Fugitive Heart

by Bonnie Dee

  “Adrenaline. Takes a while to work it out of your system.”

  She tipped her head back to look up at him. God, she was a tiny thing. Before he met her, he’d never known he had a protective streak. Or a mile-wide yen for feisty females. A slow smile showed the dimple in her cheek, and suddenly the yen to protect her turned into something even more primitive.

  “Got any ideas about ways to unwind?” She squinted and wrinkled her nose. “Aw, geez. You must think I’m some kind of nympho. Trust me, I’m not usually like this, but around you…”

  He smiled and slid his hands around her waist. “Me too. Guess it’s just chemistry.”

  “Or heightened emotions from being in a life-or-death situation.”

  “Like last night. But I think we should experiment. You know, find out if we still enjoy ourselves. Because I really, really”—he kissed his way along her jaw with each really—“really enjoyed you.” She made a breathy sound deep in her throat. He stroked the sweet curve of her hip. “Yeah. I remember you said something about long, slow lovemaking. I’d like that more than breakfast.” He bent and plucked at her soft lips with little nibbling kisses that quickly bloomed into something fuller and deeper.

  “Mm.” Ames pulled away but not far. “I’d kill for a shower. We can clean up and work on your experiments at the same time.”

  “Sounds perfect.” He followed her to the bedroom, where they both shed their clothes unselfconsciously. He managed to keep his hands off her, though his eyes were glued to her rear as they raced to the bathroom. Ames got the water running, and they wedged into the small space.

  The pressure was poor and the water only lukewarm, so it wasn’t so much a sexy shower as a chance to quickly wash away the sweat and tension of the past twenty-four hours. Even so, he traced the shape of her curves with a soapy cloth, and she nearly purred as he scrubbed shampoo into her scalp. Turned out fast showers could be sexy too. After they’d washed clean, Nick held Ames close while the water drummed against them. When it switched from lukewarm to cold, he shut off the tap, warmed her chilling skin against his, laughing as they toweled dry in record speed.

  Only after they’d tumbled into her squeaky bed did things begin to heat up. Their moist bodies pressed together, making steam beneath the covers. Nick threaded his fingers through her damp curls and cradled the back of Ames’s skull. He looked into her eyes, so big and blue and open and honest, and felt the harder bits of himself chipping away, leaving him exposed and vulnerable to her.

  Sadness turned down the corners of her sweet mouth.

  He kissed those corners and the place where the dimple usually showed. “What’s wrong?”

  “I’m never going to see my brother again, am I?”

  Not if he knows what’s best for him. “I don’t think so.”

  “What about you?” Her eyes moved as if trying to read his mind with her gaze. “Am I going to see more of you, or are you planning to head back to New York?”

  “Well…” Logic told him this town was no place for him. He fit in about as well as a fish in a birdcage. New York was pretty much out of the question too, since he wanted to stay away from the Esposito family, but he needed to live in a city with a museum. “I have some personal things to clear up there, but I have a house in Arnesdale now, so of course I’m coming back.”

  “Hm. Can’t think of any other reason to return?” A glimmer of a smile curved her mouth again.

  He slid a hand all the way down her spine and cupped her bottom. “Not really,” he teased.

  Ames reached between them to take his cock in her fist; then, instead of stroking it, she gave an almost painful squeeze. “No reason at all other than owning some property?”

  Yeah. He was going to get so very lucky. His cock swelled but so did something deep in his chest. His sassy, chatty Ames was back, and he wanted all of her.

  “No. But hey, I have an idea. Maybe you could do something for me. Could I hire you as my interior designer? You go in and fix up the house exactly as you envisioned it. I’m sure I’d love whatever you do to it.”

  Ames didn’t answer, although her grip on his cock loosened.

  “I’m serious on that last part, Ames. Will you?”

  When she remained silent, he grew worried that she might have taken his joking seriously. “You know I’ll be coming back for you, right? I was just kidding before.”

