The B. M. Bower Megapack
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“He is awful quiet,” assented Billy Louise carelessly. “But he’s real steady to work.”
“Them quiet fellows generally are,” put in Mr. Birken. “You run stock in here too, do you, Miss MacDonald?”
“The big Ds,” answered Billy Louise and smiled faintly. “I’ve been range-herding them back here in these foothills this summer. Do you want to look through the bunch?”
Mr. Birkin blushed. “Oh, no, not at all! I was wondering if you had lost any.”
“Nobody would rustle cattle from a lady, I hope? At any rate, I haven’t missed any yet. The folks down in the Cove have, though.”
“Yes, I heard they had. That breed rode over to see if he could get a line on them. It’s hard luck; that Charlie Fox seems a fine, hard-working boy, don’t you think?”
“Yes-s,” said Billy Louise shyly, “he seems real nice.” She looked away and bit her lip self-consciously as she spoke.
The two men swallowed the bait like a hungry fish. They glanced at each other and winked knowingly. Billy Louise saw them from the tail of her downcast eye, and permitted herself a little sigh of relief. They would be the more ready now to accept at its face value her statement concerning Ward, unless they credited her with the feat of being in love with the two men at the same time.
“Well, I’m sorry Charlie Fox has been tapped off, too. He’s a mighty fine chap,” declared Floyd with transparent heartiness, his round eyes dwelling curiously upon the face of Billy Louise.
“Yes, I must be going,” said that young woman self-consciously. “I’ve quite a circle to ride yet. I hope you locate the rustlers, and if there’s anything I can do—if I see or hear anything that seems to be a clew—I’ll let you know right away. I’ve been keeping my eyes open for some trace of them, and—so has Char—Mr. Fox.” Then she blushed and told them good-by very hastily and loped off up the ridge.
“Bark up that tree for awhile, you two!” she said, with a twist of her lips, when she was well away from them. “You—you darned idiots! To go prowling around Ward’s place, just as if— Ward’ll take a shot at them if he catches them nosing through his stock!” She scowled at a big D cow that thrust her head out of an alder thicket and sent Blue in after her. Frowning, she watched the animal go lumbering down the hill toward the Wolverine. “Just because he’s a stranger and doesn’t mix with people, and minds his own business and is trying to get a start, they’re suspicious—as if a man has no right to— Well, I think I managed to head them off, anyway.”
Her satisfaction lasted while she rode to the next ridge. Then the little devils of doubt came a-swarming and a-whispering. She had said she knew all about Ward; well, she did, to a greater extent than others knew. But—she wondered if she did not know too much, or if she knew enough. There were some things—
She turned, upon the crest of the ridge, and looked away toward the pine-dotted height locally known as the Big Hill, beyond which Ward’s claim lay snuggled out of sight in its little valley. “I’ve a good mind to ride over there right now, and make him tell me,” she said to herself. She stopped Blue and sat there undecided, while the wind lifted a lock of hair and flipped it across her cheek. “If he cares—like he says he cares—he’ll tell me,” she murmured. “I don’t believe it’s wolves. And of course it isn’t—what those fellows seemed to think. But—where did he get the money for all that?” She sighed distressfully. “I hate to ask him; he’d think I didn’t trust him, and I do. I do trust him!” There was the little head-devil of doubt, and she fought him fiercely. “I do! I do!” She thrust the declaration of faith like a sword through the doubt-devil that clung and whispered. “Dear Ward! I do trust you!” She blinked back tears and bit her lips to stop their quivering. “But, darn it, I don’t see why you didn’t tell me!” There it was: a perfectly human, woman-resentment toward a nagging mystery.
