Sex and the Confession Box

by M. H. O'Hara

  Hello stranger said Susie I’m Cherry, her working name and this sexy redhead is my bitch, so you hot for us? Yeah yeah I get you both right oh baby she said you do ,he grabbed his wallet out of his suit jacket whilst staring at us both eyes as big as the coyote chasing the road runner in the cartoons. I looked at him he was really quite attractive up close why does he need to want to pay. He began to give the cash to Susie and she said oh no hot cakes you give that to Doreen us, ll just go and oil up for you and she will be right in.OK he said looking a little puzzled I was to. She closed the door, well at least he decent to look at and doesn’t smell, Why didn’t you take the money I asked as we headed down the stairs and On hearing us Doreen came out well, Susie nodded right she headed back into the bedroom and Susie got out her bag of tricks and said without looking at me, you don’t take the money you never take it if you can avoid it at all costs this way legally you were not paid for sex money between you and the punter did not exchange hands you she kept saying in a defiant way didn’t get paid for sex.!!Get it then the housie the brothel can have plausible denial that you were having sex they didn’t take money for sex but a massage and cannot be held responsible for what you another adult get up to if let’s say things get carried away let’s say. It keeps everyone safe with plausible denial! Wow you know your stuff, yeah well you have to if you don’t want to end up in jail or court or worse in your local apaers.Right you two are on, good luck hone she said as she squeezes my arm.We took of our gowns in the spare room and Susie walked in as though she owned the place, I just stood outside the door

  OH! God why can’t this be the time the moment when you ride in on a cloud and save me from myself the mistake I’m about to make. Why can’t that guy you know the one, the one we build our love life’s dreams around the one who will save us come. The beautiful being who will ride in on a white horse horst us up up ever so gently and ride off into the sunset to that life we always thought we would have, that someday someday it would happen he would come. But he did,t and as always like most woman you come to this point ,no not all becoming whores,though in some small way we are all whores men and women. You flirt for that drink, he fixes your pipes for that handjob.The taxi guy gets a blowjob for his un paid fare. The husband of twenty five years gets away with that affair as you turn a blind eye. We all sell out some small some big. Today I sold me big time. Smiling with her eyes staring like what the hell are you doing, she took my hand and closed the door. I just stood there like now what, he came straight at me and just grabbed my tit so ruff so hard it was a reflex action I didn’t even know I’d done it before he yelled out what the fuck?I slapped him across the face, what the hell you little bitch,Susie was between us, and she just kissed me me hard and long on the lips she prized open my mouth with her soft somewhat fucking strong tongue and began gently rubbing my tits,i responded with my eyes shut dead tight I kissed her I saw John my first love he was the best kisser I’d ever had I was kissing he r hard now my tongue licking her tongue so soft and wet her lips smooth like the tip of guys cock that nice little soft bit of his foreskin you ease back gently before you take him. God she rubbed my breast so beautifully before I knew it I let out a shock gasp she had slipped of her teddy straps and the warm softness of her amazing enormous breast where rubbing of my hands, it was so automatic but so right I don’t know where it came from or even to this day what it was, but it was good, I touched them the first breast of another woman’s other than my own hers were hard and very erect, in my head I didn’t know what I was thinking doing it all happened so fast a mix of fear,excitment adrenaline and now lust, pure lust. I never thought about being with another woman never crossed my mind even when you go through the motions of watching the porn DVDs with your guy pretending oh! yeah I love it it gets me so hot, even when I’d tell him another girl god I always imagined another girl in fact mi imaging its one now licking my nipples. I played with her nipples god it felt so good not uncomfortable almost like this was the norm. Then shove I was back in reality street “John “the punter who I had totally forgot about had been watching the tow of us go at it and had been loving every bit of the show,thats what it was, he had stripped of and was now butt naked in the room with me and Susie. He had pushed me out of the way and was licking and sucking furiously at her amazing tits it was a sandwich for a second he was in the middle licking Susie’s tits whilst she groaned and trailed her tongue all around her lips stood behind him and looked down at myself Susie had unbuttoned my school girl shirt so I continued where she left of and slipped of my shirt while Susie grabbed Johns throbbing hard cock like a tie and lead him gently but firmly by it to the bed he obeyed and then as he rubbed back and forth on his have to say rather quite amazing dick well over nine inches and thick not sausage thick better banana thick and it was oozing out the juices just a trickle of that jungle juice they do when you get them so hot. It was all happening so fast and I was still in the room I wasn’t thinking now, it was like instinct took over and god pure excitement and adrenaline rush. I slipped of the grey pleated school girl skirt and slowly walked over to the bed all the while Susie had been stripped totally naked by john (turns out they are all Johns) he looked up at me as I did a slow steady crawl unto the bed towards the end where Susie was sitting with John proud and erect right in front of her. He smiled a dirty smile at me,he,d got over my slapping him, I hadn’t even realised I had the wooden school cane in my hand, are you coming to punish me again?He,d taken my slap as part of a kinky foreplay, I said only if you don’t stay hard and then I’ll punish you dirty boy, who is this person I thought half looking round and it was me! Susie got down on her knees and began to lick up and down Johns amazing rock hard shaft, little flicks of her tongue gently and slowly then full force into her mouth and she began to you his cock as a pole dancing on it with her mouth mouth sucking so hard and faster, I thought we had to suck their cocks with the condoms on? Susie clearly didn’t follow the rules all the time or she just liked him.

