Three Redeemable Rogues
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“I really don’t mind,” Kell countered.
“I do.” Jack’s tone brooked no argument.
Silence again.
Then Jack exclaimed, “My God, man, have you forgotten what we’re dealing with here?”
Kell’s answer was softly spoken, almost reluctant. “No.”
“Good, because they’re both in cahoots, and the last thing I intend to do is to make her job easier!”
Sophie’s brow furrowed.
Their conversation was no longer making sense.
What were they dealing with? Who was in cahoots? Whose job? Was he talking about her?
Her mind raced, searching for possibilities, but none seemed to manifest itself.
In that moment, thunder rumbled overhead, distant but the sound of it fraught with menace.
“Jack,” Kell said, and it sounded much like a plea on her behalf. Sophie wanted to hug him for his concern.
Jack, on the other hand, was unmoved, the cur. “If she wants out of the deuced rain badly enough, she’ll figure out how to do it for herself.”
She heard his footfall ebb, leaving Sophie to gnash her teeth in helpless frustration over his uncharitable behavior.
Only she wasn’t helpless! He was goading the wrong woman! She certainly wasn’t going to take insult from Jack MacAuley any more than she intended to suffer it from Harlan Penn! They could both go to the devil!
Another rumble of thunder rolled overhead, and Sophie sat up in her cot and looked about the tiny cabin with disgust. She was cramped and uncomfortable in a room she could scarcely share with her luggage! Not that she had to worry about that particular inconvenience any longer!
So he wanted her to figure it out, did he? Well, she intended to do just that! Only if he meant to make her suffer, then two could certainly play at this game.
If he wanted a battle waged between them, then a battle he would get! And her volley this morning would be nothing compared to what she had in store. She had learned something from her mother.
This was all-out war.
Chapter 14
Jack tried to make sense of his anger.
He knew the afternoon’s accident wasn’t entirely her fault. It was his own—and Kell’s, as well, for showing off. They had purchased the powder for the cannon out of sheer curiosity—a toy of sorts for them to explore together. It damned well annoyed him that his friend had spent the entire day showing off to his woman.
But she wasn’t really his woman.
Kell’s defense of her had only provoked him all the more. The man had never defended anyone against him—even when his anger had been unreasonable! Jack had once damned the entire faculty of the university, taking a stand against capitalistic exclusionary academics, putting his career on the line for something that had been of minuscule importance in the grand scheme of things. His fury had been tangible. Kell had backed him the entire way, only injecting the voice of reason when it was appropriate... to keep him from cutting off his nose to spite his face.
The fact was that Kell had every right to spend the day with Sophie. She wasn’t Jack’s woman!
He still didn’t like it.
Her door was open, he noticed, when he passed her cabin on the way to his own, but she wasn’t inside. Where the hell could she be? She wasn’t above deck, of that he was certain. It wasn’t a big enough ship that he would have missed her. Anyway, she would have had to pick her way through the mess hall where at least half his crew was fast asleep in their hammocks, and he doubted she would have braved the course. If their snores weren’t enough to keep her at bay, their half-naked torsos would have sent her scurrying back to her room.
It didn’t take him long to figure out where she had gone. He heard a ruckus in his own cabin, and his hackles rose. What the hell was she doing? Snooping again? This time he was bloody well going to catch her red-handed!
He threw the door open, expecting to find her going through his papers, and froze in shock at what she was doing instead.
She was dividing the room with sheets, setting up house in her half of the room. She’d already found and strung a hammock on the second set of hooks and stood there looking like a beautiful vixen in her white nightgown. The hem of the otherwise pristine gown was shorn and stained, but the gauzy material lifted and fluttered behind her when she spun to face him. Bathed in the lantern light, she looked a little like a banshee—ethereal in her beauty and fierce ... seductive ... like the breeze on a hot sultry night.
“What the devil do you think you’re doing?”
Jack had never seen such fiery determination in a woman’s eyes. Beautiful eyes, despite their furor.
“What does it appear I am doing?”
He stood in the doorway with his hands on the knob, his jaw slack. “Aside from making a mess of my cabin?”
“I am not making a mess!” she said, splitting hairs as far as Jack was concerned. “I am making myself comfortable!”
“I see that,” Jack countered, raising a brow. “What I want to know is why? Who the hell gave you permission to set up house here?”
She let her sheet fall from her grasp and advanced upon him suddenly, thrusting her finger into his chest. “I did!” she declared.
Jack blinked down at her.
Her eyes sparkled, flashing with ire. “I paid good money for passage aboard this ship and I will not be crammed into a wretched little cabin to suffer a perpetual shower!”
Her finger rested between his ribs, jabbing him lightly, and her determination was more than evident in her stance. He almost admired what she was doing... except that it was bound to make his life utterly miserable.
“How about I just give you your money back and send you home on a raft,” he offered, without any real intent.
For just an instant, she was taken aback by his suggestion, seeming to take him seriously. Jack nearly smiled at the look of shock on her face. But she only stood straighter at his threat, and faced him squarely.
