The Novels of Nora Roberts Volume 1

by Nora Roberts

  Kate did, with a smile that could have melted steel at five paces. “I wish you were dead.”

  “You and so many others.” She hooked her arm through Kate’s and strolled off, two bosom friends stealing a private moment. “Now, is it true that you and Rob Winters are considering scripts for a TV movie?”

  “No comment.”

  “Now, now, darling.” Angela’s voice was a purr, deadly feline. “Didn’t we agree to scratch each other’s backs?”

  “I’d like to scratch your eyes.” But she knew she couldn’t. There was much too much at stake for her to indulge herself quite that blatantly. Still, there were other weapons. Tilting her head, Kate studied Angela’s face. “That’s an excellent tuck, by the way. Barely noticeable.” Her smile was quick and sincere when Angela bristled. “Don’t worry, darling, it’ll be our secret. After all, a girl’s got to do everything necessary to maintain the illusion of youth. Especially when she’s married to a younger man.”

  Behind the flirty little veil, Angela’s eyes were as hard as marbles. It was her day, by God. Hers. And nothing and no one would spoil it. “A script’s come my way, Katie dear. I think you’ll find it fascinating. And I think you’ll be able to pique Rob’s interest as well. The two of you have been pals for years, and it would be a friendly boost if you persuaded him to do it. After all, he doesn’t have a great deal of time left to pick and choose, does he?”

  “You bitch.”

  Angela gave a trilling laugh. Nothing could have pleased her more than seeing Kate’s smug smile fade. “The trouble with actors is they need someone to write that clever dialogue. You’ll have the script by Monday, darling. I really would consider it a favor if you’d read it quickly.”

  “I’m getting tired of your favors, Angela. Other people might call it blackmail.”

  “I’m not other people. It’s simply a matter of my having certain information that I’m more than happy to keep to myself. A favor to you, dear. In return, you do one for me. That’s called cooperation.”

  “One day you’re going to cooperate yourself right into hell.”

  “It’s just business.” With a sigh, Angela patted Kate’s flushed cheeks. “You’ve been around long enough to know better than to take everything so personally. We’ll discuss terms when I get back from my honeymoon. Now, you’ll have to excuse me. I can’t ignore my guests.”

  Although Kate’s imagination didn’t run to dialogue, she had no trouble with visuals. As Angela glided away, Kate saw the frothy silk splattered with blood.

  “One day,” she whispered, yanking a rose from a bush and crushing it in her hand. “One day, someone’s finally going to get the guts and do it.”

  “She looks wonderful.” Lolling on the couch in the cabin, Deanna studied the front cover of People. “Radiant.”

  Finn drummed up the energy to glance over. They had finally been able to synchronize a full three days off, together. If the phone didn’t ring, the fax didn’t shrill and the world didn’t collapse within the next twenty-four hours, they would have made it through.

  “She looks like one of those prop wedding cakes. All fancy fake icing over the inedible.”

  “Your vision’s skewed by malice.”

  “Yours should be, too.”

  She only sighed and flipped through to the cover story. “I don’t have to like her to admit she’s lovely. And she looks happy, really happy. Maybe marriage will mellow her.”

  He only snorted. “Since this is her third time at bat, that’s doubtful.”

  “Not if this is the right one. I don’t wish her bad luck, personally or professionally.” She peered over the top of the magazine. “I want to whip her butt on merit.”

  “You are whipping her butt.”

  “In Chicago, and a few other markets. But this wedding’s bound to shift the tide at least for a time.”

  He stretched his arms over his head, muscles rippling. Deanna could see the faint scar where the bullet had sliced through.

  “Why do you think she did it?”

  “Oh come on, Finn, give her some credit. A woman doesn’t get married so that she can get her picture on a few covers.”

  “Kansas.” Amazed that she could still be so naive, he took the magazine from her. “When you’re slipping down the ladder, you grab hold of any handy rope.”

  “I think that’s a mixed metaphor.”

  “You think this is for love?” Laughing, he sent the magazine sailing. Angela, the happy bride, landed facedown. “She’s had six weeks of free publicity since the day her secret engagement mysteriously leaked.”

