Losing Control

by Crissy Smith

  They let Bree slide to the middle and took positions on each side of her.

  The waiter arrived right away and Shawn ordered a bottle of wine. As Bree concentrated on the menu, her hands shaking a little, Kyle watched her. He just couldn’t keep his eyes away from her beautiful body.

  “So, what’s good here?” she asked softly.

  “I haven’t had a dish I haven’t enjoyed,” Kyle told her.

  “I recommend whatever the special is for the night. The chef, Andre, is a genius,” Shawn added.

  The waiter arrived with the wine and a basket of bread. After pouring Shawn a taste and having it accepted, the waiter then poured three glasses. Each ordered the special and they were finally alone.

  As Kyle expected, Shawn immediately went to work on Bree. His mate slipped his arm around Bree’s shoulders and scooted closer. His fingers stroked into her hair, playing with one of the pink stripes.

  Kyle met Shawn’s eyes and received a nod, and he too moved closer to Bree.

  “Thank you for coming to dinner with us,” Shawn told her with his mouth next to her ear.

  Bree nodded in response.

  Taking a bold step Kyle placed his hand on her knee. She didn’t pull away and Kyle felt his heart speed up. This was a very good start.

  “Why…why did you invite me,” she asked quietly.

  “Why did you accept?” Shawn asked back.

  Kyle moved his hand up. He didn’t want Bree to think too much and decide she didn’t want to continue. Bree shuddered under his touch.

  “I… I want…” Bree started to say but paused.

  “You want what?” Shawn pressed.

  “I want more of how you make me feel,” she confessed softly.

  Shawn grinned so brightly for a moment, Kyle lost his focus on Bree. That was until Shawn placed his hand over Kyle’s and together they caressed up her leg and settled over her sex.

  Bree opened her legs further allowing them better access.

  With Shawn’s hand over his, Kyle pressed down on the jeans material that covered Bree’s body. While Kyle started to rub Bree, Shawn moved his hand and clasped it over her other leg. As Shawn placed Bree’s leg across his own lap Kyle reached to unbutton her pants.

  Bree’s breath whooshed out and she closed her eyes.

  “Tell me,” Shawn whispered. “Tell me how we make you feel.”

  Bree tilted her head back until her forehead rested against Shawn’s neck. “Hot… and needy. I’ve never moved this fast before…ever. But it just feels—right.”

  Kyle slipped his hand down her jeans and under her panties. He was greeted with wet heat. He pressed against her and licked her exposed slender neck as he rubbed her most intimate spot, groaning against her flesh.

  “You make us feel that way too,” Kyle told her.

  “We’ve thought about you so many times. Of you between us as we make love to you,” Shawn added.

  “Why me?” she asked with a catch in her breath.

  Kyle looked over to see Shawn palming her breasts. Her nipples stood out and Kyle’s mouth watered, wanting to taste those hard nubs. To taste her everywhere.

  “You’re ours,” Shawn stated with possessiveness that Kyle loved, that he had only recently heard from the other man. Kyle’s cock jerked behind his own pants. He enjoyed when Shawn went Alpha.

  Things were heating up nicely. Kyle glanced up, checking around them, relieved to see they were still alone in their area with no one around to witness their actions. He had a feeling Shawn had seen to that.

  With his cock pressing almost painfully against his zipper, he knew it wouldn’t be long before they were interrupted.

  He stopped teasing and slid his fingers through Bree’s slippery folds until he had his fingers buried inside her. She bucked up against his hand and started to ride his fingers.

  “That’s it,” Shawn encouraged. “Give your pleasure over to us.”

  With his thumb, Kyle pressed against Bree’s clit as she moved her hips to keep his fingers inside. Shawn’s hand was under her shirt and Kyle could see him pulling at her nipples.

  “When we get you alone,” Shawn whispered. “We are going to cover every inch of your body. Taste you, tease you, and love you until you scream.”

  Bree was already panting.

  Kyle nibbled on her neck and Shawn continued to talk.

