Once Kissed: An O'Brien Family Novel (The O'Brien Family)

by Cecy Robson

  Probably on my brother.

  “Hello, miss,” he says, keeping his deep voice quiet. “Forgive me, I don’t usually approach women this way, but you look stunning in that dress.”

  “Polka dots” turns another page without so much as smiling.

  Declan cocks his head, probably dumbstruck as to why this chick isn’t giving him the eye and why she’s still in her panties.

  But big bro won’t be deterred. “I apologize for being so forward. But my position as assistant district attorney doesn’t allow me time to meet many women, especially one as lovely as yourself. Would you mind if joined you?”

  Holy Mother. He went for the kill and threw in the DA card to seal the deal. Declan’s not messing around.

  The chick sighs and turns another page. I straighten. She still hasn’t even glanced up. Declan makes a motion with his hand like, “Don’t worry. I got this,” and lowers himself into the seat opposite her. He chuckles when the woman lifts her chin and finally acknowledges him. He holds his smile, showing off his perfect teeth. “You’re the sweetest thing I’ve ever seen in a red dress,” he tells her.

  She knits her brows.

  He laughs again. “Come on, you’re not deaf, are you? I’m trying to tell you you’re beautiful.”

  She drops her book and stiffens, using her hands to sign. The term is “hearing impaired,” asshole, she snaps.

  It’s then that Declan pales whiter than my ass. Before his mouth pops open and his face turns a serious shade of red. “Miss, I’m so sorry. I didn’t mean—”

  The woman rummages through her purse and throws down a twenty. “Save it for someone who’ll actually swallow your bullshit, loser.”

  She doesn’t bother signing this time—her hands are too busy snagging her book, purse, and coat. She stomps past me, fire practically shooting out of her heels.

  Contrary to popular belief, I’m a sensitive and classy guy. So I wait for her to storm out of the bistro and cross the street, and for Declan to plop down in front of me, before laughing my ass off—at him.

  “That’s not funny,” he growls.

  “Holy shit, you went down in flames.”

  “Shut up, Curran.”

  “I mean like a fighter plane doused in gasoline, shot with a bazooka, into a burning field.”

  “Are you done?” he asks.

  I wipe my tears with the back of my hand. “No, dickless. Did it ever occur to you that she might actually be deaf? I mean, come on, Declan. Didn’t you learn anything from all those sensitivity classes you were forced to take? People have special needs—”

  “No kidding—I know that. Fuck, I’m going to hell for this one.” He leans in close. “Look, I thought she was, you know, playing me. I’d never insult anyone like that, especially someone who has issues like her—”

  “Issues?” I repeat, no longer laughing.

  His face tightens. “Someone like her must have struggled. It can’t be easy being a non-hearing person in a hearing world.”

  I throw out a hand. “Maybe if you would have started off with something more like that, you would’ve actually stood a chance at getting those legs wrapped around you.”

  “I was going for charming,” he says, rubbing his face.

  “No. You were going for someone you thought could hear that charm. Maybe you should have gone for sensitive. Then you would’ve had your ass spanked like you wanted to, instead of having it handed back to you.”

  “Do you mind? I already feel like a big prick.”

  “Well, you should.” I start to laugh again, but then back off when I see just how bad he feels. “Look. The important thing is you didn’t mean it.”

  “Of course I didn’t mean it. I would never intentionally mistreat someone—especially a woman.” He curses again and glances in the direction she disappeared. “I should try to find her and apologize.”

  “Nah. If it looks like you’re stalking her, it’ll only take you from asshole to creep and you’ll end up on some list. Trust me, if you want that promotion into Homicide, you’re better off just letting it go.”

  “I don’t know,” he says, keeping his focus outside. “That was a total shit move, Curran.”

  “Declan, relax. Say a few Hail Marys, donate your next paycheck to the church, and thank God that you’ll never see her again.”

  He goes quiet. Real quiet, likely thinking things through. “Maybe you’re right,” he finally says. “Some things are better off left alone….”

