Rice, Anne - The Witching Hour

by Greyspid

  ‘That’s for your library in London, Aaron. Some day, maybe, we can sit by the fire in London and talk about it together. Right now I’m going to go home, and I’m going to stay with her. I’m going to do what you’ve told me to do, and what they’ve told me to do. Because that’s the best thing I can do for her. And for you. I can’t believe she’s going to let that thing hurt you, or hurt me, or hurt anyone. But like you said, the best thing I can do is be near at hand.’

  ‘Yes, you’re right,’ Aaron said. ‘But I can’t stop thinking about what those old men said. About being saved. Such a strange legend.’

  ‘They were wrong about that part. She’s the doorway. I knew it somehow or other when I saw that family tomb.’

  Aaron only sighed and shook his head. Michael could see that he was dissatisfied, that there were more things he wanted to consider. But what did they matter now? Rowan was alone in that house with that being, and the being was stealing her away from Michael, and Rowan knew all the answers now, didn’t she? The being was telling her the meaning of everything, and Michael had to go home to her.

  He watched anxiously as Aaron rose, a little stiffly, and went to the closet for Michael’s coat and gloves.

  Michael stood in the entranceway staring at the Christmas tree, with its lights burning brightly even in the light of the day.

  ‘Why did it have to begin so soon?’ he whispered. ‘Why now, at this time of year?’ But he knew the answer. Everything that was happening was connected, somehow. All these gifts were connected with some final denouement, and even his powerlessness was connected.

  ‘Please be very careful,’ said Aaron.

  ‘Yeah, I’ll be thinking of you tomorrow night. You know, to me Christmas Eve has always been like New Year’s Eve. I don’t know why. Must be the Irish blood.’

  ‘The Catholic blood,’ said Aaron. ‘But I understand.’

  ‘If you break open that brandy tomorrow night, hoist one for me.’

  ‘I will. You can count on it. And Michael… if for any reason under God you and Rowan want to come here, you know that the door is open. Night or day. Think of this as your refuge.’

  ‘Thank you, Aaron.’

  ‘And one more thing. If you need me, if you really want me to come and believe that I should, well, then, I shall.’

  Michael was about to protest, to say that this was the best place for Aaron, but Aaron’s eyes had moved away; his expression had brightened, and suddenly Aaron pointed to the fanlight window over the front door.

  ‘It’s snowing, Michael, look, it’s really snowing. I can’t believe it. It isn’t even snowing in London, and look, it’s snowing here.’

  He opened the door and they walked out on the deep front veranda together. The snow was falling in large flakes, drifting with impossible slowness and grace, down through the windless air towards the earth. It was drifting down onto the black branches of the oaks, coating them with a thick shining layer of whiteness, and making a deep white path between the two rows of trees, all the way to the road.

  It was falling on the fields which were already blanketed in the same whiteness, and the sky above was shining and colorless, and seemed to be dissolving into the falling snow.

  ‘And the day before Christmas Eve, Aaron,’ said Michael. He tried to see the entire spectacle - this venerable and famous avenue of old trees raising their dark knotted arms into the tumbling and gently whirling flakes of snow. ‘What a little miracle, that it should come now. Oh, God, it would all be so wonderful if…’

  ‘May all our miracles be little ones, Michael.’

  ‘Yes, the little miracles are the best, aren’t they? Look at it, it’s not melting when it hits the ground. It’s really staying there. It’s going to be a white Christmas, no doubt about it.’

  ‘But wait a minute,’ said Aaron, ‘I almost forgot. Your Christmas present, and I have it right here.’ He reached inside the pocket of his sweater and he took out a very small flat package. No bigger than a half dollar. ‘Open it. I know we’re both freezing, but I’d like it if you’d open it.’

  Michael tore the thin gold paper, and saw immediately that it was an old silver medal on a chain. ‘It’s St Michael, the archangel,’ he said, smiling. ‘Aaron, that’s perfect. You’re speaking to my superstitious Irish soul.’

