SAWYER

by Lori Foster

  Jordan slanted her an appraising look, and Honey wanted to kick Sawyer. She was off balance, both emotionally and physically. That kiss...wow. She'd never known anything like it. How the hell could he stand there and converse so easily when she could barely get the words to register in her fogged brain? And how could he manage to embarrass her like that?

  Firmly, but with a distinct edge to her croaking voice, she said, "I don't want you to hold up dinner on my account." She made a shooing motion with her free hand, trying to be nonchalant. "Just go on and eat. Really."

  Jordan caught her fluttering hand and grinned. "Nonsense. We can wait. Morgan is running a little late, anyway. He had some trouble in town."

  She felt Sawyer shift and tighten his arm around her. "What kind of trouble?"

  "Nothing serious. A cow got loose from the Morrises' property and wandered into the churchyard. Traffic was backed up for a mile."

  Honey tilted her head, thrilled for a change of topic. "The cow was blocking traffic?"

  "No. Everyone just stopped to gawk. Around here, a cow on the loose is big news." Then, with a totally straight face and a deadpan voice, Jordan added, "Luckily, the cow wasn't spooked too badly by all the attention."

  Honey bit back her smile.

  At that moment, the cat leaped off the bed to twine around Jordan's ankles. Without even looking down, he scooped up the small pet and cuddled her close, encouraging the melodic, rumbling purr. To Honey, he said, "Go on and take your bath. There's no rush."

  They stepped into the hallway en masse, two powerful men, an ecstatic cat and a woman wrapped head to toes in a blanket. They nearly collided with Casey, who was liberally caked in mud. He'd removed his shoes so he wasn't tracking anything in, but mud was on his legs clear to his knees. The shirt he'd worn, thanks to her interference – she still didn't know what had come over her – was dirt and sweat stained. He looked more like a man than ever.

  Holding up both hands, Casey said, "Don't come too close. The fields are drenched and muddy as hell...uh, heck. And half that mud is on me."

  Jordan clapped him on the back. "Well, you'll have to use Gabe's shower, because the little lady wants a bath."

  Casey stared at her.

  Honey deduced that the phenomenon of having a female bathing in the all-male household warranted nearly as much attention as a cow on the loose.

  Her face was getting redder by the second. If she didn't have a fever, she soon would. Never in her life had bathing been such an ordeal, or been noted and discussed by so many males.

  The front door slammed, and not long after, Morgan rounded the hall, already stripping his shirt off with frustrated, jerky movements. Powerful, bulky muscles rippled across his broad shoulders and heavy chest as he stamped around the corner of the hall. He had his hands on the button to his tan uniform slacks when he realized he had an audience.

  He didn't look the least discomforted at being caught undressing in the middle of the day, in the middle of the house, in front of a crowd.

  "Sorry," he grumbled without an ounce of sincerity, and yanked his belt free. "I'm just heading for the shower. It must be ninety out there, and the damn humidity makes it feel like a sauna." He pointed an accusing finger at Jordan. "It was only the thought of a cool shower that kept me from kicking that damn ornery heifer, who no matter what I tried, refused to budge her big spotted butt."

  Jordan laughed out loud, gleefully explaining, "Your shower will have to wait because—"

  Honey, knowing good and well he intended to announce her bath once again, pulled loose from Sawyer and stomped on Jordan's toe. Since he had on shoes and she didn't, he looked more surprised than hurt. He stared down at his foot, but then so did the rest of the men. They all looked as if they expected to see a bug to account for her attack. When no bug was found, all those masculine gazes transferred to her face, and she lifted her chin. Just because they were men didn't mean they had to wallow in insensitivity.

  Jordan blinked at her, one brow raised high, and she quickly stepped back to Sawyer's side.

  Her bravado wilted under Jordan's questioning gaze. Oh, God, she'd assaulted him! In his own home and in front of his family. Sawyer chuckled and put his arm around her.

  Morgan stared at her with bad-tempered amusement. "Wanting a long soak, huh? I suppose I can use Gabe's shower..."

  Casey stepped forward. "After me. I claimed it first."

