Trapnights

by AP Jermaine

“You a real motherfucker Banks. You know you can’t believe shit these hoes be saying, but now I know firsthand. You a real motherfucker. If I didn’t love women so much, I might have to give you some of this pussy.” Rita said, as we both laughed till our sides hurt.

  In the next couple months that followed, Kaylia and I became thick as thieves. A lot of my free time was spent treating her liker the daughter I never had. Movies, the mall, out to eat, fishing; whatever she wanted to do, we did it. I had the feeling she knew she had me wrapped around her little finger. I was cool with it though. Once the dopefiend boosters got wind that I had a goddaughter, it was off to the races. They brought me everything a kid could ever wish for, and I copped all of it. She was no longer the kid who was picked on and unliked. She was Lia, the girl that everybody wanted to like them. She had an Xbox 360, PlayStation 3, and a Nintendo Wii. With so many games she still hadn’t opened them all, and a 52 - inch plasma television to play them on. There was enough food in the apartment to feed ten families, and for fear of her life, Jackie never touched any of Kaylias things. I know I do what I do, but I don’t sell crack in McDougald Terrace, so I can’t take the blame for Jackie’s habit. Either way, the kids are always innocent. As fate would have it, Jackie decided she wanted to try and get clean after seeing the happiness in Kaylia’s eyes, and turned herself in for an 8 to 10 month, probation violation. Rita agreed to keep the apartment and look after Lia while Jackie was gone, and let her girlfriend Tiny handle the Perc, and Ex business at her own spot. Kaylia had strict orders from me that if at any time, she knew of any of the children who were hungry, to always bring them to the house so Rita could give them something to eat. It made a nigga feel good, when I walked into the apartment one day, to seven kids sitting around the kitchen table grubbing out, when Kaylia shot up smiling from ear to ear and yelled out, “Hey daddy!” Jumping up to throw her arms around my neck squeezing the life outta me like she always did! The feeling I had was unexplainable. For the first time in a long time, I knew I was doing something good. From that day till now she always calls me daddy. Who am I to argue with her. The sadness in her eyes is no longer there. It’s been replaced by the happiness that every child’s eyes should project. So, in making the difference that I made in Kaylia’s life, do I think this erases all the evil I’ve done? No. I am a sinner, and I’m probably gonna sin again. Lord forgive me. But if only for a short while, when I’m helping these kids out, I’m giving the devil my ass to kiss. The Untold Truth.

  Chapter 74 “Throwback Love”

  The sweet smell of the Strawberry Vanilla Haze I’d copped from Neese flowed freely outta my nose, as I lay back on my bed with the lights turned down on a cup of Grey Goose, when a knock came at my bedroom door. “Come on in.” I yelled taking another deep pull. The bedroom door pushed open, and in walked Tika wearing a black and white silk Christian Dior wrap around dress, with her Chanel purse clutched tightly under on arm. “You lock my door back?” I asked while picking up they Grey Goose and drinking straight from the bottle.

  “Of course, I did.” Tika responded laying her purse down on my dresser. “Nice house. Did you pay for it yourself, or did one of your little girlfriends buy it for you?” Tika grinned and I knew she already knew the answer.

  “I do what I do.” I answered nonchalantly as I pulled from the Dutch Master again.

  “Damn, can a girl get some of that?” Tika reached for the blunt though staring down at my boxers. “So, you finally gonna stop running from this pussy huh?” She smiled as she took a pull and kicked off her heels.

  “Shit, I was just trying to save you some money. You know this dick cost. You can’t beat quantity and quality.”

  “Oh, don’t worry about me sir. I can afford myself a few luxuries every now and then. So how much for the platinum package?” Tika smiled again, as she handed the blunt back and took a swig from the Goose bottled herself.

  “Oh… I don’t know. I might give you a discount since we go back.”

  “That’s what’s up. Shit, since you already got the lights turned down, with the smoke and drinks going, can a bitch get some music with this package too?” Tika surveyed the room.

  “As long as you spending you can get whatever you want.” I said as I grabbed the Universal remote, stood up and stepped outta my boxers. Walking slowly over to her, I watched as she untied the straps of her Dior dress, letting it slide to the floor revealing her nakedness underneath, just as I hit the play button on the remote.

