The Secret Circle: The Complete Collection

by L. J. Smith

  “Having learned something from the trap I walked into in Cape Cod,” she said, “I don’t want to face Scarlett unprepared. She’s stronger than all of us put together. We got lucky last time—we got her to run away, but we couldn’t overpower her. The only way we stand a chance of defeating her now is by outsmarting her.”

  Cassie directed her attention to Adam. “That was a great pep talk and all, but a positive attitude and a whole lot of hope aren’t going to cut it. We need to be realistic. We should have an arsenal of spells at our fingertips before we step through the door of that house. One or two more days of preparation is all we need. It’s not much.”

  “I’m with her,” Deborah said. “Cassie should be the one calling the shots on this mission.”

  Nick raised his hand. “I second that.”

  Adam’s cheeks turned crimson, and Faye let out a begrudging sigh.

  Laurel picked up her notebook and pencil. “Okay then. Who has something to add to the list?”

  Adam lingered at Cassie’s front door, waiting for the others to leave her house with their individual assignments. He tilted his head at her and averted his eyes. “We should talk,” he said.

  “About what?”

  “Scarlett.”

  “It seems like she’s all you want to talk about lately,” Cassie said.

  Adam’s coy look changed into something more serious. “I understand why you’re upset, Cassie. But I didn’t suggest we find Scarlett so I could ask her out to dinner.” He smiled. “You know that.”

  Cassie did know that, but she still resented Scarlett for the stress she was putting on her and Adam’s relationship. And that resentment was transferring directly onto Adam.

  “That’s all I wanted to say.” Adam leaned in and gave Cassie a stiff hug good-bye.

  Cassie accepted his hug with limp arms. In her mind, she knew Adam hadn’t done anything wrong, but her heart was proving to be more stubborn. Scarlett and the cord were all she could see when she looked at Adam now, all she could feel when he touched her. No matter how hard she tried to rationalize her jealousy away, it was there.

  After Adam left, Cassie did the only thing she could think of to distract herself from her love life: She started cleaning the kitchen. Her mother would be home soon, and it would be nice for her to return to a spotless house.

  As she was sweeping the kitchen floor, enjoying the trivial sense of control that came from defeating household dirt and grime, Nick climbed up from the basement.

  Cassie gripped her broom handle tightly. “Going somewhere?” she asked.

  Nick slipped the broom out of Cassie’s hands. “Not unless you’re volunteering yourself as an escort.”

  “I might be.” Cassie laughed. “But not until this floor is clean.”

  “In that case, consider it done.” Nick put his head down and began sweeping the floor with even strokes.

  Cassie watched him, admiring the way he could lose himself so effortlessly in a physical task. Rebuilding engines, wrenching pipes, chopping wood—brute force was where Nick excelled. Fixing things that were broken, or muscling a floor clean if that was all he could get. There was a rugged simplicity to him that Cassie envied.

  Nick stopped sweeping and rested both hands on the broom handle. “A penny for your thoughts,” he said.

  “I should be the one paying you if I start talking.”

  “Try me.” Nick grinned. “First session is free.”

  Cassie leaned against the kitchen counter. “Well, for starters, I’ve been having terrible nightmares.”

  “From the book, do you think?” Nick asked.

  “I guess. I’ve been having a lot of weird feelings since that book came into my life.” Cassie paused. “And things with Adam have gotten pretty messy.”

  Nick usually flinched every time Cassie said Adam’s name, but he didn’t this time. His mahogany eyes were still and clear and his face was calm. Cassie suddenly felt like she could tell Nick anything and he wouldn’t judge her. She took a step closer to him.

  “You know the cord?” she asked. “The one between me and Adam?”

  “The infamous silver cord. Do you even have to ask?”

  “Well, there’s another one just like it,” Cassie said. “Between Adam and Scarlett.”

  “Hmm.” Nick set the broom aside and crossed his thick arms over his chest.

  “What do you think that means?” Cassie asked.

  “The more important question is what do you think it means?” Nick’s voice was caring and warm.

