Awaking Desires

by Jennifer O'Donnell

  Anita loved how James reacted when they had sex that night. James looked surprised and pleased when he saw her newly trimmed pussy, and he even had more pleasure in playing with her clit and folds as long as he wanted. Anita also reveled that she could feel James’ flicking and sucking on her clit even more, now that there was no pubic hair to block him from her glorious nub. Anita screamed as her pussy was being eaten by her husband.

  “Hmm…I like your pussy shaved. Good girl.” James applauded and in one stroke, he entered two fingers into Anita’s dripping slit.

  “Oh my God!” Anita groaned. She was experiencing so much pleasure and more so, since her husband suddenly looked like a sex god to her. When did he get this horny?

  “Do you want me to stop now, Anita?” James asked. Anita’s eyes were closed as she thrashed her head against the pillows.

  “No, no, no James, please…” she begged while biting her supple lips. James smiled. He was fingering her so hard, the sucking, vacuum-like, wet sounds of her pussy was so audible in the room. Anita was having the time of her life!

  “You like it big, aren’t you?” James asked. Anita nodded.

  “I knew it. You are a slut even under your professional image.” James said as he pumped his fingers faster and harder. His foul language turned Anita on even more, when it would have been a major issue some time ago.

  “Oh James…fuck my pussy!” Anita asked. James crushed her breast in his hand as he repeatedly asked her to beg.

  “Sorry? Come again?”

  “Fuck my pussy, James.” Anita repeated. James twirled his fingers inside Anita’s pussy, touching her g-spot skillfully. Anita roared in pleasure.

  “What did you say?” James asked again, enjoying the sweet torture. Anita’s head thrashed against the pillows.

  “I said…fuck my fucking pussy!!!”

  James removed his fingers from Anita’s pussy and then got off the bed.

  “Pleasure my cock.” James ordered. Anita licked her lips.

  “Sure.” She answered and then knelt between them, sucking James’ cock. She never dared to do this for James before, but since she read about it in the Cosmopolitan magazine and James was asking for it, Anita did not see any reason not to try taking him in her mouth.

  “Ahhh…that’s it. Suck it hard.” James moaned. Anita obliged. She whimpered in her throat when James grabbed her hair to control how deep his cock fucked her mouth.

  “HMM!!” Anita groaned as James’ cock reached the back of her throat. James chuckled. His wife is so horny, and so is he.

  “AH!” Anita groaned when James slapped her ass cheeks hard. His palm left a red mark on her skin, but she did not care. James hit her like a mule while she sucked on his cock like a bitch. It did not take long for the two of them to moan so loud their neighbors were sure to hear them.

  James suddenly pushed Anita’s head away from his throbbing big cock. Cum was running down Anita’s mouth and she began to wipe it off with her fingers and slowly suck them dry while staring at her husband. James then had Anita lie on her back and he forcefully spread her legs for his onslaught.

  “SO WET!” James yelled when his cock penetrated Anita’s pussy. James fucked Anita’s pussy. Anita whined like a cat in heat.

  “Oh goodness…fuck me harder!” Anita screamed at the top of her voice. Her husband complied until the bed was loudly creaking from too much rocking and pounding. Their sheets were stained with cum and sweat, but no one even cared. Anita’s head seemed to burst in pleasure when James suddenly stopped. He then helped the weak Anita to kneel on the bed.

  “Touch yourself as you watch me masturbate.” James ordered. Anita nodded eagerly. James then fondled his big cock in front of Anita. As she was touching her clit and fingering herself, James would sometimes call her closer and then he will use his wet and hard cock to slap her in the face. He enjoyed the cock slapping game and Anita was too eager to be hit. He began to talk dirty to her, calling her all sorts of degrading names, but Anita was enjoying it.

  “Cock lover!”

  “Cock sucker!”

  Anita moaned as she heard the vile things that her husband was calling her, and when James pushed her on the bed, Anita opened her legs wide in invitation. James smiled at her.