  It was hard not to the heat in the room the excitement the oozing of my juices tricking onto my now damp white lace g-sting, god no I don’t want this but I couldn’t stop it my body was in control not my mind. I kneeled behind Susie so he could reach over and play with my tits,come on naughty girl he said take on your bra for the teacher I did slowly and draped it around his neck Susie’s got back of the floor hosting herself on the bed, I could see her wet fanny now, it was bald pure bald I’d cast a glance at friends of course when we’d get changed going out but never so close and I could smell her, her sex her wanting it.She grabbed my tits and began to lick them turning her petite body in a curve round to me with her ass towards john. OH god I let out a heavenly breath and gripped the sheet I felt the trickle of my juice trickle slowly down from my cunt onto my inner thigh oh no stop, this is so good but no its wrong to like it, my body wasn’t listening, I opened my eyes and I saw that john who was wanking himself off with the biggest smile had in fact a bright yellow condom on the banana flavoured one I believe, just as I closed my eyes again loving how Susie tickled my nipples with her tongue like sweet butterfly kisses of eyelashes, and yes better than I have experienced with a guy maybe cause she was a woman and knew what we liked or the whole hot fucking crazy dirtiness of it all but my body was exploding in an orgasmic build-up of pure amazing bliss. Susie let out a gasp and stopped licking my nipples as john had grabbed her taunt firm ass cheeks and plunged his pulsating cock deep into her pussy and was going at an amazing pace he was fucking her so hard she had to put all hands onto the bed to steady herself as he ride her hard, she was so tiny I was sure she’d break as she groaned and screamed out to john fuck me you cunt fuck me hard I want you juices to shoot into me, fill me up she said, all the while I know felt very uncomfortably like the third wheel .what do I do should I leave it was like I was intruding then Susie looked up at me slide underneath me lick my tits take those of she said looking at my wet stained panties, I took them of but they got stuck on the high heel is was wearing, I tried to s
hake them of but they were stuck fast, so trying and hoping no one noticed I slide under suss head first by mistake ,my brain began to take over and I was doing the thinking now and not my body and fucking the whole scene up ,it was a hard slide under not too much room and with john fucking her so hard I could barely get there without her head-butting me a few times. Now I was here I tried to lick her tits but it was grabbing them, I could hear john through his pants, go down on her you dirty whore,fuck why did he have to say that, hats what I am now this isn’t a sexy fun day, this is tow dirty whores.I just lay till Susie dived head first into my now weeping pussy and I bucked up my ass so fast I hit her full on with my cunt and hips it didn’t deter her she with a full open mouth just gobbled at my cunt no soft licking now no teasing or caressing just pure eating at my pussy and I felt her teeth this I have to say was to weird it was rough and uncomfortable I tried to wiggle away but was wedged between her and john knees occasional banging of my head. Then thank fuck the cunt came, he came in a blaze of holy fuck yes oh fuck yes you dirty bitches ahhh!ahh!and Susie thankfully lifted her head and didn’t look at me rather through me as he slowly stopped coming to a full game over, I slid under Susie’s sweaty naked body and pulled myself up onto my knees Susie was still kneeling breathing hard and heavy, she had my cunt juices all around her mouth, he pulled out of her as an automatic Susie turned towards him took off the condom with hankies rolled it up and placed it in until now unseen waste paper basket then he reached for the packet of baby wiped on the side and began cleaning his dick with a pile of them, he rubbed under his arms and give himself a once over his whole body wiping away all the sweat he had worked up and wiping away the taste and smell of us his guilt his shame. He changed at that moment we all did, I did without knowing why or how the whole atmosphere in the room was stagment.Susie got up and put on her rob I followed her lead realsing that was it and looking at the clock we had been in that room for a whole twenty eight minutes less than half the time he had paid for. He began to dress and Susie offered him use of the shower, he refused politely saying that if he didn’t get back to the back in time they may notice their band manage missing. She made small talk, like would he have lunch before he went back to work he certainly worked up and a appateite.yeah he said there’s a sandwich bar next to my bank ill grab something there. How did you enjoy your threesome, all I hoped for and more. He looked to me and said hey good role play I liked that slap at the start for a minute I thought you were serious till we all got going, well naughty school girls do have to punish the naughty professors too. Cool well thank you and he slid some money onto the table, you both earned that.I,l see myself out and he opened the door and on cue Doreen was at the bottom of the stairs waiting on him. Well now hope all satisfactory, oh yes thankyou.Ok well have a good day she said as she opened the door to the distant real world and out John stepped as though he’d been with his ole mum and walked down the straight back to his job, his wife.to life.

