Auctioned to Him 7: The Contract

by Charlotte Byrd

  “Are you sure?” he whispers, kissing my neck again.

  I nod. “I just want to go into your tent. Is that okay?”

  He smiles with his whole face, and his blue eyes pierce through my heart and body.

  “Is that okay?” he jokes, grabbing my hand and pulling me up into the air. “Is that okay? Of course, it’s okay.”

  The tent is twenty feet away, but I barely walk a step. With Tristan’s arms around me, I am as light as a feather and float into the tent.

  The tent is small, meant for one person, and neither of us can stand up all the way. I dive in first, landing softly on his sleeping bag. Tristan lowers himself, slowly, on top of me. His smile vanishes, but his face keeps its whimsical look.

  “What?” I smile. “Why are you looking at me like that?”

  “Because you’re the most beautiful woman I’ve ever seen in my entire life,” he says without missing a beat.

  My cheeks flush. No one has ever said that to me before. The confidence in his voice is disarming.

  He kisses me again. This time his lips are more forceful. He presses his whole body into mine, and every last inch of it is hard and powerful. He kisses me hard – so hard that it borders on painful. I kiss him back. I push back into him and feel him rise a little above me. I didn’t know that I could have so much power.

  Slowly, our bodies start to move as one. Through his jeans, I can feel how large and hard his cock is, and I want to see it. I want to feel it in my hand. I want to taste it.

  His hands start to slide down my body until they find where my dress ends. Then they start sliding back up, across the curves of my hips, up my hips bones, and stopping briefly to tease my belly button. His lips pull away from mine and land there. He’s licking my belly button and then running his tongue along the top of my panties. My body rises and falls with each kiss. I close my legs to stop myself from getting even wetter than I already am.

  “Oh no, no, no,” he whispers and forces my legs open once more. My mouth dries and all moisture in my body concentrates itself in that one place between my legs.

  Unfortunately, he doesn’t stay there for long. He comes back up and pulls my dress over the top of my head.

  I’m not wearing a bra, and my erect nipples are holding my breasts in place.

  “Oh wow, wow,” he whispers, placing the tip of my breast into his mouth.

  “I love your breasts, Annabelle,” Tristan whispers.

  I love the way he says my name, and I want to hear him scream it at the top of his lungs.

  “Oh, Tristan,” I whisper, wanting to scream his name too, but I seem to have lost all ability to speak.

  He comes back up to my face, and I can taste the sweetness of his luscious lips. As we kiss, he kicks off his loose fitting jeans.

  “No underwear?” I ask, grabbing his hard, solid ass.

  My fingernails are probably leaving marks, but I don’t care. The muscles in his butt are hard and strong, but the skin is soft and delicate. Grabbing it makes me so aroused that it’s all I can do not to push him onto his stomach and bite it.

  “I didn’t have a clean pair. I’ve been out here for days.”

  Yes, of course. I completely forgot where we are.

  Looking up through the mesh of his tent, I can see the magnificent night sky above our heads. 80-foot pines cradle our world as we reach toward the heavens and star-studded sky.

  Grabbing on to my breasts, as if for support, Tristan runs his tongue along the top of my panties again. I relax and let my legs fall open for him. With one swift motion, he pulls my panties off completely. It happens so fast that he must’ve ripped them, but I don’t care. Now my legs are tense, and the area between my legs is salivating for him.

  “I want you, Annabelle,” he says and pushes himself into me.

  “I want you too,” I mumble.

  We move in unison, and I can feel him going deeper and deeper within me with each motion.

  I wonder where he has been this whole time. It’s as if I have been missing something my whole life that I didn’t know I needed or wanted.

  Suddenly, with one swift and smooth motion, he moves my leg out of the way and lies down next to me. We’re both on our sides, and my left leg is draping over his. We are still one. His fingers find my clit and starts massaging gently with each thrust.

  My legs start to cramp up and then go numb, and a warm, soothing sensation starts to fill my entire body. My body is getting closer and closer to my blissful release.

  “I’m getting close,” I whisper. It’s a warning, but it comes out as an apology. He is driving me wild.

  “I know,” he says confidently. He continues to massage my clit and to push himself in and out of me.

  Suddenly, I’m on top of him. I’m still on my back, and he’s still inside of me with his fingers on my clit, but he’s now below me. Our movements are speeding up, except that I’m no longer moving. I simply let him take me wherever he wants to go.

  I give up. I give in. I let go completely. I am exposed, and he’s doing whatever he wants.

  “Tristan!” I moan as ultimate pleasure starts coursing through my body. My legs go numb and goose bumps cover my body.

  “Annabelle!” he screams into my ear.

  “Oh, Annabelle,” he says over and over as he moves his hips faster and faster.

  “Annabelle,” he whispers again when he finishes.

  * * *

  4

  After he throws away the condom – the one that I didn’t even see him put on but was really thankful that he had – he comes back to the tent. We lie around for hours talking, laughing, and exploring each other’s bodies.

  He tells me all the things that he loves about my body, and his admiration makes me think differently about it too. I thought I had big hips, but he says that they are just big enough to hold on to. I have always thought I had small breasts, but Tristan disagrees.

