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His Wicked Heart

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by Darcy Burke

A black and silver liveried footman opened the front door, and Philippa stepped into a cavernous marble entry. But instead of her mother, other guests, or some sort of receiving line, she found emptiness punctuated by the gentle swell of conversation and muted laughter coming from a chamber on the opposite side of the foyer.

  “Would you care for a cloak?”

  Philippa turned toward a second footman who held up a voluminous black cloak, complete with a large hood. She frowned. Why on earth would she want to wear a cloak inside? “No, thank you.” Puzzled, she turned from the footman and squared her shoulders.

  Head high, she strode across the gleaming marble and did her best to appear as if she belonged, though she’d no idea whose house she’d invaded. Not that she cared, so long as she found her mother and took her home. While it was true some women had liaisons outside of their marriage, her mother shouldn’t be one of them. Not after twenty-two years of insisting upon propriety and respectability above all else. Philippa’s outrage bubbled anew.

  She paused at the threshold to the large, dimly lit room beyond the foyer. It was crowded with people. Masked people. Faint tendrils of trepidation curled in her chest.

  She stepped into the room, seeking her mother’s peacock blue gown. In the center, a woman stood on a table in nothing but her chemise and garters. Philippa gaped, completely unprepared for such a shocking display.

  She spun about, clenching her teeth. Curse her impulsivity, which she rarely indulged. How fitting that on her first foray she’d stumbled into precisely the impropriety her mother had warned against. And how ironic that she’d done so in pursuit of Mother.

  A man clasped her elbow. “Lady Philippa.” The whisper came next to her ear and sent a shiver down her neck.

  Philippa jumped. She turned her head to look at the man, but a dark mask covered the upper half of his face. Panic rooted in her belly. “How do you know who I am?”

  He dragged her to the side of the room, deeper into the shadows, and pressed her against the wall. The edge of the wainscoting dug into her lower back. Then he stepped close. Too close. He put his hands up behind his head. “Quickly, take my mask.” He worked another moment then muttered, “Bloody hell, the tie is knotted.”

  She didn’t know what sort of event she’d stumbled into, but clearly it was wicked, and the only thing standing between her and certain ruin was—literally—this bold stranger. Right now, she’d take this man’s audacity over discovery.

  “Let me.” She stood on her toes, for he was quite tall, and found the knot at the back of his head. He smelled of rosemary and sandalwood, very pleasant.

  “Where’d she go?” a male voice behind her rescuer asked. “I saw the loveliest creature, dark hair, pale gown—no mask, if you can imagine. She was just here.”

  Her rescuer leaned his head down so that their mouths were a breath apart. If she nudged up the slightest bit, their lips would touch… Her fingers fumbled as she tried to work the knot free.

  “Eh, there she is, against the wall.”

  Philippa gave up her struggle with the mask and moved her hands to her rescuer’s lapels. She pulled him closer so that her bodice grazed the front of his coat. “Don’t you dare move.”

  “I wouldn’t dream of it,” he murmured, his warm breath caressing her mouth.

  More shivers. This time dancing down her arms.

  He clasped her waist and she would’ve jumped back if the wall behind her had allowed any such movement. “I ought to convince the men behind me you are engaged, ah, with me. Pardon my familiarity, but I do believe kissing you is necessary. You might take the opportunity to continue working at the ties of my mask.”

  Before she had time to make sense of anything he’d just told her, his lips met hers.

  The pressure of his mouth was warm and soft. She’d been kissed before—a swift brushing of lips that had left her curious—but pressed against a stranger in a dark corner, this was something quite different. Somehow more than just a kiss. A moment later his advice sunk into her befuddled thoughts. The mask.

  She lifted her arms, which only served to bring her body up against him rather snugly. His chest pressed against hers in a terribly intimate fashion, while he moved his lips slowly, sensuously over hers. Her sensibilities were scandalized, but her body didn’t care. Her flesh heated, and little whorls of excitement replaced the panic in her belly.

  A dissatisfied grunt came from behind her rescuer, followed by, “Someone else got to her first.” Two sets of footsteps trailed away.

