At the after party, I did get to speak to Spider privately. He told me what I thought all along, Meg would be so happy that I met someone like Angel. That she is smiling down on us everyday, blessing our life. We also talked about club business. Tatts wants to stop running and settle, so we talked about him patching to our chapter. The hardest thing we talked about was the VP position. While I was gone every member got to nominate their choice for VP. Everyone voted for me, which means at Church next week, I have to give an answer. My heart is torn. I don't want Steel's title, but I do.
Angel seemed to be getting pretty close with Holly, the whole party they stuck together like glue. A few times I saw her crying but nothing too bad.
We ended up heading home early and for the first time in almost two months we slept in our bed, with the twins right beside us. Angel didn't move, or scream. She was finally at peace.
“Angel, babe wake up. I want to take us out today. Show you something that was close to Steel.” I had already got the kids ready. I slid on my t-shirt and grabbed my cut from the chair. Angel had set up and was stretching. Her tits almost on full display through the thin white shirt she was wearing. My dick instantly got hard and I had to mentally beat it back down. She is not ready for sex, not yet, but one day she will be.
“OK, give me five minutes and I'll be ready. Is there coffee ready?” I pointed to the steaming hot coffee, made just the way she likes it. I'm turning sappy.
“Now I know not to wake my Angel without it.” I smiled and bent down to kiss her forehead. When I moved towards the door I heard to her take a deep breath. I turned to see her standing there in nothing but her t-shirt and boy short undies, smelling her coffee. Damn she is truly the hottest woman ever, inside and out.
“Thanks Babe, it's perfect.” She said after taking a sip. I left her to get ready while I finished loading the stroller.
Spider
Demon is in love with that woman. Not a shock since she’s beautiful, smart, and sassy. Angel reminds me so much of Meg, which hurts but I'm glad there are people still like that in this world. When Demon came to me and asked what I thought, I knew his mind was already made, he was just doing me a solid by asking how I felt. He might have had a few rough years, hell I did too, but with Angel he is getting better every day. Loosing Meg will always be the hardest thing I have ever had to go through.
Meg was always the light of my life and the reason I got up every morning. With her gone I stopped caring, so did Demon. Now, he has something to live for again, he can stop trying to get himself killed. Don't get me wrong, Demon was born to fight, but maybe now with that baby and the family he is about to start he will wise the fuck up.
As for Angel I think she is going to keep that man on his toes, which is what he needs. He can't control himself sometimes and walks into stupid messes, Angel will know how to handle that. Wish I could be around to watch them grow as a family, but I will be lucky to make it another year.
The Doc says a year, there is so much I want to do, but who knows if I will be able to. God willing I will get to help with their wedding, Meg would have wanted that. Trust me when I say she is smiling down on him, making sure they have a great and happy life. My big hearted Meg, always thinking of others and wanting them to be happy. I know with every ounce of me she sent Angel to him, because she knew that if he didn't quit the life he was living, he would be dead by now.
Steel, would be happy too. His sister is safe and for the most part happy. I take comfort in knowing that he is up there watching over my little girl. I image them looking down at us, high fiving each other, and smiling. I miss both of them like crazy, not just because Meg is my daughter, but because Steel and Angel are my kids too.
Their Momma, Rosa, left me when Angel was born. They don't remember me, I didn't want to tell them, still don't. Rosa is around pretty much every time Angel is, so I can't let her know. She is a trip, hating me and not letting me near my kids for over twenty years. She didn't know until Steel's death that I was his Prez. I almost laughed when her eye's bugged out of her head, any other time I would have laughed in her face. Let Angel hate her father, it's better that way. I will continue to watch from afar just like that I have this whole time, One day maybe Rosa will admit what she did, until then I am just happy to see one of my kids on a daily bases. I also get to be a granddaddy, something I never thought I would be. Granddaddy Spider, has a good ring to it. In the wake of everything, I am pretty damn content. I’ve made my peace.