  “They’re the perfect size. I don’t understand how you don’t see it. Look, they fit right into my mouth, hardly any spillover!”

  I blush. No one has talked about my body like this before, and I feel myself falling in love with his admiration. I love the way he looks at me and the way his words make me feel.

  * * *

  When I wake up a few hours later, the sun is beaming down on me through the mesh screen of the tent. I’m all alone, and the combination of sleeping bag and sun is making me sweat profusely.

  “Hey, how are you?” I climb out of the tent. I feel a little groggy and tired from last night, and my legs are sore. I try to hold on to the top of the tent for support, but it collapses under my weight.

  “Hey, you’re finally up,” Tristan says.

  His hair is tossed, and he’s not wearing a shirt. Every muscle in his strong, wide shoulders bulges as he stuffs the rest of his remaining supplies into his already overstuffed backpack.

  “Yeah, sorry, I must’ve slept in.” I shield my eyes from the sun. Am I really seeing this? Why is he packing his backpack?

  My backpack is near the pine tree on the other side of the campsite. I hadn’t unpacked it at all.

  “What are you doing?”

  “I’m sorry to do this.” He looks up and comes over to me.

  “Do what?” I ask even though I already know. He is leaving. Leaving me.

  “I’m sorry, but I have to go.”

  “What? Why?” My voice goes high, and I want to stomp my feet. I want to do everything and anything to change his mind.

  “I’m sorry, Annabelle. It just came up.” He tries to put his arms around me.

  “What came up?” I pull away. “What’s so important?”

  I know that I sound like a child. We just met yesterday. I have no right to make any demands on his time. He doesn’t owe me anything. And yet, I can’t help myself.

  “What about everything we talked about last night? About going on today. Together? At least for a few more days? What about that?”

  “I know. I know. And
I really wish I could do that. I want to do those things with you. You have no idea how much. But I just can’t. It’s something for work. I can’t really explain, but I have to go.”

  I shake my head.

  “You’re a rafting guide, what kind of emergency could’ve possibly come up?”

  He stares at me. Then looks away. The expression on his face looks as if he had forgotten that.

  “I’m sorry. It’s something for my dad. It’s something I do on the side,” he says.

  But the words don’t come out easily. He’s searching for them, trying to remember something. It’s a lie. I can feel it. Was all of this a lie?

  He’s rejecting me, and there’s nothing I can do to stop him.

  “But I want to stay in touch. We both live in LA. I want to see you again,” Tristan says, wrapping his arms around me.

  I try to push him away. But he doesn’t let me.

  “No,” he whispers. “I want you to know that I don’t think last night was a mistake. Everything I said was true. Everything we had last night was true.”

  “If it were then you wouldn’t be leaving.”

  “No, that’s not true. Sometimes there are things beyond our control.”

  Tristan leans down and presses his lips to mine. I want to push him away, but,at the same time, I want to savor this moment. This will be the last time that I will see him.

  I know that even though he has promised that it wouldn’t be. So I kiss him back as passionately and with the most love that I can muster. Our lips pressing hard and our tongues intertwining. I want to stay in this moment forever, but I have to be strong.

  I pull away first. He’s just tilting my head to get a little bit more of a taste when I push him away.

  “Okay, go. If you have to go, go!” I say and start to walk away.

  “Annabelle.” He catches up to me just as I grab my backpack, tossing it onto my shoulders. It’s much heavier than I remember, and I wince from the pain.

  “I don’t even know your last name,” Tristan says.

  “York,” I say, immediately regretting telling him.

  “Annabelle York,” he whispers. “How beautiful.”

  “I have to go, Tristan,” I say, turning away from him.

  I don’t want him to see the tears that are building up in my eyes. They’re tears of loss and pain. Tears of the wonderful moments we shared and how they are now gone. Tears of the pain of never having him again. But mostly, they are tears of pity over everything else that I have lost in my life and the sadness that I feel for myself in this moment.

  “How can I contact you? What’s your number?” Tristan asks, refusing to let go of my arm.

  I gather whatever molecules of strength I have left within me and reply, “I’m not giving you my number.”

  * * *

  I refuse to give Tristan my number because I know that he only asked for it to be nice. He wouldn’t be leaving right now if he actually felt the way I thought he had felt. And asking for my number and pretending that he is going to call is a lie.

  A beautiful lie that I desperately want to believe, but I can’t. I have been disappointed enough in my life.

  My pride makes me walk away from Tristan even though all I want to do is run back to him, wrap my arms around him, and beg him to stay. I hate the feeling that he has over me, the feeling that makes me into a needy, helpless little girl. And yet I am stronger than that.

  He’s leaving me, so I decide to leave him first. Who the hell does he think he is? Does he think that I’m just going to wait around for him? Does he think that I actually believe him when he tells me he’s going to call?

  Contradictory thoughts swirl around in my head making me dizzy and tired. Last night, for the first time in weeks and months, had been a high. It made me realize that perhaps there is something about life worth living.

  And right now, I feel lower than I have felt in months.

