by J. S. Cooper
“Are you okay?” Her expression changed and she looked at me seriously.
“Yes, why?” I frowned.
“I meant about earlier.” She nibbled her lower lip. “I just realized we never finished talking about your mom.”
“Clementine, now is not the time to talk about my mom.” I sighed. “To be honest, I never need to talk about her again.”
“I just wanted to…” She started and I leaned forward and kissed her to shut her up. Her eyes widened as I bit down on her lower lip, hard, and kissed her more forcefully. My hands moved her closer to me and I rolled her onto her back and positioned myself on top of her body. I wasn’t going to fuck her, but I was going to have her begging me to. I smiled to myself as I thought about what I was going to do to her. She wasn’t going to know where her body ended and mine started when I was finished with her. And yet, she still wouldn’t have her release. At least not here. Not tonight. I pulled away from her and yanked her top off of her body. Her breasts were almost spilling out of her bra.
“Is that the right size?” I looked down at her and smiled.
“What?” She looked up at me in a daze.
“Your bra seems a bit, uh, small.” I laughed and ran my fingers over the tops of her breasts. “I’m not sure they’re meant to spill over like this.”
“You’re such a jerk.” She shook her head and laughed.
“So??” I waited. “Too small huh?”
“Yes, it’s a bit small.” She smiled up at me. “I thought if I bought a smaller size, it would make them look perkier.”
“They don’t need to look any perkier.” I lifted her up and undid her bra. “Not at all.” I stared at her naked breasts and grinned. Then I reached my hands down and squeezed her nipples. I watched as they hardened and smiled before running my fingers over them lightly. “You have beautiful real breasts.”
“Huh?” She moaned slightly and looked up at me puzzled.
“Nothing.” I laughed. “Tomas and I just saw this chick with fake breasts.”
“I see.” She gave me a look. “How did you know they were fake?”
“Well,” I paused. Normally, I would tell her the truth. To be honest, I couldn’t remember if I had already told her the truth about what had happened that night. However, as I sat there with her on the bed, I didn’t want to tell her how I knew. It felt cheap. And I felt like it would make this moment cheap. I didn’t want her to think I was in the habit of playing with girl’s breasts. I didn’t want her to think that this wasn’t special to me. Because in all seriousness, it meant everything to me. I didn’t take this moment light-heartedly. Yes, I’ve squeezed a lot of breasts and played with a lot of nipples. I’ve titty fucked and sucked with the best of them. Yet, none of them had been as beautiful to me. In this moment, I felt as if this were the first time I’d ever truly appreciated just how wonderful breasts were. “Tomas told me.” I shrugged and lied. “He felt them up at a bar.”
“Did you feel them up to?” I could see the hesitation in her eyes as she asked me the question. She didn’t want to know the truth. I was almost sure of it.
“Of course not.” I shook my head. “Do you think I’m sort of pig?”
“Of course I do.” She laughed, but I could tell she looked pleased at my answer. “What sort of guy asks a girl if she bought the wrong sized bra?”
“A guy with knowledge of breasts and bras.” I winked at her and she groaned.
“Uh huh.” She rolled her eyes. “You’re a breast man, huh?”
“I can’t lie. I love breasts and butts equally.” I licked my lips. “I love to fuck a girl from behind and grab her titties and then…” I stopped. “Okay, maybe that’s too much info.”
“It’s fine.” She reached up and stroked my face. “You don’t have to speak to me differently, now that you know me more intimately.”
“I guess.” I paused and then bent down and took her right nipple in my mouth and sucked on it gently. She writhed on the bed beneath me and I started nibbling on it as well. She moaned loudly and I could feel myself growing hard as she moved below me. I moved my mouth over to her other nipple and sucked on it with more pressure. It was hard as a rock and I knew that Clementine was just as horny as me. My fingers made their way down her stomach quickly and to her pants. I undid her button quickly and slipped my fingers down into my panties. I groaned as I touched her wetness. She was soaking and I couldn’t stop myself from rubbing her clit roughly, wanting to get her even wetter.
