FIFTY SHADES OF FAT

by Summer Goldspring

  He stepped forward, reaching for the doorknob. Just as he turned the smooth round handle, the banging instantly ceased.

  A strong whisper from the deep darkness, called him. He stood at the door frame, looking around. The whisper came again.

  It was a girl.

  An extraordinarily beautiful girl in a humble silky red dress, her long hair was as dark as midnight, her big blue eyes were hypnotizing, I thought I lose could myself in them.

  The voice at the back of my mind was reminding me that it wasn’t an ordinary girl, or wasn’t a girl at all. She was a vampire.

  She reached out with her hand. She had a gold and diamond bracelet on her right wrist. As I watched from across the room hidden, it seemed as if Gabriel had seen the beautiful golden bracelet before, but he couldn’t remember when and where.

  I wanted to scream, I wanted so badly to run away. I wanted to, but I couldn’t. As if watching, Gabriel took the girl’s hand and walked with her.

  They walked out the cabin as I followed behind them. She led him through a small path near the pond. I could hear a distant sound of a howling.

  After a long walk, I saw lights shining ahead. I arrived in the middle of a dark forest, sweet smells of blood were in the air and other vampires came greeting Gabriel, shaking his hand with their cold ones I thought.

  A vampire girl smiled at him, he must have thought she was the most beautiful girl he had ever seen.

  She pulled him to sit on the ground, decorated with roses.

  She offered him a drink of blood. Gabriel did not hesitate to drink the blood.

  As much as I hated to admit it, I knew that I was in another world. I would never be a part of his world. I was not a vampire.

  He would not be able to go back to my world.

  I watched in the distance and the vampires had a big fire burning as they started to have a big orgy.

  There were vampires riding other vampires and having threesomes.

  Gabriel was fucking two women at the same time. He was switching partners after partners. It was insane.

  I slowly left the orgy and went on my way out for good.

  I didn’t want to be in a place where I didn’t belong.

  I eventually got in my vehicle and drove off far away to never return.

  Chapter 5

  A few days later I was at a nightclub. I was drinking the vampire blood I had and I was down to my ultimate weight. I was at the best weight ever; about one hundred pounds give or take.

  I planned to sell the blood which I had more than enough to keep me skinny and make money. I was looking for fat bitches around the club.

  I met a girl who seemed to be interested in it. She asked me when the last time I ate was. I told her that I was on a special diet.

  She was the first to buy my vampire blood, and I charged her $50 for a small tube of blood.

  A guy in the club bumped into me and told me to watch out, and called me a skinny bitch. That comment made me happy.

  Anything was better than being called a fat bitch or anything fat. A couple of days later the girl from the club called me to get more blood and we met up in a forest to deal. We finally met up at night in the dark forest.

  She accused me of selling her blood that didn’t work. She was still a fat bitch. After arguing back and forth, she grabbed a knife and came at me with it.

  I stepped back and tripped on the ground. There was a small rock on the ground and I smashed her in the face with it.

  She was dead. Blood gushed from her nose. I hit her too hard. I ended up hiding her body in the bushes and took off.

  I stopped selling vampire blood and kept it all to myself. I didn’t want any more trouble. I drove down to an Inn where I stayed to let things cool over.

  The inn keeper was a very old woman and looked at me with suspicion. She gave me the keys to my room and I fell asleep.

  I was smoking up and I was so high that I passed out and had the weirdest dreams…and I must have been hallucinating…I was fucked up and here was the proof…

  A vampire spoke. “You were right not to eat or drink blood.” He said. If I did, I would never be able to get back. But before the day of the party, I must give back what I took from them, and you must offer an apology.

  It really had to be my blood. “Please tell me there’s another way.” I begged.

  The vampire stood tall before me, appraising me with a haunting look. “I’ve told you to never take the shortcut and not to take anything you find, Emma.” He said.

  I stood before the enormous tree at the opening of the forest.

  I had bathed with blood. My friends were waiting far behind; I had to do this one on my own. I put the blood all over my naked body.

  I drew the knife onto my right thigh, and with a little squeeze, I made a shallow cut.

  I bit back a cry, it hurt more than I had imagined before.

  “I offer you my blood, and with this, let me be free.” I whispered the words and let my blood drip on the ground.

  A sharp wind nearly made me stumble and trip.

  Without looking back, I ran into my friends and went back to my house.

  I had done everything; I should have been safe. I couldn’t believe I was married to a vampire. I didn’t want to think about it.

  About his beautiful bride who came from another world. I was safe now. I would leave after the ceremony. I didn’t go to that world again, and didn’t consume their blood.

  There was no way I was going to do that.

  Now I was having fun with my friends in my house. It was safe there.

  After dinner, my fat friends and I went to bed.

  Some of them took different rooms, while I slept with him in the same room.

  I would know if he ever left the room, which he would never do. And so I slept. I was safe and sound.

  When I opened his eyes, the sun was breaching through the window.

  It was quite late; I wondered how long I had been asleep. I was not on the bed; I was probably bathing in blood.

