Watch Me Walk Away

by Jill Prand

  When we finish eating I lean into Bobby, “I’m going to the ladies room.” I start to stand up and he stops me.

  “Wait one minute and I will go with you,” he whispers back.

  “I’m fine you don’t need to come with me. I promise I will be alright,” I kiss his cheek. “Thank you for worrying but I will not let him win.”

  “If he gets up to follow you I will be right behind him.” He rubs my back.

  “If he gets up send one of the guys, they won’t lose their tempers.”

  “Are you trying to protect him?”

  “No idiot, you are the owner of a highly respected company. What would it look like if you decked someone at a charity function? This is me protecting you.” I put my hand on his chest. “I couldn’t care less about him.”

  He leans his head down, “Thank you. I don’t deserve you.”

  “We’ll discuss that later.” I kiss the side of his mouth and stand up. I grab my clutch and walk away. I can see Stuart and he is shooting daggers at me. I ignore him and make my way across the room towards the hallway.

  Surprisingly there is no line in the ladies room. After I wash my hands I look at myself in the mirror and I can see faint marks on my jaw from Stuart. I look at my arm and those are much more pronounced. I wish I had brought a shawl to cover them up. I reapply my lip gloss and start out the door when the woman next to me says, “You’re sitting at the Harber Security table aren’t you?”

  I turn around and this woman could be a model, maybe she is I don’t really keep up on fashion models. “Yes I am,” I say.

  “You’re a lucky woman with all that eye candy. Do you work for them?” she asks.

  “No I am with Bob Harber,” I stand a little straighter not that it matters she still towers over me. She has to be at least six foot without her killer heels.

  “Well I wouldn’t mind a go with him, hot and loaded, have fun while it lasts.” She smirks at me.

  I’m flabbergasted. Who the hell does she think she is to assume that Bobby and I will be some flash in the pan? I may not be a model but I am good looking and I have a brain. I stomp out of the bathroom and straight into Paul. He steadies me, “Where’s the fire?”

  “Just some stupid model who likes to look down on others, literally,” I huff.

  “Model where?” He looks around and I laugh.

  “Stand here a few more minutes and she will be out. You can’t miss her, the blonde amazon in the skimpy dress and tramp heels,” bitchy much.

  Paul laughs, “Please tell me you’re not envious of her. You have the best guy in the world wrapped around your little finger. You know he will do absolutely anything for you right?” He puts his hand on the small of my back and starts to lead me back into the ballroom.

  I stop and turn to him, “Did he really talk about me all the time?”

  “Lisa, I feel like I know you with how much we all heard about you. He’s got it bad for you just please be careful with him. He’s wanted you for so long I don’t know how he would handle it if you walked away,” he says seriously.

  I turn and start walking again. “You guys really care about him don’t you?”

  “He’s my brother from another mother. I would lay my life down for him, we all would. He’s one of the most loyal people I know,” he says.

  I smile back at him, “Well I’m glad he has all of you. And just so you know, I don’t plan on walking away.”

  The band has started to play and there are couples dancing which we have to skirt around. As we get back to the table Bobby stands and takes my hand. “Dance with me.” He draws me onto the dance floor and takes me in his arms.

  We look into each other’s eyes and the room slips away. We move together like we were born for each other. My hand moves to the nape of his neck and I play with the hair hanging over his collar. “I need a haircut I’m starting to look shaggy.”

  “No don’t. I like being able to play with your hair and I like the shaggy look on you.” I smile at him.

  “Well if my lady likes it I will keep it.” He dips his head to me and gives me a light kiss. “We can leave whenever you want I have fulfilled my obligation for the night.”

  “Yes please get me out of here. I want to be alone with you.”

  He inhales and his eyes fire, “Baby, I want you so bad.” We walk off the floor and say goodnight to the guys. He practically drags me out the door with his phone to his ear telling Arthur we are coming out. We are out the door before he gets to the front and Bobby wraps his arms around me to keep me warm nuzzling my neck as we wait. When Arthur finally pulls up, Bobby opens the door himself and ushers me in. Bobby gets in after me and says, “You can blow a few lights if you want to, Arthur.”

