correct. I will begin with the tenants in the village,” Graham said. “I mean to g
o there today and inquire about whether or not their needs are being adequately met.” In point of fact, he meant to ascertain whether the repairs that were recorded in the books had actually taken place. It was an easy enough way to siphon money from the estate.

  “Their needs?” Edmund guffawed, but there was a nervousness in his response that could not be entirely hidden by his bravado and bluster. “You will bankrupt us all if you approach it that way.”

  “By repairing dwellings and business that we own? Hardly,” Graham fired back. “But this is not a conversation to have over breakfast. We will discuss it privately.”

  Edmund rose from the table then, pushing back from it abruptly. “Then let us discuss it now. I’ll await you in the study… assuming you can find your way.”

  After Edmund marched out, Graham sighed heavily. He hesitated for only a moment then placed his napkin upon the table and rose. To Lady Agatha he said, “Excuse me, please. I apologize for leaving so abruptly.”

  “I’m very gratified to see you taking such interest in the estate, Graham,” Lady Agatha said. “It gives me hope that you mean to stay. Doesn’t it, Beatrice?”

  “It does,” she answered. It also meant that when he discovered the nature of the finances of the estate, and how desperately an influx of cash was needed, they’d be further apart than ever. “I need to speak to you, my lord, before you depart.”

  Other than a raised eyebrow and a nod of his head, there was no response. Beatrice rose and followed him out into the hall. She dragged him away from the always listening servants and ducked into a small alcove near the drawing room.

  “You cannot think to go traipsing over the estate with Edmund,” she hissed in a low whisper.

  “Why not?” he asked with all the nonchalance of a man who believed himself invincible.

  “Because someone tried to kill you last night and it could very well have been Edmund!” As obtuse as he was being, she felt like strangling him herself. “If it was not him, there is very little he would do to intercede if another attempt were made today.”

  “And as everyone on the estate knows, I will be with him. He’ll do nothing lest he rouse suspicion,” Graham replied stiffly. “If I didn’t know better, Beatrice, I’d think you were concerned for me!”

  It was clear that any protest would fall on deaf ears. He had decided, after all, and if there were any traits of the old Graham that remained, they were his contrariness and intractability. “Of course, I’m concerned. How could you think otherwise?”

  He arched his dark brows and shrugged, the expression and gesture imbued with equal amounts of sarcasm. “Considering how eager you were to be rid of my company last night, is it any wonder?”

  “Last night, and every time we have behaved so recklessly and with so little restraint, has been a mistake. Surely you see that?”

  “If I were a real gentleman, a dandy in fine clothes with perfect manners, would you still feel that way?” he asked.

  Beatrice’s palm itched with the urge to slap the smugness from his face. “If you were those things, it would not be an issue because I would not have the feelings for you that I do! Do you think that I’ve never had suitors? That men with pretty manners and pretty clothes have never tried to court me? Whatever is between us isn’t in spite of who you are, it’s because of who you are!”

  She turned to walk away, practically stomping her feet in high dudgeon. He grasped her wrist and pulled her back. They were out of sight of the servants, but still within earshot.

  “You madden me. You make me say things and feel things that I cannot even recognize,” he admitted gruffly.

  “I am as out of my element as you. Clearly, of the two of us, you have more experience,” she pointed out.

  He kissed her then, his lips molding to hers so tenderly that it made her ache. Hidden in the shadowy alcove, his mouth moved over hers with exquisite precision. It was not about seduction, for neither of them had time to indulge in such activities. It was affection, caring, tenderness—that kiss encapsulated all the things she wanted most from him and the things that she feared losing far more than just passion.

  When the kiss broke, he spoke softly, his lips only a breath from hers. “No, Beatrice. I have bedded women in the past, to be sure. But what is between us is as new to me as it is to you… that I promise you. Go back to Lady Agatha. I promise to be cautious today. Will that suffice?”

  “It will have to,” she conceded, her own voice tremulous and breathless. Every part of her was in turmoil as she turned and made for the breakfast room. Her hands were shaking and her knees were knocking together but, somehow, she brazened it out.

  If anyone noted the high color in her cheeks when she returned, no one dared comment. As she took her seat, once more, Beatrice noted the long and lingering look that passed between Christopher and Eloise. He excused himself first, if it could be called that when he simply rose and walked out. Eloise made a pretty excuse only a moment later and scurried after him.

