Addie Combo

by Watson, Tareka

  PROLOGUE

  I can’t believe this is happening. I’m walking across a quiet courtroom in Downtown Los

  Angeles, all eyes on me as I cross to the stand. My stomach is turning with nauseous nerves, my

  knees are actually shaking. I almost feel like I’m going to collapse, but I steady myself. Just keep walking, I remind myself, keep moving forward.

  But I have reason to be nervous.

  “Twenty to thirty years,” I remember Quinton saying, his voice ringing in the back of my

  brain. I’ll be over forty or maybe fifty years old when I get out, I think to myself. This can’t be happening!

  The room is chilly and smells of disinfectant and wood polish. The faces looking up at me

  make me want to burst out in tears; my father and brothers, Randolph MacLeish, reporters and

  spectators and even Emily Barrish, my old roommate. They all have different reasons for being

  here, and my feelings for them are each a good match for their intentions.

  After all this, one thing I’ve learned is who my real friends are.

  Another thing I know for sure; this is happening. It’s a nightmare come true, the very worst-

  case scenario. It’s a comedy of errors, a tragic tale; and I’m the star. There’s no way out but to

  stand up (or in this case, sit down) and face these charges, answer the questions; and have faith

  that the truth, and justice, and the United States judicial system will prevail.

  If not, my life is pretty much over; just as it’s getting started.

  I sit down on the chair behind the railing (known collectively as the stand) and the bailiff

  puts a big Bible in front of me. I put my left hand on the book, my right hand up, and listen

  respectfully as the Bailiff asks me if I swear to tell the truth, the whole truth and nothing but the

  truth, so help me God.

  I do.

  I feel dizzy, flush with a cold wave of fear that shakes my body, sweat collecting along the

  ridge of my spine. I clear my throat and take a sip from the glass of water that is placed there for

  me.

  Approaching from our table on the other side of the courtroom, Quinton James is every bit

  the attorney; tall, handsome, clean-cut, his black hair welltrimmed. He says to me, “Please state

  your name for the record.”

  I lean in a bit toward the slender microphone on a gooseneck stand in front of me. “My name

  is Addison Danielle Compo.”

  “Combo?”

  “No, Compo, with a P.”

  Quinton nods, pacing slowly in front of the stand. “Please describe, in your own words, Miss

  Compo, the events leading up to your arrest on the 7th of February, 2014. And be as specific as

  you can.”

  Specific? I wonder. I look back to the rocky road that led me to this place, this room, this

  seat. Well, here goes ...

  CHAPTER ONE

  A year before, I’m graduating from University of Boulder. I sit with the three hundred other

  students in our blue gowns and hats, the words of our keynote speaker echoing in the football

  field around us.

  “And as you step into the world, so full of youth and promise,” television actor and U. of B.

  alumnus Morris Mitchell says, “please stay out of Hollywood; we’re filled up with that out there.

  And frankly, I don’t need the competition.”

  We laugh, but it feels more courteous than it is truly amused.

  I sit, thinking about how long and hard I had to work; not only to get through school, but at

  The Muffin Top to help pay for it. I can still hear the customers’ voices ringing in my memory: “Can you help me with directions?” I always did, even if I was often tempted to reply, Just

  put a piece of the muffin in your mouth and chew.

  “Can you break a hundred?” Sure, I wanted to reply, would you like to open a checking

  account here at the muffin shop?

  “Do you have anything without gluten? I’m gluten intolerant.” Gluten? This is a bakery, I

  was once tempted to say. If flour were gold, we’d be Fort Knox.

  But at least the customers spoke to me, and I have to admit that most of them were quite nice

  and friendly. We did a lot of repeat business during my time there.

  Meanwhile, at home, things were much worse. Mom died when I was about ten in a car

  accident. She wasn’t even in the car when it happened, she was o n the street corner when the

  driver took a left turn too quickly and skidded out.

  But since then I hardly spoke to my dad at all, or my brothers. Not that I don’t want to, or try

  to. I asked them for help with my homework. I tried to spend as much time with them during

  my birthday dinners as I could; it was the one night they’d stay at the table with me to eat.

  They’d sit quietly, muttering and mumbling their conversation until after the meal, just waiting

  to get up and go to the TV. Daddy’s hair seemed to get grayer just being there, their broad

  shoulders stooped, thick torsos bent forward in silent misery. I finally cancelled that tradition

  when I was seventeen because I knew they couldn’t stand it. And in general, they just kind of

  gravitated away from me, physically and mentally and spiritually. At the time, I figured it was

  because of my mom’s accident; that it was too painful for my dad to be reminded of her by looking at me, that loving me was too difficult for him after losing the love of his life. And as

  went Archie Compo, so went his twin boys, Jared and Jesse, two years older than me. It still makes me sad to think about. I cooked and cleaned for them every night; they worked

  me like a maid. And then I’d sit at the kitchen table and eat a lone while they sat on the couch in

  front of the television, watching a football game. And they didn’t just watch it, they lived it;

  yelling at the screen, standing up and high-fiving each other, bumping chests, hollering out

  beverage orders like I was some kind of livein cocktail waitress. Well, I don’t mean to

  generalize or exaggerate.