  Susie picked up the folded notes and there was two hundred pounds wow he left a tip of two hundred seriously is that normal, rarely you do occasional get tips but not this much she said handing me a ton. Thank you, you earned it.You did really well but you scared the fuck out of me when you slapped him I thought he was going to go mental and punch you, I’m so sorry it was a reflex action, you were amazing thank you, well I have been doing it long enough to know how to put on a good show. Show yeah,so all that with you and me there was nothing to it I said innocently, she looked at me with her eyebrows folded in and a tilt of the head, no I’m not gay or bi she said I did a show that’s what they like, you do it you pretend.Fuck you had me nearly coming that’s some acting, some has to be real, well yeah I did get wet natural ,but I go somewhere in my head, like shopping list or what I want for my lunch, it’s an act. You did pretty well, I thanked her and was so confused now even more. So does this mean mi gay or bi because I didn’t know it was an act? Or did I just go with what was happening played along, why so excited. Doreen came in well, how did your first threesome go? She did swell Dor, going for a shower you can go after me if you like. I nodded, well do you think you could do this again, as she put £250 she agreed to give me into my hand, for less than thirty minutes I’d just made £350 quid,yeah I said gripping the dirty cash I can.Great she said, well the rest of the clients are booked in for Susie it’s her week but I will ring you as soon as I get a punter in a hotel so be ready cause it will be on the same day call out so be prepared and but some new undies and costumes even one of each then you can build them up its always good to have your own unique taste for your own style. Susie shouted from bathroom all yours, I smiled at Doreen and went into the bathroom and locked the door, I wiped the steam from the mirror and looked at me, and I looked like me, had I changed in just half an hour? Yes it began to crawl through my veins like an inch a creeping ivy plant of guilt of shame I felt it it start inside and I couldn’t get in to cut it out. I covered the mirror with the towel and just washed from the sick using warm water and some expensive honey soap. Drying and rinsing I tied me but I just needed to go home to my son to lift him into my arms and smell the sweet innocent smell, breath in his love and feel his ting wee arms around my neck and hold him, tears rolled down my face as I patted them away before going in to say goodbye to Doreen and that I’d be waiting for her call and Susie who I never saw again.