  “It could have leaked.” She gave him a friendly shove with her stockinged foot. “And even if she planted it, it doesn’t change the bottom line. She’s a beautiful, vibrant woman who fell for a gorgeous, magnetic man.”

  “Gorgeous?” Finn snagged her foot by the ankle. “You think he’s gorgeous?”

  “Yes, he’s—” She shrieked, twisting as he tickled her foot. “Stop that.”

  “And magnetic?”

  “Sexy.” Giggling helplessly, she reared up to try to free herself. “Sinfully attractive.” She tried biting when he wrestled her down.

  “You fight like a girl.”

  She blew her hair out of her eyes and tried to buck him off. “So what?”

  “I like it. And I’m now honor-bound to erase Dan What’s-his-name from your mind.”

  “Dan Gardner,” she said primly. “And I don’t know if you can. I mean, he’s so elegant, so polished, so . . .” She gave a mock shiver. “So romantic.”

  “We’ll shoot for a contrast.”

  With one swipe, he dragged his hand down her breezy cotton blouse and sent buttons flying.

  “Finn!” Caught between shock and amusement, she started to shove him back. The laughing protest ended on a strangled gasp as he fastened his mouth to her breast.

  Instant heat. Instant need. It burst through her like light, blindingly bright. The hands that had playfully pressed against his shoulders tightened like vises, short, neat nails digging crescents into his flesh. Her heart stuttered beneath his greedy mouth, losing its pace, then racing ahead in a wild sprint.

  His hands were already tugging aside the remains of her blouse, then streaking over bared skin to arouse and demand. The strong summer sun streamed through the windows, fell over her in hot white light. Her skin was moist from it, from his rough, impatient touch. With his mouth still feasting on her, he slid his hand under the baggy leg of her shorts and drove her ruthlessly to a fast, violent climax.

  “Again.” Driven himself, he fixed his mouth on hers, swallowing her cry as he pushed her higher.

  He wanted her like this. So often he was content to let them take each other slowly, savoring each touch, each taste on the long, lazy journey toward fulfillment. He loved the way her body grew sinuous and soft, the way his own pleasures built layer by layer.

  But now he wanted only the fast, molten ride, the mindlessness of hurried, urgent sex. He wanted to possess her, to brand her, to feel her body rock fitfully under his, until he was sunk deep.

  He tore at her clothes even as she tugged and yanked at his. Her breath was hot on his flesh, her mouth streaking hungrily over him, sounds of desperate excitement humming in her throat.

  He shifted, gripping her hips and lifting her up so that the muscles in his arms quivered. Then he was sheathed in her. Their twin cries of triumph shivered on the sultry air.

  With her head thrown back, her long, slim body glistening with sweat, she took him deeper, drove him as he had driven her. Ruthlessly, relentlessly. She gripped his hands, guiding them over her damp body, urging him to claim more while her heart galloped in a mad race of its own.

  The orgasm struck, a sweaty fist that pummeled and pummeled and left her body a mass of indescribably exquisite aches. The air was clogged and burning in her lungs. She sobbed to release it, sobbed to gulp it back in.

  She felt his body lunge, vaulting her over that final, keen edge. Lik
e wax melted in the sun, she slid down to him and lay limp.

  His own mind cleared gradually, the static from the storm dying to a steady quiet that was her breathing. The dark haze that had covered his vision lifted so that he closed his eyes against the hard sunlight.

  “I guess I protected my honor,” he murmured. She gave a strangled laugh.

  “I didn’t know—God, I can’t breathe.” She tried again. “I didn’t know tweaking your ego would be so . . . rewarding.”

  “Relaxed?”

  She sighed. “Very.”

  “Happy?”

  “Completely.”

  “Then this is probably a good time to ask you to think about something.”

  “Hmmm. I don’t think I can think just now.”

  “Put this in the back of your mind.” His hand gently massaged her back. “Let it stew there for a while.”

  “What am I supposed to stew about?”

  “Marrying me.”

  She jerked back. “Marrying you?”

  “Is looking shocked another way to tweak my ego?”

  “No.” Staggered, she pressed a hand to her cheek. “God, Finn, you know how to toss one in from left field.”

