The Day of the Beast

by Zane Grey

“Bessy,” went on Lane, presently. “I've heard my sister speak of Rose Clymer. Is she a friend of yours, too?”

  “You bet. And she's the square kid.”

  “Lorna told me she'd been expelled from school.”

  “Yes. She refused to tattle.”

  “Tattle what?”

  “I wrote some verses which one of the girls copied. Miss Hill found them and raised the roof. She kept us all in after school. She let some of the girls off. But she expelled Rose and sent me home. Then she called on mama. I don't know what she said, but mama didn't let me go back. I've had a hateful old tutor for a month. In the fall I'm going to private school.”

  “And Rose?”

  “Rose went to work. She had a hard time. I never heard from her for weeks. But she's a telephone operator at the Exchange now. She called me up one day lately and told me. I hope to see her soon.”

  “About those verses, Bessy. How did Miss Hill find out who wrote them?”

  “I told her. Then she sent me home.”

  “Have you any more verses you wrote?”

  “Yes, a lot of them. If you lend me your pencil, I'll write out the verse that gave Miss Hill heart disease.”

  Bessy took up a book that had been lying on the seat, and tearing out the fly-leaf, she began to write. Her slim, shapely hand flew. It fascinated Lane.

  “There!” she said, ending with a flourish and a smile.

  But Lane, foreshadowing the import of the verse, took the page with reluctance. Then he read it. Verses of this significance were new to him. Relief came to Lane in the divination that Bessy could not have had experience of what she had written. There was worldliness in the verse, but innocence in her eyes.

  “Well, Bessy, my heart isn't much stronger than Miss Hill's,” he said, finally.

  Her merry laughter rang out.

  “Bessy, what will you do for me?”

  “Anything.”

  “Bring me every scrap of verse you have, every note you've got from boys and girls.”

  “Shall I get them now?”

  “Yes, if it's safe. Of course, you've hidden them.”

  “Mama's out. I won't be a minute.”

  Away she flew under the trees, out through the rose bushes, a white, graceful, flitting figure. She vanished. Presently she came bounding into sight again and handed Lane a bundle of notes.

  “Did you keep back any?” he asked, as he tried to find pockets enough for the collection.

  “Not one.”

  “I'll go home and read them all. Then I'll meet you here to-night at eight o'clock.”

  “But—I've a date. I'll break it, though.”

  “With whom?”

  “Gail and a couple of boys—kids.”

  “Does your mother know?”

  “I'd tell her about Gail, but that's all. We go for ice cream—then meet the boys and take a walk.”

  “Bessy, you're not going to do that sort of thing any more.”

  Lane bent over her, took her hands. She instinctively rebelled, then slowly yielded.

  “That's part of our bargain?” she asked.

  “Yes, it certainly is.”

  “Then I won't ever again.”

  “Bessy, I trust you. Do you understand me?”

  “I—I think so.”

  “Daren, will you care for me—if I'm—if I do as you want me to?”

  “I do now,” he replied. “And I'll care a thousand times more when you prove you're really above these things.... Bessy, I'll care for you as a friend—as a brother—as a man who has almost lost his faith and who sees in you some hope to keep his spirit alive. I'm unhappy, Bessy. Perhaps you can help me—make me a little happier.... Anyway, I trust you. Good-bye now. To-night, at eight o'clock.”

  Lane went home to his room and earnestly gave himself up to the perusal of the writings Bessy Bell had given him. He experienced shocks of pain and wonder, between which he had to laugh. All the fiendish wit of youthful ingenuity flashed forth from this verse. There was a parody on Tennyson's “Break, Break, Break,” featuring Colonel Pepper's famous and deplorable habit. Miss Hill came in for a great share of opprobrium. One verse, if it had ever come under the eyes of the good schoolteacher, would have broken her heart.

  Lane read all Bessy's verses, and then the packet of notes written by Bessy's girl friends. The truth was unbelievable. Yet here were the proofs. Over Bessy and her friends Lane saw the dim dark shape of a ghastly phantom, reaching out, enfolding, clutching. He went downstairs to the kitchen and here he burned the writings.

  “It ought to be told,” he muttered. “But who's going to tell it? Who'd believe me? The truth would not be comprehended by the mothers of Middleville.... And who's to blame?”

  It would not do, Lane reflected, to place the blame wholly upon blind fathers and mothers, though indeed they were culpable. And in consideration of the subject, Lane excluded all except the better class of Middleville. It was no difficult task to understand lack of moral sense in children who were poor and unfortunate, who had to work, and get what pleasures they had in the streets. But how about the best families, where there were luxurious homes, books, education, amusement, kindness, love—all the supposed stimuli needed for the proper guidance of changeful vagrant minds? These good influences had failed. There was a greater moral abandonment than would ever be known.