She headed Blue down the slope and as straight for the Big Hill as she could go. She would go and make Ward tell her what he had been doing; not that she had any doubt herself that it was perfectly all right, whatever it was, but she felt that she had a right to demand facts, so that she could feel more sure of her ground. And there would be more questions; Billy Louise was bright enough to see thus far into the future. Unless the rustlers were caught, there would be questions asked about this silent stranger who kept his trail apart from his fellows and whose prosperity was out of proportion with his opportunities. Why, even Billy Louise herself had been curious over that prosperity, without being in the slightest degree suspicious. Other people had not her faith in him; and they were not blind. They would wonder—
There was no trail that way, and the ridges were steep and the canyons circuitous. But Blue was a good horse, with plenty of stamina and much experience. He carried his lady safely, and he carried her willingly. Even her impatience could find no fault with the manner in which he climbed steep pitches, slid down slopes as steep, jumped narrow washouts, and picked his way through thickets of quaking aspens or over wide stretches of shale rock and lava beds. He was wet to his ears when finally he shuffled into Ward’s trail up the creek bottom; but he breathed evenly, and he carried his head high and perked his ears knowingly forward when the corral and haystack came into view around a sharp bend. He splashed both front feet into the creek just before the cabin and stopped to drink while Billy Louise stared at the silent place.
By the tracks along the creek trail she knew that Ward had come home, and she urged Blue across the ford and up the bank to the cabin. She slid off and went in boldly to hide her inward embarrassment—and she found nothing but emptiness there.
Billy Louise did not take long to investigate. The coffee-pot was still warm on the stove when she laid her palm against it, and she immediately poured herself a cup of coffee. A plate and a cup on the table indicated that Ward had eaten a hurried meal and had not taken time to clear away the litter. Billy Louise ate what was left, and mechanically she washed the dishes and made everything neat before she went down to look for Rattler. She had thought that Ward was out somewhere about the place and would return very soon, probably. Blue she had left standing in plain sight before the cabin, so that Ward would see him and know she was there—a fact which she regretted.
While she was washing dishes and sweeping, she had been trying to think of some excuse for her presence there. It was going to be awkward, her coming there on his heels, one might say. She remembered for the first time her statement that she had to help mommie and so could not take the time to ride even a mile with him! Being a young person whose chief amusement had always been her “pretends,” she began unconsciously building an imaginary conversation between them, like this:
Ward would come out of the stable—or somewhere—see Blue and hurry up to the house. Billy Louise would be standing with her back to him, putting the dishes into neat little piles in the cupboard perhaps; anyway, doing something like that. Ward would stop in the doorway and say—well, there were several possible greetings, but Billy Louise chose his “’Lo, Bill!” as being the most probable. And then he would come up and take her in his arms. (Oh, she was human, and she was a woman, and she was twenty. And Ward had established a precedent, remember, and Billy Louise had not objected to any great extent.) And—and— (I’m going to tell on Billy Louise. She wiped a knife for at least five minutes without knowing what she was doing, and she stared at a sunny spot on the floor where a sunbeam came in through a crack in the wall, and she smiled absently, and her cheeks were quite a bit redder than usual.)
“I didn’t expect to see you here, Wilhemina-mine.”
“Oh, I was just riding around, and I came over to see how you dig dollars out of wolf-dens. You said you’d show me.”
The trouble with the conversation began right there. Ward would be sure to remind her of the condition he had made, to tell her how he dug dollars out of wolf-dens when she was through with wanting to be just friends. That put it up to Billy Louise to say she would be engaged and marry him; and Billy Louise was not r
eady to say that or be that. Her woman-soul hung back from that decisive point. She would not shut the door upon her freedom and her girlish dreams and her ideals and all those evanescent bubbles which we try to carry with us into maturity. Billy Louise did not put it that way, of course. She only reiterated again and again: “I like you, but I don’t want to marry anybody. I don’t want to be engaged.”
Well, that would probably settle Ward’s telling her about digging dollars out of wolf-dens or anything else. He had a wide streak of stubbornness; no one could see the set of his chin when he was in a certain mood and doubt that. Billy Louise began to wish she had not come. She began to feel quite certain that Ward would be surprised and disgusted when he found her there, and would look at her with that faint curl of the lip and that fainter lift of the nostril above it, which made her go hot all over with the scorn in them. She had seen him look that way once or twice, and in spite of herself she began to picture his face with that expression.
Billy Louise was on the point of riding away a good deal more hastily than she had come, in the hope that Ward would not discover her there. Then her own stubbornness came uppermost, and she told herself that she had a perfect right to ride wherever she pleased, and that if Ward didn’t like it, he could do the other thing.