  Arthur looks at us in the rear view mirror. “Yes, sir.”

  Chapter Nineteen

  It takes us less than five minutes to get back to Bobby’s. Arthur out did himself getting us around the Friday night traffic and he must have the lights going uptown timed, we didn’t hit one! Not that Bobby or I noticed the traffic since we were lip locked from the time we got in. Arthur lets us out in front of the building and we sprint to the elevator, the security guard gives us a knowing look as we pass him. I wonder if he peeks at the elevator feed on his monitors to see what we are doing. Well he won’t see much since Bobby has me backed into the corner with his tongue in my mouth and his hands on my ass.

  The elevator stops and it takes us a few seconds to realize we have arrived on his floor. Bobby backs up and then just scoops me into his arms. It is only five steps to his door since he has half the floor and he puts me down so he can find his keys. “I can walk you know.” I laugh at him.

  “It just seemed faster and I love having you in my arms.” He has the door open and picks me back up. “I’m never going to let you go again. I’ve waited too damn long to have you.”

  He takes me right to his bedroom and puts me down on a massive four post bed. He stands next to it looking at me with those eyes that just melt my panties. “You said you want to take it slow and I will stop whenever you say but damn girl just you sitting on my bed makes me want to be buried in you.”

  I kick off my shoes and kneel up so I am level with him. “Bobby, I’ve waited for this just as long as you have. I don’t want to stop I need to feel you inside of me.” I grab his neck and pull him to my lips. I moan into his mouth as he wraps his arms around me and pulls me up against his erection. Damn we have too many clothes on! His jacket is already unbuttoned so I slide it off his shoulders and start to work on his shirt. His hands are on my dress and he pulls it down. My dress drops to a puddle around my knees and Bobby breaks our kiss so he can look at me. I don’t usually feel comfortable with guys staring at my body but with Bobby I just feel cherished and sexy.

  The way he licks his lips as he looks at me and the expression of longing in his eyes gives me the courage to just stay still and let him see me.

  “God you’re more beautiful than I remembered,” he reaches out to touch my breast lightly almost reverently. “I need to taste you, baby. I’ve been dreaming of you for too long.” He bends down and takes a nipple into his mouth. Oh God his tongue circles my nipple and then flicks it. I grab his hair to pull him closer and arch my back to push myself deeper into his mouth. He kneads my other breast with his hand touching everywhere but where I want him to, getting closer and closer to the nipple begging for his touch. His mouth releases me with a pop and he moves his attention to the other breast. I moan out his name and can feel myself pulsing, close to coming just from his sucking and licking. I fall back onto my heels, “I need you to touch me, Bobby.”

  His mouth starts to move down my body as his arm goes under my ass to hold me up as he pushes my dress away. My legs fall open without the restraint and he puts his nose to my panties, “You smell like heaven.” He pulls my panties off throwing them behind him and kneels down in front of me. “You’re perfect did you know that?” He looks up at me as he moves his mouth between my legs, “
Fucking perfect.” His tongue licks around my clit and I am ready to shatter. My breath comes in quick bursts as he licks around my swollen nub. He latches onto it and I come with a release I’ve never felt before. He plunges his tongue into me as wave after wave of pleasure runs through me.

  As the orgasm starts to fade I sit up and pull his hair to make him look at me, “I want you inside of me now.” He kisses his way up my body causing my over sensitized skin to flinch. As he kisses my neck my hands grab his shirt and hear it rip as buttons give way. I push it off his shoulders but his cufflinks are still on. He stands up to release them and I get a look at his chest. Oh my God he has three bullet scars on his upper right peck and a slash across his abs. I reach out to touch them and my eyes tear up, the pain he went through, I almost lost him before I had a chance to love him.

  A single tear escapes down my cheek, “I wish I had been there for you.”