  I glanced at the bathroom at the far corner of the big room. I heard noises from inside; I was definitely taking a bath in warm blood.

  There was a glass of bloody juice and someone’s heart cut out on the table. I always liked to have bloody juice in the morning.

  I must have asked the maid to prepare it for me.

  With a smile on my face, I took two gulps of the bloody juice, and set the glass down. It tasted great.

  On a beautiful day out on the land, I was walking alone, trying to go to my shit together.

  I kept thinking about why I had gone camping alone, when I should have been focusing on where the blood was going, and then all of a sudden I fell into a black hole.

  I tried to climb up and it was hard because the rifle I was carrying in my hands was getting in the way, so I had to let go of the rifle, causing it to sink to the bottom of the black hole.

  I managed to climb up from the hole, only to realize why it is that I was going camping alone on a beautiful day.

  It was a long day where I was planning to go camping and hunting on the weekend alone.

  I decided why I wanted to go alone because most of my family and friends were busy working on the weekend or getting ready for a long camping trip later in the week.

  My mother told me not to go alone because she was worried about me, just in case I was hurt badly, and because I didn’t have a lot of experience hunting or camping.

  “I want to be alone for a while Mom” I said.

  “I have too many things on my mind, and I need at least time to think about what has happened for the past months.” I said.

  “Why don’t you come with me next week instead?” my mother asked.

  “Because I will be working alone for at least a year since my vampire friend is going on a holiday for a few months,” I answered.

  “There are other people who want to go with you this weekend,” she continued. . I brought the necessary equipment to go out camping.<
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  I bought fuel for the fire.

  I agreed as I went home to get ready for my camping trip. “I’ll see you soon” I said. I started to go to the location, which was about 175 kilometers from town.

  After a couple hours of driving I stopped for a break and to have a cup of blood.

  As I looked around for a good path I saw a group of vampires in the distance and ignored it.

  While having a rest, I thought of how I would go hunting after setting up camp near them. I took a short rest.

  The location has an abundance of vampires lurking around. After I finished the blood, I put my supplies in a box.

  I drove on to the vampires camping site, while looking at them. They invited me to camp with them.

  After drinking some blood, I got ready to hunt for more blood.

  Refueling my appetite, and putting some hunting equipment into a small bag, he I then drove away to the location of where I saw the vampires.

  As I drove, my vehicle made a weird sound coming from the engine. I stopped to take a look at my engine and saw that it looked okay, and then drove on to hunt for the vampire’s blood.

  I spotted a vampire and went for it, remembering what my friend taught me about how to get close to the vampire without disturbing its sleep.

  When I got close enough I stopped.

  I shot the vampire right in the head and quickly approached it. As I dragged the vampire away, I said to myself: “Alright, I got my first vampire ever.”

  As I put the vampire into my vehicle, I started remembering what my friend taught me about how to hunt vampires and other animals, and started to laugh.

  I had been taught by my friend so well. I sat on my vehicle for a while until I stopped laughing. I was obviously still hallucinating.

  I stood up and tied the vampire to my vehicle and went back to my camp where a fire was burning.

  When I arrived, I skinned the vampire and drained its blood. I put the vampire’s body into a bag and cooked some of the vampire’s meat and ate it before going to sleep, so that the next day I could go further to hunt for more vampires and get more blood.

  When he woke up, I boiled some vampire blood in a cup with coffee and had some breakfast before I got ready for another hunt.

  It tasted different but it kept me skinny. When I finished eating breakfast I went outside to see if it was a good day for hunting, and when I was satisfied that the weather was good for hunting, I refueled my vehicle and checked the oil.

  When I finished refueling my vehicle, I put some food and ammunition in my backpack.

  After driving about an hour before spotting a vampire, I looked for signs of some blood trails.

  When I was convinced that there were more vampires in the area I hunted the vampire’s blood trails. I waited awhile until I heard a vampire coming near me.

  After about thirty minutes, the vampire came near me, where I was waiting. I got ready to strike the vampire until it was close enough to kill.

  When the vampire came up, it saw me but it was too late because I drove a knife into its face and killed it.

  After the vampire was caught, I skinned it, and drained the blood from it. When I finished harvesting the vampire meat, I put it into a bag and tied it to my vehicle. I cleaned my hands and got ready to look for another vampire to kill.

  After driving for a while my vehicle stopped suddenly.

  I tried to start it up again with no luck. I set my tools and took the engine apart, then found that there was blood inside the vehicle.

  I was angry and left my vehicle and started walking.

  I cleared my mind and started walking again to my camp.

  It was raining hard. My wet clothes made it very hard not to think about how cold it was. I then stopped walking for a while to take my clothes off; squeeze dried them, and put them back on and started to walk again.

  I kept warm by jogging and having rests. I started getting real tired and it was time for me to rest.

  I was drinking the vampire blood. It was pretty sweet tasting then other vampire blood that I’ve had. I started looking for wood or something else to burn to boil some water and blood, and to cook some of the vampire meat.

  I found some wood, lit it up and started to cook some vampire meat.

