by K E Osborn
I pull up in his driveway and my heart is thudding and my stomach is fluttering with butterflies. I take a deep breath and get out of my car and walk toward his front door. Before I even get a chance to ring the doorbell, the door swings open and Hudson is standing there wearing only shorts and holding a cocktail glass in his hand.
I smirk and he leans out kissing me on the cheek, sending a fire right through me. Just looking down at his masculine chest and stomach is making my clit throb. He has such an effect on me, he takes my breath away, every… time… I look at him.
“Welcome home, honey. I made you a drink to help you recover from your bad day.”
I smile and I think a part of me melts inside. “You made me a drink?”
He nods and hands it to me. “Yep, I tried to make a Cosmo. I know that’s what you like to unwind with. I can’t guarantee it will taste any good, but I tried,” he says with an honest smile.
I bite my bottom lip and shake my head at him.
“Thank you, you’re too good to me,” I say as he steps aside for me to enter his house.
I lean in and kiss his lips softly and then walk into the lounge room with my Cosmo in hand.
“Sorry, you had a shit day. Is there anything I can do? Rub your feet? Make you something to eat?” he asks as we take a seat on the sofa.
I smile at him and lean into his side. “No, just seeing you shirtless and you making me a drink is perfect, thanks.”
He watches me intently as I take a sip of my drink. Oh God, it feels like my mouth is on fire. My eyes widen so wide they might burst out of my head and I try my hardest not to spit it out. It tastes like really strong mouthwash. It’s disgusting. He looks at me furrowing his brows as I try and decide what I should do. I swallow and close my eyes as it burns my throat all the way down to my stomach.
“Too much?”
I open my eyes trying my hardest not to stick my tongue out and wince at the God-awful stuff.
“Nope, it was great,” I reply and place the glass on the coffee table in front of me.
“Sorry. I made it too strong didn’t I?” he asks creasing his brows together and frowning.
I shake my head and smile.
“Okay, you don’t have to spare my feelings, Vee. I tried to make it a little stronger to help you relax, but to be honest I’ve never made a cocktail before, but by your reaction I’m pretty sure I got it wrong,” he says placing his arm around my shoulders and pulling me to him.
“I tried to like it, but even though the drink wasn’t a success the thought behind it was. Thank you so much for thinking of me. It means a lot that you care enough to make my favourite drink even though you had no idea how. I’m kinda speechless actually.”
“Is that because I burnt your taste buds off?”
I laugh and shake my head. “No, it’s because you’re so good to me. I don’t know what I did to deserve you?”
He smiles. “Well, I could say the same. I’m so happy you came into my life, Vee. It’s only been a short time, but already I feel a connection with you. I haven’t had it before, so I don’t know what it means. But I like it. I like you – you’re kind of… amazing!”
I shake my head. “I think you’re the amazing one, Hudson. You put up with my moods, my backchat and you don’t push for information I’m not yet ready to give. You seem to know me so well and yet I haven’t told you much about me. I like that you’re so calm and relaxed about us… I mean this, ‘cause I don’t think we’re at that ‘us’ stage just yet… right?” I say more like a question as I’m not sure what he thinks about this.
Hell, I’m not sure what I think about what I just said!
“I think it’s early days, but I can see this turning into an ‘us’ but if you’re not there yet then I’m cool with that. I know you’re guarded and I realise you have things you don’t want to tell me just yet, but I’m willing to wait. Not forever though. I will wait a little longer, but eventually I will want to know, Vee. I like you, but I can’t live in a top secret relationship. I will give you the time you need, I can give you that, for now,” he says and I nod as I look up into his multi-coloured eyes. They take my breath away and my heart hammers in my chest when I look into them. He’s so sweet. I know I need to tell him everything. All about Danny and Caiden. All about my work. All about the last five years, but for just a little while longer I want to enjoy what we have.
“Hudson,” I whisper leaning in close to him.
“Mmm,” he murmurs looking down at my lips.
“Kiss me,” I say inches away from his lips.