  “Don’t cry, baby, I wasn’t in a good place then. I probably would have sent you away just like I did to my parents. There isn’t a day that goes by when I wish I would have let them be there for me now that they’re gone.” He wipes my face with his thumb and kisses me. This kiss is different it’s more spiritual, like we need to heal each other. I wrap my arms and legs around him and he pushes me back onto the bed. I just can’t get close enough to him I need him to fill that hole that has been in me since he left. I can feel the same desperation in him. “I need to be inside you now, baby,” he says as he pulls back to look at me.

  “I need that too but you still have too many clothes on,” I smile up at him. He stands up and rids himself of his pants. Wow a naked Bobby is a sight to behold! The man is well built everywhere. I forgot how big he was. I lean up on one hand and reach for him. I stroke him lightly with just my fingertips and he draws in a breath. “God, Lisa, you’re killing me here.” He grabs the bed post.

  I increase the pressure with my next stroke and smile up at him, “Is that better, babe?” I run my thumb across the tip collecting the pre-cum there and release him to put the thumb in my mouth, “Hmm you taste good too.” He growls and picks me up almost throwing me up farther on the bed so my head is on the pillows.

  He kneels between my legs. “Tease me will you? And what should your punishment be for that?” His fingers find that spot where my thigh meets my pelvis and tickles me.

  “Bobby no! I won’t tease you anymore.” My legs are thrashing trying to get away from his hand. “I’ll be good I promise!” He knows this one spot drives me crazy. I try to push his hand away but he is too strong for me. “Please stop,” I cry. He is laughing at me, enjoying this way too much. I can barely breathe now and have to do something to make him stop. I grab his nipple and twist.

  He instantly stops. “Owe that hurt.”

  “Well I asked you to stop,” I pant.

  He grabs both my hands and pushes them above my head. “Now I have you right where I want you.” He kisses me as he straightens his legs and he presses himself against my clit. He rubs back and forth causing tremors of pleasure to radiate from that one spot.

  I gasp into his mouth and wrap my legs around him. I pull my head back and look into his eyes, “You’re so close to where I want you. I need you inside me.”

  He releases my hands and reaches to the nightstand. I stop him, “I’m on the pill and I’m clean.”

  “Are you sure?” I nod. “I’ve been waiting a long time for this,” he kisses me as he positions himself to enter me. He pushes in slowly allowing me time to get used to his size. “You’re so warm and tight, baby.” He pulls out almost all the way and pushes in further, when he does it again he slams his pelvis into mine fully embedded in me, I close my eyes and bite my lip because he has completely filled me. I can feel him pressed against my cervix. “Are you okay?” he asks.

  I reach up to caress his face. “Perfect, please don’t stop.”

  He starts to move again with long slow strokes that make my toes curl but I want more. “Faster babe, I need you to move faster,” I plead to him as I pull him down for a kiss.

  Every time the head of his cock presses against the sweet spot inside of me my whole body trembles. I am so close to coming and still I want more. “Harder, I need to feel all of you.” He lifts my ass to get a better angle and slams into me. There is a little pain when he pushes against my cervix but I don’t mind, in fact I am losing all coherent thoughts entirely. I am climbing higher and higher and I know the fall will be excruciatingly good.

  He is straining not to come now and I feel him getting bigger inside of me. “Come with me, baby, I need to feel you come.” He clenches his jaw. Two more strokes and I explode calling his name. He comes right after me and I feel him pulsing inside of me. We seem to come forever staring into each other’s eyes, I’ve never felt this connected to anyone.

  He collapses onto his elbows and I know he is trying not to press his weight onto me but I don’t mind. I want to feel him on me while he’s still in me. Our breaths are evening out and he kisses me tenderly. “I knew I would find heaven with you.” He rolls off me and pulls me into his side. I still can’t do more than sigh.

  My head is on his chest and I start outlining his scars with my fingers. “Do they hurt?”

  “Not anymore, when I first woke up in Germany they were painful, then as they healed they itched something awful but now I barely know they’re there,” he is playing with my hair as he talks.

  “Will you tell me what happened?” I look up at him.

  “Yes but not tonight. Tonight I just want to hold you and thank God that you’re here with me,” he kisses my forehead.