  She plucked at the ties of the mask, and at last it came loose. He broke the kiss and caught the mask before it fell. Then he turned it around and covered the upper two-thirds of her face. He quickly tied the thin strands around the back of her head. The mask was too large for her, but that only meant it covered more and she wouldn’t complain about that. Not when there were plenty of other things to worry about.

  Such as how disappointed she felt that their kiss was over. Ludicrous! She needed to concentrate on getting out of there without being identified. “You recognized me immediately. I suppose it’s too much to hope no one else did.” She tested the knot at the back of her head and was satisfied it wouldn’t come loose even as she feared it didn’t matter. Though the other men hadn’t referred to her by name, her heretofore pristine reputation would be ruined if any of them had discerned her identity.

  “You aren’t sure if anyone saw you?” The dark timbre of his voice wrapped around her.

  The mask tunneled her vision, and even squinting she couldn’t make out his features in the shadowed corner they inhabited. “Just the footmen. One of them offered me a cloak. Oh dear, was that to shield my identity? How was I to know?”

  “What were you expecting to find at Lockwood House?” His tone carried a hint of sarcasm.

  “Lockwood House?” Dear Lord, she’d marched through the gates of Hell and straight into Lucifer’s bedchamber. “Is this one of those…parties?” She wasn’t even sure what those ‘parties’ were—proper girls like her never would—but she’d heard enough to know that being caught attending one would mean the death of her reputation.

  She reined in her shock to indulge her rising panic. “I have to get out of here. Now.”

  “I agree.” He took her elbow and turned her toward the door.

  They took two steps and then stopped short as a group of people stepped inside. He drew her around and guided her along the perimeter of the room. “Sorry, I’d rather not go out that way, particularly since I’m now without a mask.”

  “I’m sorry to have taken yours. It was very kind of you to offer it, Mr…?”

  “Sevrin.”

  She stumbled as the full reality of her situation permeated her panicked brain. “Lord Sevrin.” She sounded breathless, but the implications to her reputation were disastrous. And perhaps irreversible.

  He clasped her waist to steady her. “As usual, I see my reputation has preceded me.”

  It most certainly had. Lord Sevrin was nearly as notorious as Lockwood’s parties. He’d famously ruined a girl and refused to marry her, but Philippa recalled there might have been even more to the story.

  She took a deep breath to calm her raging nerves. “Why are you helping me?”

  He kept his hand at the small of her back, but guided her forward. “You seem in need of assistance. Do correct me if I’m mistaken.”

  “You are not. I appreciate your help even if I am bewildered by it.” His touch and his instant recognition gave her an odd sense of familiarity, as if he had been completely aware of her for some time and she’d been oblivious to him. Though she doubted she would ever feel that way again. “How did you even know who I am? We’ve never been introduced.”

  “You have a remarkable face, Lady Philippa. I’d wager most men know who you are.” The way he delivered the words—as a matter of fact without an excess of pretty words—sparked another smattering of shivers along her flesh.

  Sevrin led her to a door tucked neatly into the
corner. He opened it for her, and they entered a small sitting room. Also scarcely lit, it was currently occupied by not one, but two couples. Philippa’s heart beat faster. She began to fully understand the nature of the party she’d unwittingly intruded upon.

  Sevrin took her hand and pulled her toward a door on the opposite side of the room. “Pardon us,” he murmured.

  Though the well-bred miss in her urged her to avert her gaze, she couldn’t help but stare at one of the couples as they passed. The woman was sprawled upon a chaise with her head cast back. A man lay over her, his mouth at her exposed breast. Philippa jerked her gaze away and stared at Sevrin’s back.

  The next room was better lit, but it was full of people playing cards. Without masks. Philippa recognized a handful of faces before Sevrin dragged her out onto the balcony. For once, she was glad to be wearing an indistinct, colorless gown reserved for young unwedded misses like herself. She could be one of any of London’s young ladies. Although—and this made her heart hammer even faster—her pale yellow dress could lead anyone to assume she was an unmarried miss. Even that seemingly innocuous bit of information about her identity made her feel anxious.

