Forbidden Desire

by Tina Donahue

  “I am now that I’m back.”

  Netta hugged him hard enough to steal his breath. “Never leave again.”

  Aimee squeezed too. “Promise us.”

  “You have my word on that and far more.” He’d already given his heart. Now, he offered his determination to make them his for all time. Not to hide their love in the shadows as they had.

  During his darkest hours in the great cabin, he’d vowed to have Netta and Aimee as they and he deserved. Some might have deemed his determination a delusion. Heath preferred to call it hope.

  * * * *

  In the following days, Heath consulted Diana and Tristan first on an idea he had. “Would it bother you greatly if Netta, Aimee, and I had an islander wedding? The kind that used to take place here before white men invaded?”

  Diana smiled. “I have no objection. Do you, Tristan?”

  “Not at all, but you’ll have to ask the islanders to see what they think. It’s been quite a while since they indulged solely in their heritage. Do you have any idea what the ceremony consists of?”

  “No, but I’ll find out.”

  Heath next spoke to the islanders. His request surprised most. Many women were wary.

  Michel defended him. “He’s a true islander like us. He saved my life and the others so we could return to our families. Do we deny him the same for a belief that came here with the priest? From his people, not ours?”

  The vote favored Heath.

  Implementing his plan was another hurdle. Years of foreign invasion and rule had buried the islanders’ culture. Thankfully, memories persisted. Stories told by grandparents about their ancestors’ glory days. How the isle used to be. A place to love and laugh not hurt and restrict.

  As Simone awaited her child’s birth, she pieced together the oral history. She, Gavra, and Diana worked tirelessly to prepare for the isle’s first wedding that would again follow sacred tradition.

  On a sun-splashed morning, Heath and the entire community, islander and English, gathered on a hill overlooking the sea. Within a circle bordered by flowered branches, Netta and Aimee awaited him, their cloths red. The color represented the life force that flowed through everyone, white or brown. Blossoms decorated their hair.

  He wore a garland around his neck and Adamo’s good luck charm.

  Women raised their voices in an ancient song their mothers sang when they’d been small. Children joined in. The sweet sounds drifted on the breeze.

  Men stood shoulder to shoulder to create a wider circle around the group. A symbol of protection for their families, people, and homeland.

  Heath entered the hallowed spot.

  The song ended.

  Ourson balanced a scarlet pillow on his palms, Netta and Aimee’s marriage collars draped across it. He brought the items to Heath and grinned.

  A bottom tooth peeked through his gums.

  “I kept the collars from falling off.”

  “Indeed you did. Good man.” Heath ruffled Ourson’s hair and took the beaded leather. “You’re the finest quartermaster a captain could have.”

  He giggled and dashed back to his parents.

  Heath faced Netta and Aimee. They glowed from more than joy and peace. Both had experienced queasiness in the morning. A miracle from the goddess. She’d brought them other children too. They’d adopted two Faucon orphans. Remi, their new son. Laurel, their beloved daughter. Both toddlers in need of safety and love as Heath’s women were.

  He opened his heart and soul even further to them. “You are my life.”

  “You are our love.” Aimee and Netta spoke as one and kissed his cheeks.

  He slipped the collar around Netta’s throat then Aimee’s and took their hands. Joined finally and forever. “You are my hope. My happiness.”

  Together, they were each other’s future.

  The End

  LOVING LIES

  Read on for a taste of Tina’s erotic historical series Dangerous Desires

  Deception knows no limits. Passion knows no bounds.

  When she is kidnapped, Senorita Isabella knows the men have been sent by her uncle in a murderous attempt to control her family’s fortune. But when she is rescued by a dashing and mysterious warrior, Isabella can’t imagine why a stranger would risk his life for her—until she discovers her rescuer believes she’s someone else . . .

  Fernando de Zayas loves nothing more than the cry of battle. Defying death is his way of life. But when he discovers his betrothed has been kidnapped, he rushes to her aid—never suspecting that spirited beauty would soothe his warrior heart . . .

