Must Love Fangs (Midnight Liaisons)

by Jessica Sims

  I nodded, feeling tension building in my body all over again. I wanted another orgasm; needed more from him.

  He gripped my hips and I felt him nudge at my entrance—and this time he pushed in, and it was big and hot. I bit my lip as he pushed in, inch by inch. It felt deep and thick, and like he was stretching me. Delicious and full and intense.

  When he stopped moving, he stroked my buttock and thigh. “Am I hurting you?”

  I gave a tentative wiggle, more of a tease than anything. I felt his big body over mine, his knees up against my spread ones. His cock was buried deep inside me. “It feels amazing.”

  “Good,” Josh gritted, and then he thrust.

  I gasped again. That was . . . incredible. “Keep going!”

  He pushed deep and began to slowly stroke into me with quick, hard thrusts. His hips pistoned his cock into me, stroking over and over. The surge deep inside me made the tingle inside me build again, and I rocked my hips back against his next thrust, needing more force, more friction, more everything.

  He groaned, his fingers digging into my backside as his thrusts became harder, rougher, less controlled. “You’re mine,” he growled, and punctuated each word with a hard drive into me. “Say it, Marie.”

  “Yours,” I breathed, and was rewarded with another hard stroke. His touch was branding me. Owning me. And right now, I wanted to be owned. More than anything else, I wanted to be his. “All yours.”

  Josh gave a feral snarl and his fingers dug into my hips. Claws pricked at my skin and I gasped at the bite of pain.

  “Josh!”

  He came with a snarl, rocking into me hard, pushing my entire body forward into the mattress. His strokes slowed and he rocked into me one more time, breathing hard, and I wriggled against him again, still needing more. “Please, Josh.”

  His hand moved between my legs, cupping me. Teasing me. “Say you’re mine?”

  “Yours,” I sobbed, pushing against his hand with deep-seated need.

  Josh dipped a finger into the curls of my sex and began to slowly rub my clit. I stiffened and came hard, again, my sex clenching, body rocking with need.

  Eventually I stopped shuddering and was left gasping in the aftermath. Josh pulled me against him, tucking my head under his chin. He pressed a kiss to my hair and hugged me close, and I felt the rumble of his purr low in his throat.

  I felt warm and happy at his side. Sated. Elated.

  A weird emotion crept up inside me. Contentment? The aftermath of lust?

  It wasn’t love . . . was it? I couldn’t afford love.

  And yet, I kept feeling it.

  Josh kissed my hand. “You hungry?”

  I chuckled. Food was the last thing on my mind, but shifters needed to eat constantly. I’d seen how much food tiny Sara could pack away. “Not really, but I am open to suggestion.”

  “I’ll finish making you the poutine,” he said, sliding off the bed and pulling me with him.

  We showered first, quickly soaping each other up and chatting about small things. He was tender and affectionate, kissing me constantly and wrapping his arms around me as we washed and then toweled each other off. By the time we made it back to the kitchen, we were both worked up again.

  It took a few hours to get the poutine made, but it was decent. Not quite at the level of French-Canadian cuisine, but he got major points for effort. After we ate we collapsed into bed, where Josh made slow, delicious love to me again.

  And then he fell asleep. I dozed for about ten minutes, and then my brain snapped awake, just like it always did. Frustrated, I slid out of bed and wrapped my robe around my body, heading for my puzzle with a yawn. No sense in waking Josh up.

  I had just put together a corner when I felt him place his hands on my shoulders. He pressed a kiss to the side of my neck. “Can’t sleep?” he asked in a drowsy voice.

  “Understatement of the century,” I said with a wry half smile. “You can go back to sleep. It’s okay.”

  But he only pulled a chair next to mine and looped his arm around my waist, pulling me close. His chin perched on my shoulder, and he watched me as I pulled another piece out of the pile of corner pieces and studied it.

  Wrapped around me. Not chatting in my ear. Not taking over the puzzle. Just being with me. Letting me know that I wasn’t alone.

  It was good that my tumbled hair hid my face, or he might have seen the tears that pricked my eyes.

