by Amy Muscat
“What do you mean intentionally?”
He moved his hand when I tried to talk but it came out garbled.
“Nothing, I’m just saying. Anyone could hurt a person unintentionally that’s all.”
“Peyton, I’m only gonna tell you this once and once only so listen carefully okay? I. Will. Never. Hurt. You. Again.” He said, speaking slowly, like I was a child and I was incompetent.
And it pissed me off.
“You don’t know for sure that you wouldn’t hurt me, Keller!”
“How could I hurt you Peyton?” He was getting angry, I could see it in his face.
“Because I’m starting to feel things for you again, and I don’t want my heart broken again, Keller! I get butterflies when you walk into a room or when you say something that is totally drool worthy. I can’t go through that shit again. It killed me the last time. And only Ivy was able to pull me back. I can feel myself falling for you again and I’m scared, Keller. I don’t want to fall back into that place again!”
I had just finished my shouting at him when I felt Keller’s hands grip my face and then his lips smashed down on mine.
FIFTEEN
Shocked- and the fact that it was so unexpected- I gasped, to which he took advantage of and his tongue collided with mine.
Pull back Peyton! Pull back. You just told him that you didn’t want to get hurt by him, pull away from him Peyton for fuck sake!
But then he grabbed me around the waist and pulled me onto his lap so I was straddling him, feeling his erection pressing into my ass made my thoughts fly out the window and I melted against him. My hands, as if on their own accord, reached up and threaded through his lush brown hair and I pulled him in and deepened the kiss. He groaned. I ground myself on him, releasing a moan, I could feel just how wet he had made me.
The kiss felt explosive. I felt like my body was zapped with electricity, shooting from my toes all the way up to my head and back down to my core.
His hands roamed my back, stroking and caressing, before his big strong fingers gripped my ass, giving it a squeeze as he pulled me closer to him.
My chest rubbed his and I felt my breasts swell and my nipples pucker.
I broke the kiss panting, but Keller didn’t take his lips from my skin. He moved across my cheek and over to my jaw, kissing and nipping down my neck before he sucked at my pulse point. Hard. I whimpered.
“Keller...” My voice was so thick with lust, it was unrecognizable.
“Yeah baby?” His voice was a replica of mine.
“We... We shouldn’t be... Ohmygod!”
His hands had left my ass and one had moved up my pajama top and grasped my breast while his right hand, the sneaky thing, hand moved around my front and was now rubbing my sex through my bottoms. And it felt so good that the protest died on my lips.
Groaning I shifted my hips downward- closer to his fingers- and he growled against my throat, lifting his head, he pressed his lips tightly back to mine.
“Just feel this Pie. Let me make you feel amazing baby,” he said against my lips, and his words vibrated down to my sex and I got even wetter.
Rocking back and forth, I started to feel my orgasm building up when he pulled his hands away.
I whined. What the hell was he doing I was just about to...
He gripped the bottom of my top and pulled it over my head, baring my naked chest to his hungry gaze.
His eyes dropped down to my heaving breasts, groaning his head moved forward and he latched onto a nipple.
“Holy shit.” My response was a strained whisper.
“Fuck baby, they're bigger than before.” He said around my nipple.
He licked around the areola before he sucked the whole thing in his mouth.
I threw my head back in pleasure, lifting my hands back up to his head, tugging him closer. His other hand came up and started playing with my other breast, tweaking the tip and rolling it between his thumb and forefinger, tugging it.
My sex was so slick I could feel my juices start to run down my thighs. My clit was throbbing.
“Touch me,” I told him.
“Where baby?”
“You know where.”
“Yeah, but I want to hear you say it Peyton. Tell my where you want me to touch you,” his voice had gone serious, but still had a teasing lilt to it.
Whimpering I told him, “I want-no I need you to touch my pussy Keller, please.” And though I felt a blush crawl up my neck and down my chest, I was too aroused to feel embarrassed.
His eyes snapped up to my face and the heated look he sent me was almost enough to make me come. Almost.
