SCREAMIN' in Pain

by Cynthia Pegram

  In the limo, Sebastian pours us another whiskey. He has an 80’s station playing. I am getting drunk already. Priming myself for the night ahead. Hoping it will be fun!

  When we walk in, we see the place is busy. Everyone is already drinking and having fun. I get another. I spot Cecelia, so I head over to her.

  “Cecelia, you look great.”

  “Thank you, this is my husband, Richard.”

  What a cute couple. I hang out with them for quite some time. We have a good conversion. They truly are awesome people. While I am talking to them, Sebastian keeps bringing me more drinks.

  After I finished talking to Cecelia and her husband, I go to mingle with other employees. I drink a lot more. I notice it is taking the pain away.

  Brody had the party catered. It had all kinds of different meats, salads, rolls, a variety of potatoes, and all kind of veggies. Sebastian had come to me a few times to get me to eat. I was not hungry though, I was my way to being fucked up which I wanted badly.

  I see Brody with a beautiful blonde-haired woman. I walk over to talk to them and see Brody is pretty wasted. He is very relaxed having a great time. Sebastian and I stay for a long time. We drink, visiting with everyone. It is getting late and I have to go home. All that alcohol has fucked me up! I find Sebastian, so I stagger to him.

  “Hey Sebastian, I need to go.” I slur to him.

  He looks at me, and then giggles. He takes my hand so I will not fall down. We say goodnight to everyone. As we are leaving, I notice many people have already left. The ones who are still there parting are totally fucked up. I smile, happy that everyone had a great time.

  We get into the limo to head for my house. Sebastian pulled me to him, “I am glad you had a good time tonight. It’s so good to see you smile.”

  I look him in the eye, lean over kissing him. He pulls me closer to him. We kiss passionately. Climbing on his lap, I lay my head on his shoulder. He holds me close to him.

  When the limo pulls up in front of my place, Sebastian looks to me. He does not say anything, just looks. I get out, then stick my head back in. I take him by the hand, leading him out of the limo.

  Once we get inside of my place, he starts to head for the spare bedroom. I take his hand, leading him with me to my room.

  When we get inside of my room, I start kissing him. I am feeling him up. He is so hard. I run my hands over his muscles. They are so strong!

  I start to undress him. I put my hand on his heart. It is pounding very quickly. It feels like his chest will pop open. I push him on my bed. I start to give him a dance . . . then I get undress.

  I smile at him as he lays there looking so fine. When I am finish, he takes my hand pulling me to the bed with him. He put one of my breast in his mouth. Sucking so hard on it. That feels so good. I do not want him to quit so I moan in pleasure.

  I slid under the covers grabbing Sebastian’s dick. It is so hard. I put my mouth on him sucking him off. I run my teeth along his shaft. He is moaning, enjoying what I am doing to him. I continue to suck hard.

  He is breathing hard, yet he is not making any noises. Before I know it, he has cum in my mouth. Once I feel the warmth, I swallow.

  I go up to Sebastian looking him in the eye, “Sebastian, did you enjoy that?”

  He smiles then kisses me on the lips, “Kristy, I did so very much so.”

  “Why didn’t you make any noise?”

  “I’m not really sure. I usually don’t.”

  “Sebastian, I am a total screamer. If it feels good, then you should let me know. Make some noise.”

  Sebastian knows I am a screamer he has heard me before with, Giovanni. I was so used to Giovanni and me. We always scream together.

  I grab his dick starting to whack him off. He lays there with his eyes closed. No sound comes out of his mouth.

  “Does that feel good?”

  He shakes his head yes to answer me. He is breathing so hard.

  “Then let me hear you.”

  I start to pump him harder. I keep watching him, unable to turn away. His facial expressions are turning me on!

  He starts to moan. He opens his eyes to look at me, “Fuck Kristy that feels so good.”

  I smile pumping him even harder.

  “Fuck!” He screams. He cums very hard. I lean down to kiss him.

  He turns me so I am lying on my back. He inserts his fingers into my pussy. I am already so wet. I moan as he goes in deeper. He takes out his fingers replacing them with his tongue. He has a huge tongue and it feels great. He keeps working inside of me with that long tongue. I cum with a big, loud scream.

