The Backstage Pass

by Lindy S Hudis

  “Being a virgin, I was a bit scared, but still excited with the anticipation of what was going to happen next.” Beth grinned.

  Desiree lip up a cigarette and blew a smoke ring into the air.

  “You’re a smoker?” Beth asked surprised.

  “I am today.” Desiree replied with a chuckle. “Go on.”

  “Well, Teddy and I just talked for a bit, you know, about music and touring and all. He said that they were going to be leaving for Las Vegas in about an hour, and that it was going to be a long ride. I nodded, nervously wondering what was going to happen in a rock star’s dressing room. It was cluttered with bottles of beer and booze lying around. The only tidy part was where he kept his guitars, all sitting neatly on stands.

  “I just stood in the middle of the room, not believing what was happening. My palms started to sweat, and I had licked all the lip gloss off my lips. ”

  “So, what did happen?” Desiree puffed on her cigarette.

  “Finally, he grabbed my arm and said, ‘Come here’. Then he kissed me. Long, deep and passionately. I couldn’t believe Teddy Thunder was kissing me, and I was surprised at how good he was. I was expecting him to be selfish, you know, only out for his own pleasure. But that was the furthest thing from the truth.

  “His hands were firm but gentle as he explored my body, sliding up and down my back and sides, in a slow, sexy rhythm. He was a guitarist so he knew what to do with his hands and fingers. When he reached my ass, he squeezed my butt cheeks and slid his fingers between my legs from the back and started rubbing my clit through my leather pants.

  “Did he figure out you were a virgin?” Desiree asked, one eyebrow raised.

  “Not at the time. I guess he thought I was a bit shy maybe. But I quickly got over that. Also, I didn’t know how far we were going to go, until—”

  “Until . . . ?”

  “He took my hand and put it on the bulge in his pants. He was practically bursting out of the tight leather. He began to move my trembling hand up and down. I started to get panicky, not sure if I wanted to go all the way. Then he unzipped his pants and put my hand on his hot, hard cock. Even though I was nervous, my black lace panties were getting so wet. He was still rubbing me with his other hand between my legs and I almost came right then. His cock was so stiff I could feel every vein protruding from the engorged purple head. I was so excited that I blurted I was still a virgin.”

  “And then what did he say?” Desiree kept puffing on her cigarette, casually blowing smoke rings into the air.

  “He said, ‘Every guy wants to be the first.’ Then he began to slowly undress me. He led me to a long, deep-cushioned couch. He tenderly laid me on it, and then got right on top of me. I could feel his hardness digging into my thigh.

  “‘I’ll be gentle with you, my favorite fan.’ Teddy began to kiss me again, his tongue exploring my hot, wet mouth. He unhurriedly removed my top, revealing my black lace bra, and kissed and licked my breasts as he was pulling the straps down. He reached around my back and unclasped my bra, and tossed it onto the plush-red, carpeted floor.

  “My apprehension gave way to desire as I could feel my virgin clit begin to tremble and swell. I knew this was going to be an experience to remember. My nipples were now so erect they seemed to reach out to him, begging for his touch. Never had I wanted a man this much. My longing burst from deep inside me, and I felt as though I’d been struck by a bolt of lightning.”

  “I’ll say . . .” Desiree smiled knowingly, as she stubbed out her cigarette in a nearby ashtray.

  “Outside the closed door, we could hear a flurry of activity, as the roadies were preparing for the band’s departure. I heard what sounded like a loud growl, like a lion’s roar. It made me jump. ‘What was that?’ I asked, stunned.

  “‘Just my bass player. We throw him raw meat . . .’

  “I giggled, and pulled Teddy towards me. We kissed again, for a few moments before his wet, warm mouth made its way down my neck, to my breasts, and to my rosebud nipples. I gasped with pleasure as he took my nipple ever so gently into his mouth, and rapidly flicked his tongue back and forth like a butterfly’s wing over the sensitive tip. Then he repeated the same motion on my other nipple. All the while, one of his hands was rubbing my clit through my panties. By then, I wanted his fingers inside me so badly that I reached down and ripped my black lace panties off myself, and tossed them to the floor.