  Before the war Bessy Bell would have presented the perfect type of the beautiful, highly sensitive, delicately organized girl so peculiarly and distinctively American. She would have ripened before her time. Perhaps she would not have been greatly different in feeling from the old-fashioned girl: only different in that she had restraint, no deceit.

  But after the war—now—what was Bessy Bell? What actuated her? What was the secret spring of her abnormal tendencies? Were they abnormal? Bessy was wild to abandon herself to she knew not what. Some glint of intelligence, some force of character as exceptional in her as it was wanting in Lorna, some heritage of innate sacredness of person, had kept Bessy from the abyss. She had absorbed in mind all the impurities of the day, but had miraculously escaped them in body. If her parents could have known Bessy as Lane now realized her they would have been horrified. But Lane's horror was fading. Bessy was illuminating the darkness of his mind.

  To understand more clearly what the war had done to Bessy Bell, and to the millions of American girls like her, it was necessary for Lane to understand what the war had done to soldiers, to men, and to the world.

  Lane could grasp some infinitesimal truth of the sublime and horrible change war had wrought in the souls of soldiers. That change was too great for any mind but the omniscient to grasp in its entirety. War had killed in some soldiers a belief in Christ: in others it had created one. War had unleashed the old hidden primitive instincts of manhood: likewise it had fired hearts to hate of hate and love of love, to the supreme ideal consciousness could conceive. War had brought out the monstrous in men and as well the godlike. Some soldiers had become cowards; others, heroes. There were thousands of soldiers who became lions to fight, hyenas to snarl, beasts to debase, hogs to wallow. There were equally as many who were forced to fight, who could not kill, whose gentleness augmented under the brutal orders of their officers. There were those who ran toward the front, heads up, singing at the top of their lungs. There were those who slunk back. Soldiers became cold, hard, materialistic, bitter, rancorous: and qualities antithetic to these developed in their comrades.

  Lane exhausted his resources of memory and searched in his notes for a clipping he had torn from a magazine. He reread it, in the light of his crystallizing knowledge:

  “Had I not been afraid of the scorn of my brother

  officers and the scoffs of my men, I would have fled

  to the rear,” confesses a Wisconsin officer, writing

  of a battle.

  “I see war as a horrible, grasping octopus with

  hundreds of poisonous, death-dealing tentacle that

  squeeze out the culture
and refinement of a man,”

  writes a veteran.

  A regimental sergeant-major: “I considered myself

  hardboiled, and acted the part with everybody,

  including my wife. I scoffed at religion as unworthy

  of a real man and a mark of the sissy and weakling.”

  Before going over the top for the first time he tried

  to pray, but had even forgotten the Lord's Prayer.

  “If I get out of this, I will never be unhappy again,”

  reflected one of the contestants under shell-fire in

  the Argonne Forest. To-day he is “not afraid of dead

  men any more and is not in the least afraid to die.”

  “I went into the army a conscientious objector, a

  radical, and a recluse.... I came out of it with the

  knowledge of men and the philosophy of beauty,” says

  another.

  “My moral fiber has been coarsened. The war has

  blunted my sensitiveness to human suffering. In 1914 I

  wept tears of distress over a rabbit which I had shot.

  I could go out now at the command of my government in

  cold-blooded fashion and commit all the barbarisms of

  twentieth-century legalized murder,” writes a Chicago

  man.

  A Denver man entered the war, lost himself and God,

  and found manhood. “I played poker in the box-car

  which carried me to the front and read the Testament

  in the hospital train which took me to the rear,” he

  tells us.

  “To disclose it all would take the genius and the

  understanding of a god. I learned to talk from the

  side of my mouth and drink and curse with the rest of

  our 'noble crusaders.' Authority infuriated me and the

  first suspicion of an order made me sullen and

  dangerous.... Each man in his crudeness and lewdness

  nauseated me,” writes a service man.

  “When our boy came back,” complains a mother, “we could hardly

  recognize for our strong, impulsive, loving son whom we had

  loaned to Uncle Sam this irritable, restless, nervous man

  with defective hearing from shells exploding all about him, and

  limbs aching and twitching from strain and exposure, and with

  that inevitable companion of all returned oversea boys, the

  coffin-nail, between his teeth.”

  “In the army I found that hard drinkers and fast

  livers and profane-tongued men often proved to be the

  kindest-hearted, squarest friends one could ever

  have,” one mother reports.

  So then the war brought to the souls of soldiers an extremity of debasement and uplift, a transformation incomprehensible to the mind of man.

  Upon men outside the service the war pressed its materialism. The spiritual progress of a thousand years seemed in a day to have been destroyed. Self-preservation was the first law of nature. And all the standards of life were abased. Following the terrible fever of patriotism and sacrifice and fear came the inevitable selfishness and greed and frenzy. The primitive in man stalked forth. The world became a place of strife.