She went to the door and stood looking out for a minute, wondering where he was. She turned back and stared around the room, which somehow held the imprint of his personality in spite of its rough simplicity.
There was a little window behind the bunk, and beside that a shelf filled with books and smoking material and matches. She knew by the very arrangement of that shelf and window that Ward liked to lie there on the bunk and read while the light lasted. Well, he was not there now, at any rate. She went over and looked at the titles of the books, though she had examined them with interest only yesterday. There was Burns; and she knew why it was he could repeat Tam O’Shanter so readily with never a moment’s hesitation. There were two volumes of Scott—Lady of the Lake and other poems, much thumbed and with a cigarette burn on the front cover, and Kenilworth. There were several books of Kipling’s, mostly verses, and beside it Morgan’s Ancient Society, with the corners broken, and a fine-print volume of Shakespeare’s plays. Then there was a pile of magazines and beyond them a stack of books whose subjects varied from Balzac to strange, scientific-sounding names. At the other end of the shelf, within easy reach from one lying upon the bunk, was a cigar-box full of smoking tobacco, a half-dozen books of cigarette papers, and several blocks of the small, evil-smelling matches which men of the outdoors carry for their compact form and slow, steady blaze.
At the head of the bed hung a flour-sack half full of some hard, lumpy stuff which Billy Louise had not noticed before. She felt the bag tentatively, could not guess its contents, and finally took it down and untied it. Within were irregular scraps and strips of stuff hard as bone—a puzzle still to one unfamiliar with the frontier. Billy Louise pulled out a little piece, nibbled a corner, and pronounced, “M-mm! Jerky! I’m going to swipe some of that,” which she proceeded to do, to the extent of filling her pocket. For to those who have learned to like it, jerked venison is quite as desirable as milk chocolate or any other nibbly tid-bit.
The opposite wall had sacks of flour stacked against it, and boxes of staple canned goods, such as corn and tomatoes and milk and peaches. A box of canned peaches stood at the head of the bed, and upon that a case of tomatoes. Ward used them for a table and set the lantern there when he wanted to read in bed. “He’s got a pretty good supply of grub,” was the verdict of Billy Louise, sizing up the assortment while she nibbled at the piece of jerky. “I wonder where he is, anyway?” And a moment later: “He oughtn’t to hang his best clothes up like that; they’ll be all wrinkled when he wants to put them on.”
She went over and disposed of the best clothes to her liking, and shook out the dust. She had to own to herself that for a bachelor Ward was very orderly, though he did let his trousers hang down over the flour-sacks in a way to whiten their hems. She hung them in a different place.
But where was Ward? Billy Louise bethought her that Blue deserved something to eat after that hard ride, and led him down to the stable. There was no sign of Rattler, and Billy Louise wondered anew at Ward’s absence. It did not seem consistent with his haste to leave the Wolverine and his frequent assertion that he must get to work. From the stable door she could look over practically the whole creek-bottom within his fence, and she could see the broad sweep of the hills on either side. On her way back to the cabin, she tried to track Rattler, but there were several stock-trails leading in different directions, and the soil was too dry to leave any distinguishing marks.
She waited for an hour or two, sitting in the door-way, nibbling jerky and trying to read a magazine. Then she found a stub of pencil, tore out an advertising page which had a wide margin, wrote: “I don’t think you’re a bit nice. Why don’t you stay home when a fellow comes to see you?” This she folded neatly and put in the cigar-box of tobacco over Ward’s pillow. It never once occurred to her that Ward, when he found the note, would believe she had placed it there the day before, and would never guess by its text that she had made a second trip to his claim.
She resaddled Blue and rode away more depressed than ever, because her depression was now mixed with a disappointment keener than she would have cared to acknowledge, even to herself.