Angel
We had been walking for about an hour when Demon finally said something,
“Five more minutes, I promise.” The walk up had been peaceful and beautiful. I was however left alone with my thoughts for far too long. Thoughts of my brother and all the good times we had together filled my head. I have a giant whole in my heart now, I'm sure with time it will heal, but it's going to leave a hell of a scar.
Once we got to the top I was speechless, the view unlike anything I have ever seen before. I took it all in, the way the sun hit the trees, seeing the city off in the distance. I could see why this was Steel's spot. He was always a sucker for a view, and this is by far is the best. I wasn't paying attention to Demon for a few minutes while I explored the area. When I finally turned around he had the twins out on a blanket and was unloading stuff out of the stroller. My heart hurt, I love this man so much. Even after all the darkness he is trying to find the light at the end. He sat down on the blanket and spread his legs. I sat down in between them and leaded back on him. Moments passed before either of us said anything, we just sat taking in the view, lost in our own thoughts.
“I wanted to talk to you Angel, I need to tell you everything.” His voice sounded edgy. I began to worry, what's wrong now.
“OK, is it something bad?” I asked hesitantly.
“Well I need you to know about my past, about everything really.” I breathed out a sigh of relief.
“OK, Well whenever you’re ready, I'm here.”
He talked for hours, filling me in on his first love Meg. How she looked just like me before I changed, and how she was always so sweet. The more he talked the more I began to question myself, and our relationship. I haven't told him I love him and now I don't know if he wants to hear it.
He went on to tell how he popped the question and the plans for the wedding. I asked questions here and there, nothing to deep. It seemed like he had a lot to get off his chest.
I could tell when his voice cracked that it was bad, I looked back at him and noticed the tears sliding down his face. I got up on my knees in front of him and wiped the tears off his cheeks. I still had no clue why he was crying.
“I held her as she died Angel, I watched Meg take her last breath!” I pulled him to me, wrapped my arms around him and just let him cry. He has held this in for so long, he needs to let it out. When he leaned back he looked at me, I mean truly looked at me. Lost in each others eyes, he was the one that finally broke the silence.
“I love you Angel, and the thought of losing you kills me.” He said it, true meaningful love. I was so stunned that I just about knocked him down when I kissed him.
“I love you too!” Though there was still a lot of bad shit we had to deal with, at this moment, everything was perfect. I had my kids, my man, and my brother's favorite spot!
Demon
One month Later
Still no sex, but Angel is getting better everyday. Sometimes I catch her smiling and laughing, others is like the day Steel died. Her OB says that she is cleared for sex, and the baby is healthy. I just want to make sure her head is right before we take that leap. She did go through a lot. I never thought I could go this long without sex, but I am almost a Monk now. My control is slipping, which is what Angel wants, she has practically begged me.
When I walked into the kitchen, Angel was putting away dishes. I leaned up against the wall and watched her. She hummed and wiggled while she reached for the dishes. Her perfect globe ass and the way she moved made my dick hard. Sh
e had on jeans and tank top, no bra. Every time she would bend to the dishwasher her tits would hang and swing, causing me to groan as my hard on pressed into my zipper.
“I know you’re there. Do you like what you see?” She looked over her shoulder and gave me that sexy ass smile. I pushed off the wall and walked right up behind her.
“I'm going to take you. Right here. Right now. It's about time I claimed this pussy again!” I pushed her into the counter. Angel is mine and damn it I am going to prove it. She wants to tease me all day every day, I will take her. I grabbed her shirt and ripped it right down the middle. I rubbed my hand up her spine and grabbed her hair. When I pressed my rock hard cock against her I yanked her head back and bit down on her shoulder. Her quite moans turned into pleasureful cries when I reached around and tweaked her nipple with my free hand.
“Tell me Baby, can anyone else make you feel this good?”
