Auctioned To Daddy: BDSM Romance

by Amy Faye

  Brian's got the door open by the time I get back, and he's trying real hard to walk, but he's not going to get far. His face is already strained, and he's starting to sweat, and he's barely made it ten feet.

  I grab the bracelets and unlock them, throw them into my pocket.

  "You need to get back in the car, Brian. We need to get you to a hospital." I stare into his eyes, hoping that he can focus enough to look back.

  "But that was Ryan," he says, his face bunched up. "They got him."

  Chapter Forty-Four

  RYAN

  The guy, Donaldsen, looks at me like he's expecting some kind of response. I don't know what he wants me to look like. I don't make much of any response at all.

  His goon's smirking in the corner like I've stepped on something funny. I almost like him. He seems like the sort of guy I could have a beer with. Hell, like plenty of guys I have had beers with.

  All muscle and no brains. Just riding someone else's coat-tails up the ladder. It's a career path I could have been on myself, for a while there. Before I came down here.

  They wait longer. I wait longer. Nobody's really saying anything, and they're not making much move to get me out of the room, which is how I like it, I suppose. I'd rather be here than on a plane.

  Finally, the old guy opens his mouth, deciding that I would apparently wait all day. I would.

  "Have you been read your rights?"

  "Sure," I say. They did it all right and proper back in my brother's apartment. All while I screamed my head off that they were letting whoever had him go free. I can imagine, now, that they knew that at the time.

  "And do you understand them?"

  "Sure."

  "How's Sara doing?"

  I recognize the test about as soon as the words come out of his mouth. I'm not sure who's being tested—me or her.

  "Who?"

  I was hot when the other guy left, but this old man gave me plenty of time to get my head on straight. Plenty of time to remember that keeping my God damn mouth shut has always been the right way to go.

  I've never heard anyone call her Sara. But this guy says it like it's not unusual. I wonder what that could be about, but I'm not figuring on finding out.

  "Agent Maguire? You'll remember if you've seen her—tall, red-hair, attractive. I believe she was responsible for apprehending you a couple of days ago?"

  "Sure, I remember her. What about her?"

  "We've received some disturbing reports that she was working with you."

  "I'm a bartender. I haven't hired anyone in years. It's a small place, my brother or I are always available."

  "Ah, yes. Which brother would that be? Is that Logan, or…"

  "We all own a part, but Brian mostly stays out of it. Logan takes most of the time that I'm not there."

  "Is he there now?"

  I chew on my response for a second. I'm not sure what he's fishing for, but I know he already knows everything. Now it's just a matter of not saying the wrong thing.

  If he could pin anything on me without a confession, then he would have already done it. He wouldn't be in the room here gloating. So I'm going to have to choose my words real careful.

  "We're closed."

  I can't help but notice that the old man isn't taking notes. Nor is the goon, his suit gray stripes on black. The pattern's subtle. I like it.

  "So your brother definitely isn't there?"

  "Not unless something's changed and he didn't tell me about it."

  The guy nods as if I've just given away the farm. Very grave, and he looks over at the guy behind him. It doesn't take a rocket-scientist to know that they've got Logan. They had him before they ever came into this room.

  So why are they playing up the act like I'm giving information up?

  I don't know. The truth is, I don't want to know. I don't need to know. All I need to know is that they're trying to play mind games, and I can't afford to fall for it.

  He takes a minute, then pulls out a cigarette. As he stretches to reach into his jacket, I can see the nicotine patch on his neck. He bumps the cigarette out of the box, doesn't offer me one.

  His friend doesn't look like he expects to be offered one. Doesn't look especially envious, either, which is probably smart. Those things will kill you, after all. I don't bother pointing out the 'no smoking' sign on the wall.

  After all, I'm only dubiously certain of how legal any of this is at all. They're playing on very thin ice already. If they're willing to do things as fast-and-loose as this, then a little smoke isn't going to bring the hammer down on this guy.

  "She's fucking you, isn't she?"

  I don't have a response to it. I'm not about to say that she is. I've been a bad man for a long time now, but I don't generally make it a habit to kiss and tell—even bad men have standards.

  "Yeah, I'd say that look says you are."

  I hadn't given him a look. He seems pleased with his own deduction, though, and I can't take it away from him that he's right. It doesn't much matter that I didn't give it away if he's convinced.

  "She's sweet, isn't she? Ohh, she thinks she's tough. She thinks she's so very independent. Then you get her on her back, and…"

  I've had trouble with keeping my temper in check my whole life, and I'm feeling it now. Luckily, for me at least, it's been a problem my whole life.

  It's not as if this is the first time someone's tried to goad me into a fight, and it won't be the last. Truth be told, it usually works. It might have worked now, except that I know I can't get out of this seat.

  I take a deep breath in. The room already has the heavy stink of smoke, but I try to ignore it. I need to get my head clear, and I need to keep myself in check. I can't afford to go flying off the handle.

  "What do you want, Agent Donaldsen?"

  "I told you, we're here to take you into custody, Mr. Beauchamp. I just thought we could take a few minutes to talk."

  "Can we have a conversation we can both be involved in? How do you think the Diamondbacks are going to do this year?"