  “Easy Baaaby I never Made Love, No I Never Did…. But I Sure Know How to Fuck I’ll Do You Baaaad Now, I’ll Prove It Ya, I Can’t Promise That… I’ll Be Good to Ya, Cause I’ve Haaaad Some Issues… I Won’t Commit, No… Not Having It, But, at Least I Can Admit That I’ll Be Baaad Now, To Ya…. Yeah I’ll Be Good In Bed, But I’ll Be Bad to You…”

  “So, what’s this your theme song?” Tika asked as she wrapped her arms around my neck and slid her tongue in my ear, sending electric sensations all the way to my toes!

  “No. But it can be if you like.” I replied as I reached out, scooped her up in my arms and tossed her on the bed.

  “OOOWee! I love it when a man knows how to take control.”

  “Oh yeah. Well come here then.” I grinned devilishly as I grabbed her leg, slid her to me and brought her foot up to my face for inspection.

  “You like em?”

  “Nice.” I said examining her beautifully pedicured toes, before leaning in to suck on her ankle. The hiss that escaped her lips, let me know I was on to something, as I turned her foot over, showering it with succulent kisses.

  “Oooh yes. Just like that baby. Earn yo money.”

  “Don’t worry. I got you.” I said lifting her foot licking the bottom from heel to toe.

  “SSSSSSS…” I watched as her hand went to her neatly trimmed pussy. “You don’t mind, do you?” she asked as she pressed her middle finger to her clit.

  “By all means. Do you.” I answered taking her toes into my mouth and sucking like they were candy coated.

  “Oooh Teddy!”

  “What?”

  “Nothing baby, keep going!”

  I grinned as I lifted her other leg to give her opposite foot equal affection, while the sounds of her plunging fingers in and out her wet pussy suddenly filled the room! Her body had filled out tremendously I observed! Her hips were wider, ass thicker, titties rounder. Oh yes, I was gonna perform for the old and the new! Her moaning started to increase just as I licked from her foot all the way down to the inside of her thigh. Grabbing both of her ankles, one in each hand, I slid her all the way to the edge of the bed, then pushed her legs back as far as they would go until her knees were beside her ears. “Hold your legs right there for me.” I told her, as she complied grabbing her own ankles. As her ass hung off the edge of the bed, I dropped to my knees on the floor in front of her, licked my lips in anticipation, then commenced to eating her pussy like a sex starved nymphomaniac!

  “AAAAH!” She yelled as she closed her eyes.

  “Ah. Ah. Don’t close your eyes. Watch me.” I told her as she leaned up biting her bottom lip with mercy in her eyes.

  “No Teddy I can’t! I’m gone cum too fast.” I felt her legs start to quiver.

  “Don’t worry about it. I’m gone make you cum all night.” I boasted as I sucked her swollen clit into my mouth and slid three fingers into her wet, wet pussy. “Look at me!” I ordered between sucks. She raised her head, looked me in the eyes and I knew it was over for her.

  “Ohh shit Teddddy! Here it commeeees!” she screamed just as I moved my mouth to her pussy opening to catch all of her creamy orgasm as it ran thickly into my mouth. Her legs came down and hit the floor as she became too weak to hold them up. “Oh baby. Damn Teddy. I missed you so much.” She started to get emotional. No time for that now though. I thought as I flipped her over on her stomach, slid three more fingers back into her cum soaked pussy, and started my tongue lashing of her clitoris! “Oh shit!!!” Tika screamed at the top of h
er lungs, as I licked and sucked at her clit while simultaneously fingering her juicy pussy! “Oh shit! Teddy please! Oh, my Go…. Oh shit! Okay baby!” Placing a firm hand on her back I literally had to hold her down as within only a matter of minutes, she was cumming again! I kept my fingers in her pussy, while I continued to lick lash her clit as she came in puddles this time! Only when her entire body went limp, and the things she was mumbling I could no longer understand, did I let up off of her. It took her a full three minutes, before she was even able to move out of the face down, ass up, position she was in. I simply laughed, sat down beside her, took a gulp of the Vodka and re-lit the blunt. Finally, she leaned up wiping her hair outta her eyes. “Oh shit.” Tika panted breathlessly, as she struggled to climb up further on the bed. “You think you funny, don’t you? Got me in here bucking and shaking, calling for the lord.”

  “You get what you pay for baby.” I smiled as I let her hit the blunt.