  Chapter 18

  Tess

  Curran flips on his right turn signal as I finish texting Declan with regard to the case file I was working on. As he makes the turn, I remind Declan to sign the documents I’d emailed earlier.

  “Everything okay?” Curran asks.

  “Yes. Just wrapping a few things up.” I try to keep my tone light, not wanting to give away exactly how much work I had to do in order to go out with him tonight. And I still have a few chapters to read in Administrative Law before I go to bed later.

  I put my phone away and pull down the visor, fiddling with my hair in the mirror.

  “Babe, you look great. Don’t sweat it.”

  It’s the tenth time he’s said it, and like the first nine, I don’t believe him. “I just wish I would have dressed better.”

  Curran laughs, stopping at the next light. “It’s a dive bar on a Thursday in sub-zero weather. If anything, you’re overdressed.”

  I tug on my shirt, a green silk button-down. My pants are tweed, and my shoes more practical than cute. “It’s all I have,” I offer, apologetically.

  “And it’s more than good enough. You look hot.” He hooks an arm over my neck and pulls me in for a kiss, but then the light turns and he has to stomp on the gas.

  I pull down the visor again. My hair is so messy. Why is it so messy? Because of the crazy sex you had following your shower with Curran, I remind myself.

  Okay. But considering how busy and stressed I’ve been, we both were due for some crazy sex.

  I pull on the strands, trying to settle them and wishing I’d remembered to pack a blow dryer in my overnight bag.

  “Why are you nervous?”

  I shut the visor, conceding that my hair is a lost cause. “I’m meeting your family.”

  “Yeah, for beer and wings.” His eyes glance up, checking to make sure the rookie cop watching us is still behind us. “It’s not exactly Thanksgiving.”

  No, it’s not, and in a way it makes me sad. Although Curran and I commit every free moment to each other, I can’t be positive we’re actually committed. No, that’s not exactly true. I’m very committed to him, but I can’t be certain the feeling is mutual.

  I sigh. Committed. That’s a funny word considering I already know I love him.

  He pulls into a large lot lined with deep cracks and littered with chunks of asphalt. Most of the vehicles are trucks exactly like his with the exception of the I BRAKE FOR PUSSY and HONK IF YOU’RE HORNY bumper stickers decorating the others.

  The rookie parks in the row behind us, positioning his sedan so he can see us and the front door. I don’t move, waiting for Curran to come around and help me navigate over a particularly large pothole. “Wow. The winter’s been brutal on this lot,” I say when he reaches for me.

  “Oh, no, Merve’s always looks like this,” he says. “The owner is a cheap bastard, but this place has the best wings in West Philly.”

  The closer we get to the front door, the more I wonder if these famous wings are worth a serious case of hepatitis. Curran wasn’t joking when he said the bar wasn’t the most modern or well-cared-for building. Old green paint peels away from the wood storefront, and the surrounding window frame is grimy with dirt and sections of rust.

  He motions to the peeling paint before reaching for the door handle. “Hey, that’s the same color as your shirt. How ’bout that—you match Merve’s.”

  His hold on my hand tightens when I try to bolt. “Come on, babe. There’s my brother.”

>   I can’t see more than his back. Merve’s loud atmosphere is lined with wall-to-wall flannel-clad bodies. Yet as I peek over Curran’s shoulder, I realize there’s no missing his brother. A titan of a man carrying two pitchers jerks his head toward the rear. Curran weaves us to the right and left, around what seems to be the open casting call for the next Deliverance movie.

  His brother reaches the large booth first, where a beautiful young woman is sitting, her long, springy curls cascading down her light blue sweater and willowy frame. Curran greets his brother, the two of them clasping hands in a friendly shake before Curran leans over the table to exchange kisses with the young woman. “Hey, Sofe. How you doin’, kid?” Curran says to her.

  “I’m well, Curran.” Her eyes dance my way. “How are you?”

  “Good. I want you to meet someone,” he tells them. Instead of introducing us, he turns back to me. “Want to sit, babe?”

  “Ah, sure.” I slip off my coat and scoot into the seat opposite them. I smile and wait for Curran to speak.