  “Teddy’s hands immediately went back to my wet virgin pussy, and tenderly began to rub my quivering clit. I moaned in pleasure, bucking underneath him and I wrapped one of my legs around his waist to bring his fingers deeper into me. Our mouths met again in another kiss, our tongues playing and sucking, as our writhing bodies rubbed against each other.

  “Suddenly there was a loud rapping at the door. ‘Teddy, bus leaves in twenty minutes,’ a male voice boomed through the closed door. We both ignored it, and kept kissing. Teddy had yanked off his pants, and was guiding my hand up and down the thick shaft of his hard dick. I pulled his head down towards me, wanting to suck on his tongue again, as he started to breathe heavier.”

  “Ok . . . did . . .?” Desiree asked with wide eyes.

  “We kissed some more and then he pulled away from my mouth, which disappointed me because I was loving those sucking kisses. He pulled away and started to kiss and nibble his way down my belly.

  “Did he eat your pussy?”

  “Not just then.”

  “A guy’s gotta munch the box!”

  “So, true. But he did something next that had me bucking like a wild filly. He licked two fingers and inserted them deep into my pussy and began finger-fucking me. He said, ‘My beauty you are so tight, I want to make you ready for me.’

  “My hips started to gyrate and move in a circular motion, as I kept giving his cock rhythmic up and down strokes with my hand. We both started to moan and sweat and our bodies got hotter and hotter. There was another loud bang at the door, but the whole auditorium could have been on fire and neither one of us would have cared.”

  “I bet!” Desiree stifled a giggle and reached for another cigarette. “Keep going.”

  “He grabbed the base of his cock and teased my clit with the head. ‘Do you like that?’ he asked me softly.

  “‘Yes’ I answered back, barely able to breathe.

  “‘Do you want that? Do you want my rock star cock?’ he asked me.

  “‘Yes, but be gentle. This is my first time.’

  “Teddy positioned himself between my legs, and I felt the tip of his hard, throbbing member pulsating against the soft opening of my pussy lips. Then, he raised himself over me and in one quick movement, he plunged his cock into my wet, waiting, pussy. I cried out as I felt his hard shaft tear through my virgin barrier. He quickly took my mouth in a wet, deep kiss and began sucking on my tongue, which I loved.

  “The pain had subsided and he began to move, slowly at first and then faster and faster. ‘Wrap your legs around me baby, feel my cock deeper.’ I did and was he ever right. I ran my hands up and down his back, my legs were wrapped tightly around his hips and we began rocking together. We both began to moan as we moved in a timeless rhythm.

  “His thrusts were long and deep. His breathing began to get harder, and his movements faster. There was another loud pounding at the door, but we didn’t care. He reached down and started rubbing my clit as he fucked me. The combined sensations of his fingers and cock inside me pushed me over the edge and I screamed his name as I came with a shattering orgasm that shook my entire body.

  “Teddy growled his satisfaction at hearing me come, and he pumped my pussy faster and faster until he stiffened and then exploded as well with another roar of passion. His long black hair was completely drenched, as was mine. He collapsed breathless, beside me, and we lay contentedly, his arms around me.

  “Another pounding at the door. Another roadie barking at us to hurry up. ‘Teddy, dammit, we gotta get outta here, now!’”

  “Shit!” Desiree said,
shaking her head. “Talk about coitus interruptus.”

  “Teddy yelled back, ‘In a minute’.

  “I wrapped my arms around him and squeezed him tight, not wanting to let go, not wanting our moment to end. A tear rolled down my cheek and mixed with the perspiration on my face. I was no longer a virgin, and I had just given myself to my rock idol. It had been the most amazing experience of my life.

  “‘You ok?’ He whispered in my ear.

  “‘Yeah.’ I answered back tearfully, and he kissed my cheek and squeezed me hard. We lay there, wrapped in each other’s arms.

  “There was another obnoxious pounding on the door. ‘Teddy, we gotta get the fuck out of here now!’ some guy yelled.

  “‘Ok, give me a minute.’ Teddy grinned at me through his thick black mane that was hanging down in my face.

  “‘You have to go?” I asked him.

  “‘What are they gonna do, leave without me? The Guitar God?’

  “He smiled at me, then lifted himself off the couch and began to get dressed. I did the same, still in a bit of shock and surprise at what had just happened.”

  “I can’t believe it either.” Desiree reached for another cigarette, hesitated, and then put the pack back down.