  “We’ll talk baseball later—since the Cubs are in the basement.” Goddamn nerves, he thought, while his stomach clenched. It was ridiculous for him to feel these tugs of panic, but all he could imagine was her saying no. Absolutely not.

  For the first time in his life he wanted something and someone he wasn’t sure he could have.

  He levered himself up so that they sat, naked, facing each other, both still achy and sated with sex. The plan was, he reminded himself, to keep it light, natural.

  “It shouldn’t be such a surprise, Deanna. We’ve been lovers for more than a year.”

  “Yes, but . . . we haven’t even resolved living together yet—”

  “One of my points. My strategy in getting you to live with me; then easing you into marriage just isn’t panning out.”

  “Your strategy?”

  He didn’t mind the edge in her voice. It matched the one in his own. “Kansas, the only way to handle you is like a chess game. A man has to think a half dozen moves ahead and outflank you.”

  “I don’t think I care for that analogy.”

  “It’s an accurate one.” He pinched her chin lightly between his fingers. “You spend so much time thinking things through, trying to avoid making the wrong move. I have to give you a shove.”

  “Is that what this proposal is?” She batted his hand away. “A shove?”

  “We’ll call it more of a nudge, since I’m willing to let you think it over.”

  “That’s generous of you,” she said between her clenched teeth.

  “Actually,” he continued, “I’m giving us both time. I can’t say I’m completely sold on the idea myself.”

  She blinked. “Excuse me?”

  It was inspired, he realized. Absolutely inspired. Two could play tweak-the-ego. “We’re coming from opposite fields here on this subject. You from a big, happy family, all those traditional trappings, where ‘till death do us part’ means something. For me, marriage has always meant ‘till divorce do us part.’ ”

  Incensed, she snatched up her blouse, swore, then tossed it aside. “For someone so cynical, I’m surprised you’d consider it.”

  His mouth quivered as she dragged on his T-shirt. “I’m not cynical, I’m realistic. Marriage has become like newspapers. You toss them out when you’re through, and not a hell of a lot of people bother to recycle.”

  “Then what’s the point?” She yanked on her shorts.

  “I’m in love with you.” He said it quietly, simply, and stopped her from storming out of the room. “I’d like to think about the idea of starting a life with you, having children, giving some of those traditional trappings a shot.”

  His words deflated her anger. “Damn you, Finn,” she said helplessly.

  He grinned up at her. “Then you’ll think about it.”

  Chapter Twenty

  Dan Gardner didn’t marry Angela for her money. Not entirely. Some people were unkind enough to think he had—even to say he had. During the first few weeks of their marriage there was considerable speculation in the tabloid press about the matter, as well as the disparity in their ages: ten years almost to the day. A firm believer in publicity, Dan had planted the articles himself.

  But there were other reasons he had married her. He admired her skills. He understood her flaws and, most important to him, how to exploit them. It was he, recognizing her insecurities and her suspicions, who had insisted on signing a prenuptial agreement. Divorce would not benefit him. But Dan wasn’t planning on divorce—unless it benefited him. It was he—knowing her weakness for romance and her need to be the center of love—who arranged for candlelit dinners for two, quiet weekends in the country. When she needed attention beyond what he could provide, he arranged for that as well. As Angela became more and more obsessed with eroding ratings, he picked up the threads of several A. P. Production projects and deftly increased the profits.

  He might not have married her for her money, but he intended to enjoy it.

  “Look at this!” Angela heaved a copy of TV Guide across the room. It landed with Deanna’s picture faceup. “Just look! ‘Daytime’s new princess,’ my ass.” Her silk robe billowed out like a sail as she paced the snowy carpet of her penthouse. “ ‘Warm and accessible, sexy and sharp.’ They fawned over her, Dan. Goddamn it, they gave her the cover and two full pages.”

  “Don’t let it spook you.” Because they were staying in for the evening, Dan poured her a full flute of champagne. She was easier to handle when she was drunk and weepy. And when she was needy, the sex was simply stupendous. “She’s just got a longer way to fall now, that’s all.”