He grins and leans down kissing me gently. His lips are so soft against mine and his kiss is tender and sweet. I turn moving my body to face him and his hands move over, taking my hips and pulling me over to straddle his lap. I squeal slightly as he pulls me, but our lips reconnect immediately. I run my hands through his hair and tug on it softly. He groans against my lips as I open my mouth and let his tongue in to caress mine. The kissing is quickly escalating from soft and sweet to passionate and full of want. I can’t help but move my hips slightly on top of him and instantly I feel his cock harden beneath me. The friction of his hard cock against my panties under my dress is making me start to pant. His hands run up my thighs and up the back of my dress, caressing my skin. He moves to my bra clip and undoes it. I giggle slightly in his mouth and he pulls back from me.
“Did you just giggle while I’m kissing you?” he asks looking at me playfully.
I roll my eyes and take the hem of my dress and pull it up over my head, throwing it behind me. Hudson chuckles and I follow his line of sight to see Midas laying on the floor asleep with my dress now half on him and half on the floor. I giggle, turn back and roll my shoulders forward making my shoulder straps of my bra slide forward and my bra falls off into his lap.
He grins mischievously picking up my bra and flinging it across to Midas. It hits him on his back and he looks at the bra and then flops his head back down and falls back asleep.
I smile and turn back to face Hudson.
“Well, Midas doesn’t seem to care that he is now wearing your clothes.”
I smirk and lean in pressing my breasts against his chest and the skin on skin contact is what I’ve been craving all day. His lips meet mine, but this time there’s an urgency to them. His kiss is forceful and full of lust. I know he wants me, but I need to make good on my promise from this morning. I move my hips on him again and he moans loudly into my mouth. I run my hands through his hair and slowly grind into him making his cock even harder. I slowly pull my lips from his and go to move off him. He looks up at me and smirks. He moves to stand, but I push him back down onto the sofa. He looks at me, furrowing his brows.
“What are you—”
“Shh,” I say putting my finger to his lips as I stand up in front of him and bite my bottom lip. I move my hands up my body in a sexual way. He leans back into the sofa watching me intently. I continue to move my hands to my breasts and start to tweak my nipples and I sway my hips in front of him. I can see his chest rising and falling at a rapid rate. I know I’m turning him on and that’s my plan.
“Fuck, Vee,” he says rearranging his cock in his shorts.
“I know babe, just sit back and enjoy the show,” I say and he widens his eyes and takes a deep breath.
I sway my hips to the imaginary music in my head. Running my hands up and down my almost naked body which I plan to rectify right now. His eyes watch me while my hands slide down from my breasts to my stomach and then onto my hips. His eyes never leave me as my fingers dip into the sides of my panties and I pull them down slowly moving from side to side sensually. He rearranges his cock again as I pull them to the floor bending at the waist and sliding them down my legs. I stand back up and step one leg out of my panties and with the other I kick my foot so my panties fly up and land on Hudson’s face. He smiles brightly as he pulls them down and grips them tightly in his hand.
“Vee,” he pleads.
“I know, R
ock. Just a little longer. Be patient, babe,” I whisper as my hand comes back up to caress my breast and my other heads down my stomach and toward my pussy. His eyes open wide and he inadvertently licks his lips. His chest is heaving and I know it is taking great restraint for him to just sit there and not touch me. I move my hand in and press softly against my clit. He leans forward and I shake my head at him. A low growl erupts from his chest as he leans back into the sofa. I move my finger in a small circle on my clit as I massage my breast with the other. He’s trying so hard to keep himself together.
“As much as I am enjoying this little show, Vee, my cock is about to explode,” he says rearranging his pants again. I smirk and take my hands off myself and bend down in front of him. His eyes widen and I smirk while my hands run up his thighs and to the top of his shorts. He looks down and I look back at him seductively. I think he knows what I’m after so I put my hands down the top of his shorts and pull. He shifts his weight so I’m able to pull them down and off to his ankles.