“No Demon, only you.” She whispered in my ear. I slid my hand down her stomach and undid her jeans. When I forced my hand into her panties they were soaked, I found her throbbing clit and began massaging it. She bucked her ass, grazing my cock. Fuck I am going to explode if I don't bury myself inside that tight pussy soon.
I let go of her hair and used both hands to slide her jeans and panties down, letting them fall to floor after they passed her knees. I pushed her back down on the counter, took my foot and forced her feet apart. When I spoke it sounded like a growl,
“Angel you better hold tight, it's about be a wild ride.”
“Babe, I wouldn't expect anything else.” She looked back at me and shot me a wink along with that killer smile. Remember self, she's pregnant. I slid my cock along her entrance, covering it with her juices. When I slammed into her, she let out a scream mixed with a moan. I pulled almost all the way out and slammed her again. My hands braced her hips allowing me fuck her, without fear of hurting the baby. I picked up speed, my nuts smacking her clit.
“That’s right babe, take this cock!” We got into a rhythm, she would meet my thrusts. Angel's pussy began to vice around my cock. Damn, she has a tight cunt.
“Fuck me Demon, I want to cum all over your cock!” I pulled out, spun her around and tossed her on to the counter. She laid back and I spread her legs and drilled into her glistening slit. I held on to her thighs and pounded. She was so close, I could feel her pussy walls quivering. Angel grabbed my arms and dug her nails into them before letting out the loudest scream I have ever heard.
“Oh God Demon, Yes!” My balls started to tighten when she screamed my name. I knew I wouldn't last long, it's been months. After a few more rough thrusts, I came with a growl of her name. She milked me, every last drop, she ripped it from my cock.
When she was able to move Angel got down off the counter and went to walk away. I smacked her ass and kneaded it in my hand.
“Woman, don't ever make me wait that long for that pussy again.” Angel turned and kissed me, biting my lower lip and sucking it into her mouth. When she released my mouth she smiled,
“Wouldn't dream of it Stud.”
Damn it all, I got it bad. I love her and soon I'm not only going to make her my Old Lady, but my wife too. If she says yes.
Angel
Sex, we finally had sex! It was amazing, like always but it was also him in his rawest form. That is how I fell for the man so It is only fair that is how I find my way back to him. I love him in very form but when he claims me like that I know that I am made for him, that he is truly my other half.
I had sneak out of the apartment and down the cemetery, I looked for what seemed like hours trying to find the tombstone I was looking for. Finally I found the it. I stood there trying to figure out how to word what I needed to say to her. I got down o my knees and ran my fingers across the words written in a beautiful script.
“Meg, I want you to know that I will love Demon like there is no tomorrow, because in truth, like you and Steel learned tomorrow is not promised. I want you to know that I never want to take your place, I don’t want to be the rebound. I want him to love me in a different way, I want him to desire me for different reasons. He is not the same man he was then and even though the reason he changed is the lost of your life, I want to thank you. He really is the best thing that has ever happened to my kids and myself. I don’t know you very well, but I feel an undeniable pull to you. Listening to the stories Demon has told about you, I feel like deep down I know you. Basically I came here to say, Thank you for leading us to one another, you truly are our guardian angel.” I wiped the tears from my face, kissed my fingers and pressed them against her name.
When I walked back into the apartment, Demon had Rylynn sitting on his lap and was trying to feed her.
“Come on, eat for Dada.” He has been trying so hard for them to say Dada before Mama. He looked up at me, the biggest smile plastered on his face. He looked back down and tried to get her to eat again, Rylynn didn’t like baby food of any kind, making it extremely hard to get her to eat. She reached up and pulled on the spoon, then let it go, causing a spoonful of carrots to go flying. Demon jumped as his face got splattered with bright orange baby food. I covered my mouth quickly, to hide my laugh. His shocked expression caused me to laugh that much harder, making Rylynn giggle.
“Is there something funny Mama. Do food fights make you laugh.” his voice was very teasing.