  “I can’t wait to taste you. First I’m going to have you suck Kyle until he’s almost ready to explode. Then I’ll steal his essence from your mouth, then when both of you are ready, I’m going to stick my fat cock in your sweet pussy, as I push your mouth down on his cock again, and he comes in your mouth,” Shawn said in a whisper.

  Kyle moaned and with his free hand gripped his prick hard enough to hurt and stop his release.

  “I… I can’t hold back…” Bree panted out.

  Shawn mouthed her hard nipple through her shirt.

  “Come,” Kyle urged quietly. “Come on my hand, squeeze my fingers like your gonna do to my dick.”

  Shawn moved just in time to cover her mouth and muffle the sound of her climax.

  The look of pleasure on her face was enough to make Kyle have to grab himself again to keep it together.

  Eyes locked with hers when Shawn pulled away from her, Kyle lifted his fingers out of her pants and sucked on one finger. Her taste exploded in his mouth. He smiled at Shawn and offered another finger. Shawn took his time licking him clean.

  Bree dropped her head back against the booth and closed her eyes. “You wolves are going to kill me,” she commented.

  Kyle froze at the same time Shawn stiffened. There was no way she’d just said what he thought.

  Shawn leant back and looked from her to him quickly with a look of shock on his face. Kyle shrugged. “What did you say?” Shawn finally asked.

  Bree cracked one eye open. “Huh?”

  “Your comment, what did it mean?” Shawn asked again.

  A look of confusion crossed her face. “I was just kidding.”

  “The waiter’s coming,” Shawn said louder and hurried to help Bree dress and fix her clothing.

  The waiter dropped off their salads and then was gone again.

  Kyle stared at his food, no longer hungry. Had someone at work told Bree what he and Shawn were? he wondered. To break the rule of outing the shifters could not be tolerated. It put them all in danger.

  “Did I say something wrong?” Bree asked softly.

  Kyle didn’t know what to say so he continued to look down. Shawn surprised him with a chuckle. “No darling, we just weren’t expecting you to say that.”

  Kyle looked over at his mate. Shawn smiled at him, letting him know it would be okay.

  “I’m sorry, I’ve never been with a shifter before. I shouldn’t have said that,” Bree said as she dropped her chin.

  Shawn cupped her face and raised it so she would meet his eyes. Kyle relaxed against her. “You did nothing wrong. I was still trying to figure out how to tell you,” Shawn assured the woman.

  “So, you were going to tell me?” she questioned.

  “Yes,” Kyle admitted and placed a soft kiss on her lips. There was no way he would have kept that secret from her. She was their mate and deserved to know the truth.

  Bree relaxed and he gave her his most reassuring smile. She returned it and the tension fled his body.

  Shawn picked up his fork and waved it at her. “I think you have some explaining to do.”

  She giggled and started to tell them about her grandfather.

  Kyle listened giving her his entire focus. Her knowledge of shifters was elaborate and he had no doubt she was already comfortable in their world.

  It was almost too good to be true. He hoped it lasted.

  Chapter Nine

  Shawn made sure that either he or Kyle continued to touch Bree the entire drive to his condo. He didn’t want her to start thinking too much and change her mind.

  He knew if they had the chance to show her how well she
fit with both of the men, she would begin to understand she belonged with them. It had shocked him to hear her say she knew about them being wolf shifters.

  It was actually a huge relief to know that shifting into their other form wouldn’t be an issue, which gave him hope that once Bree realised how well she fit as a mate, she would accept them.

  Still, the closer they got to his condo, the more anxious he felt. He wanted Bree, there was no doubt about that, but he had to wonder if maybe Kyle and Bree would be better off without him.

  Had he been selfish in returning to Kyle? Kyle would have eventually found Bree on his own. Would the two of them been happier if he’d stayed away?

  He hated his thoughts but he also knew he wasn’t the greatest catch. He’d come so close to dragging Bree onto the table of restaurant and just ravishing her that he’d actually fought the wolf inside him.

  The animal wanted to claim his mate, both mates, and do it publicly. But they weren’t animals. He couldn’t act that way. He hadn’t felt his control slip so far since the first time he’d made love to Kyle.