  Cassie shook her head. “I’m not sure.”

  “Personally,” Nick said. He looked pointedly at Cassie. “I think people pick who they love.”

  There was a beat of silence between them, a charged moment, and Cassie felt something tremble inside her. Something uncontrollable. A heat.

  Without thinking, she took Nick’s face into her hands and kissed him. It was urgent, and passionate, nothing like her soft kisses with Adam. She was hungry in a way she didn’t know she was capable of. But at the same time she felt disconnected, the way she had felt in her bedroom that night with Adam, after touching the book. It was like her mind and her body had split. She wanted to stop, but she couldn’t, so she kept kissing Nick until he pulled away.

  He brought his fingers to his lips in shock. “What the heck was that?”

  Cassie was just as stunned as he was. “I don’t know,” she said. “I’m sorry.”

  “Don’t do that unless you mean it.” Nick’s eyes blazed at her, and the air between them still felt charged. Cassie knew if she didn’t walk away now she was going to do something she might really regret. She turned and ran up the stairs to her bedroom, securing the door behind her.

  Cassie wasn’t sure what to make of what had just happened. She hadn’t known she was going to kiss Nick until she was already kissing him. In the moment, the thrill of it had rushed through her whole body. The screaming black hunger from deep in her gut was satiated—it had gotten what it wanted—but now all Cassie felt was empty.

  Chapter 15

  The next morning, guilt and shame were consuming Cassie from the inside out. It was only a kiss, but it shouldn’t have happened. How could she have let it happen? Before she even kicked off the covers and got out of bed she tried calling Adam. She had to set things right.

  He answered right away but sounded distracted. Or was he annoyed?

  “Is this a bad time?” Cassie asked.

  “It’s fine,” Adam said abruptly. “What’s up?”

  “I was hoping we could talk,” Cassie said. “Will you meet me out on the bluff?”

  “I can’t.”

  “It’s kind of important.”

  Adam nervously cleared his throat. “I wish I could, but I have to study for a history test.”

  He was so obviously lying that it was almost insulting. “Since when are you so concerned about studying?” Cassie said.

  “What are you talking about? Since always.”

  Cassie knew something was wrong. Adam’s voice sounded agitated and higher-pitched than usual. He was hiding something.

  “Can I talk to you now then, for a few minutes?” Cassie asked. “There’s something I’d like to say and I don’t want to put it off.”

  “You know, now really isn’t such a good time. I’m kind of in the middle of something.”

  Cassie could hardly believe her ears. Adam must be angry with her or he would never behave this way. But it didn’t make sense. Just last night he had told her he loved her.

  “I really do want to talk,” Adam said. “But it’ll have to wait. I’m sorry, Cassie, but I’ve got to go. I’ll call you later.”

  Cassie said good-bye and then listened to the silence on Adam’s end of the line for a few seconds after he hung up. The rift between them must be bigger than she had thought. And Adam didn’t even know the worst of it yet. If he was this upset with her now, what would his reaction be when he found out she had kissed Nick?

  Hours
passed, and Cassie still couldn’t get the phone call with Adam out of her head. It wasn’t only the fact that he had lied that was upsetting her. It was that she deserved it. He was right to not even want to hear her pathetic apology. If she were him, she wouldn’t want to talk to her either.

  But there was someone else Cassie should apologize to, and she hoped he would at least hear her out. She filled up a few plates with some chicken and vegetables and brought them downstairs, just as an excuse to seek out Nick.

  When she stepped inside the secret room, Nick was hunkered on the couch watching a bad horror movie with Deborah and Suzan. They were munching on popcorn and laughing. None of them turned to look at her, but the moment Cassie laid eyes on Nick she was overcome with shame. She couldn’t even bear the sight of him. She set the food she’d brought on the kitchen table and turned to run back upstairs as fast as she could.

  Nick noticed her and bolted up to catch her by the arm. “Hey,” he said. “Where are you going?”

