This Kiss (Made In Montana Book 12)

by Debbi Rawlins

  He captured her hands and gently lowered them from his chest. When he tried to draw up her T-shirt, she tensed, angling in a way that cut him off.

  He took half a step back. “You change your mind?” he asked, keeping his tone low and even, letting her know it was all good. She was allowed.

  “No,” she said, shaking her head. “I haven’t.”

  He tipped her chin up so he could see her face. “It’s okay if you have. Tell me to stop and I will.”

  Sighing, she pulled off her own shirt and tossed it somewhere over her shoulder. He was too busy taking in the pink bra and creamy skin to see where it landed. Her breasts were the perfect size. They’d fit nicely in his hands. Her arms and shoulders were well toned, and her abs...a woman didn’t get that kind of definition from casual exercise. Sophie took her workouts seriously. But she hadn’t gone overboard, either, which he greatly appreciated.

  He drew his thumb across the silky skin mounding above her bra. She had no freckles, just the faint remnant of a summer tan.

  Damned if he wasn’t the one staring now.

  She shivered and shrank back.

  “You’re beautiful,” he said, and looked up to meet eyes filled with disbelief. “I’m sure you get that line a lot, but I mean it.”

  She let out a short laugh and went for his belt buckle. He wished she wasn’t so nervous. But if he brought it up, it would probably spook her into leaving.

  Would that be the right thing to do?

  Her frenzied movements confused him. It was as if she was racing the clock. Or...maybe she had someplace else she needed to be. Dammit, he couldn’t figure her out. Although once they were in bed, he could slow things down. Make her feel real good.

  “Hey.”

  When she looked up, he caught her chin and kissed her, taking his time, enjoying the velvety texture of her lips, trying to show her he was in no hurry. Although his dick wanted to argue.

  She opened up for him and he slid his tongue inside, where it found its mate. The funny little tango that followed made them both smile. He’d always liked kissing best when tongues were involved, but simply moving his lips over hers felt more than satisfying. They found their rhythm and he deepened the kiss while pulling her tighter against him.

  Sophie made a startled little sound in the back of her throat and stiffened. But she had to know she was making him hard. Thank God she didn’t pull away. She pressed even closer, until her breasts pillowed his chest.

  He reached behind to unfasten her bra, anxious to see her bare breasts, to watch her nipples harden and beg for his mouth. With his free hand he cupped her nape, slid his fingers into her hair. A sexy moan filled the inside of his mouth with her warm breath.

  All of a sudden she froze.

  She let out a squeak and wiggled out of his arms, her hand shooting to the top of her head.

  “What happened?” Staying on the safe side, he kept his hands in plain sight. “Did I hurt you?”

  They just stared at each other.

  She didn’t strike him as a woman who’d care if a man mussed up her hair. So what the hell?

  “Sorry,” she said, her cheeks pink. “Really sorry. I’m not freaking out or anything. About being here...you know...in the room with you. I promise I’m not.”

  Could’ve fooled him. “Look, we don’t have to—”

  “Let’s get in bed, okay? I’ll feel more relaxed then.”

  After a quick look at her parted lips, he watched the alarm fade from her eyes. “You don’t like leaving the light on?” Ethan asked, worried he was missing something that would come back to bite him. “Is that it?”

  “I don’t care about the light.” She smoothed back her hair and smiled as if nothing had happened.

  Now that his body had cooled off some, he needed to think before she took another step toward him. This year he faced more pressure than ever to claim another championship title, partly because of his age, and also because of his kid sister. Mostly, though, it was about his left shoulder. It didn’t hurt all the time, but he knew his rodeo days were numbered.

  Sophie came up flush against him and looped her arms around his neck. Her pink lips parted slightly as she tilted her head back. She was still wearing the damn bra, not that it seemed to matter, since his mind went blank.