  “Tell me about your mother,” he said quietly. “What was she like?”

  I thought for a moment, turning a puzzle piece in my hand without really seeing it. “She was exuberant. Larger than life. Everything she did was big. She laughed big, smiled big, and threw the worst temper tantrums I’ve ever seen.” I smiled fondly at the memories. “And she loved my father an insane amount. When he had to travel for business, she’d just wilt. And when he was back, she perked right up again. They were wonderful together, and so happy. And we all used to love to go on vacation, wherever we felt like driving to that weekend. I was lucky to have those times with them.”

  “And she was French-Canadian?”

  I nodded. “Quebecois. Her family was a very small but old one. Very Catholic and old Quebec. They didn’t speak a word of English, and my father and I didn’t speak French, so we were never super-close to them. My dad only knew a few phrases here and there. My mother, though, she was very quick to spout off in her native language. She cussed in French whenever she was mad, and I picked it up,” I said with a faint smile. “There’s nothing that feels quite so good as ranting at someone in a foreign language.”

  He grinned and kissed my shoulder. “Sounds sexy when you do it.”

  I shook my head. “Mine are watered down. She could cuss a blue streak.”

  “How did your parents meet?”

  “She rear-ended him in a parking lot and cussed him out. He thought she was fascinating. The rest was history.”

  “So it runs in the family, that women are attracted to men that drive them wild? I see.” Josh gave me a teasing look. “It explains how you’ve fallen into my arms despite complaining the entire time.”

  I snorted.

  He reached over me to move a puzzle piece into place, and it felt easy to sit there with him. Natural. Like this was something all couples did.

  He kissed my shoulder. “It must have been really hard on you and your father when she passed.”

  I nodded. “It was a slow and painful death. At the end, she didn’t recognize anyone. She was lost in her own mind and tortured. The worst thing is being relieved when someone passes away because you know they’re no longer in pain.” Even after all these years, it was still hard to talk about. “I . . . thought my dad would never recover. But he’s moved on, and I’m happy for him. Even if I question his taste in women.”

  Josh laughed. “Posey is cute in a garish sort of way.”

  That was the right word for her. “She makes my father happy, so I like her well enough. I’m just glad he has someone this time—” I stopped when his expression grew dark.

  “Marie,” he whispered huskily.

  I shook my head, not wanting to talk about it. I was closer to a cure than ever before. “You’re right. I’m just being morbid. Pass me that corner piece, would you?”

  • • •

  When I got to work the next evening, I was exhausted but content. I’d taken some caffeine pills to give my slumping body a boost, but my mood was terrific. I still had Josh. Through everything, I had him. And I was so close to getting Andre to turn me. I’d figure out the repercussions once I had this whole mortality thing off my plate. All in due time.

  “Marie, can I talk to you for a second?” Bath called from her office.

  “Sure,” I said, tossing my purse down on my desk. “Let me just log in—”

  “Actually, let’s talk before you log in.” Her voice was cool. “Come in here, please?”

  Unease flashed through me. I glanced over at Ryder’s desk, which was empty. Her purse hung
on the back of her chair, so she was here somewhere. Were we going to be asked to leave? Dread curled in my stomach.

  I walked into the small office and wasn’t surprised to see Sara sitting in one of the chairs across from Bath’s desk. She looked unhappy, a drawn expression on her dainty features, her wild, newly pink hair tucked behind her ears.

  Bath shut the door to the office and gestured for me to sit.

  I did, feeling sick to my stomach. “Is something wrong?”

  The two sisters exchanged a glance. Bathsheba cleared her throat and clasped her hands on her desk, looking solemn. “Marie, I want you to know that both Sara and I have nothing but affection for you. You were in my wedding. I count you as a friend. I really do.”

  I could almost hear the “but” hovering in the air. “I count you as a friend, too.”

  “This is very hard for me to say.” She paused, studied her hands, and sighed. “It’s come to our attention that someone has been using the database for their own needs during work hours. A client came to us and said that he’d gone out on a date with a woman, only to find out when she arrived that she was human.”