  Cassie glanced at Faye and Laurel, but neither of them noticed the commotion. They were both at their computers wearing headphones. And Deborah and Suzan were too engrossed in the blood and guts of their movie to care about what Nick and Cassie had going on. They turned up the volume on the TV to drown their voices out.

  Nick pulled Cassie aside. “You’re avoiding me. There’s no reason for that. If we have to talk about it, we should talk about it.”

  Cassie’s mind began swimming too fast to complete a coherent sentence. “I don’t know what happened last night,” she said. “I’m sorry, I haven’t been myself lately.”

  “Take it easy,” Nick said. “Nothing catastrophic happened.”

  “Nick, I kissed you. I practically jumped your bones. Adam would think it was pretty catastrophic.”

  Nick smirked. “True. But I kind of understand why it happened.”

  “I wish I understood. I’ve been working so hard to get you to be my friend again, and then I go and …” Cassie couldn’t finish the sentence.

  “Look, it was just a fleeting moment,” Nick said dismissively. “I’ve had a million moments where I wanted to do something like that.”

  “You have?” Cassie took a deep breath. “I don’t want this to mean—”

  “It doesn’t mean we should be anything more again,” Nick said. “Or that you should jeopardize what you have with Adam. I get that.”

  This cool reaction from Nick didn’t exactly match their heated exchange yesterday, but Cassie would take what she could get. “You forgive me then,” she said.

  Nick shook his head. “Stuff happens sometimes, Cassie. Especially between good friends. Wires get crossed; things get confused.”

  “So that’s what we are?” Cassie asked. “Good friends? Still?”

  Nick avoided the question by glancing at the movie he was missing. “Although it was a pretty hot kiss, if I do say so myself.” He smiled, and Cassie tried to ignore the slightly condescending note in his voice.

  The fact was, she was lucky enough to have not one but two guys in her life who really cared about her. If only she felt worthy of either of them right now.

  She thought back to her tense conversation with Adam. If they were drifting apart, she wasn’t going to let their relationship end without a fight. Refusing to let Scarlett, or Nick, or anyone get between them was the only way to prove to Adam that she loved him—and proving it was more important now than ever.

  “I’m glad we’ve cleared the air,” Cassie said. “Now I should probably go do damage control with my boyfriend.”

  “I guess that means you’re going to tell him,” Nick said.

  “I have to. I know it won’t help your friendship, but I can’t keep it from him.”

  “Maybe you should remind him that this room is spelled for protection. So he’ll have to drag me out of it if he wants to kill me.”

  “Let’s hope it won’t come to that. Besides, I think this time I’ll be the one taking the blame.” Cassie gave Nick a peck on the cheek. “Wish me luck.”

  “You don’t need luck,” Nick said. “Adam’s not going to let you go that easily.”

  Cassie ran back upstairs and out of the house, sprinting down the sun-drenched block while practicing her apology to Adam in her head. She found herself at the wooden threshold of his front door within minutes. Adam’s Mustang, she noticed, was absent from the driveway, but he often parked it inside the garage, so that didn’t mean much. First Cassie knocked on the heavy oak door, and then she rang the bell. But all she could hear on the other side was Raj’s incessant barking. Adam wasn’t home. Nobody was, it seemed. But ever since their conversation that morning, Cassie had known something was off. She suddenly imagined Adam hiding inside, waiting for her to give up and leave him alone.

  Would he really pretend to not be home?

  Cassie looked to her left and right; there was no one in sight except for a blue uniformed mailman wearing giant headphones and bobbing to music only he could hear. Cassie hastily used a spell to unlock the door. It unlatched with a click, and she squeaked it open. Inside Raj was jumping and barking anxiously, as if he knew something was wrong. She gave the dog a pat to quiet him and scanned the shadowy living room and den.

  Where could Adam be? Wherever he was, he clearly didn’t want her to know, or he wouldn’t have sounded so strange on the phone earlier.

  Cassie crept into Adam’s bedroom to have a quick look around. His bed was an unmade mountain of blankets, and his history books were lying unopened on his nightstand. He obviously wasn’t studying for a history test. At least now she had proof he’d been lying.

