The Sinner's Marriage Redemption (Seven Sexy Sins Book 5)

by Annie West

  From that first night he’d reached a place inside her she’d thought numb, dead. He’d brought her back to life. And while she’d known it was dangerous she’d stayed with him, because the thought of not being with Leo was worse.

  Except now that was a reality. She’d thought an affair with Leo would be safe, that he would never ask more of her than she was prepared to give. But here he was asking for marriage, a lifetime, and her response was bone-deep terror.

  Which was why she could not accept his proposal.

  Except she had a terrible and yet thrilling certainty that he had a different proposal in mind now, as he came towards her, his gaze turning hooded and sleepy even though that lithe, powerful body she knew almost as well as her own was taut with suppressed energy and tension.

  She licked her lips, felt the insistent thud of her heart, the stirring of blood in her veins. Even now her body yearned for him.

  ‘Leo...’

  ‘You surprise me, Margo.’

  She gave a little shake of her head. ‘You’re the one who surprised me.’

  ‘Clearly. But I thought you’d be pleased. Don’t you want to get married?’

  He sounded so reasonable, but she saw a certain calculation in his eyes, and he ran one hand up and down her bare arm, so gooseflesh broke out in the wake of his touch.

  ‘No.’

  ‘Why not?’

  His easy, interested tone jarred with the fingers he continued to run up and down her arm, and with that sleepy, knowing gaze.

  ‘I’m a career woman, Leo—’

  ‘You can be a married career woman, Margo. This is the twenty-first century, after all.’

  ‘Oh? And how would that work, exactly? You live in central Greece—the middle of nowhere. How am I supposed to work from there?’

  For a second she thought she saw a gleam of something like triumph in his eyes, but then it sparked out and he gave a negligent shrug of his shoulders. ‘You could commute. The flight from Athens to Paris is only a few hours.’

  ‘Commute? Are you serious?’

  ‘We could work something out, Margo, if that’s all that’s stopping you.’

  There was a note of challenge in his voice, and she realised then what he was doing. Leonidas Marakaios was a powerful and persuasive man. He was CEO of the Marakaios Enterprises, a company that had started with a few olive groves and a cold press and was now a multibillion dollar company—a man of the world who was used to getting what he wanted. And he wanted her. So here he was, breaking down her defences, discarding her arguments. And the trouble was she was so weak, so tempted, that it might actually work.

  She turned away from him to take a few steadying breaths without him seeing how unsettled she was. In the darkness of the window she could see her reflection: a too pale face, wide eyes, and a tumble of long dark brown hair that fell nearly to her waist.

  When Leo had shown up twenty minutes ago she’d been in yoga pants and a faded tee shirt, her face without a lick of make-up, her hair down. She’d been silently appalled. She’d always been careful that he saw only the woman she wanted him to—the woman the world saw: sexy, chic, professional, a little bit distant, a little bit cool. All their meetings had been stage-managed affairs; she’d swept into a restaurant or hotel room in full make-up, a sexy little negligee in her bag, insouciant and secure.

  He’d never seen her like this: vulnerable, without the mask of make-up, the armour of designer clothes. He’d never seen her agitated and uncertain, her savoir-faire slipping from her fingers.

  ‘Margo,’ Leo said quietly. ‘Tell me the real reason.’

  Another quick breath, buoying inside her lungs. ‘I told you, Leo. I don’t want marriage or what it entails. The whole housewife routine bores me to death.’ She made her voice cold—careless, even.

  Steeling herself, she turned around to face him and nearly flinched at the careful consideration in his eyes. She had a horrible feeling she wasn’t fooling him at all.

  ‘I just said you don’t need to be a housewife. Do you think I want to change you completely?’

  ‘You don’t even know me, Leo, not really.’

  He took a step towards her, and again she saw that intent in his eyes, felt an answering flare inside her. She had, she realised, just given him a challenge.

  ‘Are you sure about that?’

  ‘I’m not talking about sex.’

  ‘What don’t I know, then?’ He spread his hands wide, his eyebrows raised. ‘Tell me.’

  ‘It’s not that simple.’

  ‘Because you don’t want it to be. I know you, Margo. I know your feet get cold in the middle of the night and you tuck them between my legs to keep them warm. I know you like marshmallows even though you pretend you don’t eat any sweets.’

  She almost laughed at that. ‘How do you know about the marshmallows?’ Her dirty little secret, when it seemed as if every other woman in Paris was stick-thin and ate only lettuce leaves and drank black coffee.

  ‘I found a little bag of them in your handbag once.’

  ‘You shouldn’t have been looking through my things.’

  ‘I was fetching your reading glasses for you, if you remember.’