  He comes up to me smiling. Looking at me, he tells me, “Kristy, I love to hear you scream! I see what you mean by making noise. That is a big time turn on!”

  He rest his head on my stomach. I rub the back of his hair. We fall to sleep that way. Hours later, I wake up on my stomach with my ass propped up in the air.

  I look over my shoulder to where he is, “what ya doin, Sebastian?”

  “Lay there and enjoy.”

  He starts kissing on my butt cheeks. He spreads open my cheeks licking my asshole. He softly slips the tip of his tongue through my opening. Oh my, that feels so good. He is sending shivers throughout my entire body! I do not want him to quit.

  Once he is finished with that, he rolls me over. He put on a condom then he shoves his dick into me. He feels so amazing. He pushes deep inside of me. I grab his ass making him push further into me. I start to fuck him back.

  He puts his tongue in my mouth. I gently bite the tip of his tongue. He looks at me smiling, still pumping me hard. I roll him over, climbing on top of him. I ride him hard fuck him hard. He cums screaming, “Kristy, I love you!”

  There is a ton of banging on my door. At first, I thought I am dreaming. Then it gets louder. I look to the clock seeing its five o’clock in the morning. Sebastian turns to me not sure what to think. “I will get it.” He slips on his boxers then goes to the door. I walk up behind him with a short, silky robe on.

  Looking out the peephole, I see Heather standing there. I feel weak in my knees.

  “What is she doing here?” I thought.

  I open the door to see not only Heather, but also Randy and Angelo. My knees start to give out. Sebastian holds my arm tightly to keep me from falling.

  “What the fuck is wrong?” I ask in a panic.

  Heather comes in hugging me. She leads me to the couch sitting me down. She sits on one side of me. Randy takes the other side. Heather looks at Sebastian wearing his boxers. He leaves the room to go change.

  “Tell me what is happening!” I demand of all of them.

  Randy takes my hand in his. Sebastian walks back in the room. He has put on his pants.

  “Angelo found out Giovanni has been kidnapped. When he went to Italy, he never made his meeting. The guy he was to meet said he never showed up.” Randy has informed me.

  I rise up pacing back and forth. I stop to look at Angelo.

  “Angelo, I talked to him the night before his meeting. What could have happened to him in that amount of time?”

  I knew a lot could have. It has been awhile since we talked to him. Of course, a lot could happen. I just do not want to believe it.

  “Ma’am, I am not sure what happened between that time frame. We have close contact with the police. They are doing everything they can to find him.”

  I shake my head wildly back and forth not believing this is happening. I could not allow myself to think this is true.

  “Angelo, I have to go to Italy.”

  “Ma’am, you should stay here. We will find him.” Angelo was suggesting to me.

  “No! I am going!” I am yelling as I go into my bedroom.

  Heather walks in behind me, “Kris, are you okay?”

  “Heather, when did you find out about, Giovanni?”

  “Last night . . . we came as soon as we found out. Randy wants to be here. He wants to help anyway he can.”

  I look to her
with tears forming in my eyes, “give me a minute, Heather.”

  She quietly walks out of my room.

  I sit on my bed crying. “How could I do this to Giovanni?” I thought. “Please, baby, be okay. I will never sleep with anyone ever again. Just you,” I willed him to hear me.

  There is a knock on the door. I wipe my eyes as Sebastian walks in. He was going to come over to me except I put my hand up to stop him. I stand looking at him.

  “While I’m fucking you, Giovanni is out there somewhere lost. I should have been looking for him sooner. Who knows what is going on? We don’t know if he is dead, or alive,” I am screaming.

  Angelo opens the door. He does not say anything he just stands there looking at me.

  I turn to him, “Why in the hell did you call Heather and not me?” I am yelling at him too.

  “Ma’am, I left you numerous messages on your phone. I came to your door a few times. I tried to get in touch with you.”

  I feel my body shaking. I look at Sebastian who is staring at me. I look back to Angelo who is staring at the floor.

  “I am sorry you guys for yelling at you.”