  Sometimes it was hockey, sometimes baseball or basketball. Never soccer. Or I’d be dropped off by some boy I was dating, which I didn’t do often because I didn’t

  have the time; and they’d be in the living room watching the TV, yelling and shouting and

  whooping.

  Real romantic, right?

  And I had to live at home because we couldn’t afford a dorm or an apartment, since the

  family’s extra money went into the twins’ new Compo Brothers construction business. Even

  some of the money I earned at the bakery was ... diverted into their business.

  Without my knowing.

  At graduation, I look up at the stands of our university football field, searching for them

  somewhere in the hundreds ofsupportive but terribly bored families. But they aren’t there. The Bears are playing the Cubs, or some such pairing. So when I finally graduate, I buy

  myself a little present.

  A train ticket to Los Angeles.

  I decide to go without saying goodbye. I don’t want any dramatic scene and I’m sure they

  don’t either. So I write them a little note telling them how to run the laundry machine and

  wishing them luck on their lives and their business and their television.

  Sitting on the Amtrak as it crawls west through New Mexico’s red deserts and purple skies, I

  can’t help but be nervous and
excited. I’m abuzz with apprehension and anticipation; I’m sure

  that if the train weren’t gently rocking me in my seat, I’d be bouncing around a bit just from

  nerves alone.

  What kind of roommate will this Emily be? I have to wonder. What kind of roommate will I

  be? I haven’t lived in the same building with another woman in twelve years! Is Emily even real, or is this going to be one of those internet scams one hears about, where I’m tossed into a

  van and wind up a drugged-out sex slave in Hong Kong?

  What about a job? I ask myself for the millionth time. Shouldn’t have made this plan

  without having a job lined up.

  No, I have to contradict myself, there was no staying in that house, in Boulder, even in

  Colorado. I had to get out, and get out now!

  That’s fine, my inner skeptic replies, but ... Los Angeles?

  Should be as many jobs there for a business major as anywhere, I tell myself. Sure ... none.

  I try not to think about it. I think about Jesus, one of my personal heroes. He sent his

  apostles out to different places, after all. That’s part of a complete and fulfilling life. And as a

  Christian, I do believe that there is a just God, and that I have some measure of protection, of

  security.

  Some.

  But it’s too late to change my mind as the train rolls into Union Station in Los Angeles.

  Even the train station is huge, art deco design meets old Spanish charm; a perfect example of the

  city’s past, present and future.

  I pull my blue Delsey rolling garment bag out to the front of the terminal and look around.

  One of the biggest and busiest cities in the world stretches out on every side, dark and

  intimidating. The air is thick with a brown haze, so unlike Colorado’s clear blue skies. The

  people have hardened faces, tired and shabby clothes, some wear shoes with no soles. But I can’t deny that I’m excited. I can do this, I tell myself. I’ve got just as good a shot as

  anyone. Somebody has to succeed in this town, it might just as easily be me. So I look around

  again; with a keener eye to find the sense of possibility, the thrush of energy that pulses in this or

  any town, here perhaps more so than any other city in the world.

  This is Los Angeles, I remind myself, the Land of Dreams. This is where countless brighteyed hopefuls come to make their fortunes!

  But I can’t deny the ugly truth that stares me down from every tenement window along the

  dank downtown streets, filthy drapes or even newspapers hiding the sin and degradation behind

  them.

  For all the would-be’s who come, how many go home crushed, disappointed, defeated? How many fail to make it out of the city alive?

  No, stop it, I tell myself. Stay positive or you’re already beaten! This is life, right here and right now. Stay focused, be alert, and keep moving forward. That’s what got you through school and out of the house, and it’s going to take you even farther than that.

  If you don’t blow it.

  So, convinced by my more-committed and determined secret self, I check the nearest terminal map to determine where the closest subway station is. An hour later, I’m ascending to street level once more, but the surroundings have changed.

  Now I’m in Hollywood.

  I have preconceptions about Hollywood, of course. It’s so famous and infamous, one can’t help but have some kind of impression going in. Mine is somewhere between the old black-andwhite movie premiere footage of the classic era, and the drug-ravaged ghetto streets that everyone else in America just knows is the actual truth. So climbing up from the subway station and onto Hollywood Boulevard, I’m not sure if I’m going to be swept into a limousine or gutted in some back alley.

  A good look at Hollywood Boulevard reveals the amazing mesh between my two mental images. It’s a crowded, modern city; old brick buildings, streets rank with urine and filth. But amidst the tenements and flophouses are buildings that are either very old and grand, like the Roosevelt Hotel, or buildings that are meant to look that way. The Mann’s Chinese Theater still has that Old Hollywood feel, a giant pagoda in the heart of the city. And several blocks down, the new Hollywood and Highland entertainment complex features stone statues of elephants on pillars. Based on props from movies by early film director Cecil B. DeMille, the mall is filled with modern shops; Louis Vuitton, Boutique Italia, Carmen Steffens. Old world clashes with new, the eagerness of youth and the stubbornness of age.

  It’s a classic combo, and I doubt whether any other city does it quite as well as Hollywood.