  “What changed you?” James said and then entered her pussy.

  “Sex! James, please fuck my cunt!” Anita begged.

  “I am already doing it!” James reminded her. Anita whined in pleasure until James rode her faster and deeper that their bed creaked like something from the inside broke.

  “James, you are getting too rough.” she said with amusement. James did not answer for he was getting close to cuming.

  “How would you like me to cum inside your willing pussy, Anita?” James asked, his forehead budding perspiration. Anita’s mind was clouded; she couldn’t understand what James was really saying.

  “Please…” she moaned. James groaned and then exploded inside her.

  “Ah!” James yelled as spurts of cum shot out of him. When he was drained, he collapsed beside his wife.

  “I love you!” Anita exclaimed as she licked her lips. James gave a weak grunt in reply. The two were so tired that they fell asleep quickly.

  Anita did not expect that she and James could have sex as hot as last night. All through their married life, they had only tried the missionary position, and although she knew that James had a stash of porn videos, she did not think that her husband can be that great in bed. They didn’t talk about their sudden burst of libido last night, but their coy smiles over breakfast showed that they both had not forgotten the sudden rekindling of ardor in their marriage.

  “Will you be home early?” James asked meaningfully when he dropped Anita by her work building. Anita nodded in response.

  “I think so.” She said. James then gave her a long kiss before leaving. When he was gone, Anita walked inside their building with a new spring in her steps. Her pent-up desire since she saw the vice president making out with his secretary on the elevator had somehow lessened because she found release last night, but still, she knew something was lacking.

  Anita arrived in her office, and instead of browsing through the files waiting for her, she opened her locked table drawer and read the Cosmopolitan magazine. Lots of tips to beauty, health and sexual relationship were there, and she was so eager to learn more about pleasing her partner and herself in bed that she read all the other sex-related articles. On the table of contents, she found an article entitled, “The Must-have Toys Every Grown Woman Must Have”.

  Anita read on. It was a list of sex toys women had to have whether she is single, or married. On top of the list is a vibrator, with many recommended brands to choose from: We-Vibe, Soraya, Stronic Eins and Thrill. There are also clitoral stimulators like Hula Beads, Ora and Muse, a rabbit-looking clitoral massager. Anita decided that if she wanted to pleasure James and herself, and also to boost her self-confidence in the sexual area, she must know all these basics. Anita thought of how to buy these sex toys – there is no way she would personally go to a store and pick these pleasure toys herself. Anita browsed through discreet online stores until she found a safe way to purchase the sex toys. She noted that the contents be made “discreet” and had it addressed to her private office. Anita somehow became excited. She might be a late bloomer when it comes to exploring her sensuality and the pleasures of being a woman, but better late than never, right?

  Anita waited for two days for the toys to arrive, and when they did, Anita marveled at the vibrator. Does it really have to be this big? She wanted to try it, but she was in the office and anyone might call in anytime. She took the toys from the box and put it all inside her bag – she specifically used her big Hermes handbag today to make sure that there will be room for her newly acquired personal stuff. The timing for these promiscuous toys to arrive was good, too. James was at an out-of-town conference, and seeing how horny she is, maybe a vibrating cock was all she needed while her husband was away. James
was not thrilled to leave her alone for a few days, especially now that he noticed how hot for sex she was, but business is business.

  “You’ll be all right here?” James asked before he left for the airport. Anita nodded.

  “Do not worry about me. Be safe and return soon!” she said. James nodded and after exchanging a long kiss, James left their house. Anita went to their room to try out her toys, and damn if she did not come many times that night by just putting the toys inside her starved pussy!

  James was out of town for four days, and when he returned, Anita felt that he was as sex-starved as she was – well, maybe she is not as starved as her husband since she had her pleasure toys to keep her company. James kissed her so hard when he came home, and then they ended up in their bedroom without even eating dinner.

  “Woah, woah, calm down!” Anita said as James tried to rip her clothes in excitement. Anita sat on the bed.

