MILITARY ROMANCE: The War Within Himself (Alpha Bad Boy Marine Army Seal) (Contemporary Military Suspense & Thriller Romance)

by Claire Branson

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  The next destination was a loud house party on the bay and once again, she was surrounded by people that were nowhere close to her style of acquaintances. Most of the men were bearded and tattooed, the woman dressed to impress simpletons. Carrie felt out of place and overdressed all at the same time. When she realized it was almost two in the morning, she had a mild panic attack and told him that he had to take her home right then. The earnest in her voice made it sound like a command and he gave her a look that made his displeasure clear.

  “Fine, I will take you home Carrie. If that is what you truly want.”

  She wanted to say that it wasn’t, that he knew exactly what she was there for, but she couldn’t. She was peeved that he had not asked her what she had wanted to do. While it was true that he had asked her if she wanted to ride, Carrie just thought it would be different than none choice she had been given. It seemed like Castor didn’t care if she had a choice at all or not.

  They walked out together, though Carrie was just behind him. He waited for Carrie to get on and though before that night she had never been on one, she was already feeling more familiar with the whole thing. She scooted back, waiting for him to get on in front of her. She was not ready for him to push her forward and get behind her. “If you are going to be with me Carrie, I need you to learn to ride. So I think it is time for you to get your first lesson.”

  She nodded her head, though all she could feel was his warm breath against her ear and the hard knot pressing against her ass. His arms encircled her and his hand started the engine. His fingers and arms brushed against her sensitive skin and the tight nipples that seemed to spring forth begging for touch. Carrie’s white tank top was showing off more of her excitement and she wondered then why she had decided a camisole would be enough.

  His hands went over hers and the reach up from the long handlebars assured that every single inch of his front was molded against her. Her heart raced from the touch and the thrill of the engine underneath her. She could feel the power in the strum of the engines. His hard length pressed up against her was devastating to her senses and paired with the windy downward spiraled road, Carrie didn’t think she was going to make it.

  There had been one moment that she had freaked out with a car that was going towards them. Castor had grabbed the steering away for a moment, pushing her gently away from the oncoming traffic. Soft words whispered in her ears to help her drive, telling her when to go slow. By the time she got down the steep road, she was gagging in need from his teasing words and the hard cock pressed between her ass cheeks. The jeans she wore did nothing to hide the wetness that was seeping out of her.

  She stopped at a stop sign and his feet came out to balance them for a moment. With no one on the road in front or behind them, Castor decided to continue his slow torment of her. Carrie whimpered when she felt his large palm cup her covered mound. He had not expected to feel such excitement and he growled when Castor felt how wet she was. He was starting to think that she was not the right one for him, but feeling her weeping cunt made it clear that she was already his.

  Carrie’s head leaned back against his chest and she mewled into the night as he rubbed the seam in her jeans with a rough thumb and fingers. “Oh wait Castor.”

  She forgot where she was and her eyes were closed, thighs spread wider than previously opened. “Are you sure you want to go home Carrie?”

  Lights cast a shadow as someone started to drive up behind them. Castor leaned in and steered them forward as the car behind them turned and left them in darkness again. He didn’t ask her to make a decision of where she wanted to go. He took her home like she had requested and when Carrie asked where he was going, he smiled and shrugged. “You were going to invite me up for something to drink, weren’t you?”

  Carrie giggled. She couldn’t help it with the wetness in between her legs. She was afraid that he could hear her puffy lips slide together. Every step was just like a slow torture and as he followed her up the stairs, he was standing far closer than he needed to be. Parts of him brushed against her backside and she slowed down her ascent to accommodate his lecherous ways.

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  Chapter 4

  Callie snuck away from him when the door opened. He had clear intent in his eyes and though her body was already ready for him, she was not sure her mind was. The skittish redhead went behind the bar and raised her emerald eyes to him finally, when there was a counter standing in between them. His eyes were darker than before and she gasped as he started to move around the long bar.