  “Then, he took me by the hand and we left the little dressing room. I turned back to look at the room where I became a woman, the place where my fantasy had actually come true.

  “I gazed at the man I adored most in the whole world, yet didn’t think I’d ever have a chance of meeting, let alone fucking.

  “Still holding hands, we went back to the hospitality room, where Dee Dee was sitting and flirting with a cute roadie. They were sitting at a table drinking beers and laughing. She looked up when she saw Teddy and I enter the room. We were holding hands still, sweaty and disheveled. Everyone in the room gave us knowing looks. I’m sure they’d seen this many times before. ”

  “Ok . . . what happened next?” Desiree asked.

  “‘Well, what have you two been doing?’ The band’s drummer, Johnny Thunder, materialized out of nowhere and gave Teddy a friendly pat on the shoulder.

  “I blushed and sat down next to Dee Dee, who grinned. ‘So, how was it?’ She smiled at me.

  “‘Wonderful, a fantasy come true, literally.’ Teddy came over, sat next to me and gave me a sweet kiss on the cheek.

  “Then, a large man with a tour T-shirt on and a tattoo of the band’s logo on his cheek burst into the room. ‘Bus leaves for Vegas in five minutes. If you’re not on it, you’re staying in LA!’

  “The crew was cleaning up the buffet table and putting the liquor bottles in cardboard boxes.

  “Teddy pulled a leather book out of his bag. ‘I gotta go, but, before I do, write down your address and phone number on here.’ He handed me a piece of paper.

  “‘Sure . . .’ I responded. I tore the paper in half and gave it back to Teddy. ‘Only . . . if you give me an autograph?’ I asked with a wink.

  “‘No problem,’ he said and signed the piece of paper with a flourish. He handed the paper back to me and I read what he’d written: To my favorite fan. You made my visit the most memorable one ever. Love Teddy Thunder.

  “I looked at him with adoration shining from my eyes. He reached out and caressed my cheek then leaned in for a soft kiss.

  “Dee Dee pulled a camera from her bag and snapped some pictures. My favorite is one of him kissing me on the cheek. I framed that one. ”

  “How sweet . . .” Desiree smiled.

  “Oh the story gets better, much better.” Beth reached for a cigarette and lit up.

  “I thought you didn’t smoke,” Desiree said, quirking an eyebrow.

  “Honey, I usually don’t, but this story always gets me going!” Beth winked. “Now, as I said, the story gets much better.”

  “How can the story get any better than this?”

  “Just wait, you’ll see . . .”

  “Well, I have to admit that I’m a little bit jealous. I wish I’d lost my virginity to my rock star crush,” Desiree said with a sigh.

  “Yeah, it was an amazing experience, but, like I said, it gets much more interesting . . .”

  “Keep going . . .” Desiree nodded excitedly.

  “He kissed me goodbye right in front of everybody, a long passionate kiss. I almost fainted right there.”

  “No!”

  “Yes! After we said our good-byes, Dee Dee and I left the auditorium. I was on cloud nine. I had to pinch myself to see I wasn’t dreaming.

  “‘You are one lucky bitch.’ Dee Dee grinned as she tore through traffic on the 405. I was, still amazed at what happened.”

  “Then . . . ?” Desiree scooted closer to Beth.

  “I never thought I would hear from Teddy again,” she sighed. “I thought it was going to be just a one-time thing, you know, like most rock star/groupie encounters, a near, anonymous root job. Even though it pained me to think that.”

  “A near, anonymous root job? Never heard that expression before.”

  “Oh, it means a one night stand. But I knew in my heart of hearts that it was more than that. And I think Teddy felt that way too, because a week later, when I was in my bedroom polishing my toenails, the doorbell rang. I wasn’t expecting company, so I was surprised as to who was at my door.”

  “Was it him?” Desiree’s eyes brightened.

  “No, it was a delivery guy. He was holding the biggest bouquet of roses and about ten balloons. I knew instantly who they were from.”

  “Teddy?”

  “Yup.” Beth nodded.

  “Wow!”

  “The card with the flowers said: To my favorite fan, love, Teddy.” Beth blushed at the memory.

  “Oh, my God!” Desiree nearly screamed with excitement. “I can’t believe it!”