  “That’s not all.” Angela snatched the glass away from him. She didn’t want to need a drink, but she did and she was in no mood to fight the longing. “You saw the ratings. She’s had a twenty-percent share for the last three weeks.”

  “And you ended up the year as number one,” he reminded her.

  “It’s a new year,” she snapped back. “Yesterday doesn’t count.” She drank deeply, then planted the dainty heel of her feathered mule in Deanna’s left eye. “Not so pretty now, are you?” Fueled on envy, she kicked the magazine aside. “No matter what I do she keeps moving up. Now she’s getting my press.” After draining the glass, she thrust it back at Dan.

  “Angela’s isn’t your only interest.” Dutifully he refilled the glass for her. “You have the specials, the projects A. P. Productions is involved with. Your interests and your impact are more diverse than hers.” He watched her eyes consider as she drank. “She’s got one note, Angela. She plays it well, but it’s just one note.”

  The description steadied her quaking heart. “She was always limited, with her little timetables and note cards.” But as her fury drained, despair crept into the void. “I don’t want her cutting me out, Dan.” Her eyes filled, swimming with hot tears as she gulped down champagne. “I don’t think I could stand it. Not from her of all people.”

  “You’re making it too personal.” Sympathetically, he filled her glass again, knowing that after the third drink she’d be as pliant as a baby with a full tummy.

  “It is personal.” The tears spilled over, but she let Dan lead her to the couch. She cuddled there on his lap with tangled threads of contentment and unease working through her. It had been the same cuddling on her father’s lap on the rare occasions when he had been home and sober. “She wants to hurt me, Dan. She and that bastard Loren Bach. They’d do anything to hurt me.”

  “No one’s going to hurt you.” He tipped the glass to her lips the way a mother might urge medicine on a whiny child.

  “They know I’m the best.”

  “Of course they do.” Her neediness aroused him. As long as her neuroses bloomed, he was in charge. Setting her glass aside, he parted her robe to nuzzle her breasts. “
Just leave everything to me,” he murmured. “I’ll take care of it.”

  “Do arguments with your mate end up as war zones, with flying accusations and flying dishes? ‘How to Fight Fair,’ tomorrow on Deanna’s Hour.”

  “Okay, Dee, we need some bumpers for the affiliates.”

  She rolled her eyes at the assistant director, but dutifully scanned the cue cards. “View the best on Tulsa’s best. KJAB-TV, channel nine. Okay, let’s run through them.”

  For the next hour she taped promos for affiliates across the country, a tedious chore at best, but one she always agreed to.

  When it was done, Fran walked on set with a chilled sixteen-ounce bottle of Pepsi. She waddled a little, heavily pregnant with her second child. “The price of fame,” she said.

  “I can pay it.” Grateful, Deanna took a long, cool drink. “Didn’t I tell you to go home early?”

  “Didn’t I tell you I’m fine? I’ve got three weeks yet.”

  “Three more weeks and you won’t fit through the doorway.”

  “What was that?”

  “Nothing.” Deanna drank again before heading off set. She paused by the large mirror, hooking an arm through Fran’s so that they stood side by side. “Don’t you think you’re a bit bigger than you were when you were carrying Aubrey?”

  Fran snuck an M& M into her mouth. “Water weight.”

  Deanna caught the whiff of candy and lifted a brow. “Sure it couldn’t have anything to do with all those chocolate doughnuts you’ve been scarfing down?”

  “The kid has a yen for them. What am I supposed to do? The cravings have to be filtered through me first.” Tilting her head, Fran studied her reflection. The new chin-length hair bob might have been flattering, she thought. If her face hadn’t looked like an inflated balloon. “Jeez, why did I buy this brown suit? I look like a woolly mammoth.”

  “You said it, I didn’t.” Deanna turned toward the elevators, eyeing Fran owlishly as she pressed the button.

  “No cracks about weight restrictions, pal.” With what dignity she could muster, Fran waddled in and stabbed sixteen. “I can’t wait until it’s your turn. If you’d just give in and marry Finn, you could start a family. You, too, could experience the joys of motherhood. Swollen feet, indigestion, stretch marks and the ever-popular weak bladder.”