Only his hand were gonna make that happen right now. At least I hoped they were, I thought as his hand snaked its way under my pants and into my underwear. The second his finger grazed my lips and then my clit I groaned so loudly I think the whole of New York City heard me.
Keller must have been thinking the same as me, because- with his hand still in my panties- he stood up and walked us to my room.
Dropping me in the middle of my bed, he leaned over and gripped the waistband of both my pajama bottoms and panties before pulling them down my legs in one swift, smooth movement.
“Ta-da!” He said like he was a magician.
I giggled. Like a fucking school girl.
Dropping my clothes on the floor, he looked at me and I heard him gasp.
“Oh, fuck Pie, you look so fucking sexy right now. My dick is killing me,” he said moving his hand to the front of his pants and adjusting the big bulge that you could clearly see.
“Take them off Keller, I want to see.”
I don’t know where this was coming from, I really don’t. I never speak like this and was never this outspoken before when we were doing something sexual.
“Fuck...” He hissed out, before making fast work of taking his pants and shirt off.
Speechless, I watched him remove his clothes, baring his sexy as sin body to my greedy eyes. I heard the sound his cock made as it slapped his stomach, when he’d ridded himself of his boxers.
Then he stood up straight, and the sight of him- in all his naked glory- made me simultaneously lose my breath and kick-start my heart, making it beat double time.
“Mmm...” I grabbed onto my breasts and started playing with my nipples, pulling, and rolling the tips around whilst giving them a squeeze.
“Fucking hell Peyton. You need to stop before I lose my control and come.”
I looked up at him and saw that he was watching me closely with his hand around his angry looking shaft, stroking up and down, slowly but firmly.
I liked the fact that I could make him lose his control. I liked it a lot.
Being brave, I slowly took my left hand away from my chest and Keller seemed to relax. But he quickly tensed back up when I slipped my hand down my stomach and right in between my slick sex.
I heard his growl before I felt him on top of me.
He grasped my wrists and pulled them above my head and leaned down so his nose was touching mine and said, “Do not play with me Peyton, I mean it. I’m seconds from coming. Your pleasure is mine and mine only.” He said in a strained voice, his lips were in a tight line and his brows were drawn together. And I saw a bit of moisture beading on the top of his head.
Holy shit I loved this side of Keller. Dominant, alpha male suited him.
“Okay, but just, please...”
“Don’t worry baby, I’ll take good care of you.” He held my wrists in one hand and started kissing a path down my neck, over my collarbones and down to my breasts, sucking the left and then the right nipple back into his mouth before he kissed the undersides of my heaving chest. Giving equal treatment to both breasts, he then made a path down my abdomen, licked around my bellybutton and down, when he got to my stretch marks he softly kissed them. They were once an angry red color but now they had faded to a lighter shade of pink. You could only see them if you looked closely.
“Love these baby,” he
whispered against them. My heart warmed and I had to rub over it to calm it down.
“Keller-please!”
His answering chuckle vibrated against my pelvis, sending a more of my juices flowing.
“Hush. I’m gonna suck your clit so hard baby, I’ll make you come in seconds. And then I’m gonna fuck you even harder, and feel that sweet pussy clench around me.” His deep husky voice told me as he situated his shoulders in-between my thighs.
Jesus H. Christ!
Before I could so much as take another breath, his mouth was on me. His fingers holding me open to him and he dived right in, licking and sucking my lower lips.
“Fuccckkk.”
He hummed his approval and it sent my body into a frenzy.
My hands unclenched from my pillows and moved down my body to grab at his hair. I threaded my fingers through the hair at the top of his head and pulled his mouth closer to me, trying to move his lips over to where I needed them.
“Keller, please! I-I need...”
“I know baby.”
“If you know then why are you tormenting me?” I whined and pouting down at him.
He looked up at me and seeing the look on my face, he started laughing at me. The vibrations from his laughing made my pussy clench and I groaned pushing my hips up impatiently. He quickly stopped laughing and his eyes blazed with lust, with a growl his tongue swept up and he made contact with my throbbing clit.