  He shifts out of his heavy leather jacket and adjusts in his seat again before motioning to his brother. “Tess, this is my brother Killian, and his fiancée, Sofia. This here’s Tess.”

  Both seem surprised to see me and exchange glances, but Killian is kind enough to offer me his hand. “Nice to meet you, Tess.”

  Sofia smiles politely and waves. “Hi, Tess.” Both she and Killian quiet, waiting, it seems, for Curran to say more.

  He doesn’t, so the three of us go back to staring at one another.

  I’m searching for something to say when Killian motions to the pitchers. “Want a beer?”

  “I…”

  I haven’t drunk beer since college, but I don’t want to be rude, so I almost say yes. Thankfully, Sofia seems to sense my hesitation. “I don’t really drink, either,” she says. She points to the pitcher closest to her as Killian pours a beer for Curran and then one for himself. “This is Diet Coke, if you’d like some.”

  “Thank you,” I tell her. “I’m not one for beer.”

  Sofia returns my smile, but when she reaches for the pitcher, Killian lifts it from her grasp. “I got it, princess,” he tells her.

  She leans into him when he drapes an arm around her, easily and openly accepting his warmth. Since my chatty significant other has suddenly developed a case of vocals absenti, I try to strike up a conversation. “You seem very comfortable around each other. Have you been together long?”

  She glances up at him, laughing when he grins at her. “Almost three years,” she says. “We’re getting married at the end of June.”

  Curran nudges me, leaning in close, but speaking loud enough for Killian and Sofia to hear. “They make it like they haven’t been together long, but don’t let them fool you. Kill’s loved Sofe since before he got pubes.”

  Although the lighting is dim, I catch Sofia’s blush despite her efforts to shield her face with her small hands. Curran’s blunt remark doesn’t seem to bother Killian, but I guess he’s used to it. “We’ve known each other since we were kids,” he says, taking a moment to kiss her forehead. “We grew up together.”

  “Oh, that’s so sweet,” I say.

  As the tension lifts, Curran’s shoulders relax. It occurs to me that despite what he claimed, he’s nervous about me meeting his family. “Do you want something else to drink besides Coke?” he asks me.

  I think about it. “A martini would be nice.”

  He smirks and yells to the bartender pouring drinks. “Hey, Sonny. Could I get a martini over here?”

  “Fuck you, Curran,” the bartender responds.

  “Sonny says they’re all out of top-shelf liquor,” Curran says casually, causing Killian and Sofia to laugh out loud.

  I laugh, too. “All right, cop. I get it. It’s a ridiculous request given where we are.”

  Curran grins. “You sayin’ Merve’s ain’t a classy joint?”

  I place my hand over his forearm. Curran tilts forward and gives me a small peck on the lips, widening my smile, and I swear I could look into his eyes forever. Yet when I return my attention to Killian and Sofia, their dumbfounded expressions cause me to blush.

  “Ah, perhaps we should order,” Sofia suggests. “They’re busy tonight and I’m not sure if something’s keeping Wren and Finn.”

  “Good idea,” Curran says, snagging the waitress hustling by. “Millie, can you get us next?”

  “Curran, we’re down a waitress. Could you order at the bar? It’ll be ready faster, and then Sonny could bring it out.”

  “Fuck you,” Sonny responds.

  The waitress rolls her eyes. “Just be a dear and order, Curran. I’ll make sure it gets out to youz.”

  Curran looks to us. “Wings, more beer, and nachos sound good?”

  “Yeah. A few orders of pierogies, too,” Killian answers, reaching for his wallet. “I think it’s their special.”

  Curran holds out a hand. “My turn. You got us last time.” To me he says, “I’ll be right back, babe. I’ll also see if Sonny can mix something up for you, okay?”

  Although I nod, I almost offer to go with him, feeling nervous about being alone with his family. In the end, I realize I should try to connect with them. Curran means so much to me, and they clearly mean everything to him. Besides, they seem like good people, just a little surprised to see us together.

  I wait for Curran to step out of earshot before speaking. “I take it Curran didn’t mention I was coming?”