“Put me out on a raft, Mr. MacAuley, and I will... I will...” She frowned, unable to come up with a suitable retribution.
He arched a brow. “Tell your daddy?”
“No!” she exploded, and jabbed her finger a little harder. Jack winced. “I would see you suffer the greatest indignity for it!”
Christ, she was beautiful.
“The greatest indignity, huh?”
Her cheeks were flushed with color and her eyes fairly glowed with indignation. They reminded him just now of fine whiskey, the rich amber clarity of the liquid against crystal. Her hair was a rich, silky auburn that turned to flame under the soft, warm light of the lanterns, and he resisted the urge to pull it back out of her face... to touch her.
He wanted to taste her just now, silence her with a brutal lover’s kiss. His body tightened with the realization that she would be alone in his cabin.
Fair game.
But she must come to him.
He came in the door, forcing her backward as he advanced on her. She retreated as he kicked the door closed behind him. And yet still she stood her ground, crossing her arms, glaring at him as fiercely as a wild mustang refusing to be broken.
By God, he wanted to ride her: The very thought aroused him painfully.
Would she wrap her legs around his waist and cling to him as desperately as she challenged him, urging him deeper with soft little cries of desire?
Or would she make love to him with as much passion as she fought, digging her hands into his buttocks and drawing him deeper.
“Can’t bear the thought of suffering great indignities.” he said, his voice taut, though not with fury, but with barely restrained desire. “Stay, then.”
She didn’t seem to sense the difference. She smiled in victory, and Jack very nearly smiled back at her, but he didn’t.
Let her think she’d won.
He took her by the shoulders to move her gently aside, and his body experienced an instant shock at the touch. It startled him. She felt it as well; he saw i
t in her eyes, heard it in her gasp of surprise.
Sophie’s breath left her in a rush.
For the briefest instant, she stood stupefied, staring into eyes that seemed to see far too deeply into her soul. Her heartbeat quickened painfully, and she swallowed convulsively.
The shock of his touch left her dazed.
He felt it, too; she could see it in his eyes.
She’d never felt so affected by a simple touch.
Without another word, he set her aside and walked around her. Like an addle-pated ninny, she merely stood there, staring at the door a bit stupidly. His touch had startled her far more than his capitulation.
She’d expected a battle from him, and had been more than prepared to wage it. Now that she had her way—and worse, the door was closed—and she was alone with him, there seemed a far different battle raging inside her.
He sat down at his desk and she went back to hanging the sheets. Determined to give herself some privacy at least, she tried to ignore him as best she could.
She’d strung the blankets over ropes she had tied to each wall, forming a curtain of sorts. In the mornings, they could push them aside, so the room would be accessible to both. At night, they would simply close them. Sophie claimed the side of the room with the washbasin and no door. She gave him the door, just in case someone needed him in the middle of the night for some emergency, such as if the boat decided suddenly to fall apart and they were all going to die and needed Jack to stand around and yell at everyone to die with dignity.
“I really hope you don’t snore,” she told him petulantly, feeling querulous still, although he hadn’t said a word since his initial protest.
He didn’t bother looking up from his work to answer her. “I hope you don’t, either.”
Sophie had started this particular altercation; still she took offense. “Of course I don’t!”
He didn’t look up, and his continued dismissal grated on her nerves—almost as much as the derisive brow that shot up at her declaration. “That’s what they all say.”
“Hmmph!” she declared and closed the curtain so she wouldn’t have to see him.
That’s what who all said? All his women? His answer needled her.
Why should she care if he’d had a thousand women? Of course, she didn’t, she told herself. She scarcely knew him, and more, she didn’t want to know him any better! The man was entirely insufferable.
She ripped open the curtain to find him shuffling papers. Maybe he hadn’t felt the same thing she had? How could he continue to work when she was feeling so ... irritable?
“I really have never snored a day in my life!” she persisted.
He began to read, ignoring her, and Sophie pouted inwardly. “I’m sure you don’t,” he said much too agreeably.
He was mocking her, she thought, but she couldn’t tell.
He peered up from his papers suddenly and smiled roguishly. “But time will tell, won’t it?”
She didn’t snore, she told herself—she didn’t!—and if she did, she didn’t care, blast it all!
In fact, she hoped she did, because she hoped it would keep him awake all night long! She might even snore simply to spite him.
“What are you doing?” she asked, curiosity getting the best of her.
When he didn’t answer, she abandoned the sheets for his workbench, making a pretense of dusting off the portrait of Harlan she had placed on his desk. It was her reminder, and she was very proud of herself for being so strong.
In fact, she didn’t remember a time in her life when she’d felt more alive, more stalwart, more content... more pleased with herself.
Almost lovingly, she dusted the picture with her sleeve, then blew at it, and set it down.
He seemed to notice it for the first time then, and he glared at it, then turned to glare at her.
“What is that?”
Sophia didn’t understand the question. “You’ve seen it before,” she told him matter-of-factly. “You know what it is!”