  “This house should be filled with happiness now,” Lady Agatha said sadly. “But everyone seems to be at war with one another. Why is that, Beatrice?”

  “People are uncertain… with Graham returned, no one knows their place in the house anymore. He will take over the running of the estate, which has been Edmund’s purveyance. Because the world at large believed him dead, it was always assumed that Christopher would be the heir one day and now that hope is gone for him, leaving him at loose ends like the rest of us.”

  “And you, my dear?”

  Beatrice looked down at her plate. The food was like sawdust in her mouth. “He will marry eventually, as all men of his standing must. And when he does, I will no longer have a place in this household.”

  “He would never allow you to be tossed out!”

  And she could never live beneath the same roof as the woman who occupied the very role she desired so fiercely for herself. But she would not admit that to Lady Agatha. “Wives have ways of changing a man’s mind, Lady Agatha. But for now, things will continue on as they have been. Let us not borrow trouble.”

  Chapter Thirteen

  Graham noted the ease with which Edmund sat his horse. He was not a horseman. He could ride, but he didn’t have the gift for it some did, mostly because he’d spent more time on ships than on the backs of the temperamental beasts. Still, he could at least hold his own. Given that they were alone, it was as good a time as any to see what information he could get out of Edmund.

  “Is there good hunting on the estate?” Graham asked casually.

  Edmund frowned. “Of course, there is. I’ve worked diligently with the gamekeeper to ensure it!”

  “Perhaps we could organize a hunt.” Graham uttered the suggestion with the thought that it would give him an opportunity to gauge Edmund’s marksmanship.

  “I do not hunt myself,” Edmund replied with a distasteful sneer. “Smelly, noisy dogs running to and fro, making a racket and a mess! I’ve never had much use for it. I leave that to the gamekeeper and his apprentice! If you wish to hunt, you’ll need to speak to them about it.”

  “I will do that,” Graham agreed reasonably. “Tell me, is there much trouble with poachers?”

  Edmund drew his mount up. “We have no poachers at Castle Black. I have always taken my responsibilities here very seriously and that means ensuring that all aspects of the estate are cared for properly! I don’t like what you’re insinuating!”

  Graham realized that Edmund’s anger stemmed from thinking his management skills were being questioned, rather than any accusations of attempted murder. Halting his own horse, he confronted the man squarely. “I was shot last night. On the estate, just as I’d turned my mount up the drive. If it wasn’t a poacher, it was something infinitely more sinister.”

  Edmund didn’t appear shocked, but it was clear he understood where the line of questioning had been going. “If I wanted you dead, I wouldn’t be foolish enough to put a pistol ball in you on a darkened road. I’d simply cha
llenge you to a duel on the field of honor and see you dispatched forthwith! Further, if I had attempted to shoot you, we’d not be having this conversation today. I may not hunt, but I’m a better than fair shot!”

  Edmund wasn’t at all bothered at having been accused of being a murderer. He was offended by being accused of doing a poor job of it. If Graham had needed further convincing that Edmund was innocent of at least that crime, he no longer did.

  “I had to ask,” Graham said. “And for what it’s worth, I believe you. But there are other issues at stake. Beatrice’s near drowning was no accident and she is the only one who can verify my claims. You understand why that makes you the primary suspect?”

  Edmund’s glare was icy. “I understand it, but I’m no less insulted by it!”

  “Who else stands to gain, Edmund? If it isn’t you, there is only one other… and I know too little of him to even hazard a guess. For the record, of the two of you, he seems less likely to be a villain. I spent the better part of the night scouring the account books for the last decade. I’ve found some interesting discrepancies. I mean to dig until I find the truth. Be forewarned.”

  “I’ll not stay here and be insulted by the likes of you. If you want Castle Black, it’s yours,” Edmund said, his tone cold and brittle. “I’ll be leaving for London now and I will file a petition with the House of Lords to have you declared an imposter. I’ll have Lady Agatha declared mad as I should have done years ago. Castle Black and all that is within it, even your precious Beatrice, will be at my disposal! Enjoy it while you can!”

  Graham watched as the other man wheeled his mount in the opposite direction and took off at a gallop. If Edmund truly went to London, it would at least be one less person he’d have to keep his eyes upon.

  *

  It was afternoon when chaos descended on Castle Black. Mr. Eaves, the man who had been obtained as an investigator to look into Graham’s disappearance arrived from London, no doubt at the request of Edmund. Shortly after, Dr. Warner, whom Graham had gone to fetch, arrived.