  Eileen’s Story.

  I rang for a cab when I had left the house it was a number I had used before when I had been out in Belfast with friends or him. It didn’t take it more than five minutes to come I had walked down the road to a local church was not far up from the “Wellington Park Hotel”. I got in the back and asked to be dropped into the city centre of Belfast. The taxi driver didn’t chat he could probably pick up from my energy that I just wasn’t in the talking mood. Shops whizzed by, were about love in-shops please, we pulled up outside and I gave him a whole£5,00 told him to keep the £2.00 change, walked through pottingers entry my heels clicking on the cobbled stones felt cold and empty. Had to fill that hole but more importantly had to fill my food cupboard instead of going to Tesco’s something took me into Marks and Sparks I loved here always reminded me of my wee granny she loved it, expensive though good stuff. I started looking at the kids clothes and bought my wee man a nice pair of dungarees and a cosy jumper, so dear I wouldn’t have been so flamboyant but I started to feel the blood in my face again and that little beat of a heart. Over to the undies and I picked up a classic black lace Basque you know the one with the suspenders attached at the bottom a black lace thong and two pairs of M/S best stockings I walked over to the counter and queued up to pay for my goodies. The guy a woman in her mid-forties began chatting in a normal fashion how cute the wee dangers were and ooh!this must be for Mr right. I felt such a flush of shame my face burnt I almost just ran away from the counter what if she knew ,could she tell soon would they know. I most have went someone else in my head, because I felt a touch on my hand are you ok the name lady said who’s name tag said Maggie,oh!yes sorry I must have went somewhere else in my head there.Thats ok!i do that all the time. That will be £72.48p please I handed over the cash so easily, before this My son James and I had lived on that for one week that was food for the two of us my two dogs! Along with electric and heating, most weeks everyone else got feed and I lived on £0.11p Tesco noodles mixed with a bit of mayo yep I’m a total minger but try first before you judge! I walked down to the food court and got one of their baskets, I felt dirty and rich all at the same time “Dirty Rich”! I usually only come here to get stuff at Christmas some luxury items, not today. I filled it with yummies,their prawn salad,risoto,ice cream for James, cookies meatballs, liver for the dogs and two bottles of my favourite wine McGuigans red merlot and a huge bag of onion rings and cheese puffs, tingles all over. Out of there over to the bus stop get home to my wee man and the troops of animals I’d adopted over the years when things had been great,. They couldn’t go I couldn’t let go of my fluffy friends, they may have got
put down, I told myself that what I was doing was for my son to keep our home and feed us and stop all the animals going to homes. I couldn’t get any money from the dole till they went through all my accounts and my ex who had took himself of back to Dublin where he came from and this time he could stay there. Though with the last of what little savings I had and the dole deciding what I was entitled to and the banks constant threatening letters to repossess the house as I hadn’t paid the mortgage in five months and until the dole kicked in and they played the interest at least I was well and truly fucked in more ways that day.

  But now, now I was in control, taking back my life at whatever the cost. Now I would take care of James and I and we wouldn’t rely on another man ever again I told myself as the bus to Antrim pulled up, I stepped back and knew where I had to go.

  As I left Father Peter behind and running down the pathway of sacred heart chapel clutching my newly bought goodies in my arms the tears streaming down my face I ducked in behind a statue of Saint Patrick and sloped up against it, slowly sliding down the grass and looked up into o the sky and cried out “Why couldn’t you have saved me? Why couldn’t you gave me a miracle, why is all this happening to maim a good person, i, m a good person I sobbed.” I don’t doubt it” I heard and there he was, Father Peter.maybe god sent you me, if you’ll let me help you IL try. I smiled up at him, thinking I’m already damned to hell I stepped over that line today and god said there’s no going back when you cross over.