  ‘Driving the devil into hell,’ said Aaron. ‘I found it in a little shop on Magazine Street while you were gone. I thought of you. I thought you might like to have it.’

  ‘Thank you, old buddy.’ Michael studied the crude image. It was worn like an old coin. But he could see the winged Michael with his trident over the horned devil who lay on his back in the flames. He lifted the chain, which was long so that he didn’t have to unclasp it, and he put it over his head, and let the medal drop down under his sweater.

  He stared at Aaron for a moment, and then he put his arms around him, and held him close.

  ‘Be careful, Michael. Call me very soon.’

  FORTY-NINE

  THE CEMETERY was closed for the night but it didn’t matter. The darkness and the cold didn’t matter. At the side gate the lock would be broken, and it would be very simple for her to push the gate back, and then shut it behind her, and move along the snow-covered path.

  She was cold but that didn’t matter either. The snow was so beautiful. She wanted to see the tomb covered with snow.

  ‘You’ll find it for me, won’t you?’ she whispered. It was almost full darkness now and they would be coming soon, and she didn’t have much time.

  You know where it is, Rowan, he said in that fine subtle voice inside her head.

  And she did. That was true. She was standing in front of the tomb, and the wind was chilling her, passing right through her thin shirt. There were twelve neat little head-stones, one for each vault, and above was the carving of the keyhole door.

  ‘Never to die.’

  That is the promise, Rowan, that is the pact that exists between you and me. We are almost at the moment of begin-ning…

  ‘Never to die, but what did you promise the others? You promised them something. You’re lying.’

  Oh, no, my beloved, no one matters now but you. They’re all dead.

  All their bones lying underneath in the frozen blackness. And the body of Deirdre, perfect still, shot full of chemicals, cold inside the satin-lined box. Cold and dead.

  ‘Mother.’

  She can’t hear you, beautiful one, she’s gone. You and I are here.

  ‘How can I be the doorway? Was it always meant that I would be the doorway?’

  Always, my darling, and the time has almost come. One more night you’ll spend with your angel of flesh and blood, and then you’ll be mine forever. The stars are moving in the heavens. They are shifting into the perfect pattern.

  ‘I can’t see them. All I can see is the snow falling.’

  Ah, but they are there. It is the very deepest part of winter, when all that would be reborn sleeps safe in the snow.

  The marble felt like ice. She put her fingers into the letters, DEIRDRE MAYFAIR. She couldn’t reach the engraving of the keyhole door.

  Come now, darling, come back to the house and the warmth. It’s almost time. They’re all coming — my children, the great clan of Mayfair, all my progeny - grown rich in the warm shadow of my wing. Back to the hearth now, beloved, but tomorrow, tomorrow, you and I shall be alone in the house. And you must drive your archangel away.

  ‘And you’ll show me how to be the doorway?’

  You know, my darling. In your dreams and in your heart you’ve always known.

  She walked swiftly over the snow, her feet wet, but it didn’t matter. The streets were empty and shining in the gray dusk. The snow was so light now it seemed a mirage. They’d be coming soon.

  Was the tiny baby inside her cold?

  Lemle had said, ‘There are thousands of them — millions, chucked like garbage down the drains of the world — all those tiny brains and organs lost.’

  Dark a
nd all of them coming. Essential to pretend that everything was normal. She was walking as fast as she could. Her throat burned. But the cold air felt so good to her, icing her all over, cooling the fever inside her.

  And there was the house dark and waiting. She had come back in time. She had the key in her hand.

  ‘What if I can’t get him to go tomorrow?’ she whispered. She stood at the gate looking up at the empty windows. Like that first night when Carlotta had said, Come to me. Choose.

  But you must make him leave. By dark tomorrow, my darling. Or I’ll kill him.

  ‘No, you must never never do that. You mustn’t even say it. Do you hear me? Nothing must happen to him, ever. Do you hear me?’

  She stood on the porch talking aloud to no one. And all around her the snow came down. Snow in paradise, pelting the frozen banana leaves, drifting past the high thick stems of bamboo. But what would paradise have been without the beauty of snow?

