Cowboy Come Home

by Janette Kenny

  NOTHING TO LOSE

  She rested her forehead against his and breathed in his scent, taking him deep into her lungs as she longed to do with her body.

  She felt his smile beneath her fingertips, brief and a bit crooked. An endearing smile that made her feel special because it was so rare with him.

  “What am I going to do with you?” he asked.

  Love me! She bit back the words because she didn’t want anything to shatter the moment, but the truth sang in her heart.

  The first time she’d laid eyes on him, she’d fallen a bit in love. He was different than any man she’d ever met. Aloof. A drifter who made no apology for what he was.

  She had so little experience with men, but she knew when she exchanged a shy glance with Trey that he wouldn’t be a gentleman. He wouldn’t stop at a few stolen kisses for fear her daddy would catch them.

  “All my life I’ve bowed to a man’s orders,” she said, grazing his lips once, twice. “No more.”

  She settled her mouth over his, explored the seductive curve of his lips as she dragged her fingertips over the rasp of today’s whiskers. He hadn’t given anything of himself yet, just remained kneeling in front of the chair. But she sensed the tension rippling under his skin, felt his body shudder when she slipped her tongue under his upper lip.

  The same tremor rocked her as she sucked on his mouth, his chin. Her secret lay between them like a sore. She should tell him. Tell him now and get it over with.

  Books by Janette Kenny

  One Real Cowboy

  One Real Man

  A Cowboy Christmas

  In a Cowboy’s Arms

  Cowboy Come Home

  Published by Kensington Publishing Corporation

  COWBOY COME HOME

  JANETTE KENNY

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  Table of Contents

  NOTHING TO LOSE

  Books by Janette Kenny

  Title Page

  Chapter 1

  Chapter 2

  Chapter 3

  Chapter 4

  Chapter 5

  Chapter 6

  Chapter 7

  Chapter 8

  Chapter 9

  Chapter 10

  Chapter 11

  Chapter 12

  Chapter 13

  Chapter 14

  Chapter 15

  Chapter 16

  Chapter 17

  Chapter 18

  Chapter 19

  Chapter 20

  Chapter 21

  Chapter 22

  Chapter 23

  Chapter 24

  Epilogue

  Don’t miss the rest of the Lost Sons Trilogy by Janette Kenny!

  Copyright Page

  Chapter 1

  West Texas, 1895

  Trey March had done the one thing that most cowpokes in West Texas had the good sense to avoid. He’d gotten on the wrong side of Jared Barton.

  It hadn’t been intentional, and he surely wasn’t wholly to blame, but the end result had been the same. He had the scars, lingering pain, and burning anger from that lesson to remind him how badly he’d screwed up.

  All because he’d thought with his dick. All because he’d stupidly trusted a woman to tell the truth.

  Not just any woman.

  Nope, he’d surrendered to the temptation that glistened in the big, innocent eyes of Barton’s daughter. How damn dumb could a man get?

  The reality that she’d played him for a fool was never far from his mind. It’d festered in his gut month after month while he was laid up hurting so damned bad he wanted to die.

  Only one thing kept him going. Revenge.

  But he wasn’t about to waste any more time on the female object of his scorn, which was why he’d waited to come back until now. He didn’t want to see her or hear her name mentioned.

  He just wanted what he’d worked hard to achieve. He damned sure wasn’t leaving until Barton squared with him.

  Trey swung off the gray gelding he’d finagled in El Paso and looped the line through the fancy hitching post set in front of the big sprawling hacienda. It was as impressive as the hundreds of acres of land where Barton raised prime Herefords, but right now it looked as desolate as the West Texas soil.

  Droughts had a way of reducing grandeur to nothing, just like this one was drying up creeks and wells and men’s dreams. Good thing for him he’d given up on wishful thinking six months back.

  His personal deadline to claim his shares of the only home he’d known was long past. Instead of going back to Wyoming, all he could do now was claim his money, his horses, and start over again.

  Forget the woman and remember the lesson.

  He rolled his shoulders to ease the tension cobbling him. Dun grit covered everything, even the scrubby rose struggling to survive in soil that had baked adobe hard. Her yellow rosebush.

  His gut twisted a bit tighter as memories of Daisy laughing and smiling and moving under him galloped through his mind, a torment that he couldn’t forget. He cursed his own weakness for her still. Not that it mattered.

  She’d done her slumming with him last fall. By now she’d be married as her daddy had planned and living two counties away from here in another fine, big ranch house. A rich rancher’s wife.

  Yep, he’d timed his visit to the JDB just right. Wasn’t it damned odd that these inhospitable conditions were a fitting welcome for him as he dared to brave Jared Barton’s ire?

  Trey strode through the white picket gate liberally covered with dust and up the walk to the front door, his spurs chinking in time to the steady clang of metal on metal echoing from the blacksmith’s shack.

  This time of day the hands would be busy doing chores, though with the drought that equated to hauling water. Barton would be alone in his office hunched over his books, likely trying to find a way to hold on to what he had until the drought broke.