“Yes,” he argued, “I do know what it is, but what I want to know is ... what is it doing on my desk?”
“Perhaps you should have asked that instead,” Sophia reprimanded him with a nod and smile, and then answered his question, “I had to put it somewhere.”
She thought perhaps he resented sharing his desk with her.
His eyes glittered with animosity. “Try the garbage.”
She tilted him a curious glance.
He was staring at the picture with utter revulsion, as though it were some atrocity she had heaped on his desk. Judging by his expression, she thought he didn’t like Harlan—and considered that maybe it wasn’t entirely her to whom he objected.
Harlan had never done anything to Jack that she knew of, had never even mentioned him, in fact.
Then again... if Harlan had done something to spur Jack’s animosity, it wasn’t likely that Harlan would come right out and say so.
In any case, why would Harlan have suggested Jonathon secure passage on Jack’s ship if the two had no love for each other?
Interesting, she thought, and studied him more closely.
He dismissed her again and returned to his reading. She set the portrait down and walked boldly around the desk to look over his shoulder.
Harlan had rarely discussed his affairs with her, much less worked in her presence, though Sophie had practically begged him to. Her mind thirsted for knowledge. She had so many questions, and not nearly enough answers. It just wasn’t fair that women weren’t encouraged to pursue a proper education. She envied both Jack and Harlan with all her heart.
“Mizz Vanderwahl,” he protested, sensing her at his back. His tone lacked any patience at all, and Sophie crossed her eyes at him. Whatever happened to his simply calling her Sophie?
Mizz Vanderwahl, she mouthed, mimicking him, and felt strangely pleased with her brattiness. Never as a child had she dared speak out of turn. Even if she was far too old to indulge in such impishness, it felt wickedly good to do it privately.
He very nearly caught her.
He turned his papers over and looked up at her, and she donned a pleasant expression and smiled.
“Can I do something for you?”
Sophie shook her head, smiling sweetly, and he turned away once more to read. She frowned at his back, pouting really, though she had no notion as to why. Why should it matter to her if their acquaintance had gone beyond any form of reparation?
It didn’t, she assured herself.
And yet a feeling, something like a lead weight, sank in her belly.
“I was just curious,” Sophie told him, and wondered why she suddenly felt so disheartened. She came a little closer, trying to see what it was that held his attention.
He sighed, a sound much like those her father had made when her mother had tried him to the edge of his patience.
“Do you mind?” he asked, and set the papers down on his desk. In fact, he made a point of turning them over again ... as though he didn’t trust her, and didn’t want her nosing over his shoulder.
Why didn’t he trust her?
Sophie wasn’t about to be dismissed so easily. By Jove, if he didn’t trust her, he could just say so! She wanted to hear it from his own two lips! And she wanted to know why! They stared at each other, at an impasse.
Sophie stood her ground.
Chapter 15
The woman just didn’t know how close she was to finding herself in a very precarious position.
Jack was trying, he really was, but she wasn’t making this easy on him.
He’d let her stay mostly because at the first rumble of thunder, his conscience had pricked him, and he hadn’t liked the idea of her lying in her bed getting thoroughly drenched.
But he was beginning to regret it now.
His body was tense and he was beginning to feel a bit like a starved, caged lion—except that the object of his hunger had managed to lock herself up with him, and he was almost beyond the point of restraint.
He stared at her, trying to clear the damnable fog from his brain. It was difficult enough to focus on his research with her in the same room, much less with her standing at his back. The scent of her dizzied him. His mouth grew dry with desire and his heart beat like a cannon blasting in his chest.
“I am working,” he told her curtly, and tried not to notice the silhouette of her body beneath her gauzy white gown. His heartbeat quickened. “I see you managed to salvage at least something from your wardrobe?”
She smiled and leaned a hip against his desk. She was too close, way too close.
“A few things actually.”
Jack’s gaze was drawn down to the vee in her gown, and then down again to where the material tucked neatly between her legs, giving him a tantalizing glimpse of the shape of her thighs.
Christ.
His mouth watered.
“I’m ... uh ... glad,” he said, and closed his eyes, shielding them from the sight of her.
What he wouldn’t give just now to sit her on his desk, hike up her gown, and feast on the nectar of her body. His hands shook as he shoved his papers aside.
Hell, he couldn’t read anyway, his eyes were clouded with desire. How long had it been since he’d wanted a woman this badly?
He couldn’t remember.
Reminding himself that she belonged to someone else—never mind that the man was undeserving—Jack turned to face her, intending to rise from his chair, to walk away from temptation.
Physical evidence kept him firmly planted in his seat.
His eyes were drawn to the dark aureoles visible beneath her fine gown, and he swallowed. He tried to ignore the heat filling his loins. He shifted in his seat slightly.
“Jack?” she prompted, his name coming tentatively to her lips.
The sound of it surprised him, pleased him, sent a shock of a different sort leaping through him.
It was the first time she’d used his given name... but he wanted more. He’d like to hear it whispered in his ear while his body undulated atop her.