“Rhett,” she groaned underneath me.
“Yes, Clementine.” I muttered against her nipple as I licked it with my tongue.
“You put your fingers in my panties so quickly now.” She laughed. “There’s no hesitation whatsoever.”
“Well you know.” I grinned. “I figured I don’t need to ask. We’ve been friends for years.”
“All I want to know.” She gasped. “Is why you haven’t done it before now?”
I looked up into her face, her eyes were filled with desire and she had a cute little smile on her face as she gazed at me.
“I want to know the same thing.” I muttered before leaning down to kiss her. “I think of all those nights we wasted.”
“I don’t know that my parents would have been so cool with you staying over if they’d seen your fingers in my panties.” She grinned at me.
“Or your lips on my cock.” I winked at her.
“You haven’t felt my lips on your cock yet.”
“I’m hoping that tonight…” I winked at her again and she blushed.
“We’ll see.” She licked her lips and I groaned and kissed her hard again. She kissed me back passionately and I felt her arms on my back trying to pull my shirt up.
“You trying to get me naked or something?”
“Or something.” She moaned and I sat up straight and pulled my shirt off and threw it on the floor. “Take your pants off as well.” She muttered and I looked down at her in surprise and then laughed.
“Bossy boots.” I said as I jumped up and pulled my jeans off. “Shall I take these off as well?” I pointed to my boxers and she nodded softly, watching me carefully. I pulled my boxers off slowly and she gasped as she stared at my hard cock. It was pointing out and she reached out to touch it gingerly. “Oh shit, Clementine.” I groaned as she ran her fingers up the shaft and then squeezed the tip.
“You’re hard.” She ran her fingers back and forth and then reached under and grabbed my balls gently.
“And getting even harder.” I bent down and pulled her jeans off and then looked at her. “Can I take your panties off?”
“Yes.” She nodded and then paused. “Do you think it’s a good idea though?”
“What do you mean?” I stopped yanking them down and looked at her partially exposed pussy.
“I mean, if we’re both naked and we’re not going to have sex.” She nibbled her lower lip. “Do you think it will be easy to stop?”
“I’ll stop.” I nodded, feeling confident of my abilities to control the situation.
“Okay.” She grinned. “I don’t mind if you don’t, by the way.” Her fingers ran to her breasts and she touched them casually and licked her lips.
“What are you doing?” My eyes narrowed as I stared at her. I could feel myself growing even harder.
“I wanted to see what my breasts felt like, seeing as you were so enamored with them.”
“You’ve never touched your breasts?”
“Only to wash them, never in a sexual way.”
“Have you ever masturbated?” I continued pulling her panties down and then looked back up at her.
“Not really.” She shook her head.
“What do you mean, not really?” My eyes narrowed and I lay down next to her.
“I’ve tried to touch myself, but it didn’t really feel like anything.”
“I see.” I grinned then and ran my fingers to her pussy. “We’ll change that.”
“How?” She frowned and ran her ha
nds down my chest.
“I’ll teach you what to do and we can get some toys.”
“Oh.” She nibbled her lower lip. “Okay.”
“I’ll keep them though.” My fingers found her clit again and rubbed. “I don’t want you using them without me.”
“Why not?” She gasped as I slipped two fingers inside of her.
“I don’t want you coming when I’m not there.” I groaned as she spread her legs and started moaning. “Maybe if I’m on the phone, but not by yourself.”
“I wouldn’t want to do it without you.” She gasped out and I laughed.
“Trust me, you will want to and you might even try, but I promise you that it will never be as good as it is with me.”
“Oh, Rhett.” She groaned as I moved my fingers faster. “I feel like I’m going to burst.”
“Just relax and let go.” I whispered in her ear and then bit her earlobe. She closed her eyes and I could feel her losing herself in the moment. I removed my fingers just as I felt her body tensing.
“What are you doing?” She opened her eyes and groaned.
“Let’s try something.” I grinned at her.