  “Neither did I. It was surreal.” Beth giggled as she stubbed out her cigarette. “Then the next night, a huge box of exotic chocolates arrived at my house, with a musical card that played ‘Somewhere my Love’.”

  “From ‘Doctor Zhivago’”?

  “Yes, it’s one of my favorite movies. My mom even asked me what was going on with this rock star that he would be sending me all these gifts. I told her she didn’t want to know.” Beth winked.

  “Of course not. Moms don’t want to know anything about the shenanigans their kids are up to, unless they’re cool moms, like you.” Desiree grinned.

  “Life went back to normal after that. I stopped hearing from Teddy after those lovely gifts and notes, and I assumed that he eventually forgot about me and had moved on to the next groupie.

  “One Saturday afternoon, I was sitting outside in our backyard by the pool, sunbathing. I was busy rubbing my legs and belly with suntan oil when the doorbell rang. I thought it was one of my crazy aunts, so I didn’t think anything when I got up to answer the door in my bikini. The first thing I noticed through the gate was the huge, white limousine sitting in our driveway.”

  “Get out!” Desiree nearly jumped up.

  “My stomach did flips. Could it be him? Could it really be? The driver of the enormous white limousine exited the driver’s side, removed a large duffel bag from the trunk, and opened the passenger door. As soon as I saw the long, flowing mane of jet-black hair, I almost did a cartwheel.

  “He got out of the limo, clad in black leather pants, biker boots, sunglasses and an Ozzy T-shirt. Excitedly I leaped off the front porch and ran to him. He laughed as I launched myself into his arms. ‘How ya doin baby?’ He growled as he kissed me on the mouth.

  “‘Better now that you’re here.’

  “He tipped the limo driver with a hundred dollar bill, then we walked, arm-in-arm, to my front door. As soon as we got inside, he plopped his duffel bag down on the couch.

  “‘Where are your parents?’ he asked me, running a hand through his long, black hair and removing his sunglasses.

  “‘They went to San Francisco for the weekend,’ I told him.

  “‘So, it’s just you and me?’ He
flashed me a wicked grin.

  “‘Hmmm . . . ’ I nodded, giving him what I hoped was a sultry look. Then he slowly pulled me toward him and bent his head, capturing my lips with his. His tongue began to softly explore my mouth, as his hands gently caressed my back and ass.”

  “Wow, just . . . just wow. I have no words. Did this really happen?” Desiree shook her head in amazement.

  “Yes it did, but very few people know this story. Even though it’s hard to believe, I assure you it’s all true.

  “Anyway, Teddy said to me, ‘I just had to stop by and visit my favorite fan.’ And then he started, nibbling my neck.

  “I wiggled away from him, in a feeble attempt to be coy. ‘Come on, let’s go swimming.’ And I took him by the hand and led him outside to the backyard.

  “‘I didn’t bring a bathing suit,’ he protested playfully.

  “‘You don’t need one.’ I kissed his strong, Guitar God fingers as I led him out to the shallow end of the pool. The sky was a clear blue, not a single cloud. And the bright sun reflected on the water, making it sparkle like diamonds. I got into the shallow end, and adjusted my bikini top. Teddy stripped down to his plaid boxers, and joined me in the warm water. I playfully splashed him.

  “‘So, how is the tour going?’ I wrapped my arms around his waist.

  “‘Pretty good. We got a few days off, so I thought I would drop in and surprise you. You don’t mind, do ya?’

  “‘Of course not, I’m really glad you stopped by.’ I pulled him close and kissed him. This time, I was no shrinking, blushing virgin. I plunged my tongue deeply into his mouth. Our tongues intertwined, as did our legs.

  “I felt his hard, erection rubbing against my thighs as we pressed against an underwater jet that created a shimmering arc of water onto our hot flesh. He untied my string bikini top and tossed it on the poolside chair.

  “Teddy began to caress my breasts making my nipples instantly erect. Tenderly, he kissed my neck, and worked his way down to my quivering breasts, where he languidly took each of my blossoming pink nipples into his mouth.

  “‘Yes!’ I threw my head back and reveled in the heat spiraling through me as he cleverly flicked his tongue back and forth over the sensitive tips, sucking one nipple, then the other, and going back and forth until I was as wet inside as I was on the outside.