  With her uncle’s minions close on their heels, Isabella finds herself drawing closer to Fernando. But as the desire between them builds, her secret could keep them apart forever . . .

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  Chapter 1

  The Moorish Kingdom of Granada, Spain—1488

  Al-Caicería—The Great Bazaar

  “Harem!” The slave trader’s shout rose above other voices in the open-air market. He dug his fingers into the hooded robe hiding Isabella Lopéz de Lara’s face and nudity. “Harem!”

  The Arabic word seemed to linger in the still, warm air. Sweat trickled down Isabella’s cheek. Her abduction in Andalucía, on orders from her murderous uncle, was far too real and horrifying now.

  Someone brushed past, startling her. The individual’s sandals or boots slapped hard against the ground, the sounds fading quickly. Isabella snatched a breath. The hem of her robe pulled away from her legs. She stilled, terrified to move. Work-roughened fingers slid over her ankle and up her calf.

  Holding back a scream, she backed into the slaver. He released his hold on her robe and shouted in Arabic, his words incomprehensible to her. An object whistled close to her face, followed by a harsh crack and a man’s agonized cry.

  The hand jerked away from her leg. A series of brutal whacks and stumbling noises rose above the other sounds.

  Swallowing hard, she listened for what she couldn’t see.

  Too many buyers shuffled close, stirring up dust to mingle with the scents of cooked meat, cloyingly sweet perfumes, the stench of animals and men. Crude male voices yelled the word harem repeatedly. Moments later, fabric snapped.

  She pictured the slaver stripping one of the other captives, forcing the poor woman to display herself.

  Murmurs floated through the crowd. The slaver shouted above them, making the men speak faster, louder.

  As they offered bids?

  She shuddered, expecting the slave to plead for mercy.

  Whoever the girl was, she held her tongue, seemingly resigned to her fate the Moors deemed qisma, destiny.

  Men pushed past with cruel indifference, some pressing so close Isabella could smell the grime on their robes. Sickened, she stepped back. The slaver said something and ran his fingers down her shoulder to her arm, touching the side of her breast. She jerked away from his filthy touch. Those surrounding them laughed. The slaver pulled her tightly against him, proving she was in his world, his property, even though she was the daughter of a grandee and duke.

  Her late father’s position hardly mattered now. Her only hope was in escape that seemed impossible.

  Voices rose and fell during countless negotiations, sheep bleated, children played. Someone spoke above the din, the tone unusually high-pitched, sounding neither female nor male, marking its owner as a eunuch. A man who was no longer male.

  His comments grew strident. The slaver shouted in return.

  Her pulse pounded. If a way out existed, she had to see it. The eunuch and slaver argued on. She pulled at the hood of her robe and slowly lifted her head until she could see past the cloth.

  The sun hung heavy
in the sky, turning Granada’s structures a blinding white. Squinting at the overwhelming brightness, she regarded the numerous towers to determine if guards watched from there and would see any attempt at escape. If not, where would she flee?

  Granada was a city of countless dwellings and strangers who would never offer sanctuary to a Spanish noblewoman. The free women here were as shrouded as she was, with only their eyes uncovered. However, if she could secure one of the dark robes sold in the market and disguise herself as a Moorish woman, there might be a chance to flee. No man would dare break the sanctity of the veil, not even to search for an escaped slave. The Moors’ religion forbade it.

  The robes were tantalizingly close, though still out of reach.

  The slaver’s voice rose again. He spat on the dinars the eunuch had offered. The eunuch’s palm looked as soft as a woman’s, his dark face bearing no trace of a beard. Clearly impatient, he gestured to Isabella’s robe. The slaver yanked the hood off her head. She gasped.

  A flurry of excited murmurs rippled through the crowd. The eunuch stared openly at her elaborately braided hair, apparently stunned at its unusual auburn color. The slaver gestured to her robe, his words seeming to imply how the Moors had prepared her body for sale. The eunuch focused on her eyes, the same blue-green as Queen Isabella’s, a color well known within Spain’s Royal House of Trastámara.