  But I don’t want to linger on the streets too long. I’m holding every item I own in my right hand, and I know I’m tempting fate by lugging it down Hollywood Boulevard. And I don’t want to be seen standing around, gawking at the buildings like some tourist.

  But I can’t afford a cab, so I don’t have much choice but to keep my head down and keep my feet moving.

  Keep moving forward.

  I check the directions from Mapquest. The apartment building on N. Sycamore is actually quite nice,contrary to my gathering doubts. But it’s big, three stories high and what seems like seven units across. I type in the security code on the intercom box, the burst of crackling static taking me by surprise.

  “Addie?” The voice is thin, metallic out of the little speaker. But I can still detect a feeling of excitement in her tone, a quickness that tells me she’s been waiting.

  “Yeah, it’s me.”

  “Come on up!” More static initiates an even louder buzz. I pull the door open, grab the handle of my bag and take the next few fateful steps that will change my life forever.

  I’ve barely knocked on the apartment door before it swings open in front of me. On the other side stands Emily Barrish; small and cute and blonde, with bright blue eyes and a button nose. Her mouth is open in a silent scream, her brows high on her pale forehead. She looks like she’s just found a long-lost sister; though with my taller height, long chestnut hair and slightly more olive complexion, we don’t look at all alike.

  “Hi-yeeeeeeeeeee,” she says, holding her arms out for a hug.

  I enter, her apartment and her embrace. She hops just a bit while she hugs me, making the picture of our happy reunion complete, even though we’ve never set eyes on each other.

  The apartment is nicely decorated, with scarves hanging from the framed posters; a ballerina’s feet, a Persian cat in a basket of yarn. Not to mention the tall, handsome young man just standing up from the egg-cream couch. With wavy black hair, strong, manly features (powerful chin, high cheekbones) and sparkling green eyes, I have to admit I’m a little taken aback at first.

  Oh nice, my internal skeptic chides me, ten seconds and you’re already hot for your roommate’s guy.

  No I’m not! I silently insist.I wouldn’t do that, I’d never do that! I’m just ... it’s been a long trip, and I’m tired and ... he’s cute, what can I say?

  Say nothing, I offer in my mental rebuke.

  “Addie Combo, this is my boyfriend, Quinton James,” Emily says. “Just graduated from law school at U.C.L.A.”

  “It’s Compo, actually.” I smile and nod. “Anyway, congratulations, Quinton. Any job offers?”

  “I had one,” Quinton says, “but the firm’s under investigation for breach of fiduciary duty and fraud, so it turns out I’m still a free agent.”

  “Actually, I meant for me,” I say with a chuckle they share. “But I guess not.”

  I sit down on the matching chair as Emily and Quinton sit on the couch. Emily leans close to Quinton, sliding her arm under his and holding on tight. She says, “You’re in business or something, right?”

  “I’m in business or anything at the moment.” We share another chuckle; Quinton enjoying it a bit more than Emily. “I’m not sure what I’ll be able to find.”

 
“Oh, you’re so pretty,” Emily says, waving me off with a casual flip of her hand, “you’ll find something.”

  “Something?” Quinton says (just to be nice, I’m sure). “This is the twenty-first century, no reason you can’t have it all; thriving career, healthy home life -”

  Emily says, “Maybe you really are Addie Combo after all!”

  “Well, it’s very sweet of you both to be so supportive.” Emily shoots Quinton a look, like she’s waiting for him to say something, but he’s smart enough not to. Hoping to disrupt the sudden tension between them, I add, “I’m sure it’s not that easy anyway.”

  Emily turns to me and smiles, her white teeth shining. “Don’t worry about it, Addie. I know you’ll find a good job soon, and who knows where that’ll take you? Meanwhile, I’m sure we’re gonna be best friends!” She turns to Quinton. “Addie saw my ad on Craig’s list.”

  “Well, that is classically how most best friendships start,” Quinton replies, turning to me. “How about I take us out to dinner to celebrate?”

  I’ve been on the road a long time, and a nice dinner out does sound tempting. And to not accept would be rude, I reason.

  “That sounds great,” I say, “thanks. Give ma little time to freshen up?”

  Emily says, “Take all the time you need, Miss Combo! Bathroom’s at the end of the hall, your bedroom’s on the left.”

  “Great, thanks,” I say, standing and picking up my bag. “And thanks again to you both, for making me feel so welcome.”

  “Glad to have you,” Quinton says. After enduring another glare from Emily, he adds, “Here in town, glad to have you in town. Welcome to Los Angeles, is what I meant.”

  Emily turns back to me, her pressedon smile suddenly seeming a bit flimsy. But I don’t linger to think about it. I really do want to freshen up.

  About an hour later, we’re sitting in Yamashiro, what they call a Cal Asian restaurant in the Hollywood Hills, overlooking the incredible Los Angeles basin. It’s like an ocean of city lights, multicolored specks caking the inky darkness and stretching out further than one can see and perhaps more than one can imagine being possible. It just goes on and on.

  The spicy Asian barbeque baby back ribs are saucy and delicious, and along with the garlic green beans and jidori chicken breast, the presentation makes it pretty clear what California Asian food is all about.