  What then, reflected Lane, could have been the effect of war upon women? The mothers of the race, of men! The creatures whom emotions governed! The beings who had the sex of tigresses! “The female of the species!” What had the war done to the generation of its period—to Helen, to Mel Iden, to Lorna, to Bessy Bell? Had it made them what men wanted?

  At eight o'clock that night Lane kept his tryst with Bessy. The serene, mellow light of the moon shone down upon the garden. The shade appeared spotted with patches of moonlight; the summer breeze rustled the leaves; the insects murmured their night song. Romance and beauty still lived. No war could kill them. Bessy came gliding under the trees, white and graceful like a nymph, fearless, full of her dream, ripe to be made what a man would make of her.

  Lane talked to Bessy of the war. Words came like magic to his lips. He told her of the thunder and fire and blood and heroism, of fight and agony and death. He told her of himself—of his service in the hours that tried his soul. Bessy passed from fascinated intensity to rapture and terror. She clung to Lane. She kissed him. She wept.

  He told her how his ideal had been to fight for Helen, for Lorna, for her, and all American girls. And then he talked about what he had come home to—of the shock—the realization—the disappointment and grief. He spoke of his sister Lorna—how he had tried so hard to make her see, and had failed. He importuned Bessy to help him as only a girl could. And lastly, he brought the conversation back to her and told her bluntly what he thought of the vile verses, how she dragged her girlhood pride in the filth and made of herself a byword for vicious boys. He told her the truth of what real men thought and felt of women. Every man had a mother. No war, no unrest, no style, no fad, no let-down of morals could change the truth. From the dark ages women had climbed on the slow realization of freedom, honor, chastity. As the future of nations depended upon women, so did their salvation. Women could never again be barbarians. All this modern license was a parody of love. It must inevitably end in the degradation and unhappiness of those of the generation who persisted on that downward path. Hard indeed it would be to encounter the ridicule of girls and the indifference of boys. But only through the intelligence and courage of one could there ever be any hope for the many.

  Lane sat there under the moonlit maples and talked until he was hoarse. He could not rouse a sense of shame in Bessy, because that had been atrophied, but as he closely watched her, he realized that his victory would come through the emotion he was able to arouse in her, and the ultimate appeal to the clear logic of her mind.

  When the time came for him to go she stood before him in the clear moonlight.

  “I've never been so excited, so scared and sick, so miserable and thoughtful in all my life before,” she said. “Daren, I know now what a soldier is. What you've seen—what you've done. Oh! it was grand!... And you're going to be my—my friend.... Daren, I thought it was great to be bad. I thought men liked a girl to be bad. The girls nicknamed me Angel Bell, but not because I was an angel, I'll tell the world.... Now I'm going to try to be the girl you want me to be.”

  CHAPTER XIV.

  The time came when Daren had to make a painful choice. His sister Lorna grew weary of his importunities and distrustful of his espionage. One night she became violent and flatly told him she would not stay in the house another day with him in it. Then she ran out, slamming the door behind her. Lane remained awake all night, in the hope that she would return. But she did not. And then he knew he must make a choice.

  He made it. Lorna must not be driven from her home. Lane divided his money with his mother and packed his few effects. Mrs. Lane was distracted over the situation. She tried to convince Lane there was some kind of a law to keep a young girl home. She pleaded and begged him to remain. She dwelt on his ill health. But Lane was obdurate; and not the least of his hurts was the last one—a divination that in spite of his mother's distress there was a feeling of relief of which she was unconscious. He assured her that he would come to see her often during the afternoons and would care as best he could for his health. Then he left, saying he would send an expressman for the things he had packed.

  Broodingly Lane plodded down the street. He had feared that sooner or later he would be forced to leave home, and he had shrunk from the ordeal. But now, that it was over, he felt a kind of relief, and told himself that it was of no consequence what happened to him. All that mattered was for him to achieve the few tasks he had set himself.

  Then he thought of Mel Iden. She had been driven from home and would know what it meant to him. The longing to see her increased. Every disappointment left him more in need of sympathy. And now, it seemed, he would be ashamed to go to Mel Iden or Blair Maynard. Such new
s could not long be kept from them. Middleville was a beehive of gossips. Lane had a moment of blank despair, a feeling of utter, sick, dazed wonder at life and human nature. Then he lifted his head and went on.

  Lane's first impulse was to ask Colonel Pepper if he could share his lodgings, but upon reflection he decided otherwise. He engaged a small room in a boarding house; his meals, which did not seem of much importance, he could get anywhere.

  This change of residence brought Lane downtown, and naturally increased his activities. He did not husband his strength as before, nor have the leisure for bad spells. Home had been a place of rest. He could not rest in a drab little bare room he now occupied.