  “No,” Killian says, shaking his head. “He didn’t mention a damn thing.”

  Oh. “Well, I hope it’s okay. I don’t want to intrude on your evening.”

  Killian laughs. “Nah, don’t sweat it. It’s not like that.”

  “We’re happy you’re here,” Sofia adds with a smile.

  I start to settle when a young man with short ginger curls flops down next to me just as Curran reaches the bar.

  “God damn,” he says. “You wouldn’t believe how bad traffic was uptown.” His attention drifts to me, a smile lighting his face. “Hey, sweet thing. I’m Finn. You a friend of Sofi’s?”

  Killian fixes him with a hard stare. “No, she’s with Curran. This is Tess.”

  “Hi,” I say, quietly.

  Finn stares at my hand when I offer it, but doesn’t take it. “No, shit,” he says, sounding amused.

  I pull back my hand, thinking I’m missing something obvious.

  “So, I take it you do nails?” he asks me.

  “Ah, no,” I reply, wondering if I misheard.

  Finn carries the lean, athletic build Curran once held, versus his current broader, muscular frame. Killian is more of a mountain of bulk and power, capable of crushing anything insane enough to step in his path.

  I return my focus to Sofia, seeing that she’s the most endearing and least threatening person here. And given how Finn continues to eye me with an unapologetic scrutiny, it’s clear I made the right choice. She offers me an encouraging smile before turning to address Finn. “Where’s Wren? I thought you were driving over together.”

  This is the something shiny Finn needs to distract him. “She’s talking to Julian on the phone,” he answers, turning back to them.

  “He’s not coming?” Killian asks as he pours him a beer.

  “Nah. They broke up.” Finn takes the beer. “She said he was crying over some movie they went to see. She couldn’t take it. Says she needs someone with balls. Big ones.” He nudges me. “You know what I’m saying?”

  “That’s understandable,” I agree, since I have nothing better.

  Someone wolf-whistles, followed by another group of someones. A tall and sensual woman with porcelain skin and long ebony hair sashays toward us wearing thigh-high boots over jeans and a suede fringe jacket that hugs her startling figure.

  “Hey, fucktards,” Finn calls out. “Calm your shit. That’s my sister.”

  “Sister?” the man circling her asks. “Well, if she’s your sister, I’d like to—” />
  Killian and Finn leap to their feet, their arms loose, but ready to tear him apart. Killian points at him. “Watch your mouth before you lose the few teeth you have left, asshole.”

  The woman grins, clearly unaffected by the attention, and pats the man on the head. “Sorry, I don’t date men with small dicks.” She waves to the bar. “Hey, Sonny.”

  “Hey, gorgeous,” the bartender says, actually smiling.

  From the bar, Curran offers me a wink. Wow. His brothers aren’t the only ones watching out for their sister, and for that I’m grateful given Merve’s atmosphere.

  She sits beside Killian. “What the hell is up with the men I date?” she asks. “None of them have any balls. Are balls too much to ask for?” It’s then she notices me. “Oh, hey. I’m Wren. You Sofi’s friend?”

  I open my mouth, but Finn answers for me. “This is Tess. Get this—she’s with Curran.”

  “Curran who?” Wren asks, crinkling her brow, although she knows exactly who Finn means.

  “I know, right?” Finn adds, rolling his eyes.

  “Be nice,” Sofia says at the sight of my stunned face.

  Wren takes the beer Killian pours her and leans forward. “So I take it you do nails or massage people or something?”

  Why do they keep asking me that? “No, I’m sorry. I’m not employed.”

  “Ah, I get it,” Finn says. “You’re on welfare. Tough break, kid.”

  I throw out a hand when they all nod like everything finally makes sense. “I’m not on welfare. I work for your other brother, Declan.”

  “You his secretary?” Finn asks at the same time Wren says, “I thought you said you’re unemployed.”

  “It’s an unpaid internship.” I glance around. For some reason, no one seems to understand what I’m saying. It’s as if I’m speaking another language, so I do my best to clarify. “I’m in my last semester of law school. I’m working at the district attorney’s office without pay for the experience.”