“No, the food isn’t making me laugh. It’s your face!” I said through my laughter. Seconds later something hit my face, and I jumped. Demon’s laughter boomed the apartment. Oh no he didn’t just didn’t do that. He was already putting Rylynn in her playpen, so I acted quick. I moved around the table and scooped up a couple of fingers full of carrots. I hid my hand behind my back.
He walked over to me, placed both hands on my the sides of my neck.
“You look so cute covered in carrots.” He whispered before kissing me. The second his eyes closed, I moved my hands up to his face. When I smeared the carrots over his cheek and his forehead his eyes shot open.
“Oh Baby Girl, you will pay for that!” I took off down the hall trying to run, but he caught me halfway. He pinned both of his arms above my head in one hand, He tickled me with his free hand, until I laughed so hard I almost peed my pants. The instant he stopped tickling me, I sighed. I haven’t laughed that hard in a long time. Demon kissed my neck and started working his way down to my cleavage. I moaned as his teeth scraped the soft skin above my tattoo.
“Demon, not now. If we don’t hurry we will be late!” That was enough to ruin the mood.
Demon
I can't believe this, I am on my way to a doctors appointment. I truly never saw myself becoming a father. Even with Meg, it just didn't seem right, But now I can't wait. The twins are so much fun, not going to lie they are a ton of work too, But I truly love every minute of it. I haven't had the nerve to do the shitty diapers yet, but I will get there. I can however give a bath like a pro and I can put them to sleep pretty fast too.
Today is the day, we are having an early ultrasound because I really can't wait to see what we are having. To be honest, I don't mind either way as long as it is healthy.
I watched the screen, as the Tech rubbed the wand over Angel's belly.
“Here is the head.” She pointed to the screen, I tilted my head and looked. Shit it is a head with a face. She clicked a few more buttons and moved the wand again,
“You see that?” We both nodded, “He is looking pretty healthy.” I nodded again. Angel looked over at me and squeezed my hand, she was crying.
“What's wrong Babe?”
“Did you not hear her?”
“Yeah she said it is looking pretty healthy.”
“No, she said 'He'.” I whipped my head back to the Tech and she nodded.
“It's really a boy? Like for sure it’s a boy?”
“Yes sir.” Holy shit, It's a Boy! I was truly happy for the first time ever. I have Angel, our twins and a new baby boy.
“Marcus.” Angel whispered.
Something hit me and it hit me hard. I had never wanted kids, Steel had wanted them. Here I am living my life with his sister, and three kids while he is no longer living. I need air, I can't let Angel see me loose it.
“I'll be right back.” I kissed her on the cheek, and bolted for the door. I paced by the truck, waiting for her to come out. Steel should be having this life with his woman, what have I done to do get all this. I am a cold blooded killer. I hate that he is gone. Taking his spot as VP was hard but knowing I am now living the life that he always wanted, that is harder.
I laid in bed watching Angel sleep. It's been hours, still everything is weighing on me. I need to go to the gym. I slid out of bed carefully, and wrote a note just in case she woke up. I put on my shorts and shoes. Carefully I checked on the twins, then slipped out the door.
Running on the treadmill always cleared my head, so I hit it hard. I ran, the more I ran the more I thought of Steel. His conversation with me in the hospital keep rolling through my head.
“If she decides not to be with you, let her go. If you don't, I'll kill you. Know that I'm not the happiest man in the world right now, but I'll be happy as long as she is happy.”
As long is she is happy I have his blessing, he told me that. I know that he is watching us and guiding us. It's the whole reason I took his spot, I knew him better than any other member. I can follow his path and do right by this club, and his sister. I'm going to help Angel raise these kids the way Steel would have, with love. I will honor him in every way possible. Most importantly they will always know who their uncle was, because we will tell them.
By the time I decided all this, I was covered in sweat, every muscle in my body burned. I headed to the weight bench and laid back, thinking everything is going to be okay. I'm hoping Steel will be proud, cause I don't know what I would do without my family. In the few short months that I have had them, they have come to be my world.
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