  “Do you um, want something to drink?”

  He shook his head no, his square jaw tight with desire. She was going to ask him what he wanted, but the look in his eyes was clear. She wondered as he quickly reached her, if the next part was part of the ride she had agreed to.

  Castor jerked her face to his, up-tilting her chin so that he could take a taste of her soft flesh, before moving to the side of her neck. His tongue and teeth licked and nipped while she squirmed. His large body towered over hers, his hips holding her pinned against the counter so she could no longer run from him. Callie was beyond the point of wanting to stop anything. The needs that she had pushed down deep for so long were awake and focused solely on the mystery man in front of her. The one that had turned her down seemed to want it all suddenly and she wanted more than anything to give it to him.

  She felt thick fingers press and squeeze her ass cheeks as he pulled her against his hard body for a deeper kiss. Carrie was lost in the moment and lost in the kiss that took her breath away. “Is that really what you want to offer me, a drink?”

  His voice sounded incredulous and as she panted underneath him. Her green eyes look up, meeting his gaze. Carrie did not think she would be given a decision. He should already be inside of her, she thought. Why were words so hard with him?

  “What do you want?”

  Castor’s eyes twinkled with the game, though it was only Carrie’s lack of wherewithal. He kissed her again, compounding the problem and one hand went between their bodies to touch the wet heat between her legs. “I want to hear you say my name.”

  “Castor…”

  “While you’re coming around my shaft.”

  Pressing his hand harder up against her, Carrie’s thighs squeezed his hand and her hands wound around his neck. Castor lifted her up onto the counter, her body shivering as his touch was taken away. He waited for her to move or answer, but she just sat there trembling. Castor pulled his jacket off his shoulders, the leather and metal hitting the ground with a loud thud. It pulled her attention away as her eyes watched him pull his T-shirt over his head. Hard lines and sprinkles of dark chest hair made her fingers itch to touch him.

  He waited a foot from her, his eyes on her. Carrie finally realized what he wanted and she did the same, pulling her shirt off slowly over her head. She heard him hiss as her large tits were revealed, pouring out of her bra. She threw the shirt down near his and her hands went back to unhook the clasp behind her back. Carrie’s breasts bounded free, jiggling as she pulled the bra down her arms. Carrie looked back at him, unsure what was next in the strange game she was playing with him.

  His eyes were riveted by the large mounds in front of him, the pink dusky tips rock hard, begging for his touch of which he could not deny it. Castor’s hands went up slowly to cup her from underneath, the thumbs rubbing against the hard nipples. She gasped and pushed herself against him. Carrie wanted more than just his touch, her gaze attached to his soft lips.

  Carrie moved back onto her hands. She was silently offering herself to him. Castor moved forward, his greedy mouth suckling up the one closest to him. Tongue swirled around the tip, shaking back and forth as she mewled against him. She pushed her hands into his hair, pulling him down to make more of her. He growled as he hugged her body to hi, his teeth nibbling and his mouth sucking on her.

  She was not expecting the direct electrical shocks that went straight to her seeping core. His mouth moved lowe
r as she laid back on the marble surface underneath her. The coolness seemed to awaken her senses, reminded her that she was still in need. She wrapped her legs around his waist and rubbed her jeaned crotch against him. “Please Castor, I need more.”

  Her thighs opened and her hips surged upward to meet the hardness that was nestled against her. Her hands moved between them and started to unbutton her jeans. There was too much between them and when he moved back to do the same, she slid off of the counter when his length was revealed. Her mouth watered and Carrie’s knees hit the tiled floor.

  She wrapped her hands around the long, velvet shaft. She pushed it to her face, rubbing it against her soft cheek. It twitched and jerked in her hand, her breath making it bounce with need. “Fucking hell.”