  ‘You understand me, don’t you? You cannot hurt him. You absolutely cannot hurt him. Promise me. Make the pact with me. No harm comes to Michael.’

  As you wish, my darling. I do love him. But he cannot come between us on the night of all nights. The stars are moving into the perfect configuration. They are my eternal witnesses, old as I am, and I would have them shine down upon me at the perfect moment. The moment of my choosing. If you would save your mortal lover from my wrath, see that he is gone from my sight.

  FIFTY

  IT WAS TWO in the morning before they all left. He had never seen so many happy people completely oblivious to what was really going on.

  But what was really going on? It was a great warm house, full of laughter and singing, with its many fires burning, and outside the snow floating down, covering the trees and the shrubbery and the paths with luminous whiteness. And why shouldn’t they all be having a wonderful time?

  How they’d laughed as they slipped on the snow-covered flags, and crunched through the ice in the gutters. There had been enough snow even for the children to make snowballs. In their caps and mittens they had skittered along the frozen crust that covered the lawn.

  Even Aunt Viv had loved the snow. She had drunk too much sherry, and in those moments reminded him frighten-ingly of his mother, though Bea and Lily, who had become her dearest friends, did not seem to care.

  Rowan had been perfect all evening, singing carols with them at the piano, posing for the pictures before the tree.

  And this was his dream, wasn’t it, full of radiant faces and ringing voices, people who knew how to appreciate this moment — glasses clinked together in toasts, lips pressed to cheeks, and the melancholy sound of the old songs.

  ‘So sweet of you to do this so soon after the wedding…’

  ‘… All gathered like in the old days.’

  ‘Christmas the way it ought to be.’

  And they had so admired his precious ornaments, and though they had been cautioned not to, they piled their little presents beneath the tree.

  There were moments when he couldn’t stand it. He’d gone upstairs to the third floor and climbed out on the roof of the north bedroom and stood near the parapet wall, looking towards downtown and the city lights. Snow on the rooftop, snow etching windowsills and gables and chimneys, and snow falling thin and beautiful, as far as he could see.

  It was everything he’d ever wanted, as full and rich as the wedding, and he had never been more unhappy. It was as if that thing had its hand around his throat. He could have put his fist through a wall in his anxiety. It was bitter, bitter as grief is bitter.

  And it seemed in the pockets of quiet through which he wandered, upstairs away from them, that he could feel that thing. That when he laid his naked fingers on the door frames and the doorknobs, he caught great raging glimpses of it in the shadows.

  ‘You’re here, Lasher. I know you’re here.’

  Something stepped back for him in the shadows, playing with him, sliding up the dark walls away from him, and then dispersing so that he found himself in the upper hallway, in the dim light, alone.

  Anyone spying on him would have thought he was a madman. He laughed. Is that how Daniel McIntyre had seemed in his drunken, wandering old age? What about all the other eunuch husbands who sensed the secret? They went off to mistresses - and certain death, it seemed - or drifted into irrelevance. What the hell was going to happen to him?

  But this wasn’t the finish. This was only the beginning, and she had to be playing for time. He had to believe that behind her silent pleas her love waited to reveal itself in truth again.

  At last they’d gone.

  The very last invitations to Christmas dinner had been tactfully refused, and promises had been made for future get-togethers. Aunt Viv would dine with Bea on Christmas Eve and they weren’t to worry about her. They could have this Christmas to themselves.

  Polaroid pictures had been exchanged and sleeping children gathered up from couches, and last-minute hugs given, and then out they all went into the clean bright cold.

  Weary of the strain and sick with worry, he’d taken his time locking up. No need to smile now. No need to pretend anything. And God, what had the strain been like for her?

  He dreaded going up the stairs. He went through the house checking windows, checking the little green tiny pinpoints of light on the alarm panel, and turning on the faucets to save the pipes from the freeze.

  Finally he stood in the parlor, in front of his beautiful lighted tree.