  The slaver’s broad smile revealed most of his decayed teeth. When he spoke again, the eunuch grew thoughtful.

  On a shuddering breath, Isabella searched the market for any means of escape and found none. Too many people pressed close with no clear route from the area. If only she could see what was behind her, she might find a way out.

  A quick glance showed even more people and cramped stalls, proving how trapped she was. The eunuch’s high-pitched shout suddenly rose above the slaver’s angry growl. Wanting away from them, she inched back. The eunuch dashed to her right, blocking her. The slaver to her left and reached for her robe.

  Piercing wails filled the heated air.

  Isabella stiffened. The slaver’s hand fell from her. He and the eunuch turned toward the sounds. Two dark-robed women pressed their hands to their veiled mouths. Children had stopped playing, their youthful eyes widened in wonder or fear at an aged man. His white beard trailed down his chest, and infirmity bent his tall frame, forcing him to keep his face lowered. He wore a turban and full robe, the voluminous fabric hiding the contours of his body.

  Suddenly, he thrust his hand into a fire used to cook some manner of food.

  Many in the crowd gasped. A young girl backed into a basket of olives, toppling it. The fruit rolled across the ground until it reached a pool of spilled honey where a black cat prowled.

  The aged man kept his hand in the fire without bellowing in pain. He chose three smoking coals, tossing the hot embers from his right hand to his left much as jugglers did at fairs with brightly colored balls.

  This was no fair nor was he a juggler, but a fakir, a holy man.

  Isabella had heard tales of such beings who traveled the Arab territories. Fakirs had no homes or commerce, begging for food as they roamed from place to place, performing amazing feats to shock everyone, as he did now. Merchants, free women, and children waited to see what the strange man would do next.

  With no one watching her, Isabella prepared to break into a run, to lose herself in the throng.

  The fakir tilted his face and met her gaze.

  Her heart caught. His eyes were arresting and strangely beautiful, his gaze so intent she stepped back. His expression changed. With a hard frown, he seemed to warn her to remain where she was. He turned to the eunuch and slaver, crying to them in Arabic, his voice reedy with age.

  Her stomach churned. Was he warning them of her intent to flee?

  When he looked back at her, raw power lit his expression, holding her to the spot.

  Even if she’d wanted to move, she couldn’t now. The eunuch and slaver stared at her.

  The air grew heavier than before and far too still. The slaver adjusted his weight from foot to foot as he and the eunuch spoke to the fakir. The holy man answered in kind, juggling the hot coals. He drew closer to them, his movements inefficient and tottering, no different from a babe. The slaver stepped back. The eunuch did not. His shrill voice rose in what sounded like an oath. The fakir hobbled closer, the hot coals jumping more slowly between his hands. At last he responded, his voice low.

  The eunuch scowled and shouted a string of foul-sounding words. The fakir grabbed the eunuch’s throat, pressing the hot coals to it. Squealing in agony, the eunuch fell to the ground, rocking and mewling.

  Frightened sounds rippled through the crowd. The holy man spoke to the spectators, who exchanged glances with each other and shuffled back.

  The fakir grabbed more hot coals from another fire and staggered toward the slaver. Unlike the eunuch, the slaver offered no retort as he stepped back quickly. The fakir followed. It was a strange dance, the fakir plodding forward a step, the slaver retreating the same distance as he focused on the newest coals.

  Again, Isabella realized no one noticed her. Before she could think to escape, the fakir was at her side, clutching her hair in his free hand, shouting at the others.

  Again, they backed away.

  He yanked Isabella toward him and whispered in Castilian, “When I release you, grasp your throat and cry out. Your freedom and life depend upon it. Do you understand?”

  Her heart hammered so wildly she could barely breathe, much less think. With no time to consider why he would help her, she nodded.

  The fakir shouted something to the others then brought the coals close enough for her to feel their heat. She clutched her throat and wailed.