  His face sours. "I'm more of a Sox man, myself."

  "That's fine, if that's the way you feel about it, but I don't know what tree you're barking up with this girl Maguire. I met her one time, and she was pulling an act a hell of a lot like this one."

  "So why'd she let you go? We had you dead to rights, son."

  "Not enough evidence, I guess. I'm just a bartender. She comes in, she confirms my name, I pour her a drink, and a hundred guys come swarming in."

  He's getting frustrated. I can see it in his eyes. But then again, so am I. I'm getting damn sick of these questions, and most of all, I'm getting sick of this son of a bitch. Now it's a question of who can last longer, and how long I can keep this up before he decides that play-time is over.

  "Sir, do you think—"

  The old man turns to look at his big friend, and from the glimpse I get of his face as he turns, I wouldn't finish the thought either.

  By the time he looks back at me, he's managed to put the frustration behind him again. Like he never even lost his temper, but I know better than that. More over, he knows I know better. But it doesn't matter, not as long as I'm wearing these chains.

  "So, you're a bartender. Tell me about the Ravens."

  Chapter Forty-Five

  MAGUIRE

  I swallow hard, because for the first time in a while, I have no idea what the right thing to do is. Can Brian make it? How much risk would I be putting him in by not taking him straight to the hospital?

  If I take him, though, how much risk am I putting Ryan in? For an instant, a small voice inside me says that I shouldn't be worried.

  He's a criminal, after all. I got into this business to catch criminals. Not to fuck them. Not to get all lovey-dovey with them. Not to get attached to people. Getting attached was the whole problem in the first place.

  I take a deep breath. But I can't let Donaldsen get away with this. With using an innocent man's injuries to capture the guilty.


  I especially can't let him look the other way when the real bad guys are out there, and they're causing all sorts of problems of their own.

  I look at Brian, who's now rubbing his wrists where the bracelets were on too tight.

  "Can you wait?"

  "We need to get Ryan," he pleads. I agree with him. I pick him up by the shoulder and stand up under his arm. He's as tall as his brothers, so it's not as much help as I'd like it to be.

  Then again he's not standing as well as either of us would like him to be. He leans on me hard and I take him back to the car, slip him into the front seat so I can monitor his condition.

  "Which way did they go?"

  "North," he croaks out. I don't need to wonder where they're probably going. If I were Donaldsen, I'd get him right the hell out, and that means an airport. An airport means north.

  I get the car turned around and start heading after them. A heading isn't much, but it's enough. I should let slow and steady do it for me. It doesn't. I'm doing ten over. Fifteen if I let my excitement do the driving for me.

  Brian's not wasting away in the seat next to me. Now that he's sitting, he looks even a little bit less like he's going to die. He's got the seat back and the color is starting to come back into his cheeks a little.

  "Do you see them?"

  He shakes his head. "No."

  I take a deep breath. We've got a ways to go until we hit Tucson. More than an hour. We don't need to catch them in the first ten minutes.

  "Well, tell me if you do, alright?"

  "Will do, ma'am."

  I don't know if I like being called 'ma'am.' It's got a certain unpleasant professionalism to it. Then again, so does everything else I do, so I suppose I can't exactly complain, can I?

  He leans his head back. For a minute I think he might be sleeping, and I'm about to tell him to wake up. As hurt as he is, he can't go to sleep—regardless how much he might want to. Can't afford it.

  His eyes are open, though. A second later he leans it forward again. Pulls his seat up.

  The road's long, and I need to keep him awake as best I can.

  "So, how do you like Arizona?"

  He takes a second to answer. "I don't know. Hot. Pretty, though."

  "Yeah, I guess that's true. Thank God for air conditioning, though."

  "I came down here because Ryan asked me to, you know. He's always been the tough one. Logan's the smart one, I guess that makes me the funny one."

  There's nothing funny about the situation, not when he still looks liable to die right there, but the way he says it makes me smile.

  "Yeah? Tell me a joke."

  "Uh… shit." He rubs his head. "Okay, sure. Cop stops a guy. Driving a little slow, swerving in his lane. Looks like a drunk, but as he gets up to the car he can see the dude's eyes. Stoned out of his head." Brian takes a long minute to pause, lays his head back against the head-rest. "Jesus, I'm tired."

  "I know, but you can't sleep right now, alright?"

  "Stoned out of his head, right? Okay. So he says to this kid, 'How high are you?' And the kid's face gets all screwed up and he says 'no, officer—it's 'hi, how are you?''"

  A smile spreads across my face. "Good one. Can you tell me another?"

  He leans his head back. "I can't think of anything."

  "Nothing at all?"

  I step on the gas harder. He's not going to bleed to death right there, but he looks bad, and I don't know what I'm going to do if we don't manage to get Ryan damn soon after we get into Tucson.

  The car speeds up under us. I have to hope and pray no cops run into us. The way we're whipping past the other cars, they'd pull us over in a heart-beat. I'd pull me over, and I don't even have the right to do that.

  "Come on, Brian, I need you to stay awake."

  He leans his head forward again. "I wasn't asleep."

  "Good, and I need you to stay that way. What's the car look like?"