“Oh god...” I threw my head back and my body bowed off the bed.
Keller whipped his mouth off me and grabbing my hips he said, “Eyes. I want to see your eyes Peyton. Watch what I’m doing to you baby. Watch as my mouth devours your delicious pussy.”
My head lifted and my eyes snapped back to his to see the bottom half of his face wet with my juices.
Fuck me that was hot.
My eyes were so close to closing, but I knew Keller would stop, so with great difficulty I kept my eyes on him.
I let go of his hair with one hand and reached up and grasped my left breast and tugged my hard nipple between my fingers. Keller’s eyes narrowed and shined with undiluted lust as he sucked my clit into his mouth. I felt one of his finger probe at my hole before he slid it in, and then another.
His tongue was still playing with my clit and the combination of his mouth on me and his fingers inside of me took me to the edge. It was when his teeth gently bit the tight bundle of nerves and his fingers curled and hit my G-spot that I tipped over the edge and came.
I think I may have burst the blood vessels in my eyes as I could see nothing and all I could hear was the whooshing sound of my heart vibrating in my ears.
“Mmm,” Keller said crawling back up my body, kissing a path up to my neck.
When I finally got my breathing under control and could finally open my eyes and see straight, I looked down to see Keller’s long, lean, strong body covering mine.
I ran my hands through his hair and tugged his head up.
“That was...was. God I’ve got no words right now,” I whispered in the now silent room.
“Glad you enjoyed it baby,” he said giving me a kiss on my lips.
As he shifted I felt his hard throbbing cock twitch against my thigh and I felt my body come alive once again. I wanted to touch him. Discover his well-defined body once again. So I moved my hand down starting from his face, down his strong jaw and lower to his pecks. I stopped there and with the tips of my fingers I lightly traced around his tattoo- he groaned- and with that I trailed them over his hard six pack.
He shivered and got goose bumps all over.
When I finally got to his shaft I wrapped my hand around him, feeling him pulse in my grasp. His long length felt like velvet wrapped around steel. Giving the large appendage a squeeze, I said, “This is bigger than before baby.”
When he chuckled at my statement, it sent a shiver through my body.
Without further hesitation, I slide down his body and dropped my head, sucking the angry looking tip into my waiting mouth. Sucking down the drop of pre-come that was clinging to the tip. I could still remember how he tasted, but this… this was so much sweeter. I felt as if I could never get enough of his taste.
His hands flew out and gripped my hair.
“Oh god!” Keller’s husky voice floated in my ears.
I looked up at him and saw that his chocolate brown, bedroom eyes were focused right on me. I licked the tip slowly, teasing him, playing before I sucked him down to the back of my throat.
“Fuck!” He hissed, tightening his hold in my hair and tilting my face backup to lock eyes with me again. “Keep your eyes on me baby, I want to see you. I want to see how much you like sucking my cock. I want to watch as it slides in and out of your pretty mouth.”
I felt myself drip at his words. I had never been this turned on in my whole life.
“You like that baby? You like me talking dirty to you?” He asked breathlessly.
I did. We had never really said anything dirty in the bedroom too each other, mild stuff, but never really like this. We’d been kids, we didn’t know a lot of shit back then. Don’t get me wrong Keller was the best boyfriend- attentive, loving, charming, saw to whatever I needed- but we were kids, who grew up in a little town, at the end of the day.
“Well, baby?” Keller’s question pulled me from my thoughts and I nodded back to him, my mouth still stuffed with his dick.
“Yeah? Fuck, that’s hot Pey.”
I made a sound of agreement and he groaned long and loud. I could feel it vibrate through him.
Wrapping my hand at the base I pumped him while my tongue swirled all-around his shaft, loving the feel and taste of him.
“Oh god, Pey... Fuck that feels so good baby. That’s it keep sucking me in deep... that’s it, try and take all of me in again baby, I wanna see you swallow all of it.”