  She shook her head—an instinctive response, because all those little details that he’d lobbed at her like well-aimed missiles were making her realise how intimate her relationship with Leo really had been. She’d thought she’d kept her distance, armoured herself—the elegant Marguerite Ferrars, keeping their assignations in anonymous places. But in truth reality had seeped through. Emotion had too, as well as affection, with the glasses and the marshmallows and the cold feet. Little signs of how close they’d become, how much he’d begun to mean to her.

  And she saw all too clearly how he would chip away at her defences now—how he would seduce her with knowing words and touches until she’d say yes. Of course she’d say yes. Because she was already more than halfway to loving him.

  For a second—no more—Margo thought about actually accepting his proposal. Living a life she’d never thought to have, had made herself never want. A life of happiness but also of terrible risk. Risk of loss, of hurt, of heartbreak. Of coming apart so she’d never put the pieces of her soul back together again.

  Reality returned in a cold rush and she shook her head. ‘No, Leo.’

  That faint smile had returned, although his eyes looked hard. ‘Just like that?’

  ‘Just like that.’

  ‘You don’t think I—we—deserve more explanation?’

  ‘Not particularly.’ She’d made her voice indifferent, maybe too much, because anger flashed in his eyes, turning the silver to grey.

  He cocked his head, his gaze sweeping slowly over her. ‘I think you’re hiding something from me.’

  She gave a scoffing laugh. ‘You would.’

  ‘What is that supposed to mean?’

  ‘You can’t believe I’m actually turning you down, can you?’ The words tumbled out of her, fuelled by both anger and fear. ‘You—the Lothario who has had half the single women in Europe.’

  ‘I wouldn’t go quite that far. Forty per cent, maybe.’

  There was the charm, almost causing her to lose that needed edge of fury, to smile. ‘No woman has ever resisted you.’

  ‘You didn’t,’ he pointed out, with what Margo knew was deceptive mildness.

  ‘Because I wanted a fling,’ she declared defiantly. ‘Sex without strings.’

  ‘We never actually said—’

  ‘Oh, but we did, Leo. Don’t you remember that first conversation? We set out the rules right then.’

  She saw a glimmer of acknowledgement in his eyes, and his mouth hardened into a thin line.

  It had been an elaborate dance of words, their talk of business concerns and obligations
, veiled references to other places, other people—every careful remark setting out just what their affair would and wouldn’t be. Both of them, Margo had thought, had been clear about their desire for a commitment-free relationship.

  ‘I didn’t think you wanted to get married,’ she said.

  Leo shrugged. ‘I decided I did.’

  ‘But you didn’t at the beginning, when we met. You weren’t interested then.’ She’d felt his innate sense of distance and caution, the same as her own. They had, she’d thought, been speaking the same language, giving the code words for no commitment, no love, no fairytales.

  ‘People change, Margo. I’m thirty-two. You’re twenty-nine. Of course I’d think of settling down...starting a family.’

  Something clanged hard inside her; she felt as if someone had pulled the chair out from under her and she’d fallen right onto the floor.

  ‘Well, then, that’s where we differ, Leo,’ she stated, her voice thankfully cool. ‘I don’t want children.’

  His eyebrows drew together at that. ‘Ever?’

  ‘Ever.’

  He stared at her for a long, considering moment. ‘You’re scared.’

  ‘Stop telling me what I feel,’ she snapped, raising her voice to hide its tremble. ‘And get over yourself. I’m not scared. I just don’t want what you want. I don’t want to marry you.’ She took a breath, and then plunged on recklessly. ‘I don’t love you.’

  He tensed slightly, almost as if her words had hurt him, and then he shrugged. ‘I don’t love you. But there are better bases for a marriage than that ephemeral emotion.’

  ‘Such as?’

  ‘Common goals—’

  ‘How romantic you are,’ she mocked.

  ‘Did you want more romance? Would that have made a difference?’

  ‘No!’

  ‘Then I’m glad I didn’t wine and dine you at Gavroche, as I was considering, and propose in front of a crowd.’

  He spoke lightly enough, and yet she still heard an edge to his voice.

  ‘So am I,’ she answered, and held her ground as he took a step towards her. She could feel the heat rolling off him, felt herself instinctively sway towards him. She stopped herself, holding herself rigid, refusing to yield even in that small way.

  ‘So this is it?’ he said softly, his voice no more than a breath that feathered her face. His silvery gaze roved over her, seeming to steal right inside her. ‘This is goodbye?’

  ‘Yes.’ She spoke firmly, but he must have seen something in her face, for he cupped her cheek, ran a thumb over her parted lips.

  ‘You’re so very sure?’ he whispered, and she forced herself to stare at him, not to show anything in her face.

  ‘Yes.’

  He dropped his hand from her face to her breast, cupping its fullness, running his thumb over the taut peak. She shuddered; she couldn’t help it. He’d always affected her that way, right from the beginning. A single, simple touch lit a flame inside her.