  Once outside, she plastered herself against the cool stone of the house’s exterior. She breathed deeply, hoping her pulse would slow. “Good Lord. I’d no idea of the…depravity of Lockwood’s parties.”

  He stood a few feet away. “And you shouldn’t.”

  She gestured toward the house in a thoroughly unladylike fashion. “But my mother is here!”

  Sevrin’s gaze flicked toward the door they’d just exited. “She is?”

  Philippa adjusted the mask, which had drooped over her mouth in her excited exclamation. “I had no idea this was Lockwood House. I followed her.”

  His brow creased. “Is there an emergency?”

  “I wanted to… that is… No, there’s no emergency.” Except the danger to her reputation.

  She looked up at him. A sconce on the terrace cast flickering light over the angular planes of his face. Long, dark lashes fringed deep brown eyes. The line of his nose was imperfect, a tad crooked, but it somehow looked right on him. A slightly dimpled chin supported sensuous lips she too-clearly recalled kissing her.

  He took her arm, and his touch was oddly comforting, considering he was a scoundrel. “Then let’s get you back to your carriage.”

  Despite his seemingly genuine assistance, she cautioned herself to be wary. She’d spent a lifetime avoiding scandal, and just because she was standing in the dead center of one didn’t mean she ought to throw all discretion aside. “You’re being very gallant. I’d heard you possessed no such consideration.”

  He tipped his head toward the light, which brought his good looks into greater focus. “I would tell you not to believe the salacious rumors you’ve been told about me, but, alas, they’re entirely true. Come, let’s get you home.”

  She peered up at him through the mask. “I can’t go back through there.”

  “Of course not. We’ll skirt the house.” He took her hand again. A pleasant, reassuring warmth stole through her glove and imbued her with a sense of security. He led her along the terrace and down a short flight of steps into the garden.

  After a moment he asked, “If there was no emergency, why did you follow your mother?”

  “She left Lady Kilmartin’s with a gentleman. They appeared,” she searched for the right word, “intimate.” She looked at the ground where her slippers squashed the damp earth. “I wanted to bring her home before she caused a scandal.”

  “You think her leaving a ball with someone other than her husband will cause a scandal?”

  Philippa paused and looked at him. “I’ve been raised—by her—to think so. You disagree?”

  He rolled a shoulder. “It’s not as if married women don’t have affairs.”

  Was he defending her mother or merely stating the obvious? “But how can she behave in such a manner while requiring me to comport myself above reproach?”

  His lips twisted into a faint smile. “Because life is full of double standards, especially for unmarried women.”

  “You’re right, of course.” She continued walking with him through the dark garden. Illumination from the torches on the distant terrace was feeble, but the path was easy enough to follow with a bit of help from a nearly full moon. “Mother’s timing, however, is quite poor. I’m supposed to be finding a husband. Her scandalous behavior could drive potential suitors away.”

  “Perhaps you needn’t worry. I’d heard your father had gone abroad to find you a husband. Surely none of them will be aware of your mother’s activities.”

  She cast him a quick glance, but he was eyeing the path. “It appears I am not the only one listening to rumors.”

  He laughed softly. “Touché.”

  “The rumors are not, however, completely false. While my father is abroad conducting business, he did threaten to bring a bridegroom home if I didn’t select one soon. He was disappointed when I didn’t marry the Earl of Saxton last fall.”

  Sevrin slowed his pace. “And why didn’t you? Marry him, I mean. Or anyone else, for that matter.”

  She bristled. He might as well have asked her outright if she was settling herself comfortably on the shelf. In this, her fifth season, she’d heard more than one matron musing about her marital prospects. Though she was still young enough, handsome enough, wealthy enough, her failure to accept a marriage proposal—and there had been several—was beginning to erode her standing as one of Society’s most sought-after misses. Which was why she’d hoped her courtship with Saxton last fall would have led somewhere. He’d been the first gentleman who’d sought to court her without falling at her feet with flowery platitudes or overwrought declarations of devotion. The first gentleman to whom she might’ve said yes.