  “Good. Because I want to spend time with you too,” she said softly. “And I know Arnesdale isn’t exactly your kind of place. Maybe in the long run you won’t be able to stay here, but for as long as you can—”

  He stopped her words with a kiss. He didn’t want to think about the future, possibly facing a court case, trying to find a new job. All he wanted right now was to be in the moment with Ames.

  When he pulled away, she whispered, “And yes, I’d be happy to fix up your house, if you trust my judgment. You could come back to gingham or a goose motif, you know.”

  “I’ve seen your apartment. I think I’ll be in good hands. Anyway,” he added, “it’s really your house. It always was.”

  Chapter Fourteen

  Ames shook out her apron and tied it around her waist. Another lunch shift at the Back Porch and it seemed as if those surreal, crazy days with Nick had never happened. The regulars sat on stools at the counter or in booths, which might as well have been stamped with their names. Gopher manned the grill. Marty moved like lightning from the tables to the wait station, singing “Pumped Up Kicks” in a tuneless monotone. The air smelled of fry grease and apple pie, and the hum of conversation was as familiar and dull as the droning of bees.

  But when Ames stepped out of the break room, the place went suddenly quiet. Everyone looked up. Her skin shriveled at all the eyes upon her, and she felt like she ought to say something, but she had no idea what.

  Then a farmer in the corner began clapping, and several other customers joined in. What the hell?

  Missy Holmes and Jenny Brown, the Realtor, bolted up from their booth and came to hug her.

  “You poor, brave thing,” Missy gushed. “What you’ve been through!”

  “If you need anything, anything at all, you let us know,” Jenny added.

  “Um, okay, sure.” Ames extricated herself from their clutching manicured fingers, these women who’d barely given her the time of day before. Now she was supposed to be some kind of fifteen-minutes-of-fame celebrity? Why, exactly?

  Luckily, the flurry of excitement died down within minutes, and everyone returned to their biscuits and sausage gravy or pile o’ pancakes. Ames earned a few more comments from customers she waited on. Questions about what had happened, which she neatly sidestepped by saying it was an ongoing investigation and she wasn’t allowed to talk about it, and wishes for her welfare, which she accepted with a smile.

  But soon enough, everything was back to normal. It could’ve been any weekday morning BNR—Before Nick Ross—except Ames knew when her shift was over, she’d be going out to his house to finalize her plans for the remodeling project.

  In the weeks he’d been gone, she’d been out to the farmhouse, cleaning, plastering and painting. Repairing the damage left by the mice and Nick’s search for Elliot’s stuff took days.

  Ames hated feeling danger in the one place that had always meant safety to her. She’d drive out the ghosts. She felt too nervous to wear earbuds as she worked, but the silence unnerved her as well, so she lugged Elliot’s old boom box with her as she worked.

  With the music pumped up, singing along as she worked, she shed the fear and soon felt happier than she had expected—even if she did check her phone every few minutes for text messages that didn’t seem to come often enough and were too short when they appeared.

  She would have kept on working at his house, messing with web pages in the evenings and sleeping in the house, but Gopher begged her to come back to work.

  Someday soon she’d have to quit the Back Porch, because apparently being held at gunpoint did wonders for web des
igners’ careers. She suddenly had a long list of people clamoring for her design services who were willing to pay. Not all of them were in Arnesdale. The story about the attack had been picked up by more than local news, although the whole thing had been vague and called a hostage crisis with unknown motivations. Apparently, the Espositos or someone knew how to handle cover-ups.

  The warmth of the diner’s customers’ greeting might have been embarrassing and strange, but yeah, it felt good too.

  “If I’d known you guys would treat me like some kind of heroine, I might have come back to work sooner,” she joked to Marty as she piled sticky, empty breakfast plates in a bus tub.

  “You’ve been too busy pining over that Sam Allen.”

  “His name is Nick,” she said, not for the first time.

  Marty had obviously been waiting for this topic to come up again. “Yeah, and what exactly was that name change about? It wasn’t some official witness protection. He was that scared of those people?”