  "I'm older, brat."

  "Doesn't matter!" And then Casey took off, racing for the shower. With a curse, Morgan started after him.

  Honey wanted to slink back to bed and hide. The bath, which had sounded so heavenly moments before, now just seemed like a form of public humiliation. She was tired and her throat hurt and her head was beginning to ache. She turned to Sawyer, stammering, "I can wait."

  Sawyer stared at her mouth.

  Jordan stepped up and steered them both down the hall as if they were nitwits who needed direction. "Nonsense. Go take your soak. You'll feel better afterward." He limped pathetically as he walked, and Honey had the sneaking suspicion he did it on purpose, just to rattle her, not because she'd actually hurt him.

  They were a strange lot – but she liked them anyway.

  WARM WATER covered her to her chin, and she sighed in bliss. Finally, she felt clean again.

  Where Sawyer had found the bubble bath, she didn't know, but she seriously doubted any of his brothers would lay claim to it. She smiled, wondering what they all thought of her. From the little bit she'd seen of them, they had a lot of similarities, yet they were each so different, too.

  Of course, that might make sense considering their mother was evidently remarried. Honey couldn't imagine marrying once, much less twice. After the way her fiancé had used her, she wanted nothing to do with matrimony.

  "You all right in there?"

  "I'm fine. Go away."

  "Just checking."

  She smiled again. Sawyer had been hovering outside her door for the entire five minutes she'd been in the tub. He was something of a mother hen, which probably accounted for his chosen profession. He was meant to be a doctor. Everything about him spoke of a natural tendency to nurture. She liked it; she liked him. Too much.

  The ultra-hot kiss... Well, she just didn't know what to think of it. Her lips still tingled and she licked them, savoring the memory of his taste. She'd almost married Alden, yet he'd never kissed her like that. And she'd certainly never thought about him the way she thought about Sawyer.

  She'd known Alden two years and yet had never really wanted him. Not the way she wanted Sawyer after less than two days.

  What would have happened if Jordan hadn't interrupted? Anything, nothing? She simply wasn't familiar enough with men to know. Not that familiarity would have helped, because she knew, even in her feverish state and even without a wealth of experience, Sawyer was different from most men. He was unique, a wonderful mix of pure rugged masculinity and incredible sensitivity.

  He'd run the bathwater for her, placed a mat on the floor and fresh towels at hand and stacked her cleaned jeans and T-shirt on the toilet seat. All without mentioning the kiss and without getting too close to her. After he'd gotten everything ready, he'd looked at her, shook his head, then left with the admonition she should take as long as she liked, but not so long she got dizzy or overtired herself.

  She intended to linger just a few minutes more. In all likelihood, the brothers would hold dinner for her. From all indications they enjoyed the novelty of having a woman underfoot and wouldn't pass up this opportunity to make her the center of attention again, as if she alone was the sole entertainment. She wasn't used to it, but she supposed she'd manage. For now, they were probably still organizing their own bath schedule, but how long would that take? Alden had always taken very short showers, his bathing a business, not a pleasure, whereas she'd always loved lingering in the water, sometimes soaking for hours.

  She drained the tub and stepped out onto the mat. The steamy bath had relieved her throat
some, and her muscles felt less achy after the soak. The towel Sawyer had provided was large and soft, and she wrapped herself in it, wishing she could just go back to bed and sleep for hours but knowing she wouldn't. She wanted to learn more about the brothers, she wanted to see the rest of the house and she needed to decide what to do.

  She saw the edge of her peach panties showing from under the shirt, and she blushed. Somehow, the fact that Sawyer was now familiar with her underwear made their entire situation even more intimate, which meant more dangerous if she was honest with herself. How long would it take someone to figure out she was here? In a town this small, surely news traveled fast. Any strangers in town would have no problem finding her.

  If she were smart, she'd forget her attraction to Sawyer, which weakened her resolve, and hightail it away as soon as possible.

  "You about done in there?"

  There was a slightly wary command to Sawyer's tone now. She grinned and called out, "Be right there. I'm getting dressed."