  ‘You don’t seem sure,’ he murmured.

  ‘We have chemistry, Leo, that’s all.’ She forced the words out past the desire that was sweeping through her, leaving nothing but need in its wake.

  ‘Chemistry is a powerful thing.’

  He slid his hand down to her waist, his fingers splaying across her hip. Sensation leapt to life inside her, low down, sparks shooting through her belly.

  ‘It’s not enough,’ she said through gritted teeth.

  She ached for him to move his hand lower, to touch her with the knowing expertise her body had once revelled in. Still she didn’t move, and neither did Leo.

  ‘Not enough?’ he queried softly. ‘So you want love, then?’

  ‘Not with you.’

  He stilled, and she made herself go on—say the words she knew would hurt them both and turn him from her for ever. She had to...she couldn’t risk him breaking down any more of her defences. She couldn’t risk, full stop.

  ‘I don’t love you, Leo, and I never will. Frankly, you were just a fling—something to while away the time. I never intended for it to be serious.’ She let out a laugh, sharp and high, as Leo pulled back his hand from her hip. ‘Honestly—a proposal?’ She made herself continue. ‘It’s almost funny... Because I’d actually been planning to end it when we met in Rome next week.’ She took a quick breath and went on recklessly. ‘The truth is, I’m seeing someone else.’

  He stared at her for a long, taut moment. A muscle flickered in his jaw, but that was all. ‘How long?’ he finally asked, the two words bitten off and spat out.

  She shrugged. ‘A couple of months.’

  ‘Months—?’

  ‘I didn’t think we were exclusive.’

  ‘I’ve always been faithful to you,’ he said in a low voice.

  ‘I never asked you to be,’ she replied with another shrug.

  She could hardly believe she was actually fooling him—didn’t he see how she trembled? And yet she knew he was taken in. She saw it in the way everything in him had gone dangerously still.

  Then a cold little smile played about his mouth.

  ‘Well, then, this really is goodbye,’ he said, and before she could answer he pulled her towards him and kissed her.

  She hadn’t been expecting it, the sudden press of his mouth on hers, knowing and sure, a delicious onslaught that had her insides flaring white-hot even as her mind scrambled frantically to resist.

  But Leo had always been impossible to resist, and never more so than now, when he was utterly, ruthlessly determined to make her respond to him. His tongue slid inside her mouth as his hands spanned her waist, fitting her to his muscled body perfectly.

  She kissed him back, gave herself up to the rush of sensations that left her dizzy with longing. The feel of Leo’s hands on her body was so intense it almost hurt—like touching a raw nerve. He slid his hands under her tee shirt, discarding the flimsy bit of cotton with ease. And then her yoga pants were gone too. She kicked them off, needing to be naked, too enflamed by desire to feel either exposed or ashamed as she stood before him, utterly bare, her breath coming in pants and gulps.

  Leo stood in front of her and slowly unbuttoned his shirt. She saw a predatory gleam in his eyes, but even that could not cool her desire. Was this his revenge? His punishment? Or simply his proof that she desired him still? Whatever it was, she’d take it. She’d welcome it. Because she knew it would be the last time she’d hold him in her arms, feel him inside her.

  He shrugged his shirt off. The crisp white cotton slid off his shoulders, revealing his taut six-pack abs, the sprinkling of dark hair that veed towards his trousers. With a snick of leather he undid his belt and then kicked off his trousers, and he too was naked.

  He came towards her, taking her in his arms in a way that was possessive rather than sensual. When he kissed her she felt branded. Perhaps she always would.

  He backed her towards the window, so her back was against the cold glass, and then without a single murmur or caress he drove inside her.

  Even so she was ready for him, her body expanding to fit around his length. She wrapped her legs around his waist and pulled him inside her even more deeply, her head thrown back against the glass so she felt suspended between this world and the next, caught in a single moment of memory and desire.

  The tension and pressure built inside her, a tornado that took over her senses, and at its dizzying peak Leo took her face in his hands and looked her straight in the eyes.

  ‘You won’t forget me,’ he said, and it was a declaration of certainty, a curse, because she knew he was right.

  Then, as her climax crashed over her, he shuddered into her and withdrew, leaving her trembling and weak-kneed against the window. She watched, dazed and numb, as he dressed silently. She could not form a single sentence, not even a wor
d.

  She watched him walk to the door. He didn’t speak, didn’t even look back. The door closed with a quiet, final-sounding click. Slowly she sank to the floor, clutching her knees to her chest as the aftershocks of her climax still shuddered through her.

  Leo was gone.

  Copyright © 2015 by Kate Hewitt

  ISBN-13: 9781460386293

  The Sinner’s Marriage Redemption

  Copyright © 2015 by Annie West

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