  Damn. Damn. Damn. It was probably the vampire Josh had chased off. The horny one with an affinity for the shocker. I’d been afraid that would come back to haunt me.

  Both Sara and Bathsheba were looking at me expectantly. It was on the tip of my tongue to tell them the truth. I have a fatal disease. I’m looking for someone to turn me before I die. But . . . the words wouldn’t come out of my mouth. “I . . . ” I tried to force the words out, but they wouldn’t come. “I . . . I’m sorry.”

  They both looked disappointed.

  Bathsheba said, “I’m sorry to say that because of how precarious things are in the Alliance right now, this makes things difficult for us. Combine that with the fact that vampires have difficulty trusting the Alliance anyhow. They think that the agency is fooling them to drum up business, and they’re not happy. A client is seeking legal action for misrepresentation.”

  I was aghast. “You’re being sued by a vampire?”

  “I doubt it’ll ever go to court,” Bath said, “but it will cost us an arm and a leg to settle.”

  “I’m sorry that I’ve caused the agency so much trouble,” I said softly.

  Sara added, “This is also making the Russells look very bad, and the were-cougars can’t afford to lose control of the Alliance.”

  I shook my head, confused. “What do you mean, it’s making the Russells look bad?”

  “You’re mated to Josh. I see his mark on your neck. I smell him all over your skin.”

  “I’m what?” I stared at her, appalled.

  “Mated.” Her brow furrowed. “He bit you on the neck, right? That’s a claim. He’s staked you out as his personal property.” Her gaze narrowed. “Has he tried to turn you?”

  “No,” I said quickly. “I won’t let him.”

  Both sisters exhaled sharply, looking relieved.

  “Good,” Sara said. “If he turns you, all hell will break loose. We have to do damage control, spin things as positively as possible. Hopefully a few months from now, when everything has died down. Beau’s mated to a human and it hasn’t caused too many ripples. I’m sure Josh mating with one won’t be ideal, but it won’t be seen as too abusive of power.”

  Mated. What the hell? Fury at Josh, who had never pointed this out to me, began to build. He’d known exactly what my plans were, and he’d snuck this up on me.

  Just before nibbling on my neck, he whispered, “Marie, I can’t be with you without . . . putting some sort of claim on you.”

  I hadn’t realized exactly what that had meant. Damn it.

  “That doesn’t change the fact that we have to fix the situation here today,” Bathsheba said, looking upset. “And I’m sorry, Marie. I hope you don’t take this personally, but you’re fired.”

  • • •

  I arrived home less than an hour later, with a box containing all the stuff from my desk. I had worked at Midnight Liaisons for well over a year, and I’d enjoyed every minute of it. I’d made friends. I’d met Josh. It had given me hope when I’d had none.

  And now that chapter was over. I stared at the small box of my things. Pencils, personalized Post-its, the bow from the box of chocolates that Josh had dropped off that day.

  Fired.

  No more access to the database. No more vampires. No way of getting in contact with Andre or any other potential dates.

  I was fucked. Panic began to set in, and I headed for the medicine cabinet to dose myself with anti-anxiety medication. I’d figure a way out of this. Josh would know what to do. If he didn’t, I’d—

  The phone rang.

  I raced for my purse, fishing out my phone quickly. Ryder’s name was on the caller ID. My heart sank a little at the sight. “Hello?”

  “Hey,” she said quietly, her voice muffled and a little hollow. “I’m in the bathroom at work. I just heard. Savannah’s sitting at your desk. What the hell happened?”

  “Sara and Bath found out,” I said, curling up on the couch and digging my fingernails into my palms so I wouldn’t cry. “Some vampire I went out with sued the agency, so they fired me.”

  “Oh, God. I swear I didn’t say anything.”

  “I know you didn’t. The vampire ratted on me.”

  “What are you going to do? Do you need money?”

  I smiled despite the panic in my belly. “No, I’m okay. Thank you for offering, though. I’ll file for unemployment or something.” I’d have to file to extend my medical insurance, too. I chewed my lip, thinking hard.