  Bree’s exhale of pleasured breath reached him and he did his best to pull himself together. He ran his hand over her knee as he navigated through the light traffic. Kyle was reaching around from the backseat to caress her neck. Bree sat with her head tilted and accepted their touch. That was a good sign.

  Maybe this would work. If he didn’t fuck it up.

  A block away from his home he started to rub his hand higher up her thigh until he cupped her sex. Even through the denim he could feel her dampness, the leftover juices from earlier. The release in the restaurant had obviously only fuelled her desire. His too, for that matter.

  The scent in the vehicle was that of heavy need. The sweet smell of his mates was the best he’d ever experienced.

  They were moving fast. Maybe too fast, but he was helpless to hold back any longer. Her deep moan tugged at every bit of his control as he turned into the parking lot of his condo.

  He had the vehicle stopped, his seat belt off, and was across the console attacking her mouth within seconds. Bree responded, instantly wrapping her arms around his neck and holding onto him.

  His wolf was so close to the surface, he was barely able to pull away before his canines came out and he cut Bree’s delicate lips. Shawn dropped his head and took several deep breaths to regain his senses before he felt a hand in his hair.

  He looked up into Kyle’s eyes and received an understanding nod. Kyle understood. He was a shifter so he could relate. But Bree was a human and he could not let himself hurt her.

  Kyle’s hand touched his shoulder in reassurance, and Shawn smiled and tilted his head back towards Kyle. Then Kyle’s mouth was on his, hard and demanding. He opened and Kyle thrust his tongue inside. The moan that broke through his lust was female and had him pulling back.

  “I’ve wanted to see you two kiss forever,” she said dreamily.

  “Oh there is so much more for you to watch if you want,” Shawn offered. They could do this, he prayed.

  Bree grinned. “I want.”

  He gave her one more quick kiss and reached for the door latch. By the time he was around the front of the vehicle, Kyle and Bree were there.

  He led the way inside his building, unlocking the outer door before holding it open. Soon he hoped both his mates would think of his home as theirs. Kyle was already staying there and even if he hadn’t realised it yet, it was his home too. In fact, his name was on the lease.

  He pressed the button for the elevator and waited as patiently as he could. He wanted his two mates in his arms, even if it was just to hold them. The doors opened and he followed Kyle and Bree inside. Once the doors closed, he turned and pulled Bree with one arm and Kyle with the other.

  He divided his kisses between the two until they reached his floor.

  “He’s good at that,” Bree whispered conspiratorially to Kyle as they broke apart and stepped off the elevator.

  Kyle winked back at her. “He’s good at a lot of things.”

  Bree moaned and Shawn chuckled. He couldn’t wait to show her.

  Kyle obviously couldn’t either because he sped up as they walked down the hall and pulled out the new key Shawn had given him. The door open, Kyle went in first, followed by Bree, and finally Shawn. Shawn closed and locked the door with one hand still holding Bree in front of him.

  Kyle stepped in front of Bree and wrapped his arms over her shoulders to reach Shawn’s neck.

  “We fit,” Shawn told them both. “The three of us.

  “Yes,” Bree agreed.

  “You’re ours,” Shawn said before trailing his tongue down her neck. “Just so you go into this with your eyes open. After this you will belong to us.” It was important she understood that. Even as a human, she had to understand if they mated, he would never be able to let her go.

  Bree shivered and he approved of her reaction.

  “Just as we will belong to you,” Kyle added.

  Shawn met Kyle’s gaze and smiled.

  “I want this. I know what I’m getting into,” Bree told them.

  Shawn cupped both of Bree’s pert breasts. His erection was already straining against his slacks and he rubbed himself against her back.

  “Kiss Kyle,” he demanded.

  His mates instantly followed his directions, meeting in a rush of lips and teeth. Kyle moaned and the sound went straight to Shawn’s cock.

  “Beautiful together,” he told them. And they were. He felt no jealousy in his two mates finding pleasure with one another. It was just plain hot!

