The Lightning-Struck Heart
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“A foundation for which to build your magic.”
“It’s more than that. A cornerstone determines how the rest of the stones will be set. How the entire building will be constructed. It’s the most important piece and without it, there would be discord. Chaos. And magic is the same. Without the cornerstone in place, it’ll grow wildly. Out of control. Exponentially so until one day, it’s a disfigured thing with no rhyme or reason, slowly eating away at the user.”
“The Darks,” he said quietly, tracing a finger along my chest.
“Yeah,” I said. “They’re unstable. They don’t last, not for long. They’re not meant to. But they forsake the idea of cornerstones because to have one is to admit a need most aren’t comfortable with.”
“Which is?”
“You aren’t the reason I have magic,” I told him, kissing his forehead. “But you would be the reason it’s defined. And if what Morgan and Randall believe is true, if I am more powerful than anything else out there, then you’ll be the most important cornerstone to exist.”
“Whoa,” he said. “Holy crap. I’m amazing.”
“And of course that’s what you took from that,” I said. “But yeah. You are. Though I’d tone down the smugness. You already think you’re dashing and immaculate. Can’t have your self-esteem get too high.”
“They wrote that in the paper,” he said. “So you know it has to be true now.”
“Ugh,” I said. “I changed my mind now too. I’m going to take Justin’s place and go on a date with Todd. At least his ears are—”
And that’s all I got out because one moment I’m curled up against him, and the next I’m flat on my back, him propped up over me, the candlelight flickering on his face as he scowls down at me.
“Hey, boo,” I said.
“You’re not going to go on a date with Todd,” he snapped.
I rolled my eyes. “No shit.”
“Because you’re mine now.”
“That should not be as hot as it is.”
“Say it.”
“Oh my gods. Seriously. Like half a chub just from that alone.”
“Sam.”
“Yeah, yeah. No date with Todd.”
“Because you’re the prize that I won,” he said, smirking at me.
I groaned and shoved him away. “I can’t believe I even said that.”
“I can,” he said, leaning his head down and kissing me on the chin. “It seems like something you would say.”
“Asshole,” I said.
“Already put it there,” he said. “Twice.”
I gaped at him. “Did you just… what. I. Sweet molasses. I don’t. Did you just make a sex pun?”
Ryan frowned. “I don’t know if you understand what a pun is.”
“Marry me,” I demanded.
“Sure,” he said with a shrug. “I can do that.”
“What?”
“What.”
“You just agreed to marry me!”
“I know. You just asked me to.”
“But. I don’t. What the hell is going on?”
He rolled his eyes. “I don’t think you ever really know.”
“We’re still going to date first,” I decided. “You owe me so much for all the shit you’ve put me through.”
“Put you through? What about when you—”
“You waited until your wedding to someone else to announce your feelings for me.”
“Dammit,” he said. “I am never going to win an argument because of that.”
“Never.”
He collapsed down on top of me, miles and miles of naked skin pressed against my own. I could barely breathe. It was awesome.
We were quiet for a time, just the brush of lips and fingers.
Eventually, I said the only thing I could. The only thing that mattered. “You don’t have to do anything. To be the cornerstone. Or, rather, you don’t have to do anything more. I don’t need to love you for all the things you could be. I already love you for all the things you are. So no. There’s no special ceremony. No dancing naked covered in yak’s blood. Randall doesn’t need to approve and Morgan doesn’t need to agree. My magic already knows you like I do. It’s known you for years. One day, and one day soon, it’ll just happen because that’s what you are to me. And I was made for you, you know? I wished for this even before I knew what it was, and I am happy it’s you. And I’m going to spend the rest of my days showing you why.”
“Sam,” he said. He sounded as if he was in awe of me, and I knew I was in awe of him, so I kissed him then, relishing the feel of his lips against mine, knowing that this was it. My magic sang because like the stories of old, of whimsy and fancy-free, this was my ending.
My heart was lightning-struck and it beat for him.
This was it.
This was my happily ever after.
AND IT was.
For three days.
Because of course that was the way my life went.
After all, there was still finding Gary’s horn, finding Tiggy’s family, getting captured by more Dark wizards, taking the Trials, pissing off Randall when I turned his fingers into dicks, finishing my Grimoire, meeting my mother’s roma, learning just how bendy Knight Commander Ryan Foxheart was while fucking him in the most unusual places we dared to take our pants off in, discovering that, yes, I did quite like rimming, and last but not least, finding out in the middle of all of this that I was somehow the center of a thousands-year-old prophecy that named me as the sole owner of a destiny intertwined with the dragons of Verania who I would lead in a battle against some ridiculous Dark wizard who would most likely monologue at me until my ears bled.
Yeah.
I was annoyed too.
Seriously.
Fuck my life.
Because this ain’t over. Not by a long shot.
It’s one thing to be told you’re awesome. It’s a whole other thing to be told you have a destiny of dragons.
But that… well.
That’s a story for another day.
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When TJ KLUNE was eight, he picked up a pen and paper and began to write his first story (which turned out to be his own sweeping epic version of the video game Super Metroid—he didn’t think the game ended very well and wanted to offer his own take on it. He never heard back from the video game company, much to his chagrin). Now, over two decades later, the cast of characters in his head have only gotten louder, wondering why he has to go to work as a claims examiner for an insurance company during the day when he could just stay home and write.
Since being published, TJ has won the Lambda Literary Award for Best Gay Romance, fought off three lions that threatened to attack him and his village, and was chosen by Amazon as having written one of the best GLBT books of 2011.
And one of those things isn’t true.
(It’s the lion thing. The lion thing isn’t true.)
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Table of Contents
Title page
COPYRIGHT
CHAPTER 1
CHAPTER 2
CHAPTER 3
CHAPTER 4
CHAPTER 5
CHAPTER 6
CHAPTER 7
CHAPTER 8
CHAPTER 9
CHAPTER 10
CHAPTER 11
CHAPTER 12
CHAPTER 13
CHAPTER 14
CHAPTER 15
CHAPTER 16
CHAPTER 17
CHAPTER 18
CHAPTER 19
CHAPTER 20
CHAPTER 21
CHAPTER 22
CHAPTER 23
CHAPTER 24
CHAPTER 25
CHAPTER 26
CHAPTER 27
CHAPTER 28
CHAPTER 29
CHAPTER 30
EPILOGUE
About the Author
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