  Angelo looks over to me then leaves the bedroom. Sebastian comes over to me. He holds me tight, “Kristy, you can’t blame yourself or me. We did not know. We were drinking. Don’t blame yourself.”

  I know he feels as guilty as I do. I wipe my eyes. Then move him away because I do not want to see his face.

  “Sebastian, it’s not only because we were drunk. I have wanted to make love to you for a long time. This was not right; I wish I could take it back. It was great except I am stupid. I should have never let it go that far. If I was smart I should have kept on wanting.” I move away from him.

  “Kristy, I am going home to pack a bag. I will be back in a few.”

  “Sebastian, you don’t need to do that. I can handle this on my own.”

  He does not say anything as he leaves my room. He is just as hurt as I am.

  I start to pack some things. I cannot even focus. I just grab things. Randy walks into my room. He looks at what I am doing.

  He comes over to me, “Kristy, let me do that.” He packs my bag.

  I sit on my bed bawling like a baby. I place my face into my hands. Randy kneels in front of me. I look up to him.

  “I got fucked last night. I was unfaithful to Giovanni.” I sob to him.

  “He wanted you to do this. Do not blame yourself. This is not the time for blame. Let’s go find him and bring him home.”

  I go to the bathroom to get ready. When I get in the living room, I see Sebastian is back. He is holding his bag. I look at him starting to cry again. I have such a deep guilt inside of me. Right now, I hate myself.

  Sebastian walks over to hug me. I look to Heath and she is staring at me. Like she is judging me. I bury my head into Sebastian’s chest. I break down sobbing unable to look at anyone. The guilt is tearing me up.

  I go into the kitchen to get my phone. I dial Devon’s number. He answers on the second ring, “Kristy, do you have news?”

  I cannot talk. I start to sob once more. Sebastian takes my phone as Randy holds me.

  “Devon, its Sebastian. We found out your dad has been kidnapped! He is somewhere in Italy but we aren’t sure exactly where.”

  Devon is so quite. Sebastian put him on speakerphone. We all heard a sigh coming from him, “I hope this has nothing to do with my mom. We all are back in Italy. Sophie and my mom got back here a couple of weeks ago. I came in two days ago.”

  We all sit in deep thought. I hear Sebastian tell him we will meet him at the airport in Italy.

  When we all board the plane, it is nearly seven in the morning. We use one of Giovanni’s jets. On the ride there, they keep telling me he will be fine . . . that everything is going to get better. I try to believe them, yet deep down I cannot.

  I sit by myself crying. Sebastian nor I will look at each other. I am absolutely beating myself up for what I have done.

  We get a hotel in Genoa. That is where Giovanni is supposed to be. Randy has made up fliers that we can pass out. Angelo can speak Italian, so he goes with us.

  It is such a beautiful city to look at. The water is so blue. The buildings are made of brick. They are huge. Too bad we were not there for something else. I wish it had been Giovanni and I on vacation . . . or better yet, our honeymoon.

  We walk for a long time. It seems like forever. Showing people Giovanni’s picture. Asking them if they have seen him. I am feeling sick and sad. It is getting late, so we head back to the hotel room. Heather is hungry, so Randy orders room service. When the food gets there Heather digs in. Yes, she is super hungry. Angelo, Randy, Sebastian, Devon also eat. I am not hungry.

  I stand up looking to everyone, “I cannot sit here. I am going to look for Giovanni.”

  I get ready to leave when Sebastian stands up. He can also speak Italian so he comes with me.

  When we get outside, he stops me on the sidewalk. He turns me so I have to look at him, “Kristy, I know you love Giovanni. I know he loves you. I love you too. Last night meant everything to me. I know we will not be together. That is fine. Last night had to happen. I am glad it did. We made love. It was very awesome. I realize it will not happen again. I swear I will never let it happen again. Do not be mad at me. I truly do love you.”

  I look at him with tears in my eyes. I lean over to kiss him, “Sebastian, I love you too. I honestly love Giovanni more. He and I are going to stay together. We will be married.”

  He kisses me taking my hand, walking down the road. We enter an alley. This woman is standing there. Sebastian shows her the picture. She is pointing down the alley speaking Italian. Sebastian is talking to her. When they finish she leaves.