“Fuck, I’ve been waiting for this all day. I just thought you having a bad day you’d want to cuddle and unwind instead,” he says and I laugh.
“This is how I unwind, Hudson,” I say and then drop to my knees and take his rock hard cock deeply into my mouth. He moans and his body shudders as I take him in so deep most girls would gag, but I’m a pro at this… literally.
“Jesus Christ, I’m trying so hard not to come right now, Vee,” he moans as I look up at him and his head falls back against the sofa and he closes his eyes, his chest heaving.
I pull back slowly and start to twirl my tongue around his tip. My hand comes up and cups his balls and I roll them in my hand as I start to bob up and down on him slowly. He’s breathing heavy through his nose and I know that he likes it. His hips are starting to move in time with my movements and his hand runs up my arm, past my shoulder and into my hair. I take him in deeper, his tip sliding just down the top of my throat. He moans loudly and grips onto my hair tightly. I bob up and down on him while playing with his balls faster and then I suck a little making him jolt and he exhales loudly.
“Fuck,” he moans as his head comes back up and he looks down at me. His eyes are scorching pools of intense lust, which only sets me on fire.
“Can I come in your mouth?” he asks almost in a breathless whisper.
“M-hum,” I moan against his cock in my mouth and he groans and shudders at the vibration I just sent up his cock. I continue to bob, making my movements fast and slick. I glide my teeth along his shaft very softly and he groans loudly and his hand tightens in my hair.
“Fuck Vee, I love your dirty mouth. I love it even more when it’s sucking on my cock,” he says and I tighten my hold on his balls while he starts to breathe heavier and I can see that glazed look in his eyes. He’s so close and I just need a little longer to get him there. I bob quickly taking him deeply each time. My gag reflex is nonexistent so I know he likes me going deep.
“I’m so close, Vee. I need to fuck your mouth,” he says and then grabs my hair tightly and starts to move his hips and force my mouth on and off him. I love that he’s taking control right now. I’m so used to men just sitting back and making me do all the work, but with Hudson he likes to take the lead and that’s what he’s doing right now.
“Touch yourself, Vee,” he demands and I look up at him and I’m sure my eyes are smiling. I move my free hand down between my legs and start to rotate on my clit. It’s already throbbing, so it’s of no surprise to me when I feel I’m already wet. He forces my head to bob on him while I start to rotate on myself. I feel an instant surge flow through me, a fire burning me with such a passion that I can’t wait for us to come together. I know that’s what he wants and I’m more than happy to oblige. I press hard on my clit and work myself up fast, I know I don’t have long to get to the same stage he is now at.
“I love it when you touch yourself for me, Vee. I’m so fucking hard for you right now and my cock loves how warm and wet your mouth is. I’m so close baby are you with me?” he asks as he grits his teeth together. I moan against his cock in reply, but also because the feeling on my clit is surging through me and making my whole body heat with desire. My skin is tingling and even though it’s hard to focus on my own orgasm because I don’t want to relax too much and end up biting his cock, it still feels incredible. He’s fucking my mouth hard and fast and his breathing is rapid and shallow. I’m breathing so quickly out of my nose that I’m sure the air against his cock is heightening the pleasure for him. I feel that familiar spark of light within me. The one that makes me clench everything together. My body’s starting to tense up and I so badly want to come, and hard. He continues to move my head up and down on him as I rotate my finger on my clit. A tingle starts in my spine and moves its way through my entire body. I feel like I’m basking in a vast heat and I push harder making the feeling all the more intense. He starts to whimper on each thrust into my mouth and I close my eyes relishing the feelings I’m having right now. This is dirty, but I love every second of it. I see more flashes of light as my hips start to move in reaction to my finger on my clit. I’m so worked up that I’m right on the edge.
“Fuck, I’m gonna come, baby,” he says just as my body tenses he stops moving my head but tightens his hand in my hair and tugs hard. I circle one more time on my clit and he unloads into my mouth on a loud and deep moan. The taste of him sets me off and I come apart at the seams, splintering into an intense orgasm. I moan onto his cock and he moans in response tugging on my hair pulling me off his cock, breathing rapidly. I circle one last time on my clit bringing me down from my intense high and we’re both panting as I swallow my mouthful and lean my forehead down on his knee. His hand lets go of my hair and caresses my back as I come down, leaning against him.