  “Oh yeah. Well time is money. So, put that blunt out and bring that big dick over here. I see how you play. It’s my turn to see if I can make you scream and cream.” Tika challenged as she pulled me to my feet then got down on her knees in front of me. “Damn boy you know you got a pretty dick.” Tika grabbed my wood and kissed the head. “Put one feet up on the bed.” She ordered me.

  “What?”

  “Put one foot up on the bed. I aint gone hurt you. You scared?”

  As soon as my foot was on the bed, Tika slid under me like a mechanic going under a car. Wickedly, she flicked her tongue back and forth across the line underneath my balls. The tip of her tongue was light as a feather, as it whipped across the tender skin, with her all the while hand pumping my dick. It took everything in me not to moan out, but I knew she was trying to prove a point. By the time her warm wet tongue whipped across my balls, I was damn near ready to blow!

  “You like that?” Tika teased between licks and sucks at my sack.

  “It’s aight,” I responded with curling toes.

  “Oh yeah. What about this then?” she said, just before whipping her head around, and pushing my dick into her hot mouth, while messaging my balls tenderly. She sucked with a fierceness that I hadn’t experienced, since I was seventeen and ducking school at her house in Fayetteville Street projects! “Mmmph…mmmm…” She moaned as she raked her fingernails lightly across my sack, pulling from me the whimper that I’d tried so hard to hold in.

  “Ah shit!” I moaned grabbing a handful of her hair.

  “Mmm Hm,” she moaned back while staring up at me. Good lord her head game was one of a kind! I see now how she had Ishmeel so whipped. I’d almost forgotten. But the slick warmth of her tongue running up and down my shaft, with her keeping her lustful eyes locked into mine the entire time, soon reminded me though. Dipping her head back underneath me, she pulled my entire sack into her mouth and sucked, as suddenly and without warning, I shot cum clear across the room, before she hurried to put my dick back in her mouth and drank down all that was left!

  “Ah fuck!” I cried out, as my bones seemed to turn to jelly! Struggling to regain my composure, I looked down at Tika, sticking her tongue in the hole at the head of my dick.

  “You cheated me outta some,” she smiled seductively. “You know you owe me, right?”

  “You aint said shit,” I boasted. Luckily the Goose had my recover time on speed dial, while keeping my shit rock at the same time. Grabbing a Bareback off my nightstand, I tore it open, rolled it onto my still powerfully rigid wood, then sat down on the bed with my back pressed against the headboard. “Climb yo ass on up here then so I can finish paying you off.” I told a bright eyed Tika, just before she straddled me, sliding down on my pole with a breathtaking gasp!

  “Uhhhh!” She moaned out loud, suddenly remembering what it felt like to have all this dick up in her middle. Reaching over my shoulders getting a firm grip on the headboard, she slid her legs up, planted both her feet firmly, one on each side of me, and rode this dick like I was charging by the hour! “Ooooh Teddy! I miiiiiisssed youuuuuu!” Tika squealed, bouncing up and down on my dick as her gushy wet pussy talked shit to me! The sound of music! The sight of her plump titties bouncing up and down in rhythm with her hips, forced me to snatch one of them into my mouth! Instantly her blackberry colored nipple jumped stiffly to life against my tongue! “SSSSSSSS!” Tika hissed as I sucked hard.

  “You miss this dick?”

  “Yee…. Yesssss!” Tika bounced harder and faster, letting me know she about to cum again!

  “Ride this dick! Ride it!” I screamed up at her.

  “Okaaaaaay!” Tika complied by wrapping her arms around my shoulders, burying her face into the side of my neck, and slamming her pussy down onto my dick so hard I thought the bed might break! Wham! Wham! Wham! Wham! Wham! Wham! “AAAAAAAAH!” She screamed as I felt my second nutt trying to rumble its way to the surface! Slamming her hips into me now with a determined fierceness, Tika whimpered, then shivered, then let go of a glass shattering shriek that

  would make Mariah Carey jealous! All the while cumming in gushes over my lap. It surprised the shit outta me that I was even able to hold her up, as I yelled out a few obscenities of my own while filling the Bareback to capacity. Lightheaded and weak, we both held onto each other for dear life, while the shakes and tingles of our orgasms subsided. Reaching up to stroke Tika’s long black hair as she lay against me, I was completely caught off guard when I felt wetness against my neck. Leaning back looking into her eyes, I saw that she was crying.