  Now, recalling her aborted suit with Saxton, she quashed a niggling sense of disappointment. “He never actually asked me.” The Times had misprinted news of their engagement, and to protect her reputation—at Saxton’s insistence—she and Saxton had put it out that she’d refused his proposal.

  “I know.”

  She stopped abruptly. Only she and Saxton had known the truth. Or so she’d thought. “How?”

  His mouth curved up in a reassuring smile as his thumb stroked her knuckles. “Saxton and I are friends. Don’t worry he told anyone else—he didn’t. And the secret is quite safe with me.”

  She had to believe he was sincere. If not, he surely would have spread the gossip ages ago. “Thank you.”

  He tugged lightly on her hand, and they moved along the path. “Were you disappointed?”

  “That we didn’t suit? Yes, but I had the sense his heart was engaged elsewhere. Why aren’t you married?” She cringed. In her haste to direct the conversation at him, she’d come dangerously close to the root of his notoriety.

  “I’d make a terrible husband.”

  And then, because as long as he knew one of her secrets she ought to be privy to one of his, she went ahead and asked, “Is that why you didn’t marry that girl?”

  If he was offended by her question, he didn’t show it. “Would you believe me if I told you she didn’t want to marry me?”

  Philippa thought for a moment. For a sinful rogue, he was charmingly honest and solicitous. “I don’t see a reason not to.”

  He barked out a laugh. “You’d be the first.”

  She smiled, enjoying their conversation far more than she ought. He was, after all, an utter reprobate. “The first who believed you, or the first you told?”

  Sevrin stopped at a five-foot tall stone wall that edged the yard. He let go of her hand and gave her a half-smile. “You’re cheekier than I might’ve imagined.”

  She couldn’t argue with his assessment. Tonight she’d strayed far outside her normal boundaries. If anyone saw her now, she’d be quite thoroughly and incontrovertibly ruined. And while the thought made her a trifle queasy, the sensation was surprisingly overridden by the excite
ment of Sevrin’s company.

  She suffered a moment of alarm—why was this exciting? Because it was forbidden? Because it was Sevrin? This escapade shouldn’t be exciting at all, but with no one here to witness her inappropriate reaction, perhaps she could finally relax her guard. Why not? Her mother certainly had.

  The mask drooped again, and she pulled it off, dislodging a lock of hair. The curl grazed her shoulder and sent a tickle along her arm. She brushed at the sensation and then offered him back the mask. “I don’t think I need this anymore.”

  “Keep it,” he said. “You never know. An alley runs between Lockwood House and the building next door. We’ll take it through to the street. I’m going to lift you up to sit on the wall then I’ll climb over and help you down the other side. Are you ready?”

  She nodded. Although she expected his touch, she still jumped when his hands came around her waist. “I’m a bit ticklish.”

  “Lovely,” he murmured. The sound, dark and rich, permeated every inch of her. She willed her body to remain unaffected the next time he touched her. Warm hands spanned her waist then lifted her. She held her arms up to grab the top of the wall and bit back a gasp as Sevrin’s hands scooped her bottom and raised her higher. She pulled herself atop the stone and watched as Sevrin vaulted the wall with ease.

  He reached up and clasped the tops of her hips. She burned where he touched her. When she was on the ground, his hands were gone far too quickly.

  “This way.” He led her into the dark alley stretching between Lockwood House and the building next door.

  They were halfway to the street when two men stepped from the shadows.

  The shorter of the two spread his lips in a malevolent grin. “Here’s our lad.”

  Sevrin shoved her behind him and then her scandalous, yet shockingly pleasant evening went completely to the devil.

  About the Author

  Darcy Burke wrote her first book at age 11, a happily ever after about a swan addicted to magic and the female swan who loved him, with exceedingly poor illustrations. An RWA Golden Heart® Finalist, Darcy loves all things British (except tomatoes for breakfast, or any other time of day, actually) and happy ever afters.

 

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