“Holy fucking hell, I have never had a blowjob that intense before, Vee, and the way you were touching yourself, fuck that was hot. You make me want you so bad. I’ve never wanted anyone the way I want you, Violet. What are you doing to me?”
I look up at him and smile as his head falls back against the sofa in pure relaxed bliss.
“You taste good,” I say licking my lips. Believe it or not, out of all the times I’ve given a blowjob I’ve never swallowed, not even for Danny. I always thought it was disgusting and I would never degrade myself to that, but Hudson tasted so good that I couldn’t help myself. And I don’t feel dirty or disgusting. It somehow makes me feel like a part of him will always be with me now. I know it’s weird, but I feel closer to him and I like the feeling.
“Really? I wasn’t sure if you wanted to swallow, but it was as hot as fuck watching you lick my spunk from your lips. I wouldn’t have minded if you wanted to spit it.”
I laugh. “It’s okay really, you taste good, I don’t mind,” I say and he smiles brightly.
“Fuck, you’re a dirty little thing, but I love that about you,” he says as I stand up and look down at his cock.
I smile wickedly and move over him, one leg either side, straddling him. He looks at me and smirks.
“What are you up to, Miss Dyson?” he asks and I smirk and grind my wet pussy into him.
He chuckles and raises his eyebrows. “You want a little more, hey?” he asks and I nod and grind my pussy into him again. I feel his cock wake up and start to grow beneath me.
Bingo!
That’s the reaction I wanted. I start to grind into him in circles and he looks at me with a smirk.
“You can’t get enough of me can you?” he asks and I shake my head slowly from side to side and lick my top lip from one side to the other.
“Fuck you’re sexy,” he says and then his lips crash to mine.
His tongue enters my mouth and it surprises me he’s willing to kiss me after I’ve just had his spunk in my mouth, but I guess he’s as dirty as I am. I grind into him even more and his hands move to my waist and he pulls me up slightly. I take the hint and move up allowing his hard cock to pop up into place and then I lowe
r myself down onto him. We both let our heads fall back in the pleasure of the moment. He starts to move under me and I wrap my arms around his neck running my hands through his hair.
“Kiss me,” he demands and I move my head back in and kiss him strongly as I start to move up and down on him. He pulls back and stops his movements suddenly. I look at him concerned and he tucks a strand of hair behind my ear.
“I’m not wearing a condom,” he says looking into my eyes.
“It’s fine, I’m on the pill,” I reply and he smiles brightly. His lips crash back to mine and he starts to move under me again. I moan into his mouth and move on top of him, up and down and on a slight rotation. I thought sex with Hudson was amazing before, well going bareback feels even better than I could have imagined. Having us touching in every way, sends a shiver down my spine and in this moment I know that I’m getting attached. I’ve never slept with anyone other than Danny without a condom. It means I trust Hudson and that is something I do not do.
I don’t trust anyone.. ever.
I don’t give myself to anyone… ever.
I don’t do intimacy… ever.
And yet I’m doing all of that with him right now. I could be in big trouble here. He thrusts into me and I push the thoughts out of my mind and let the feeling of Hudson’s hard cock inside me fill me to the brim and satisfy me completely on his lounge room sofa.
I’m cuddled into Hudson’s side in his massive bed. The past month has gone by so quickly and it honestly feels like yesterday when we met in Amor. Last night we fucked on the sofa, in the kitchen and then came into his room and continued, seems we were both as horny as each other. I honestly can’t get enough of him, even after six weeks of knowing each other. And even though I’m completely spent right now, my body is still aching for him. It feels strange to know I gave him a piece of me that no one other than my husband has had. No one has ever been inside me without a condom before and the thought that I’m letting Hudson in terrifies me. I don’t let my walls down.