Breathing through my nose, I opened my mouth wider and took him inch by inch into my mouth until I felt him at the back of my throat once again.
His hips bucked up and he growled. Then he- gently pulled my head back by the roots of my hair. Slipping himself from my mouth.
“What are- oomph” I was flipped onto my back with Keller in-between my thighs before I could even catch my breath.
“I need to be inside you baby. It’s been so long and I don’t think I can last any longer with your sexy mouth doing those things to me,” he said roughly, spreading my legs to open me up to him, he looked down to the apex of my thighs.
Groaning he said, “you’re dripping wet for me baby. Absolutely dripping. Are you ready? Is your pussy ready for this?” His dirty words almost made me combust on the spot. He lightly slapped my sex and told me to answer him.
“Yeah Kel, I’m ready for you.”
“Hmm...” He took his cock in hand and moved it through my lower lips until he reached the little bundle of nerves.
I couldn’t help but moan. It felt so damn good.
Rubbing my clit with the head of his cock before he moved it back downwards, stopping when he reached my slick center.
“You sure you’re ready-.”
I interrupted him before he could say anymore. “Yes! Now fuck me Keller.”
“No. We’re not fucking Peyton.”
Rejection sliced through me.
Why didn’t he wanna have sex with me? Was I not good enough anymore? Ten minutes ago he was just telling me how much he wanted me, and now he didn’t?
What the fuck?
His voice interrupted my hundred miles an hour brain.
“We’re gonna make love Peyton. Okay? I want- no I need to make love to you. I’ve missed you so much, and I wanna fuck you so badly, but right now I need to make love to you first. We can fuck the second time around.”
If I were standing I would’ve needed to hold onto something to keep me from falling, ‘cause my entire body melted at his words.
“Keller-” My voice broke before I cleared it and tried again. “I want that too. Make love to me baby, now.”
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br /> He groaned at my response and slowly he pushed himself inside me.
I winced. It hurt. I hadn’t had sex in five years and I’ve had four to recuperate after Ivy’s birth. So I was tight and Keller being large wasn’t helping matters.
Feeling me wince or hearing my slight gasp, Keller stopped and looked up from where he was watching as he pushed into me.
“Does that hurt baby? You’re really tight. I can stop if you want me to Pie.” He looked like that was the last thing he wanted, but I knew if I asked him to stop he would. But I didn’t, I wanted this so badly too.
“No. No don’t stop just give me a second, it’s been awhile, and I just have to adjust is all,” I told him.
“Maybe I can help,” he said with a saucy grin playing on his lips.
Gripping my inner thighs and gently lifted my legs off the bed, he spread my legs wider, so I was more open for him. I felt him slide in an inch more and moaned at the feeling before I felt his tongue on my nipple and his fingers rubbing my clit.
“Oh god!” I threw my head back. Shit that felt fantastic.
I could feel myself become wetter. Reaching out for him I grabbed onto his hips and pulled him, closer to my body, feeling him slide further and further in, before he was buried to the hilt. And I think I saw an explosion of fireworks. The feeling was out if this world. I hadn’t felt this in five years, and I felt the nostalgia roll through me.
“Christ Pey, I’ve never... Oh god, your pussy must’ve missed my cock I can tell, it's squeezing me like it never wants to let go again. Fuck,” he said breathlessly, pulling out, almost all the way before pushing back inside me slowly but firmly.
I wrapped my arms around his neck and my legs around his ass before I pulled his head up from my breast and kissed him.
We rocked together harmoniously. We fit together perfectly, like two pieces of a puzzle. When he pulled out I moved my hips and followed him so we didn’t separate and he did the same when I lowered my hips. Our movements weren’t rushed but steady, our body’s slick with sweat joined as one.
We were making love. As much as I didn’t want to admit it, that was what we were doing.
Keller’s teeth were nibbling on my lips, his fingers plucking at my nipples and his other hand on my ass.