  He put his hands on her waist, waiting, hoping he wasn’t in for another surprise squeal. Her skin was soft and warm above the jeans waistband. The satiny texture made him itch to explore the rest of her. He settled for rubbing the small of her back, then moved his hands over the curve of her firm backside. Squeezing through denim was better than nothing, he supposed.

  Screw that.

  The jeans and bra both had to come off.

  His request was preempted by an urgent tug. Sophie pulled his head down while she lifted herself up to meet his lips. When she leaned into him, moving her hips against his born-again erection, his whole body tightened. He slid his tongue inside her mouth and touched the tip of hers before circling and sampling the sweetness of her.

  “Bed,” she whispered.

  He lifted her in his arms. With a soft gasp, she hung on tight even after he’d laid her down against the pillows. She resumed the kiss, refusing to let go of his neck, even as he followed her down. The fierce way she was clinging to him made things tricky. He stretched out alongside her, keeping his weight off her and on his braced elbow.

  He dragged his mouth away from hers and trailed his lips along her jaw to her ear, wondering where she might be sensitive. After a few nips at her earlobe, he cupped a breast and murmured, “How about we get rid of this bra?”

  She vaguely nodded, then stiffened. “Wait.”

  “For?”

  She sat up and sighed. “I forgot something.”

  Ethan fell onto his back. She just wasn’t going to make it easy, was she? “What did you forget?” he asked as she crawled over him and got off the bed.

  “Just one sec,” she said, raising one finger before she headed for the chair with her jacket draped over the back.

  Ethan watched her rifle through the pockets and found it in his heart to forgive her for the interruption. Only because she had one helluva nice ass. Which he hoped to see in the flesh, preferably before the next full moon.

  Okay. He finally understood the problem. “I have a condom,” he said, rolling to the side and reaching into his back pocket. “It’s right here. You can stop looking.”

  She murmured something he couldn’t make out, yet managed to give him the impression she hadn’t heard him.

  “Sophie?”

  She turned to face him, holding the jacket against her front. Fortunately not so her breasts were hidden. Yeah, except the bra took care of that. Shit. Not being able to see and touch was driving him crazy.

  He took the packet out of his wallet and tossed both on the nightstand. “Did you hear me?” Why the hell was she bringing the jacket with her? “I have a condom.”

  “What? Oh.” She stopped by the side of the bed. “No, we don’t need one.”

  “Uh, yeah, we do.” He never broke that rule.

  “I changed my mind about the light.” She smiled and leaned down to give him a quick kiss and quite a view. “I think I want it off.”

  Ethan had never met a woman who ran so hot and cold, and at the speed of sound on top of that. He’d ridden a hundred ornery bulls that had given him less trouble. Trouble being the keyword here. Maybe this—Sophie—was an omen he needed to take more seriously.

  She kissed him again, lingering this time, using her tongue, while trailing her fingers down his chest. She traced a circle around his navel and then rested her hand on his buckle. “I’ll be right back.”

  Jesus. “What now?”

  “The light.”

  Something else that was confusing
. He knew she wasn’t shy, and she had a killer body. “How about we leave the one in the bathroom on with the door closed partway?”

  She straightened, thought for a moment and then nodded. “I think that might work better, actually.”

  Yep. She was a strange one, all right. But that nice round bottom of hers wasn’t easily dismissed. He watched her walk to the bathroom, flip on the light and angle the door just so.

  “I doubt you’ll need the jacket,” he said.

  She only smiled and moved to the wall switch that controlled the two lamps.

  “Why don’t you get rid of those jeans while you’re up?” He’d take care of the bra, no problem.

  “Okay. Good idea.” The room dimmed. “You take off yours, too.”

  Ethan watched her approach while he unbuckled and unzipped. It was a little too dark for his taste. Once he finally got her naked, he wanted to see her. Staying right where he was, he lifted his ass and pushed down his jeans.

  “Here, let me help.” She pulled them off his feet and flung the Wranglers at the chair.