  Silence vibrated between them, and Honey could just imagine where his thoughts had gone. She bit her bottom lip. Sawyer was too virile for his own good.

  She heard him clear his throat. "Do you need any help?"

  She almost choked, but ended up coughing as she finished smoothing her T-shirt into place. She pulled the door open and said to his face, "Nope."

  His gaze moved over her slowly, from the top of her head, where she had braided her long hair and then knotted it to keep it dry, to her T-shirt and down her jeans to her bare feet.

  She bit her lip. "I don't know what happened to my sandals."

  "Gone."

  "Gone?"

  He shook himself, then met her steady gaze. "Yeah. One fell off in the lake and sank. The other might still be in your car – I dunno. At the time, I wasn't overly worried about it, not with an unconscious woman in my arms."

  "Ah."

  "You're not wearing a bra."

  "You can tell?" She quickly crossed her arms over her chest and started to go back into the bathroom to look for herself in the mirror. Sawyer caught her.

  He slowly pulled her arms away and held them to her sides. She didn't stop him. Everything she'd just told herself about staying detached faded into oblivion under his hot, probing gaze.

  There they stood in the middle of the hallway, only a foot apart, and somehow fear, sickness and worry didn't exist. All she could think of was whether or not he'd kiss her again, and if he found her satisfactory. She'd always been pleased with her body, but then, she wasn't a man.

  In a hoarse tone, he noted, "You have goose bumps." Gently, his big, rough hands chaffed up and down her bare arms.

  "The...the house is cold."

  He lifted one broad shoulder. "We keep the air-conditioning pretty low this time of year. Men are naturally warmer than women. Especially when the woman is so slight. I'll get one of my shirts for you to put on."

  Excitement at the way he watched her made it impossible to speak. She nodded instead.

  "You two going to stand there all day gawking? I'm starved."

  Sawyer swiveled his head to look at Gabe. He still held Honey's arms. "How can you be starving when you didn't do anything all day?"

  "I cooked rolls this morning, fixed your leak, then visited three women. That's a busy day in anyone's book." He grinned, then asked, "Should I just drag the table in here so we can all gather in the hallway? Is that what we're doing?"

  Sawyer narrowed his gaze at his brother, but there was no menace in the look. "I have an appointment with Darlene tomorrow so she can get her flu shot. Maybe I'll mention your fondness for Mississippi mud pie. I hear Darlene's quite a cook."

  Gabe took a step back, his grin replaced with a look of pure horror. "You fight dirty, Sawyer, you know that?"

  Honey was amazed at the amount of grudging respect in Gabe's tone, as if fighting dirty impressed him. And then he stomped away. Sawyer laughed.

  She wondered if she would ever understand this unique clan of men. She looked up at Sawyer. "What in the world was that all about?"

  A half smile tilted his mouth. "Darlene has the hots for Gabe and she's looking to get married. She's been chasing him pretty hard for awhile. Gabe has this old-fashioned sense of gallantry toward women, so he can't quite bring himself to come right out and tell her to leave him alone. He remains cautiously polite, and she remains determined."

  "So if you mentioned a pie..."

  "She'd be here every day with one." He grinned again and gently started her on her way. He moved slowly to accommodate her. The bath had tired her more than she wanted to admit, even to herself. Being sick or weak wasn't an easy concept to accept. Not for Honey.

  "Why doesn't Gabe like her?"

  "He likes her fine. She's a very attractive woman, beautiful even. Gabe went through school with her. I sometimes think that's the problem for him. He knows all the women around here so well. Gabe doesn't want to get serious about anyone, so he tries to avoid the women who are too obvious."

  "Darlene's obvious?"

  Sawyer shrugged. "Where Gabe's concerned, they all are. Darlene was just the first name to come to mind."

  "Then she won't really be here tomorrow?"

  "Nope." He put his arm around her waist and offered his support. "Come on, let's get that shirt and get to dinner so the savages can eat. If I leave them hungry too long, they're liable to turn on each other."

  SAWYER WATCHED HER nibble delicately on her meal. And he watched his brothers watch her, amused that they were all so distracted by her. She looked uncomfortable with all the notice, but she didn't stomp on any more toes.