  "Look like?"

  "The car with your brother in it. Did you get a good look at it?"

  "It was… black. Four doors. Um. Round-ish. Not square."

  Thanks for the information, I guess. Not very specific. For a man who's lost as much blood as Brian Beauchamp obviously has, though, I can't blame him.

  "I'm sorry, I know that's not very helpful. If it was a bike I'd know better."

  "Do you like motorcycles?"

  "Well, sure."

  "But you're not a part of your brother's club?"

  Brian shakes his head. A minute later he decides I probably wasn't watching. "No."

  "Couldn't you be part of the club without, you know…"

  "Without the business side of things?"

  "Sure."

  "Maybe. I don't know. I really don't. I just like to ride 'em. I like to look at 'em. I don't need to…" He stops talking and starts looking out the window, watching the cars pass by.

  "Don't need to what?"

  "I don't know. Don't need to prove it to anyone, or something. Don't need to worry about what my brother's doing all the time. Don't need to be part of some club that gives me permission to like what I like."

  "That makes a lot of sense, you know?"

  "I know."

  Another few minutes pass. I make the turn onto the I-10, going a little too fast the whole time, and start going a lot too fast one I get on it.

  "You have a girlfriend, Brian?"

  "Not really," he says. "I know a girl, but I just haven't really—"

  "Why not?"

  "She's from work, which already makes things weird. Didn't want to start something and have to leave it half-finished if something came up with Ryan and Logan."

  "That's a load of crap."

  "I asked myself, what's my priority? Her, or them? It's simple, if you think about it that way. Don't need to constantly second-guess yourself."

  "But in the mean-time, I know your brothers wouldn't want you to be lonely."

  "I didn't say I was lonely, I said I wasn't dating anyone."

  That shuts me up. I suppose he did.

  "There." He points way up ahead. "That looks a lot like the car. Might be the same one."

  The tint on the windows is dark. Dark enough to believe him. The car doesn't have much more to give me, but I ask it for just a little bit more. Just enough to get me close.

  Chapter Forty-Six

  RYAN

  Once they finally decided that it was time to get me moving, they didn't take their time getting me moving. Into the car. Onto the highway. I lean my head against the wall.

  All I know for sure is, I couldn't save either of my brothers, not with all of my strength. Not with all my weapons. Not with all the so-called power I'd built up since I got into this two-gang town.

  Now I'm in the back of a car, and I know what's coming. It's a plane ride to the District of Columbia, and then I get arraigned in Federal court for trafficking. They'll probably add a few charges as the case comes together.

  Then I spend the rest of my life locked up in a hole so deep that I never see the sun again.

  I guess I always knew that it was a real risk. that they might catch me, and that if they did, there wasn't a hell of a lot I was going to do to change it. But some part of me had hoped, against all odds, that I'd get away with it.

  Some part had hoped that I could at least get away without my brothers getting hurt. I don't want to go back to prison. Never in my whole life.

  But if it was a trade between Logan or Brian and going to prison—it's not a trade. I'm giving up something don't mean nothing, and getting everything back in return.

  Not being able to do a damn thing about any of it never even occurred to me.

  I should've shot that bitch when I had the chance. The thought shoots through my head. I should've shot her when I had the chance.

  Would someone else have taken over her position? Sure. But I wouldn't be as bad-off as I was. It would take time. There would have been time for me to react, time for me to get away. Time for me to figure
out what to do next.

  Instead, I'd let Scheck go, and all because I thought it would be fine. Because I underestimated her, and I underestimated her organization. It isn't a mistake I'll make again. Not, I think glumly, that I'm going to get the chance to make any sort of mistake again at all.

  I don't exactly have a great track record, and with my history, it's not hard to pin something on me. That's even more true if I did it, and I sure as hell did a lot. I can't even pretend I didn't.

  I settle deeper into the seat and close my eyes a minute. I'd like to go to sleep. Sleep now, wake up in D.C. and then start the long wait for the arraignment.

  There's a lot wrong with prison. You never really can trust anyone, for one thing. Lots of problems that wouldn't even have been an issue outside of the joint.

  The biggest problem, though, the one that tops all the others, is the raw damn boredom. So much time to pass. Days stretch on forever. It doesn't much matter what you do to try to pass them. Nothing will work as well as you want it to.

  When you have eight straight hours, there's not many books will last you more than a day or two. You can go through the whole library in a year or so. And that's including shit you would never even consider under normal circumstances.

  I take a deep breath and look around. I may as well get as much as I can out of my last day of being outside iron bars. It takes me a minute to be sure, but I recognize the car coming up behind me. I've seen it before, a dozen times at least.

  What surprises me a little bit is that the guys in front don't seem to notice, or at least aren't doing anything about it. Maybe they're trying to hide in plain sight, I don't know.

  Maguire pulls up alongside the car. I can see Brian in the seat next to her. He doesn't look good. Ragged. But he's alive, which is a surprise.

  I hear Donaldsen curse in the front seat, and pull out his phone. A second later he's talking into it.

  "I thought I told you to hold him."

  A long pause. I don't like the ideas I'm getting about who he's talking to, nor the ideas about what they're talking about. Hold who?