  He considered asking her to let a little more light into the room, but she dropped her jacket and climbed onto the bed. She got on her knees and steadied herself with a hand on his belly. And then threw a leg over his thighs and straddled him.

  His cock seemed determined to test the resilience of his boxer briefs. “Your turn,” he said, reaching for her zipper.

  With a throaty laugh, she shoved his hand away. “Not when I have you exactly where I want you.”

  “I’ll make it worth your while,” he murmured, rubbing the back of his knuckles against her denim-covered crotch.

  She gasped and squeezed her thighs together, only his hips were in the way. He already knew she was strong, but how she was gripping him...holy shit. Managing to move his trapped hand, he put more pressure on her crotch.

  Sophie made a strangled sound. Shifting her body, she captured his hand. Intertwining her fingers with his, she pulled his arm up over his head as she leaned down to bite his lip. The aggressive move surprised him in a good way. With his free hand he unhooked her bra.

  The left strap slid off her shoulder and bared her breast. He could see the rosy tip, though not as clearly as he wanted. The moment she realized what had happened, she released him. She leaned back, cursing, and trying to pull the bra up.

  Like hell.

  He slid his hand in before she could cover herself. And cupped her exposed breast, rubbing his thumb over the hard nipple while baring the other.

  “You’re beautiful,” he whispered. “Don’t hide yourself.”

  Closing her eyes, she arched slightly, filling his palm. He kneaded gently and she sighed, a soft breathy sound he wanted to hear again.

  “No.” She shrank back.

  “Please, Sophie. I know you’re nervous, but I promise I’ll make you feel better.”

  “Stop,” she said, eyes wide but impossible to read in the dimness.

  He immediately lowered his hands. “Did I do something wrong?”

  An awkward silence fell between them. She hadn’t climbed off, so he figured that was a good sign. She also hadn’t fixed her bra, but he was afraid to so much as glance anywhere below her neck until he understood what had just happened. He’d never had a woman tell him no or to stop before. This was brand-new territory and he was at a complete loss on how to respond. Ego played no part here. If anything, he felt like shit.

  “Whatever I did to upset you, I’m very sorry,” he said, resisting the urge to touch her, offer her comfort the only way he knew how. “I really am.”

  “Don’t apologize,” she said, shaking her head. “It’s me, I shouldn’t have let— Oh, shit. I hate this.” She leaned over the side of the bed and reached for the jacket on the floor.

  “Hate what?” He tried to do the honorable thing and not stare at her breasts. Apparently he had the willpower of a rutting bull, which he wasn’t proud of.

  She pulled something out of the pocket and hid it behind her back before he dragged his attention away from her breasts. Cosmic justice, he figured.

  He barely had time to blink before she was all over him again. Kissing him, playing the aggressor once more, forcing his arm over his head, her warm soft body pressed close, her hard nipples grazing his chest...the feel of cold metal...

  The hard band closing around his wrist jerked him from his haze. He heard a click. Confusion still messed with his brain. Sophie drew back, staring down at him, breathing hard.

  He looked at his wrist handcuffed to the bedpost.

  Sophie was into that kind of stuff? He wasn’t, but he didn’t mind accommodating her.

  4

  “YOU COULD’VE JUST told me.” Ethan smiled. “This isn’t my thing, but I’ll play for a while,” he said, and touched her breast.

  “Oh, brother.” She slapped his hand away, jerking back. For God’s sake, she’d forgotten she had no top on. “This isn’t a game, you idiot.” She climbed off, glanced around the room for her shirt. Finding it near the chair, she pulled the tee over her head.

  “What the hell is going on?”

  The wig got caught and shifted. Boy, was she glad to get rid of that stupid thing. No one had warned her it would itch like crazy. She grabbed a handful of the fake blond locks and yanked it off her head.

  “Jesus. What the—”

  Pulling pins from her own hair, she shook it loose from the tight bun and glanced at Ethan, lying against the cream-colored sheets, his muscled chest smooth, bare and tanned. A light smattering of dark hair swirled just below his belly button and disappeared into the waistband of his boxer briefs.