  If Ned Durant was with him ...

  His fingers grazed the sidearm resting easy on his left hip. That sonofabitch wouldn’t catch Trey off guard a second time.

  He gave the brass knocker three hard raps then waited. When a good minute passed and Ramona failed to answer, he smacked the knocker harder, letting off some of the old steam that continued to boil in him whenever he thought of how he’d let a woman play him for a damned fool.

  He heard the housekeeper muttering a litany in Spanish long before she opened the big carved door. Ramona’s soft brown eyes rounded and her mouth dropped open, clear signs that he was the last person she expected to come calling.

  “Señor March! Where have you been?” Her black eyebrows snapped together as she looked him up and down. “You are too thin!”

  Rangy, claimed one of the gals who worked at La Valera’s Cantina where he’d been laid up. Like a wolf too long on the range hunting for easy prey. But that predator would tell you there was no such thing in nature or life.

  He managed a smile for Ramona’s sake, not the least bit surprised nobody had told the housekeeper what had happened to him. That kind of justice tended to be swept under the rug or buried six-feet deep. He’d come uncomfortably close to the latter.

  “Spent the winter in El Paso.” He had no time to waste on idle talk, even though he’d have enjoyed visiting with Ramona. “I need to see Barton.”

  She clapped both hands over her mouth. “Ai, yi, yi, you don’t know?”

  “Know what?” he asked.

  Hell, had Barton packed up and moved to his other ranch? No, he wouldn’t have left Ramona here. So why did the older woman look distressed?

  “Ramona, who’s there?” came a sweetly fem
inine voice from deep in the house, a voice that haunted his nightmares.

  The hair on his nape lifted and the skin burned. What the hell was Daisy doing here?

  He heard her heels strike the tiled floor in that slow Southern cadence that set a man’s thoughts to lustier images. Any second she’d step into the hall, the gentle sway of her hips in contrast with the quickened beat of his pulse.

  Every nerve in his body tensed, the muscles bunching of their own accord. There was no avoiding it. No way to temper the fact he was a heartbeat away from laying eyes on the woman with an angel’s smile and the cold calculating heart of a she-devil.

  “Ramona, what’s wrong?” Daisy Barton stepped into the hall, looked his way, and came to a dead stop.

  He had the satisfaction of seeing her face leach of color. She even took one shaky step back. If she was smart she’d hightail it until he was gone, then he’d ride out of her life for good this time.

  “Ai, yi, yi.” The housekeeper shook her head, clearly distressed over the tension that was cracking in the air like sheet lightning between him and Daisy.

  Hell’s fire! She shouldn’t be here. He shouldn’t still feel that pull toward her like a bee to Texas bluebonnets.

  She was married now. Not his. Never his.

  Ramona mumbled a string of Holy Mothers. A waste of time. No amount of prayers would douse the rage blazing in his gut. Daisy had lied to him and betrayed him and damned near got him killed. Now she was looking at him as if he were the one who’d hurt her.

  “Is Barton here or not?” he asked.

  “Por favor, you must speak with Señorita Barton,” Ramona said, and then she scurried off with a kerchief pressed to her mouth.

  Señorita Barton? Daisy hadn’t married.

  He could lie and say he didn’t give a damn, but he couldn’t deny he was curious to know what had happened after he’d been dragged off. But the last person he aimed to talk to was Daisy.

  By the way she was eyeing him from across the room, she was none too pleased to see or talk to him either. Well too damned bad.

  He had no desire to tramp around the ranch to find a hand who’d tell him what the hell was going on with Barton or Daisy. He just wanted his due, and then he’d be gone.

  “I don’t know why you decided to come back now, but you can just turn around and take yourself off again,” Daisy said, chin high and voice catching with that soft Southern pride that she wore like battle armor.

  Despite her full skirt and the oversized puff on her sleeves, she looked no more than skin and bones. Haggard even. But then she was dressed in drab gray—a color he’d never seen her wear before.

  From this distance he could see that dark crescents streaked under her big eyes. What the hell had happened to put her in this state? Had Kurt Leonard learned she was a lying bit of muslin who was loose with her wares? Had he broken off their engagement and sent Daisy back here in shame?

  Served her right if the rancher had dumped her. If her pa had to suffer the shame of her actions along with her. He could care less. She was nothing to him now. Nothing but a bad memory.

  He aimed to say his piece to Barton, collect his due, and vamoose. Whatever problems father and daughter were having here was none of his concern.

  “I need to talk with Barton right now,” he said.

  “That’s impossible—”

  “Don’t try stopping me, ma’am,”he interrupted, putting undue emphasis on Daisy’s address. “If he isn’t here, I’ll wait for him to come back.”

  She pushed back a strand of golden hair with a hand that trembled—a left hand that was missing her betrothal ring. “All right. Come back to Daddy’s office.”