  Had there ever been a Christmas as bitter and lonely as this one? He would have been in a rage if it had served any purpose.

  For a while he lay on the sofa, letting the fire burn itself out in the fireplace, and talking silently to Julien and Deborah, asking them as he had a thousand times tonight, what was he meant to do?

  At last he climbed the stairs. The bedroom was hushed and dark. She was covered with blankets, so he saw only her hair against the pillow, her face turned away.

  How many times this evening had he tried to catch her eye, and failed? Had anyone noticed that they spoke not a single syllable to each other? Everyone was too certain of their happiness. Just as he’d been so certain.

  He walked silently to the front window and pulled back the heavy damask drape so that he might look at the falling snow for the last time. It was well after midnight - Christmas Eve already. And tonight would come that magic moment when he would take stock of his life and his accomplishments, when he would shape in dreams and plans the coming year.

  Rowan, it’s not going to end like this. It’s only a skirmish. We knew at the beginning, so much more than the others…

  He turned and saw her hand on the pillow, slender and beautiful, fingers lightly curled.

  Silently he drew close to her. He wanted to touch her hand, to feel its warmth against his fingers, to grab hold of her as if she were floating away from him in some dark perilous sea. But he didn’t dare.

  His heart was tripping and he felt that warm pain in his chest as he looked back out into the snowfall. And then his eyes settled on her face.

  Her eyes were open. She was staring at him in the darkness. And her lips slowly spread in a long, vicious smile.

  He was petrified. Her face was white in the dim light from outside, and hard as marble, and the smile was frozen and the eyes gleamed like pieces of glass. His heart quickened and the warm pain spread through his chest. He continued to stare at her, unable to take his eyes off her, and then his hand shot out before he could stop it and he grabbed her wrist.

  Her entire body twisted, and the vicious mask of her face crumpled completely and she sat up suddenly, anxious and confused. ‘What is it, Michael?’ She stared at her wrist, and slowly he let her go. ‘I’m glad you woke me,’ she whispered. Her eyes were wide and her lip trembled. ‘I was having the most terrible dream.’

  ‘What did you dream, Rowan?’

  She sat still, peering before her, and then she clasped her hands as if tearing at one with the other. And he was vaguely
aware that he’d once seen her in that desperate gesture before.

  ‘I don’t know,’ she whispered. ‘I don’t know what it was. It was this place… centuries ago, and these doctors were gathered together. And the body lying on the table was so small.’ Her voice was low and full of agony and suddenly the tears spilled down as she looked up at him.

  ‘Rowan.’

  She put up her hand. As he sank down on the side of the bed, she pressed her fingers against his lips.

  ‘Don’t say it, Michael, please. Don’t say it. Don’t speak a word.’

  She shook her head frantically.

  And sick with relief and hurt, he merely slipped his fingers around her neck, and as she bowed her head, he tried not to break down himself.

  You know I love you, you know all the things I want to say.

  When she was calmer, he took both of her hands and squeezed them tightly and he closed his eyes.

  Trust me, Michael.

  ‘OK, honey,’ he whispered. ‘OK.’ Clumsily, he stripped off his clothes, and he climbed in under the covers beside her, catching the warm clean fragrance of her flesh, and he lay there, eyes open, thinking that he would never rest, feeling her shiver against him, and then gradually as the hours ticked by, as her body softened and he saw that her eyes were closed, he slipped into uneasy sleep.

  It was afternoon when he woke. He was alone, and the bedroom was suffocatingly warm. He showered and dressed and went downstairs. He couldn’t find her. The lights of the tree were burning, but the house was empty.

  He went through the rooms one by one.

  He went outside in the coldness and walked all through the frozen garden, where the snow had become a hard glistening layer of ice over the walks and the grass. Back around the oak tree, he searched for her, but she was nowhere to be found.

  And finally, he put on his heavy coat and he went out for a walk.

  The sky was a deep still blue. And the neighborhood was magnificent, all dressed in white, exactly as it had been that long-ago Christmas, the last one that he was ever here.