  “Kristy, she said she saw him down the alley weeks ago. She has not seen him since. She thinks he is staying at a house on the right.”

  My heart feels so relieved. I am worried if he is okay or not. Randy and Angelo come creeping up behind us.

  “Man, you guys are hard to find. I started to worry about you guys,” Randy is saying with relief in his voice.

  Sebastian is filling Randy and Angelo in on what we found out. We all start to walk in that direction. I see a shadow coming in the other direction. I stop in my tracks.

  “Jacob?” I scream.

  The figure had turned to me. He is trying to get a good look. All of a sudden, the figure takes off running. Randy runs after him although he cannot catch him.

  Randy comes back to us. We all walk in the direction Giovanni is supposed to be. Angelo pulls out his phone calling the police. They get there within a few minutes.

  We all, including the police, go up to the door we think Giovanni is in. Sebastian knocks on the door. He hears moaning coming from the other side. He moves out of the way so the police could break the door down.

  Once the door is gone, we can see that Giovanni is lying on the floor, beaten to shit! His hands tied behind his back. He is lying on his side.

  We enter the room. I look at him crying. Both his eyes are swollen shut. He has big gashes above his eyes. He is breathing, but barely.

  I run to him dropping to the ground next to him. I hold his head in my lap. I am rocking back and forth rubbing his hair.

  “Giovanni, please forgive me. I am so sorry. I fucked up. I love you so much.” I am screaming, wailing.

  Randy tries to pull me off him. I will not let him. I am pushing him away from me swinging at him. I am holding on tight to Giovanni.

  “Kristy, you are in shock. The medics are here, let them do their job.” Randy tells me pulling me up to my feet.

  Sebastian comes over to take me from Randy. There is so much going on. They are putting tubes in Giovanni. Trying to clean his face up. I stand there screaming, crying. I feel so helpless for him. I want to find out who did this. I am out for blood!

  After they get Giovanni cleaned up the best they could, they put him on a stretcher. They are getting ready to take him out of the hous
e. Sebastian and I walk to the door.

  When we get outside someone starts to fire a gun at us. A police officer pulls his gun out shooting in the direction the bullets are coming from. There is gunfire coming from all directions.

  I am screaming, freaking out. The police officer shot the man who is firing. He drops to the ground. I run over to see who it is. I stand above him looking down at him. It is Jacob!

  “Why did you do this?” I am yelling at him.

  He is bleeding terribly. He tries to talk to me. I cannot hear him so I bend to the ground beside him.

  “I told you my dad was murdered. Giovanni bought my dad out of his business. He told my dad he was going to help save his business. Instead, my dad lost all his money. He ended up committing suicide. I told my dad I would find and kill whoever did this to him. I played with Giovanni for a long time. I made him suffer. He would be dead tonight if you hadn’t shown up,” Jacob is whispering to me.

  I am so pissed off. I stand up kicking him in the side. Randy comes over pulling me away. I look down at Jacob. I spit in his face as I watch him die.

  I turn to walk away when I see Sebastian lying on the ground. I run to him dropping to my knees. I start to cry. I see his body covered in blood and I do not know what is happening.

  Another ambulance pulls up to us. I can see Devon in the one that holds his dad.

  I am screaming so loudly, holding onto Sebastian’s hand tightly. I cannot believe what is happening. I am a total wreck. I fall to the ground lying on Sebastian’s chest. I cannot believe this is happening. I am hysterical.

  “Sebastian, please hold on. Don’t leave me,” I am pleading with him.

  “Sebastian, I love you!” I feel him give my hand a squeeze.

  “Kristy, I love you!”

  I lay there wrapped around him, crying. I look at him then start to scream, “Stay with me, Sebastian. Do not leave me okay. I love you!” I keep telling him repeatedly.

  “Someone help him!” I am begging and pleading with anyone. I look to Randy for help. He gives me such a sad look, and then he looks to the ground. Not wanting to look at me anymore.

  I get up running to Angelo, “what the fuck is wrong with you? Angelo, help him!” Angelo tries to pull me into a hug. I push him away slapping his face very hard.