  Oh no. No looking there for her.

  “I know you,” he said, narrowing his gaze.

  The light from the bathroom washed over his face, the tanned skin bringing out the blue of his eyes, as he studied her with an intensity that made her turn away. Did seeing her as a brunette trigger a memory? Doubtful. He’d barely noticed her after his grand gesture outside the cafeteria right in the middle of lunch period.

  She walked into the bathroom and groaned at her image in the mirror. Well, of course her hair was plastered to her head and looking as unattractive as possible. He hadn’t been staring because he remembered her. She could’ve just stepped off the set of some horror movie.

  Rubbing her itchy scalp, she bent at the waist and fluffed out her hair. She straightened to look in the mirror again, not expecting much. And that was exactly what she got.

  “Are you gonna get out here and explain what the hell is going on?” Ethan sounded angry.

  “You jumped bail,” she said, strolling back into the room and picking up her phone. Mostly so she didn’t have to look at him. “Without giving a thought to the large bond that was posted on your behalf.”

  “No, I didn’t. Jump bail, I mean. The charges were dropped.”

  “When?” If that was true, Lola would’ve told her by now. But he sounded so certain she had to look at him. “When?” she repeated.

  “I’m not sure.”

  A lock of sun-streaked brown hair had fallen across his forehead. His face was lean and spare like the rest of him. Same square jaw she remembered, except for the dark stubble. And that perfect straight nose. He was even hotter now than he’d been back in high school.

  Some friggin’ nerve.

  “So, you weren’t sure if you had to show up in court or not and decided to take off anyway. Brilliant move.”

  “No, it’s not like that.” He jerked his wrist, clanging the handcuffs against the wooden post. “Is this necessary?”

  Well, that had to be rhetorical. She checked for texts or voice mails. “If the charges were dropped, my partner would’ve notified me. So guess you’re out of luck.”

  “Okay, look, my friend Arnie...
Can we turn on more lights?”

  “No.” She sat on the chair and faced him. “Continue.”

  Ethan’s normal, easygoing expression had vanished, replaced by a piercing frown that made her tense. “Who are you?”

  “Sophie’s my real name.”

  “You know what I’m asking.”

  “I’m a fugitive retrieval agent—”

  “Fugitive?”

  “You asked.”

  He cut loose a pithy four-letter word. “What’s that, a fancy name for a bounty hunter?”

  “Yep.”

  “And that gives you the right to slap handcuffs on me?”

  “It sure does. Didn’t you read the bail bond contract?” By signing the document, he’d given her and Lola more authority to arrest him than even the police.

  She watched him scrub at his face with his free hand and waited out his mumbled curses. Leaving him with an unrestricted hand wasn’t a smart move. The bedpost was made from solid wood and plenty sturdy...she’d checked first thing. But Ethan was agile and strong.

  The memory of his hands on her body made her shudder.

  Dammit, she should’ve brought two pairs of cuffs. Mandy preferred using zip ties and had given Sophie a few. But they were sitting in the Jeep.

  “So that’s why you’re in such great shape,” he murmured.

  “Excuse me?”

  “I thought maybe you were a personal trainer or something, but that didn’t make sense, either,” he said, letting his gaze wander over her.

  “What are you talking about?”

  “Look, if you just let me make a phone call, I can straighten this out in no time.”

  “I have a better idea. You can do it in person when I take you back to Wyoming.”

  “Bullshit.”

  Sophie smiled. “It’s late. No sense driving tonight. We’ll leave first thing in the morning.”

  He jerked hard on the cuffs. The whole bed seemed to shake. “You know I won’t let you do that.”

  “Oh?” She rose. “What are you going to do? Scream?”

  Wow, that sure pissed him off. His face reddened, and his eyes turned positively frosty. He looked as if he wanted to put his hands around her neck and strangle the life out of her.