  Shawn turned his head so he could reach Kyle’s wrist where it touched his shoulder. He nibbled on Kyle’s skin before doing the same to Bree’s neck.

  The two broke away to pull in much needed air and he gently pushed them towards the bedroom. Kyle grinned, took both of Bree’s hands and—walking backwards—led the way.

  Inside the bedroom, Shawn turned the lamp beside the bed on as Kyle and Bree stood at the foot of the bed. Kyle kissed Bree again before pulling at the bottom of her shirt until it went over her head.

  Shawn groaned out loud at the pale, flawless skin that was revealed. God she was beautiful. Not to be outdone, Bree loosened Kyle’s tie and started to unbutton his shirt.

  Shawn watched frozen in place as slowly his two mates undressed one another. Every so often Kyle would lean in and give Bree a quick but sensual kiss. It was almost too much. His skin prickled and he started to sweat.

  When they were down to just Kyle’s boxers and Bree’s panties, they paused and looked to him. Shawn grinned. When Kyle took a step forward, Shawn shook his head.

  “Completely naked,” Shawn told them. He just needed a minute. He clenched his fists keeping the wolf down.

  Kyle laughed. “I knew you would get off on this.”

  Shawn snorted but didn’t comment further. Instead he watched as Kyle slowly pulled the last piece of clothing off Bree before swinging her around so she faced Shawn as Kyle stood behind her.

  Shawn licked his lips. Bree was everything he could want in a female. Soft, curvy, with a built figure and a playful sexual side.

  She smirked at him as if challenging him to stay away. He liked that.

  Shawn folded his arms over his chest and did his best to frown, playing the game she wanted. His lips twitched in amusement before he could completely school his face.

  “You too, Kyle,” he demanded.

  Kyle chuckled but complied and Shawn was granted with two naked, wanting, mates.

  He nodded towards the bed. “Go on.”

  “But I want to see you naked too,” Bree complained, sticking her bottom lip out in a pout.

  “You will,” he promised. He just hoped he could keep it.

  Kyle looked at him questioningly before shrugging and leading Bree to the bed. Once on their knees, they held hands and looked over to him.

  Shawn was trying his best to stay in control. It was hard to keep his wolf back. For the first time in
his life, his grip of control was slipping beyond his ability to manage. Any minute he could turn into a fully aroused wolf. Never had that happened to him but he’d heard stories of others. He couldn’t chance hurting one of his mates so he was staying back.

  “Shawn,” Kyle called to him holding out his free hand.

  His entire body shook with need. He bit his lip and took several deep breaths, his gaze locked with Kyle’s the entire time. When it was clear he wasn’t moving, Kyle started to move towards him.

  “Don’t,” he snapped. He couldn’t do it. He would hurt one of them. He was a monster who couldn’t control himself.

  Kyle frowned but stopped his approach.

  “I…” He wanted to explain but he couldn’t. He was supposed to be the strong one. The one that took care of his mates. How would he be able to do that when he couldn’t even protect them from himself? Without meaning to, he took a step away from them.

  Bree gasped and he glanced over and saw the confusion and hurt on her face.

  Shit, he was fucking this up! He rubbed his hand roughly over his face. He had to do something, and his head was telling him it was to run.

  “He’s panicking,” Kyle said so softly, he was barely able to hear. Bree covered her breasts with her arm and sat hiding her body.

  Damn, damn, damn, that’s not what he wanted. He shook his head and opened his mouth but nothing would come out. Ignoring his earlier command, Kyle was now standing next to the bed.

  “I… maybe I should go,” Bree suggested.

  “No!” he roared. He couldn’t let her get away. They had just found her.

  Bree flinched and Shawn dropped his head, unable to look at her any longer. He didn’t deserve her. He didn’t deserve either of them.

  With a heavy heart, he took several steps to the bedroom door. They would be better off without him. They’d still have each other to love and he wouldn’t be able to hurt either.

  It had spiralled out of control so quickly. One minute, he was enjoying Kyle and Bree expressing themselves, showing off for him, and then came the overwhelming urge to slam them down on the bed and fuck them. Claim them. Make them his.