  I want to run to get further away from Tristan and my feelings for him. But the bag that I carry is too heavy for that. All I can do is walk a little faster. Put one foot in front of the other a little quicker.

  And the further I get away from him and the night we shared, the better I start to feel. The pines grow thicker, cradling my sorrow in their blossom. As the undergrowth gets taller and lusher and the trail gets narrower and narrower, I start to feel an unfamiliar tingling.

  No matter what has happened, no matter how I feel now knowing that I will never see him again, Tristan has opened my eyes.

  He reminded me of the life that I am missing, the life that I once had. He isn’t just Tristan. He’s also a symbol of life and hope and passion. All the things that have disappeared from my life over the last few months. All the things that make life worth living.

  And for that, I am grateful.

  5

  Three days later.

  I walk into our apartment and drop my heavy backpack on the ground for good. It’s the middle of the afternoon. My roommate and best friend, Maggie Mae, should be home unless she is at an audition, and I am looking forward to seeing her.

  “You’re home! You’re home!” she runs up to me and wraps her arms around my neck.

  Maggie Mae has always been there for me. She has been with me throughout my mom’s sickness and death, and she has been there for me afterward – when I wasn’t the nicest person to be around.

  “So? How was it? I’m ordering pizza, and you’re going to tell me everything!” Maggie Mae screams from the kitchen even though our walls are paper-thin.

  Maggie Mae and I have a wonderful afternoon at home. I tell her about the trees, the earth, the trails, and the lake. I tell her that it was the most beautiful place that I’ve ever been and that it really helped me put myself and my place in the world in perspective.

  She listens and nods along. Maggie Mae is not an outdoorsy girl, but she’s a really good friend, and that means that she supports me in doing things that are good for me.

  Of course, I save the best for last.

  Tristan.

  “I’m so happy you had a good time,” she says, tossing her long blonde hair from one shoulder to the next. Her hair is always shiny and beautiful, and if she weren't such a nice and kind girl, I would hate her for it.

  “And, in the end…” I take a deep breath. I have to tell her about Tristan. She loves men, and she loves hearing stories about men. And she would really appreciate this one.

  “And in the end, I met someone.”

  “You met someone!?” Her eyes open wide, and she leans in closer to me.

  She smells of figs and apricots, the argon oil sugar scrub that we had picked out together, the one civilized thing that I missed while I was away.

  “Don’t get too excited, I’m not seeing him again,” I warn her. “But it was really an amazing night.”

  Maggie Mae’s eyes light up, and she yelps and hugs me tight. “Tell me everything!”

  * * *

  Later that night, Maggie Mae goes to her job at Brucci’s, one of the most expensive and fabulous restaurants in LA. It’s located in the hip area of Melrose Avenue, and you have to have a big name or big pockets to get a table there. The rest of us mere mortals have to wait for months for a reservation.

  Maggie Mae is a waitress there, and it was the hardest audition that she had ever had. She faced a panel of five judges who asked her a million different questions about her life, thoughts, opinions covering a variety of topics, including politics and religion. It was a casting director who had put her name through to Brucci’s Human Capitol staff, and the same casting director had prepped her for the interviews.

  “You have to be knowledgeable about what was going on in the world, but tactful. You had to have an opinion, but not a particularly offensive one. Honestly, it was like the most advanced and difficult improv class that I had ever participated in,” she had told me.

  But now, it was all worth it. She had passed the 90-day period where she could be fired without cause and became a f
ull-time employee. Being a full-time employee at Brucci’s meant a lot. It meant a salary of more money than a nurse at a hospital with five years of experience. Plus tips.

  “I can’t ever quit this job, Annabelle,” she had told me. “Even if I ever quit acting and going to auditions, this is still the best job that I could ever get.”

  I am really happy for her. After years of struggling and barely making ends meet, she is now making as much money being a waitress as someone with twice her education and experience.

  And it’s this money, and her generosity, that pretty much help me to continue to exist.

  Unfortunately, my financial situation is completely different. I have little to no money to speak of and no prospects of any money on the horizon. I graduated from the University of Southern California with a 3.7-grade-point-average, but I couldn’t find a job after graduation. I didn’t have any internships, and I didn’t really know what I wanted to do with my life. I like writing, but I don’t know of anyone who actually makes a living writing except journalists. And current events aren’t my thing.

  I owe over a hundred thousand dollars in loans, and the first payments had to be made six months after graduation. After months of searching for full-time positions at a variety of companies, I finally landed a full-time, temporary freelance position. This position basically involved me going around to different companies and filling in when people took vacations or maternity leave.

  As a full-time temp, all my job titles were different even though I did the same thing. Personal assistant, administrative assistant, assistant to the executive assistant. Basically, I answered the phone and replied to emails.

  Maggie Mae didn’t know why I’d bothered. “Just come and get a bartending or waitressing gig just like me,” she had said on numerous occasions. “The tips pay way more than you make at that dumb white collar job.”

  At first, I had resisted. I thought I was better than serving people food and drinks. But after nine months of working for minimum wage at a job that required a suit to work, I gave up. It was then that I also got fired from the temp agency. Not fired but let go. Apparently there were way too many college grads seeking work and companies preferred people with more experience.