  She disappeared through the doorway like a thief, likely anxious to tell the old man that Trey had dared to come calling at the front door. He was tempted to wait here until she left Barton’s office for he wasn’t in any mood to discuss his business while she was in the room.

  But maybe it was for the best that she was on hand. Maybe she should hear what he’d come back to retrieve, for then she’d see he hadn’t been a drifter. He’d had plans for a better life for himself. For them once he felt worthy of her.

  Maybe she’d feel a smidgeon of remorse once she learned that she’d killed every bit of respect he’d had for her.

  If only he could’ve done the same about this intense desire for her, but it was still there. Another thorn in his side to bear. Reminding him how good it had felt to hold her, love her, make her his in the most elemental way.

  He wasn’t about to give her the satisfaction of knowing how badly he hurt—how much he still hurt—how much she crossed his mind when he least expected it.

  Trey ambled down the hall, his spurs chinking on the tiles to beat out the annoyance that hammered in his blood. He’d never come in the front door before. He’d been one of the hands, and when he had business to discuss with Barton he’d used the back door.

  A far cry from his life on the Crown Seven, but he’d learned that too was just another bump in the road for him. A home and family given to him only to be snatched away just when he was starting to let down his guard—just when he was starting to trust.

  He’d been born unwanted, and nothing much had changed of late. No sense dwelling on that simple fact.

  Trey pushed into the office and came up short. Instead of Barton presiding over the room from his big leather chair, Daisy perched on it like a nervous bird about to take flight.

  The man in question was nowhere to be seen.

  “What the hell are you trying to pull?” he asked.

  Her spine went stiff at that. “I am trying to manage this ranch in my daddy’s stead, which isn’t easy to do when his trusted hands take off without a by-your-leave and then return half a year later and act like the world owes them a living.”

  The realization that something was dead wrong here slipped past his anger. He took in the pile of papers on the desk, the tray holding a teapot and uneaten wedges of toast. Somebody had spent a considerable amount of time right here, and he knew it had to have been Daisy. But why?

  “Where is Barton?”

  She stared at him straight on with the same delicate strength as a bluebonnet defying the punishing West Texas sun. “Daddy’s dead.”

  Her lips trembled, and she worried her hands again, a tell that told him she wasn’t as strong as she was putting on. But somehow she surprised him and fought back the tears that were threatening to fall.

  Damn, he hadn’t expected that news. It was clear she was in dire straights here holding the ranch together. He wasn’t going to feel a smidgeon of pity for her. Not one damned bit.

  But he was curious, worried even, for Barton’s fate could have a negative impact on his own.

  “What happened?”

  Her chin came up, and she fixed accusing eyes on him. “Daddy had a stroke a couple of months after you left. It took him right away.”

  “Damn! You’ve been managing the ranch since then?”

  “Yes.”

  “Alone?” he asked, because she’d never had a lick of dealing with ranch business, never done anything but be her daddy’s spoiled little girl, and she’d been engaged to marry one of the richest young ranchers in the state.

  “I don’t see where that’s any of your business, Mr. March.” Her features hardened like tempered porcelain, as if challenging him to ask more probing questions.

  Oh, he had plenty of them to ask, but he wouldn’t. That would be admitting to being curious, and he preferred her to think that she’d never crossed his mind these past six months.

  “Now that you know, you can leave,” she said.

  “I’ll gladly do just that after I collect what’s owed me.”

  “You should’ve collected your pay before you left the JDB,” she said, the heat back in her tone.

  “Your daddy had other ideas, and you damned well know it.”

  “All I knew was that you’d packed up and left.”

  He’d been la
ssoed and dragged near to death, but maybe Barton hadn’t shared the details with her. He sure as hell wasn’t about to tell her the particulars.

  “What’s it going to be? You going to pay up?” he asked.

  She leaned back then and stared at him. “I only have your word that Daddy owes you. For all I know you could be trying to bilk me out of more money.”

  He planted his fists on the desk and glared at her, taking small satisfaction when the pulse in her throat warbled to a nigh frantic beat. “I wouldn’t do that, and you damn well know it.”

  “I’ve learned that I don’t know you at all.” She turned in the chair and stared at the window. “Not that it matters. If Daddy owes you, I still can’t pay. I’ve spent everything on hauling water and doing what I could to keep the herd alive.”

  He took in the proud tilt of her head and knew she was telling the truth. Like hundreds of other ranches, the JDB was in poor financial straits due to the drought. Now he was shit out of luck.

  “Paying to haul water is a losing proposition,” he said. “Surprised Ned didn’t balk at doing that.”

  “It was his idea.”

  “A piss-poor one.”

  “I suppose you have a better idea?”

  He shrugged. “Barton would’ve moved the herd to his other ranch that wasn’t hit so hard by the drought.”

  Barton would’ve sold off the excess as well. But the rancher was dead, and his daughter was calling the shots now.

  Daisy didn’t know a damned thing about ranching. She was relying on Ned to guide her, and the foreman was leading her down a path toward bankruptcy.