  “Okay. Do you want me to come over after work? Want to talk about it? We can go out for breakfast. I’ll buy.”

  “It’s okay. I think I’m just going to lay down and . . . nap.” I choked on the last word, a big fat lie if there ever was one.

  “Is there anything I can do?”

  “Actually . . . ” I bit my lip. Was it too much to ask of our friendship? “Would you mind looking up someone in the database?”

  “You want the phone number of the vampire you were dating?”

  I held my breath. “Something like that.”

  “I already checked his profile, and he sent your fake one a message. Said he wants to meet tonight. Has a surprise for you.”

  My heart pounded. “A surprise?” Maybe he’d decided to turn me. Hope made the world suddenly bright again. “Give me his number. And thank you, Ryder.”

  “Hey, what are friends for?”

  • • •

  Andre didn’t answer his phone. I remembered that he hated phones, though, so I left a text message stating that I wanted to meet him. And for the next six hours, I checked my phone like crazy.

  Nothing.

  Just when I was ready to give up hope, my phone buzzed with a text. I scrambled for it and picked it up with shaking hands.

  My bodyguard will pick you up at Konstantine’s. Be there in a half hour. I think you’ll like my surprise.

  Yes!

  I scrambled to my bathroom and checked the makeup I’d put on in the hope of meeting with Andre. I checked my hair and tugged at the neckline of my simple black dress. I shuddered at the faintest mark of his bite still on my neck, now scabbed over. If he was turning me tonight, that meant he’d have to bite me again. A wave of revulsion crashed over me, quickly pushed away by an overwhelming sense of elation. Just one nasty bite . . . and then I had eternity.

  No more worries about my health. About hallucinations. About any of it. Hope and need pushed through me, so strong that it made me stagger. Please, God, let this work. I said a quick prayer, kissed my mother’s Virgin Mary figurine for good luck, and ran to the front door. I had just enough time to make it to the restaurant. I opened the front door and—

  Josh was there, his hand raised as if about to knock. He eyed my sexy dress, my high heels. A grocery bag was in his hand again. He raised his eyebrows at my outfit. “Where are you running off to?”

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sp; I reached up and gave him a hard, fierce kiss of excitement. “I’m going to see Andre. He says he has a surprise for me. I think he’s going to turn me!” I flung my arms around him in excitement. “Isn’t that great?”

  He didn’t hug me back. “Marie—”

  I pulled away, shaking my head. “Josh, I love you, but I don’t want to hear it right now. Not when I’m so close to reaching my goal. After this I’ll have eternity! I’ll live.”

  “You love me?” He gave me an odd look.

  Whoops, had I said that? I gave him another quick kiss. “I do. I love you. I’ll prove it when I get home.”

  But he slowly shook his head. “You don’t get it, Marie. If he turns you . . . I won’t be here when you get back.”

  “Why not?” He wasn’t going to go all principled on me now, was he? I’d thought we were past that. “Josh—”

  “Marie, if you pick this vampire, you’re picking him for all eternity. Remember that I told you how seriously they take that? He’s not going to let you walk back out the door and into my arms.”

  I stared at him. I hadn’t thought further than getting turned. How stupid of me. How shortsighted.

  His face grew tight with anger. “Just because you choose to go after this plan of yours with blinders on doesn’t mean I will. If this guy wants to turn you, it’s because he wants an eternal companion. I don’t want that to happen. We’ll find another way.”

  We? “You’re not the one dying,” I said bitterly. “I’m not about to turn back now—not when this is in my grasp. You can’t ask me to choose between you and dying, Josh. That’s unfair.”

  “I’m not asking you to,” he said quietly. “I’m asking you to trust me to find another way. We’ll go to more doctors. See a specialist. Check with the Alliance doctors—”

  “Don’t you think I’ve tried everything? Don’t you think I know what my options are? I don’t know how much time I have, Josh. The hallucinations, the anxiety, the insomnia—they’re worse than ever. I can’t keep doing this. You can’t ask me to keep going in the hope that something will change.”

  “Just give me a week, Marie. That’s all I ask. You say you love me. Do you love me enough to trust me for another week?”