  Carrie took it as a compliment and sat up high on her legs. Pushing his tip between the underside of her cleavage, Castor was quickly pushing through and towards her open mouth. She let the mushroom head kiss her lips, but did not open for entrance. Carrie played with her nipples as he surged through the soft cleft again. That time she opened her mouth wide and suckled him in as much as could pop through the other side. Castor groaned and moved faster, her hungry mouth slurping on the salty tip, oozing with pre-cum.

  She moved her tits away and let the next thrust go down her throat. Neither was prepared and she gagged, while Castor’s fingers stuck into her curly red hair. He pulled her back and forth, rutting into her mouth for several moments before he pulled away. He was close to losing himself and he was in the wrong place to lose it. He had promised her orgasms, but it seemed it was she who was giving. He pulled away as she added suction and his cum started to bubble in his balls.

  Her mouth moved to take him back in, a whine in the back of her throat. Carrie wanted to taste him, but he was taken away before she had a chance. The sound of her whimper drove Castor forward, hauling her up on her feet, so that he could kiss her. Her mouth was full of his taste and he found it strangely erotic to know where it had just been. Castor moved her towards the counter where they’d started, his hands moving to pull her panties down. The only thing left. As she stepped out of them, she fought the urge to cover herself in front of him as his eyes took her in like a feast.

  Standing up, Castor turned her around until her ass was tight against the hardness behind her. She felt his hot heat slip between her ass cheeks and then rub slowly against her quim. By the time he had pulled back to do it again, Carrie’s hips had upturned to point him towards her heated hole, where she needed him most. She waited for the thickness to impale her, but instead he just rubbed back and forth, incessantly.

  Carrie was sent to madness, her lips begging for his penetration. He moved back and she whimpered with the lack of touch. Castor had pulled himself back towards his stomach, letting it slapped down on holes and she opened her legs further, presenting for his surge. She cried out with the touch, her fingers rubbing her clit slowly. A few more of those and she wouldn’t even need him inside of her.

  Rubbing faster, he repeated his actions several times, until she was just at the cusp of her need. “I need you inside of me Castor, please.”

  Then he was inside of her, his thickness stretching her unused walls to the point of no return. It was all she needed to dive head first into her bliss. Castor grabbed her arms as she started to melt against the counter and slammed into her, using his new grip as leverage to pound into her over and over again. His name was screamed from her lips with each hard thrust and before he could stop himself, he was bellowing deep and releasing inside of her. She shook as he pinned her, his cock lodged deep, sending his hot seed to her womb.

  He released her arms and she braced herself against the counter, milking his semi-hardness until it was hard and thrusting once more. The mixed fluid escaped down her leg and splashed between them as he pumped deep and hard. He made her come several more times standing there, until her knees were too wobbly to work.

  Castor took her into the bathroom and they showered away the messy results of their lovemaking. Carrie had never came so much and so hard in her life. When his fingers touched her, she jumped with the sensitivity of her flesh. “Oh no, no more. I am done.”

  He relented and soaped himself up. She played with the tattooed lines on his back, the face of a burning devil predominant. It should have made her pause, but she found it strangely erotic. When he turned back around to face her and turn the water off, she kissed him until they were both almost dry after stepping out. No other touch, but their lips.

  Castor pulled her naked to the bed, his body quickly covering her and his need pressing against her slickness. She moved away, trying to back away from his excitement. Her insides screamed at the idea, raw from his mind-numbing thrusting.

  “I have to get up early Castor. I need to get some sleep for a test I am doing tomorrow.”

  He nodded his head, his fingers playing exactly where he planned to be next. “I promise you will sleep real good tonight Carrie. I will put you to bed right.”

  His fingers pressed against her quim, her hips pushing upwards towards him in response. When his thickness slipped between her lips from above, she whimpered and groaned all at the same time. “So tight, you just shrunk right back up like I had never been there.”