  “What happened to your conference?” she asked out of the blue. James was obviously not in the mood to talk about the conference, but being the accommodating husband that he was, James sat beside Anita and told her about the conference while inching his hand up to Anita’s pussy. Anita slapped her husband’s hand away, but James only felt more excited at Anita’s resistance.

  “I have something that I did not show you before you went out of town.” Anita started. James felt curious.

  “What is it?” he asked.

  “I was not sure about how you would feel if you knew that I bought sex toys, but it is only for my personal pleasure when you are away.” Anita said in defense. James was trying hard not to laugh. Anita could not keep secrets.

  “Where are they?” he asked. His wife went to the cabinet and took her toys out.

  “Wow, that’s plenty!” James said in surprise. His wife had at least five vibrators and three clitoral stimulators along with a few leather whips and ties. He suddenly felt aroused. Toys are what aroused him when he watches hardcore porn.

  “You are not angry, right?” Anita asked with concern. She was afraid that having pleasure toys might wound James’ pride as a man, but based on how his eyes twinkled, she guessed that it was all right with him.

  “No problem with me – well, that is if you can show me how you used your vibrator when I was away.” James said naughtily. Anita’s eyes bulged. He does not mean pleasuring herself while he was watching, right?

  “C’mon, Anita. You can do it.” James prodded. Anita knew she owed this one to her husband, and so she agreed to what he wanted her to do. Anyway, isn’t this new level of sexual intimacy what she was wishing for since she saw the couple in the elevator?

  “All right.” Anita finally gave in. James had this wide, naughty smile on his lips and Anita could not help but feel aroused. There they were, having all the time in the world to explore their sexier and naughtier sides, and there was nothing that could stop them. James took off all his clothes and sat on a chair while Anita stripped naked and placed herself in the middle of the bed. Slowly, Anita stimulated her clit and in a display of raw carnality, Anita licked her middle finger and used her saliva to moisten her pussy. James’ eyes widely opened. When did his wife become such an excellent tease?

  James watched Anita’s play while he masturbated. His cock was already glistening on its tip, but he decided to hold in much longer. He wanted to fuck the shit out of his wife, but not now.

  “Oh James…” Anita murmured seductively as she put two fingers inside her. James groaned. Anita is much hotter than those busty ladies in his porn stash!

  “Keep fingering yourself.” He ordered. Anita obliged and then pleasured herself as if no one was watching. Anita then grabbed her vibrator and fucked herself with it, much to James’ arousal. He was cock fisting as fast and hard as how Anita did with her vibrator, and damn if they did not come at the same, exact moment.

  “UUUUHHH!” James groaned as cum shot out from his dripping cock.

  “AAAAAHHH!” Anita shouted at the top of her voice.

  Both of them fell back to where they were and waited for a long moment to recover. Anita’s heart was thumping so fast, but she did not care. She can feel her juices running down from her pussy and down to their sheets, but it did not matter. Anita looked at James and he too, looked tired. His juices were all over their carpet, and Anita smiled.

  “You liked that, didn’t you?” she whispered. James looked at her.

  “The carpet says it all.” He replied. Anita smiled and then called James to bed.

  Anita and James’ marriage took a huge turn after her exhibition with the vibrator. They became more adventurous in bed, what Anita realized was the spice was missing in their marriage, but not anymore. It was hard for her to think that they were the same couple whom since their wedding, had only had sex in one position, the missionary position. Anita laughed to herself when she realized that they are adult, married couple who sought enjoyment in the most basic sex position suitable for first timers.

  “What really changed you to become this sex goddess?” James asked one night after a steamy bout of sex. Anita didn’t know how to tell her husband, but she realized that they are a couple and while sex is delicious, only honesty and love can prolong their married life.

  “Months ago, I saw the vice president and his secretary fondling each other in the elevator. I rode with them in that crampy little box until I reached my office floor.” She confessed. James looked surprised.