  He doubted she had the energy for that. Her face was pale, her eyes dark with fatigue. Yet she refused to admit it. She had a lot of backbone, he'd give her that. As soon as she finished eating, he planned to tuck her back up in bed where she belonged.

  He sat across from her – a deliberate choice so he could watch her. Gabe sat beside him, Casey sat beside her, with Morgan and Jordan at the head and foot of the table.

  She'd been all round eyes and female amazement as she'd looked at the house on the way to the kitchen. Her appreciation warmed him. Most women who got through the front door were bemused with the styling of the house, all exposed pine and high ceilings and masculine functionality. The house wasn't overly excessive, but it was certainly comfortable for a family of large men. It had been his father's dream home, and his mother had readily agreed to it. At least, that's how she liked to tell it.

  Sawyer grinned, because in truth, he knew there were few things his mother ever did readily. She was a procrastinator and liked to think things over thoroughly. Unlike his guest, who'd barreled through his fence and landed in his lake and then proceeded to try to slug him.

  Sawyer noticed Morgan staring at him, and he wiped the grin off his face.

  He returned his gaze to Honey and saw her look around the large kitchen. They never used the dining room, not for daily meals. But the kitchen was immense, one of the largest rooms in the house, and the place where they all seemed to congregate most often. For that reason they had a long pine table that could comfortably seat eight, as well as a short bar with three stools that divided the eating area from the cooking area. Pots hung on hooks, accessible, and along the outside wall there was a row of pegs that held everything from hats and jackets to car and truck keys. The entire house had black checked curtains at the windows, but the ones in the kitchen were never closed. With the kitchen on the same side of the house as his bedroom, there was always a view of the lake. His mother had planned it that way because, she claimed, looking at the lake made the chore of doing dishes more agreeable. After they'd gotten older and all had to take their turn, they'd agreed. Then they'd gotten a dishwasher, but still there were times when one or more of them would be caught there, drinking a glass of milk or snacking and staring at the placid surface of the lake.

  Honey shifted, peeking up through her lashes to find a lot of appreciative eyes gazing at her. She
glanced back down with a blush. She was an enticing mix of bravado and shyness, making demands one minute, pink-cheeked the next.

  He liked seeing his shirt on her, this one a soft, worn flannel in shades of blue that did sexy things for her eyes. And he liked the way her heavy hair half tumbled down her nape, escaping the loose knot and braid, with silky strands draping her shoulders.

  She didn't look as chilled, and he wondered if her nipples were still pebbled, if they pressed against his shirt.

  His hand shook and he dropped his fork, taking the attention away from Honey. To keep his brothers from embarrassing him with lurid comments on his state of preoccupation, he asked Honey, "How come your car was filled with stuff, but no clothes?"

  She swallowed a tiny bite of chicken and shrugged. She'd drunk nearly a full glass of tea but only picked at her food. "I left in a hurry. And that stuff was already in my car."

  Sawyer glanced around and saw the same level of confusion on his brothers' faces that he felt.

  Morgan pushed his empty plate away and folded his arms on the edge of the table. "Why was the stuff already in your car?"

  She coughed, drank some tea, rubbed her forehead. Finally she looked at Morgan dead on. "Because I hadn't unloaded it yet." She aligned her fork carefully beside her plate and asked in her low, rough voice, "Why did you decide to become a sheriff?"

  He looked bemused for just a moment, the customary scowl gone from his face. "It suited me." His eyes narrowed and he asked, "What do you mean you hadn't unloaded it? Unloaded it from where?"

  "I'd just left my fiancé that very week. All I'd unloaded out of the car were my clothes and the things I needed right away. Before I could get the rest of the boxes out, I had to leave again. So the stuff was still in there. What do you mean, being a sheriff suits you? In what way?"

  Her question was momentarily ignored while a silence as loud as a thunderclap hovered over the table. No one moved. No one spoke. All the brothers were watching Sawyer.

  He drew a low breath. "She's not engaged anymore."

  Gabe looked surprised. "She's not?"