  Ames just shrugged. He hadn’t explained, but she suspected it was also part of his attempt to find Elliot without Elliot spotting him coming. As a stalker… Well, Nick said he made a better curator than hunter. She wished she could go to New York and see his little museum.

  She’d already spent hours hunting around the museum’s website, looking for signs of him. It wasn’t a bad site; the montage at the start was fun and loaded quickly. Maybe he’d helped put it together. She thought she heard his voice in some of the descriptions of the exhibits, and there was a blurry picture of him smiling next to a group of grade-school visitors. Did he like children? Would he want some of his own? Where would he go if he left New York? He didn’t have to flee the city now.

  She blinked and looked around the Back Porch. All right, that’s enough thinking about Nick. If only work would pick up—she’d be distracted. But the morning rush had ended.

  “Can’t you tell me anything about the meeting with the FBI people?” Marty hated not getting every detail.

  “It was boring. And I didn’t even get to talk to the main guy in person.”

  The day before, Ames been summoned to the town hall for a teleconference with Agent Giordano.

  The only thing she had to offer the agent was a postcard that had appeared in her mail. It showed a beach and had a Moroccan stamp. Three words had been scrawled on the other side. I am sorry, written in Elliot’s distinctive showy handwriting. Giordano had insisted that she hand the card over to local authorities. She insisted on getting a copy first.

  The whole thing had taken less than an hour. In New York, Giordano had sat at a conference table in front of his laptop and scribbled notes as Ames had answered questions about facing the four New Yorkers. It soon became clear Giordano was most interested in the package they’d found at Jake’s house. Did she recall any serial numbers on the bills? No. Did the garbage bag have any distinctive features? No. Could she remember the color of the flash drive? Gray, maybe? Marty now looked as disappointed in her as the agent had yesterday.

  “You know I’m not supposed to talk about it, Marty. And anyway, you were there for the most interesting part, charging in like the cavalry.”

  That made Marty smile and raise a fist.

  The phone vibrated in Ames’s pocket.

  “’Scuse me,” she said to Marty and moved into the kitchen to check it. A message from Nick with tomorrow’s date and nothing else. She typed out a long message, then deleted it and just went with, You’re coming back?

  A single word: Yes.

  Her heart hammered as hard as it would if he’d walked through the door. She drifted through the rest of her shift trying to recall details of him: his smile, the way he laughed. Wait, had he laughed? The small groan of pleasure he’d given as he’d surged into her body…

  She wandered back from the kitchen.

  Marty looked up from totaling an order. “You okay?”

  Ames blushed and nodded, even though the answer was no, not really. She was infatuated with a man—and she’d never spent an ordinary minute with him. Would he stay in such a dull backwater? Would he want to go out dancing? There were those pictures of him in the nightclub. And he hadn’t seemed to like the woods or country. Had he? And she’d been so determined to follow him. Yeah, she still felt that wild recklessness when she thought of Nick.

  She’s still go after him if she had to. The thread remained in her mind after the run-in with the Esposito guys: you can die tomorrow translated to don’t wait to live today.

  She gathered up some dirty plates and plopped them in a bus tub, recalling the way Nick’s eyes softened after he kissed her.

  “Stop it,” she said out loud, hoping to push herself off the obsessed-with-Nick train.

  “You have it bad, hon,” Marty said, and for once Ames didn’t have a good, snarky retort, and she didn’t try to hide the truth from her friend. “I kinda think you’re right.”

  After a high five and a welcome-back hug from the evening crew, Ames took off. Her plan had been to work on another web page, but the house beckoned her. She’d planned to paint one of the walls in the big bedroom a dramatic, deep red and wanted to see it as soon as possible. It might overwhelm the room, she thought as she stirred and poured.

  She painted the wall and imagined a big bed in this room and Nick in it. Or Nick, naked against the red wall.

  Her wall in her house.

  His house.

  Theirs. The thought was triumphant and joy bubbled through her as she saw her goal coming to fruition at last—plus so much more than she’d ever dreamed. For how could she have foreseen a Nick in her life, in her house?