  “What the hell is wrong wit you? You aight?” I asked, puzzled with what her problem was.

  “I’m fine Teddy. Just happy,” she answered as she wiped away the tears.

  “You sure? You ain’t bout to go crazy on a nigga, is you? I know enough of them already.”

  “No boy.” Tika laughed and punched me in the chest. “It’s just been a long time for us and I’m happy to be here with you.”

  “Word up. Yeah, it has been a long time. But I hope you don’t think that’s gonna get you outta paying me my money.” I laid back putting my hands behind my head.

  “Oh yeah? How much I owe you then, so I can keep my face straight.” Tika jumped up and grabbed her bag with a smile.

  “Oh, I don’t know. Order me a hamburger, mushroom and black olive pizza. I’ll consider that a down payment.”

  “Gotcha covered.” Tika smiled as she reached across me for her phone.

  It seemed like a dream when my buzzing phone awakened me outta my sleep. Glancing at the clock that read 2:36 a.m., I realized just why it seemed like a dream. Tika still lay knocked out beside me. After eating the pizza she’d ordered, we finished off the bottle of Goose, smoked another blunt of the Strawberry Vanilla, and fucked ourselves into a cum drunk coma. I was tired as hell, and only realized that I’d dozed back off, when I awoke to the buzzing of my phone again, and the clock read 3:17 a.m. Who the fuck is this!

  “Yeah?” I screamed into the phone pissed off, as I answered.

  “Teddy! Oh, my god, please don’t hang up!” It was Latonya. What the hell? “Banks it’s Shell! He got shot six times two nights ago! They’ve operated and had him sedated ever since! He just regained consciousness, and the first thing he said was your name! He wanna see you! Please Teddy! The doctors got all the bullets out but one, because it’s so close to his heart! They say they gotta operate soon though, before the bullet shifts! They don’t know if he gone make it Teddy!” Latonya was hysterical as she broke down in uncontrollable tears. “Oh god. Not my brother pleaaase!” I heard Latonya scream. “Teddy please come see him! Please!”

  “Hold on! Hold on!” Tika was sitting up in bed now, staring at me with fear in her eyes. “What the hell he wanna see me for?”

  “I don’t know Teddy! Soon as his eyes opened, he said, Banks. I need to see Banks. Then he went out again! The doctor said it’s because of the medication they gotta give him. Please Teddy! I know yall aint been getting along, but the doctor say he lost a lotta blood and h
e might not make it! Maybe you can give him strength! Please come see him Banks!” Latonya broke down again and for some reason she made me angry.

  “I’ll think about it,” I said as I hung up the phone, cut it off, and tossed it on the floor.

  “Who was that Teddy?” Tika asked softly, watching the fury in my eyes.

  “Latonya.”

  “Shell’s sister Latonya?”

  “Yeah.”

  “Everything okay?”

  “Yeah, as far as I’m concerned it is. Shell got shot. They say he might not make it. He been unconscious for a couple days, and when he came to, the nigga talking about he wanna see me.” I was pissed off and didn’t know why.

  “You going to see him aint you?” Tika spoke softly again.

  “Go see him for what? Fuck that nigga!” I yelled a little louder than I intended when I saw Tika jump. She’d never seen that side of me and I could tell she was a little scared. “Look. Me and that nigga ain’t been on good terms for a long time, so why the fuck should I go see him now?”

  Tika put her hand against the side of my face and spoke even softer than before. “Because this might be the last time you get the chance to. If you got anything you wanna say to him, now might be the time before it’s too late,” Tika spoke calmly as she rubbed the side of my face. I turned my face away from her touch and could tell she knew I wasn’t trying to hear what she had to say. “Listen baby.” She slid over to me wrapping her arms around my waist as I stared off into nothingness. “Sometimes we just gotta let go. Take it from me. Everything aint always for us to understand. I know you. You the realest nigga I’ve ever met. I also know the situation between you and Shell. And even with all his faults, he’s the closest thing to a brother you’ve ever had. And the real man I know, would never let him die without going to see what he had to say. We all fuck up in life Teddy, even you. So, at the same time, we should hope and pray that someone, at sometime, will give us a break, in knowing that were only human. For a while the room was silent, until Tika finally broke the silence. “Baby?”