“What?” She looked at me with desire filled eyes.
“I want you to move your legs up to my face.”
“Uh, okay.” She frowned. “And?”
“And move your head down to my cock.”
“Oh.” Her eyes lit up. “You want to ‘69’?”
“Are you down for trying it?”
“Yes.” She nodded eagerly and got on her knees and turned around. She got on top of me and straddled me, her face right in front of my cock. She bent down and took me in her mouth quickly and I pulled her back quickly. Her cool breath felt delicious on my cock and I knew that if she sucked me too hard and fast I wouldn’t last very long.
“Wait.” I grunted. “Go slow.” I then pulled her legs up slightly and spread them a little wider. “Sit back a little.” I instructed her and she gingerly moved back so that her pussy was directly above my face. “I need you to relax.” I whispered as I grabbed her ass and placed it directly on my face. I could feel her body trembling as I licked her pussy, but soon my mind was no longer on just her trembling as she took me in her mouth again, this time even deeper than before. I licked her clit quickly and sucked on it hard, before sticking my tongue inside of her. She tasted so good and I couldn’t get enough of her. It seemed as if she felt the same way because she sucked on my cock as if it were her favorite food. I knew as soon as she was going to come because her pussy lips started trembling against my tongue. She orgasmed hard and fast on my face and I licked her up eagerly. It was while I was sucking on her clit that I came. I tried to pull her up but she kept sucking my cock as I came in her mouth. She moved her lips up and down even faster as she sucked on the tip of my cock and swallowed every last drop of come. I felt completely exhausted as we both finished coming and we both collapsed. I pulled her back up to me and we kissed gently.
“Did you enjoy it?” I asked her softly, running my hands through her hair.
“That was amazing.” She grinned and ran her hands to my penis. “It was absolutely amazing.”
“Yes, it was.” I held her in my arms and played with her breasts and kissed the top of her head. She placed her head in my chest and we just lay there silently. I knew the minute she fell asleep because her breathing changed. I held her in my arms and tried not to think of why this was wrong. I tried not to think about everything that was going to be different now. What we’d just done had crossed the boundaries of our friendship completely. I knew that as sure as I knew the sky was blue. It was even more than what had happened the previous night. My making her come had been huge, but this, this was completely different. She’d sucked my cock and she’d swallowed my come. She had taken all of me and given herself to me freely. We hadn’t had sex yet, but this was just as intimate. I wasn’t sure how she was going to act in the morning. What if she felt different about me and our friendship? What if she resented me? I knew that Clementine wasn’t the sort of girl to just suck a guys cock. I was scared that she would think that something had changed between us. I was scared that she would demand more. I wasn’t ready to give her more. I couldn’t give her more. I wasn’t that guy. I’d never be that guy. I didn’t do love. Or relationships. I didn’t want to. I didn’t want to be hurt. I thought back to my mother. Seeing her had been so surreal. At one point, I had actually thought, maybe, just maybe, things would be okay. Maybe she’d have a really good excuse or reason for leaving me behind. Maybe she’d be sober now. Maybe she wanted to make it all up to me. But I’d been wrong. My dreams and hopes were for nothing. All she cared about was money and alcohol. I was nothing to her. Absolutely nothing. I knew that if my own mother couldn’t love me, her flesh and blood, her son, then love didn’t exist. I wasn’t going to make that mistake. I just hoped that Clementine wasn’t hoping for a miracle to happen. Because I wasn’t about to make it come true.
***
I woke up early the next morning with my hand on Clementine’s breast. This wasn’t the first time we’d slept in the same bed and my hand had made it to her breast. However, this was the first time her breast had been naked and I kept it there. I moved closer to her and she settled back into me. My cock was nestled next to her butt and I could feel my morning hardness pushing against her. I kissed her neck softly and ran my fingers down her breasts to her stomach and then her pussy, slowly letting my fingers touch her. I groaned as I realized she was wet. Even in her sleep, Clementine wanted me. I groaned again and lifted her leg up. I didn’t know what I was doing, but I knew I needed to feel her. I pushed my cock between her legs and rubbed it up and down her pussy. It felt like heaven and torture at the same time. I was so close to fucking her, yet I knew I couldn’t. If we’d already been lovers, I would have entered her already. I would have woken her up with an orgasm. However, there was no way in hell, I was going to let her first time, be her waking up to me inside of her. That wasn’t cool. I’d have to make sure she was cool with morning sex before I ever did it.