  She backed up to admire her work and stepped on the paint lid.

  “Crap!”

  In her attempt to clean the bottom of her sandal, she managed to get maroon stains on her hands and shirt as well.

  With a dramatic groan, she slipped off the sandal and hobbled down the stairs to wash up outside.

  A car made its way up the drive—a crunch of tires on the gravel and a dust cloud drifting around the curve. Her heart sped, and she wished she’d grabbed a knife in the kitchen. Maybe she wasn’t entirely over the episode with the New Yorkers. Flashbacks to that horrible night were never far from her consciousness.

  The blue Ford was unfamiliar, but the driver wasn’t.

  “Nick,” she shouted, dropping the sandal and rushing toward the car.

  The vehicle stopped abruptly, though the engine still ran. The door flew open. Nick jumped out and raced toward her, yelling her name. His expression was frantic and for a moment, Ames gazed at him, puzzled.

  Then she glanced down at her stained shirt and understood. “No. It’s not blood; it’s just paint. I made a mess. It’s just paint.”

  Apparently she wasn’t the only one who relived fears from the mob’s attack.

  Nick grabbed her despite her protests that he would ruin his clothes. He clutched her fiercely, so hard she wasn’t sure she could breathe, but that was okay. Breathing was overrated. He whispered her name over and over as he held her.

  She gave up worrying about his clothes and put her arms around him too. “It’s okay. I’m so sorry you got scared.”

  He finally calmed down enough to let go and back away, but he only went to an arm’s length and he held her shoulders as he looked her up and down. Nick had a smear of red paint on his neck and cheek. At last he smiled. “That’s a pretty good color on you. Is it as good on the walls? Let’s go take a look.”

  An absurd happiness filled her, and she had to laugh.

  “What’s so funny?” he asked as he pulled her in through the front door. He stopped and sniffed. “Mm, this place smells like paint and you.”

  “I think we’re going to be all right,” she told him.

  Chapter Fifteen

  Wiping the paint from Ames took much longer than was strictly necessary. They stripped and stood naked in the middle of the drop cloth in the master bedroom, then slowly reacquainted themselves with each o
ther’s bodies. Every generous curve of Ames’s frame was territory to be reclaimed. Nick slid his hands over smooth skin, smearing paint rather than removing it, feeling the texture and warmth of the woman he’d missed so much over the past weeks.

  Back in New York for the interviews with Giordano, Nick had readjusted to the city at once. As he waited to cross Canal Street, it seemed to him that his interlude in Arnesdale had been a dream, with Ames the only bright spot in a nightmare.

  But texts and phone calls had assured him he hadn’t imagined her or the offbeat town where he now owned a home. He wanted to explain it to her, tell her about the moment he knew where he belonged, but now he had more important things to attend to, like thoroughly kissing Ames.

  Nick plunged a hand into her hair, holding her head steady so he could kiss her even deeper. Her curls coiled around his fingers, refusing to let go when he at last pulled away. Together they sank to their knees on the stained drop cloth, kissing, touching, rubbing skin against skin.

  “Oh yes, right there,” Ames murmured as he kissed along her clavicle and teased her nipples to rigid points with his fingers. “And there,” she squeaked when he snaked one hand down between her legs.

  He looked at her beautiful face, the half-closed eyes and parted lips signaling her desire. “Miss me?”

  “Not much. I’ve been busy.” She gasped when he tickled her clit.

  “Me too. I hardly thought of you at all—no more than twenty-three hours of every day.” He moved his mouth to her breasts, taking the fullness into his mouth, sucking on her nipples until she moaned.

  Her soft, feminine sounds made him hard as granite, but he continued to play it light. “Broke the lease on my apartment and took care of some other stuff,” he murmured against her belly as he laid her back on the floor.

  “Yeah? I, uh, replaced the flooring.” She settled onto her back with a sigh and stretched out, legs apart. Nick wanted nothing more than to lie in the cradle of her hips and plunge deep inside her, but instead he nuzzled lower, inhaling the scent of her sex.