  We fall asleep wrapped around each other.

  Chapter Twenty

  I wake to the smell of coffee and bacon. I stretch and smile, realizing I’m alone. I am a little sore after last night but my body getting used to Bobby’s size is so worth the discomfort. I get up and go to the bathroom, oh a Jacuzzi tub big enough for two we will definitely have to try that out later. I wash my face and use my finger to brush my teeth my bag is still in the guest room.

  I go to Bobby’s closet to find something to slip into. Hmm let’s see, a black button down shirt will do nicely. I roll up the sleeves and do the last three buttons. I love dressing in men’s clothes in the morning. I run my fingers through my hair and walk towards the kitchen. I hear Bobby humming along to The Killers’ ‘Here With Me’. His back is to me and I can see more scars where the bullets came out. I am so lucky he made it back.

  My man is hot! The song changes to The Lumineers’ ‘Ho Hey’ and he moves his hips in time to the music. I lean against the door frame and just watch until I can’t resist touching him anymore. I start walking towards him just as he turns to reach for something and spots me. “I was going to bring you breakfast in bed,” he says smiling at me. He reaches for me and kisses me. He tastes like coffee and toothpaste. He wraps his arms around me and pulls me close as I reach up to caress the stubble on his face. He looks so hot when he doesn’t shave.

  When he ends the kiss I just want to pull him back. “I see you raided my closet, damn girl you look hot in my clothes.”

  I run my hands over his chest. “And you look hot out of them.” I look at his body and trace his abs down to the open button of his jeans. His breath catches as my fingers start exploring right above his zipper, “I am hungry, but not for breakfast.” I undo his zipper, he’s not wearing underwear, and start to push his jeans down. My mouth is licking its way down his chest over his abs as his cock springs from his jeans. I take him in my hand. “This is what I’m hungry for.” I look up as my knees hit the floor. “You don’t mind do you?”

  He shakes his head as he stares down at me. “You don’t have to do this.” But his eyes give him away I know he wants me to.

  “I want to.” I lick the head and he groans. My hand is pumping on the base of his shaft and my tongue follows the vein underneath. I take him in my mouth, he is so big I know my jaw will be hurting after this but I don’t care. I swir
l my tongue around his tip then take him in as far as I can he tastes good and he jerks as I hum my approval. I get into a rhythm between my hand and mouth, my hand twists on the base with each stroke. My other hand cups his balls then strokes the vein right behind them. I am rewarded with a squirt of pre-cum which I lick up.

  His hand finds my hair and he just strokes me. He’s not forcing me to take any more than I can handle. His breathing is coming faster now, “You need to stop, baby girl. I don’t want to come in your mouth.” He pulls my hair now to get me to release him which I do with a pop. He drags me up and kisses me hard, his tongue is not playing this time, he is ravaging my mouth and it is awesome no one kisses like him. His hand runs up my thigh to my bare ass and he pulls his mouth back. “Shit girl I don’t think I can wait.”

  “I don’t want you to wait. I want you inside me now.” I pull his mouth back to me. His hand cups my ass to lift me and I wrap my legs around him. I can feel him between my legs and I pump my hips for the friction I need. Carrying me into the living room, he sets me on the back of the couch. Both hands grab the shirt and he pulls it over my head throwing it behind me. He pushes me back so I am almost upside down and his mouth finds my nipple as he enters me. Oh my God it feels so good! I grab his hair with one hand and put the other down on the couch for leverage. In this position he hits that sweet spot inside of me with every stroke and the way he is bent over me his abs stroke against my clit. He’s not being gentle now, he is pumping hard and fast and I am right there with him. I can feel the orgasm coming and I scream out his name as I explode. He comes right after me and I feel the spasms inside me which makes my orgasm go on and on. My arm gives out and I fall further back until my head is on the cushion. He groans and starts to stand up pulling me with him I grab his shoulders to steady myself. When I am once again sitting on the back of the couch and my legs release him to dangle down he leans in for a kiss. We are both still breathing hard so our breath mingles as much as our tongues.