  While waiting for the vampire meat to cook, I was resting on the ground.

  Afterwards, I was walking, and I saw a vampire in the distance walking towards me.

  I stopped and looked for my knife to defend myself.

  I killed the vampire by catching it off guard, when it asked me a question.

  I took all of the vampire meat, and I started to look for more vampires to eat.

  Killing vampires was such an ugly thing I thought. I used to want to die.

  Indeed had I planned to jump from one of the highest buildings and end to my life. I wished that the whole world would watch me jump. It would have been a real treat.

  Chapter 6

  I finally woke up from my fucked up dreams and hallucinations. I wasn’t high anymore. The Inn keeper had entered my room after knocking on the door to tell me that my vehicle lights were still on.

  When I didn’t respond he was concerned and opened the door to revive me. He was with a co-worker. When he finished talking to me, his co-worker, a guy with big glasses, black hair, walked in.

  “You’re lucky to be alive skinny girl, when is the last time you ate?” he asked.

  I woke up to the sound of the respirator machine. I must have been still hallucinating, this couldn’t be right. I didn’t know what was real anymore.

  My heart was racing and the machine beeped. A nurse rushed in looking worried. She probably didn’t know what was going on. “Are you okay?” She asked me.

  I suddenly got up again from the bed. I was hallucinating again, but I was done hallucinating. I got up and ran to my vehicle and took off.

  “FUCK!” I screamed. I was out of vampire blood. I was a junkie, I was trash, but I was skinny.

  I was driving like a maniac and refused to be fat ever again! I needed to find a vampire and fast.

  I drove to a bar about an hour away. I was hoping to score some vampire blood. I walked into the bar and I was being looked at by almost everyone, even other skanks like me.

  I was asked by the bartender when the last time I ate was? I laughed at him. I noticed two male vampires in the bar checking me out.

  I approached them and asked them if they wanted to go for a ride and they accepted. First I was drinking heavily and dancing like a whore in the night club.

  I went in the back and did cocaine.

  I asked one of the vampires if I could have some of their blood and I offered them money. He accepted and we got in my vehicle and drove off.

  I was driving like a wild girl. The vampire asked me to stop but I kept driving as fast as I could and I was laughing hysterically…

  The vampire grabbed the wheel and told me to slow down but I was so high I didn’t know any better.

  I obviously lost control of the vehicle and was in a roller over accident. The vampire was dead. I blacked out.

  I suddenly opened my eyes. I was in a coma for a month.

  I had gained all my weight back. I was fat as can be. I was approached by police and questioned.

  A month after that I was forced to rehab. Day after day I had to listen to people with their problems. One night, I ran away from rehab.

  I started prostituting myself for money. I made enough money in a month to last a year. I was a good fucking whore.

  I knew how to suck cock and ride just the way men wanted. I did everything from anal to you don’t want to know. I was hooked on drugs again, hung over and a mess.

  I month later I scored vampire blood and I was down to my skinny self again, and was lost. I managed to buy a gun for protection.

  I was dealing my vampire blood to fat asses again. One night I was out of control. Two fat bitches tried to jack my vampire blood.

  They held me at knifepoint. T
wo hundred bucks a pop was my street price. As they walked away I shot them both in the back and one of them in the head. I grabbed the blood and ran.

  The cops were nearby and I was being chased. I got in my new vehicle and drove off in high speed chase.

  The cops shot at me but missed. I drove top speed in the middle of a long highway.

  Eventually I drove off into the field to avoid the cops and they followed. I was a fugitive. I was so high I couldn’t even see clearly.

  I could see there was a cliff in front of me.

  At the bottom of the cliff was a river. I wasn’t going to be taken alive. I wanted to die.

  The edge of the cliff was near. I drove at top speed and I was suddenly in the air. I thought I was in heaven then the vehicle started going downwards.

  It was darkness below. I plunged into the river and was so high I didn’t even feel myself plunging through glass of my vehicle.

  It was still night. I opened my eyes and found myself on the shore, far away from where I landed. I could not move.

  All I could do was stare at the stars in the clear sky.

  I was waiting for the cops to find me. But I knew they would find me dead. I was weak and bleeding to death.

  I thought I would not see the sunrise again.

  I kept passing out then waking up again. I opened my eyes and my eye sight was blurry.

  I must have been close to death.

  A man’s face hovered over mine. It was a very handsome face, like a dream.

  The man had wavy black hair, green eyes, and was fit. The man asked me what my name was. “Emma.” I whispered. He introduced himself as Jared.

  He told me that I was going to die, and that he could help me. He lashed out his fangs at me. Everything made sense.

  He was the cure. He offered to turn me in order to save me.

  I didn’t want to be a vampire. I just wanted to be normal.

  I realized it was the only way to stay skinny forever. It was a win-win situation for me. I was going to die happy or live skinny forever.

  I whispered in Jared’s ear and made my decision.

  Jared slowly made his way closer to my neck, his fangs lashed out, about to pierce my neck. I was about to be forever skinny…