  Castor plunged forward with his eyes closed. His lips touched hers as he brought her to pleasure over and over again. It was a great night’s sleep, but since it started at close to five in the morning, she woke up alone around noon. Looking at the clock, she cursed and jumped in the shower to get the dried reminders of their lovemaking off of her skin, as well as the sleep in her eyes.

  Carrie cursed to herself, not sure what she was going to tell her Professor to get out of it. He was not known for leniency, so she had to think of something good that would make her not be there for the test worth forty percent of her grade.

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  Chapter 5

  “Was it worth it?”

  That was the question she kept asking herself as she waited for the professor to call her into his office. Professor Stone was the perfect name for the man. He never smiled and his grey-blue eyes were always void of any kind of emotions. He was a rock and a hard place. If she had to retake the class, it was going to cost her almost a thousand dollars and of course, the book was going to have a new edition for next term that she would have to buy. Failing that test and not being able to retake it, was just not an option as far as she was concerned.

  When he finally called her name, Callie stood up and could feel herself trembling inside. She wondered if he would be able to tell why she had been absent. Would he see in her eyes that she had been taken for hours and she was barely able to walk from the loving attention paid to her?

  Callie tried to look somber and hide the pure joy she felt inside as she thought about the night before. “Miss Conner, I was sorry to see that you missed such an important test today. I assume you had a crisis that made you unable to come, even though you have known about it for weeks?”

  She groaned inwardly and put on a self-depreciating smile. “I assure you that it was not my intention to be so late today Sir. While I wish I had some great reason for being tardy, I just made a mistake Professor. Stayed up too late and woke up long after class was over.”

  The older man’s grey eyes looked back at her and she saw a hint of intrigue and curiosity. “Oh really.”

  “Yes Sir. I was really hoping that there was a way that maybe I could take the test over again? Or do some extra credit, anything really.”

  Her last few words really made him sit up and listen. His eyes went right to the large rack he had watched dangled in front of him for several months by then. As he leaned forward, his hand came out to touch the tip of her covered chest. Callie pulled back and stared at him in disbelief. It was not what she had envisioned when the moment had played out in her head, but there she was. Her Professor thought that a feel up or maybe more was worth her the chance to retake the class. He was wrong and she pulled away once her mi
nd got over the shock of all of it.

  “Pervert. Anything meant work. I would rather retake the class next year.”

  The stone went to life and it seemed the only other emotion he could manage was anger. He grabbed her arm hard, fingers biting into the soft flesh. “You may think you are better than me or too good for me, but you are the one in here begging for a do-over. Everything cost something. How badly do you want it?”

  His hot breath soured her look and her stomach and she pushed him away, trying to extract her arm from his rough grip. “Get your hands off of me Professor or I promise you that you will pay for it.”

  Her thinly veiled threat pissed him off and he squeezed harder, a murderous look in his eyes, but she was saved by several loud students that walked by and she took the moment of distraction to get away from him. She stopped running as she entered a group of people. Carrie did not ever remember being so scared all of a sudden in her life. Many thoughts ran through her head, but the fact that she would have to come up with tuition was small in comparison to what the old man had offered to her.

  Her phone buzzed in her purse as she was walking out to her car. She answered it when she saw who it was. “Wanna go for a ride?”

  Carrie bit her lip and wondered what she should say. She was still shaken up from the Professor’s attempts, but the idea of being with him, free on the bike, made the problems of her other life not so worrisome. She was starting to feel like she lived two lives. In such a short amount of time, Castor was all she could think about and she wondered how it would be to just go off with him and never come back. She could write and sing when she needed something, but with Castor, Carrie didn’t think she would need anything. While he tried to be gruff, his touch showed his care, even if his hard head could not.

  She met him at her apartment and when she invited him up, he turned the engine off on his bike. His hands were far touchier on the way to her apartment, cupping her bottom from behind. She giggled and tried to get away from his mind-shattering touch. “I’ve thought about touching you all day. I almost went and got you earlier, but I knew you were probably in school.”