  The slaver spoke hurriedly, his words seeming to beg for mercy.

  The fakir lifted the hot coals to his mouth and blew. Flames poured from his parted lips. Screams tore through the crowd with more than a few bolting.

  The fakir gripped her wrist, his touch steel.

  Again, he lifted the coals to his lips. Flames shot out of his mouth, which he directed to the black silk hanging on a stall. The cloth caught fire. He bolted, pulling her with him.

  She struggled to keep up as they dashed through the narrow streets of the market, past stalls and startled people. Behind them, men shouted. She glanced over. Guards pursued them. The fakir ran faster, forcing her to follow. They darted down one cramped street after another. He knocked over goods deliberately. Both of them dodged buyers. Finally, he rushed into an unattended shop offering a variety of baskets.

  Before she could question why this place was empty of a merchant or buyers, the fakir pushed her toward a shadowed corner near the entrance and shielded her with his body. She was so close to him her face and breasts pressed against his surprisingly muscular back. He shifted his weight. An object beneath his robe tapped her knee. She looked down at a long, thin outline hidden by the fabric. A sword?

  Outside, the shouts grew closer. Moments later, guards ran past.

  As their footfalls faded, the fakir turned to her. “No matter what happens in the coming moments keep quiet. Do only as I command.”

  He pulled Isabella to the back wall and a massive cabinet empty of shelves and merchandise. After shoving her inside the space, he joined her, bolting the doors so no one could open them from the other side.

  “On your knees.” He pointed down. “Now.”

  She fell to her knees.

  “On the floor of the cabinet and to the left is a small door. Open it and take the steps to the bottom. There, drop to your hands and knees to enter the tunnel. Go. Now.”

  As she opened the trapdoor, the sound of footfalls broke the silence. Too soon, numerous individuals poured inside the shop. She turned to the delicate latticework on the cabinet doors that gave her a view of the area. The guards lifted their swords as they search
ed for her and the fakir. One man’s attention swept left and right before he ran to the cabinet and yanked on its doors. When they refused to open, he shouted what sounded like an Arabic oath and thrust the tip of his sword between the latticework.

  She pressed her hand over her mouth to keep from making any noise.

  The fakir kept pushing against her, forcing her toward the opening.

  As she entered the narrow hole, liquid sprayed the side of her face and hand. She flinched and looked down. In the faint light, whatever was on her appeared to be red. Blood?

  A scream caught in her throat. The man outside hollered and struggled to open the cabinet doors. On his knees, the fakir pressed his mouth to her ear. “The blood is a trick, nothing more. Stop only at the other end of the tunnel. No matter what happens, I will be behind you. Go.”

  The moment she was past the steps, she forced back fear and entered the small tunnel. Earth pressed in on all sides, casting her into darkness so profound she might have been blind.

  The men’s shouts drifted down. The fakir pressed closer. “Hurry.”

  The robe wrapped around her legs, slowing her progress, the same as the blackness ahead. She had to feel what she couldn’t see. The earth was hard and cool. It stunk of decay and death, the perimeters as confining as a grave. To die down here… She shuddered.

  More shouts. The guards followed, intent on dragging her back to the market.

  She pushed the robe over her hips, exposing her nudity, and crawled with greater determination though the journey soon seemed endless. After a time Isabella wasn’t certain whether she was going in a straight line or if the tunnel was veering to the right, the left, perhaps deeper within the earth. Her elbows and knees stung from scraping against the packed dirt.

  She could barely draw a breath. Quiet pressed in. She slowed.

  “What is it?” the fakir asked.

  “The shouting stopped.”

  “For the moment. The men will follow.”

  Faint cries drifted down the tunnel. She crawled as fast as she could despite her bruised elbows, aching fingers, and scraped knees. Repeatedly, the robe fell from her back and wrapped around her legs. There seemed no end to the time she’d been in here. She kept pushing back panic until she couldn’t any longer. She wanted to shriek in terror and pain but didn’t.