  She searched his desk for some clue as to where he might have gone, or what he was up to. As she shifted a few papers to the side, her finger accidentally brushed against the mouse to his computer and the monitor came to life. A gray image of an old house filled the screen. It was the Stockbridge Mission House, Cassie was sure of it. It was the very same house that had appeared during the locator spell. And below its ghostly image were step-by-step driving directions to get there from New Salem.

  He didn’t , Cassie thought.

  But as she clicked through the information on Adam’s computer, it became more and more clear that he had. It was the only logical explanation, and it suddenly all made sense—his lies and anxious tone on the phone, and how at their meeting he’d reluctantly agreed to do more research when only a moment before he’d been itching to go after Scarlett immediately.

  Do-or-die time, he’d called it.

  Adam had gone after Scarlett. Alone.

  Chapter 16

  How could Adam be so stubborn? And so stupid? He didn’t stand a chance against Scarlett by himself. Cassie hurried out of Adam’s house in a panic and headed straight to Diana’s. Diana would know what to do.

  She banged on the glossy front door of Diana’s lemon-yellow house, but nobody answered.

  Not again, Cassie thought. She was ready to do another unlocking spell when she tried the nickel handle. It clicked easily beneath her thumb. The door was unlocked. Cassie stepped inside the house’s slick foyer and called Diana’s name. Her voice echoed off the polished mantel and brass knickknacks.

  There was no answer, but the thumping bass of too-loud music echoed from Diana’s bedroom. That explained why she hadn’t heard Cassie knocking. Cassie made her way up to Diana’s room and pushed open her door.

  “Diana?” she said, as the image before her registered. Diana wasn’t alone. She was on the bed with—

  “Oh my God.” It was Max. And he was kissing Diana. And she was kissing him back.

  “Cassie!” Diana screamed, pulling away from Max hastily. “What are you doing here?”

  “The door was open,” Cassie stuttered. “I tried knocking, but—I’m sorry.”

  Max jumped from the bed to a standing position and in one quick motion turned off the music. “It’s not what it looks like,” he said. He was up on the balls of his feet and his tanned calves were flexed, like he was
poised to sidestep the rush of a full-on attack.

  “It’s okay.” Diana looked sympathetically at Max. “It was only a matter of time before someone found us out. At least it’s Cassie.”

  Max settled back on his heels and ran his hands through his hair. Then he dug around on the floor for his socks and sneakers. “You two probably need to talk,” he said in a voice that sounded like an apology. “I should go.”

  “You don’t have to leave,” Diana said to him, softly. “Just give us a minute.”

  Cassie stepped aside as Max staggered toward the doorway, avoiding her eyes. “I’ll be downstairs.” He closed the door behind him, and Cassie turned to Diana.

  “Please let me explain,” Diana said, without giving Cassie a chance to react.

  Cassie didn’t know what to say. She needed to tell Diana about Adam going to the Mission House—it was a matter of life and death. But before she could get out even one word, Diana broke into tears.

  “This secret has been killing me.” Diana’s emerald-green eyes grew pink with emotion. “I’m sorry I didn’t tell you. I just … I knew it would be hard for anyone to understand.”

  Cassie sat down on the soft-feathered bedspread across from Diana and let her talk. She’d obviously been holding this in for a while and needed to get a lot off her chest.

  “When I started spending time with Max,” Diana said, “I found myself really liking him. It might not seem like it, Cassie, but he’s charming, and sweet. And despite how he sometimes acts in school, he doesn’t care what anyone else thinks.”

  “I don’t doubt it.” Cassie tried to sound objective and unprejudiced. “But Max is our enemy. He marked Faye himself and his people killed Constance and Portia. He must know you’re a witch, too.”

  Diana nodded, starting to sob. “I know that. I haven’t forgotten all that he’s done to us. But the cord? The connection that you and Adam have? I’ve seen that between me and Max.”

  Cassie swallowed the lump in her throat that formed at the mention of the silver cord. They seemed to be popping up everywhere lately. “Are you sure?” she asked.