  “They did? What did you say?”

  “Nothing.” Anita quickly replied. “They never noticed me, so I tried to blend in with the walls.” She added. James laughed.

  “But you noticed them and you became aroused?” he asked. Anita nodded.

  “I felt something different in me, as if I wanted to try new things like what they did. And then I saw a Cosmopolitan magazine left by a client and what I read from the magazine had opened my eyes. I knew then that our sex life became boring because we were not putting much effort to enjoying ourselves. Maybe it is because we are living for our work, instead of working to live.” Anita said. James was quiet.

  “I am glad to hear that. I honestly thought that you were seeing someone, and your hots for him are reflecting when you are with me.” James confessed. Anita stood up.

  “Is that what you think of me? I am forever faithful to you, bastard!” she exploded. James quickly pulled her back to the bed and hugged her tight.

  “It is not what I meant. Frankly, I would have been a bit thrilled if you had.” James admitted.

  It was Anita’s turn to be surprised.

  “What are you saying?” she asked in a confused tone.

  “Well…I haven’t told you my fetish because I see you as this professional, respectable and righteous lady, but in reality, I am a sucker for threesomes. The first porn video I watched was a threesome. I was thirteen then.” James said. Anita slapped him in the arm.

  “So young!” she said in alarm. James laughed.

  “Oh, Anita dear, you never know how much younger the boys are watching porn these days.” He said. Anita cringed. She did not want to picture such an awkward scene.

  “The point is, I love threesomes, but like my experience when I was thirteen, I only wanted to watch. I can become aroused by watching a man play with my woman’s pussy, and I can cum when they shout for their release. It is kind of my fetish.” James said. Anita looked at her husband. How on earth did they date for three years and spend their married life together for five years, and she frigging did not know this vital information about her husband’s sex life?

  “Recently, when you became more active in enjoying sex, I thought that maybe you have an affair and maybe, just maybe…you would let me watch.” James said guiltily. Anita didn’t know what to say, but her anger upon James’ suspicion had dissipated in a flash. Beside her was a man yearning for his fetish to become real, and was she that cruel to stomp his honesty right now?

  “How do you really feel about threesome? I mean, most men would like to have a
threesome with a female, but you…” Anita trailed off.

  “I don’t know. It is just what appeals to me.” He replied shortly. Anita thought of it for a long moment. Having enjoyable, wild sex is one thing, but having another man to join them? Anita reflected silently, she wasn’t ready to jump to that new level. Just imagining another man touching her, felt alien and disgusting to her.

  “Do you really want us to try a threesome? I mean, for real?” she finally asked. James was surprised. He expected an outburst from his wife, but her compliance was a bit unnerving.

  “I don’t know. Whenever you’re ready, I‘m ready.” James answered. The two fell in silence until they finally slept.

  Anita knew she was dreaming but for some reason, she didn’t want to wake up.

  In her dream, the three of them – Anita, James, and her officemate Landon went to the master bedroom. Landon placed two chairs at the foot of the bed and then he and James sat on each chair. Anita stood in front of them.

  “Striptease.” Landon said. James looked excited.

  “I don’t know how.” Anita honestly answered.

  “Imagine that you are dancing for the man you love. Close your eyes and feel his touch on your skin.” Landon ordered. James watched intently as Anita started to dance.

  She closed her eyes, and she could imagine hearing the beat of music playing in her head. Her hips began to sway to the beat. Her arms began to rub up and down her thighs, causing the satin robe to slide up and down her lithe, sexy body. James marveled at how Anita’s body seemed to be impervious to aging. Her moves gave him the hots. Landon felt the same way, and in just a few moments, both of the men had already become rock hard.

  Anita felt powerful and satisfied as she opened her eyes a bit and could see the lust flooding the men’s faces. She closed her eyes again as she touched herself. She stripped off her satin robe, and the weight of her breasts hung like ripe melons. Her dream then took her to her bathroom, there she saw James.