THE RANCH AT THE WOLVERINE (Part 2)
CHAPTER XIII
THE CORRAL IN THE CANYON
Where the creek trail crossed the Big Hill and then swung to the left that it might follow the easy slopes of Cedar Creek, Blue turned off to the right of his own accord, as if he took it for granted that his lady would return the way she had come. His lady had not thought anything about it, but after a brief hesitation she decided that Blue should have his way; after all, it would simplify her explanations of the long ride if she came home by way of the canyon. She could say that she had ridden farther out into the hills than usual, which was true enough.
Billy Louise did not own such a breeder of blues as a lazy liver, her nerves were in fine working order, and her digestion was perfect; and it is a well-known fact that a trouble must be born of reality rather than imagination, if it would ride far behind the cantle. Billy Louise was late, and already the shadows lay like long draperies upon the hills she faced: long, purple cloaks ruffed with golden yellow and patterned with indigo patches, which were the pines, and splotches of dark green, which were the thickets of alder and quaking aspens. She couldn’t feel depressed for very long, and before she had climbed over the first rugged ridge that reached out like a crooked finger into the narrow valley, she was humming under her breath and riding with the reins dropped loose upon Blue’s neck, so that he went where the way pleased him best. Before she was down that ridge and beginning to climb the next, she was singing softly a song her mother had taught her long ago, when she was seven or so:
“The years creep slowly by, Lorena,
The snow is on the grass again;
The sun’s low down the sky, Lorena—”
Blue gathered himself together and jumped a washout three feet across and goodness knows how deep and jarred that melancholy melody quite out of Billy Louise’s mind. When she had settled herself again to the slow climb, she broke out with what she called Ward’s Come-all-ye, and with a twinkle of eye and both dimples showing deep, went on with a very slight interruption in her singing.
“‘Oh, a ten-dollar hoss and a forty-dollar saddle’—that’s you Blue. You don’t amount to nothing nohow, doing jackrabbit stunts like that when I’m not looking! ‘Coma ti yi youpy, youpy-a.’” She watched a cloud shadow sweep like a great bird over a sunny slope and murmured while she watched: “Cloud-boats sailing sunny seas—is that original, or have I cribbed it from some honest-to-goodness poet? Blue, if fate hadn’t made a cowpuncher of me, I’d be chewing up lead-pencils trying to find a rhyme for alfalfa, maybe. And where would you be, you old skate
? If the Louise of me had been developed at the expense of the Billy of me, and I’d taken to making battenburg doilies with butterflies in the corners, and embroidering corset covers till I put my eyes out, and writing poetry on Sundays when mommie wouldn’t let me sew. I wonder if Ward— Maybe he’d have liked me better if I’d lived up to the Louise and cut out the Billy part. I’d be home, right now, asking mommie whether I should use soda or baking-powder to make my muffins with— Oh, gracious!” She leaned over and caught a handful of Blue’s slatey mane and tousled it, till he laid his ears flat on his head and nipped his nose around to show her that his teeth were bared to the gums. Billy Louise laughed and gave another yank.
“You wish I were an embroidering young lady, do you? Aw, where would you be, if you didn’t have me to devil the life out of you? Well, why don’t you take a chunk out of me, then? Don’t be an old bluffer, Blue. If you want to eat me, why, go to it; only you don’t. You’re just a-bluffing. You like to be tousled and you know it; else why do you tag me all over the place when I don’t want you? Huh? That’s to pay you back for jumping that washout when I wasn’t looking.” A twitch of the mane here brought Blue’s head around again with all his teeth showing. “And this is for jarring that lovely, weepy song out of me. You know you hate it; you always do lay back your ears when I sing that, but—oh, all right—when I sing, then. But you’ve got to stand for it. I’ve been an indigo bag all day long, and I’m going to sing if I want to. Fate made me a lady cowpunch instead of a poet-ess, and you can’t stop me from singing when I feel it in my system.”
She began again with the “Ten-dollar hoss and forty-dollar saddle,” and sang as much of the old trail song as she had ever heard and could remember, substituting milder expletives now and then and laughing at herself for doing it, because a self-confessed “lady cowpunch” is after all hedged about by certain limitations in the matter of both speech and conduct. She did not sing it all, but she sang enough to last over a mile of rough going, and she did not have to repeat many verses to do it.