I grabbed my cock and rubbed it directly against her clit. I could feel her body moving slowly against mine as she slowly awakened.
“Morning.” She whispered.
“Morning.” I kissed her neck and continued rubbing her.
“What a great way to wake up.” She moaned and squeezed her legs together. “I’ve never woken up feeling like I’m about to come before.”
“I’m glad to hear that.” I laughed, and then groaned as she reached down and moved my cock closer to her pussy opening. “What are you doing?”
“I want to feel you inside of me.” She moaned. “I need to feel you.”
“No, Clementine.” I groaned as the tip of my cock sat in her pussy entrance. With one smooth stroke I’d be inside of her.
“Please,” she groaned and shifted slightly. The tip of my cock moved inside of her and we both groaned.
“Clementine.” I muttered, but didn’t move. “I don’t want to do this here.”
“Why not?” She moaned and shifted again. She grabbed my hand and brought it to the front of her pussy. “Feel how wet I am for you.”
“I know.” I rubbed her clit and groaned as my fingers became soaked.
“Rhett, please.” She sighed and pushed back against me. “Ooh.” She cried out as my cock went further inside of her. I groaned and pulled her back towards me and slowly pushed my cock further inside of her. Her pussy felt wet and tight against my throbbing cock and I could feel her hymen. I paused for one second and then pulled my cock out of her quickly. “No.” She cried out and turned towards me. “Why?” Her eyes were full of desire and she was breathing heavily.
“I didn’t have a condom on.” I kissed her. “And I told you, not at the hotel. I don’t care what you say.”
She pouted at me and I growled and pulled her out of bed. “Get your clothes on now and we’re going.”
“What?” She looked dazed as sh
e stood there watching me get dressed. “What’s going on?”
“We’re going to my place.” I grinned.
“Oh?” A smile hit her face and she pulled her clothes on quickly.
“Yes, and I’m going to make love to you all morning.” I winked at her. We both got dressed in record time and ran to my car. I drove quickly and all I could think about was how fantastic her pussy had felt when my cock had been inside of her. I knew that technically there was no way she was still a virgin, well, maybe she was. I hadn’t popped her cherry as yet, but the fact that my cock had been inside of her kinda negated that fact, I felt. However, I knew that I wanted her official first time to be in my bed at my house. I wanted that for her and for me. We reached my house in record time and I started pulling my clothes off as soon as we hit the front door. I grabbed her around the waist and I carried her to the bedroom, both of us giggling.
“Are you sure you want to do this?” I asked her while pulling her shirt off.
“Yes.” She nodded eagerly and I grinned at her before pushing her down onto the bed. My fingers were pleased to find that she was still wet and I quickly grabbed my wallet and pulled out some condoms.
“I’m going to try and make it so it doesn’t hurt, okay.” I pulled the condom on my hard cock and got on top of her.
“I don’t mind.” Her eyes glittered and she reached up and pulled me down. “I just want to feel you inside of me.”
“Aww, fuck, Clementine.” I groaned at her words. “You’re going to make me come before I even enter you.”
“Then what are you waiting for?” She whispered against my lips and I kissed her hard, while slowly lowering myself on top of her. I reached down and spread her legs and entered her slowly. It felt different being inside of her with the condom on, not as sensitive and not as primal. I knew that I was going to have to get her onto the pill as soon as possible. I wanted to fuck her with no rubber on. I wanted to feel every drip of cum on my skin. I watched her eyes widening as I entered her slowly. When I reached the hymen, I pushed through quickly. She gasped out loud and I paused and she shook her head.
