“I’ve been waiting for the right man to take it off for.” It was friendly, silly banter but even though she had his penis in her hand he was tensing up. What was wrong?
May took her hand away from him and sat back on her haunches, looking up at him.
“Is it me? Is that what’s making you feel uncomfortable? Because something’s going on, am I right?” Alex pushed his hand through his hair and threw out a string of curse words that made May blink. Still she kept quiet and waited for him to speak.
But he didn’t.
He pulled up his trousers and stepped away towards the large door that opened onto the balcony and unlocked it. It swung outwards and sent a warm breeze into the room that made May’s nipples stand to attention. Still he said nothing.
The silence was deafening and she couldn’t stand it any longer. She had to ask the question that was now pounding away at her brain, the only obvious question.
“Don’t you want me, Alex?”
“Of course I do, May. I just can’t do this. I’m sorry. I have my reasons. I…” He brushed her hair back from her face and traced her cheekbone down to her lips. “…don’t want to hurt you, baby.”
May followed him outside. She stepped closer and reached up and softly kissed his lips. They were beautiful and full and she could have cried at how much emotion and chemistry she felt through that single touch.
She made a decision there and then and stepped back away from him, taking off her bra and knickers in double quick time.
“May, I can’t—” But his eyes told her something different and that’s what urged her on.
Her balcony overlooked a park and she quickly scanned the area just in case. Nobody around, although it would be very naughty to know people were watching her…
May pulled at his jeans and in no time, even without his help, he was as naked as she was.
“This isn’t a good idea.”
“I just want you one time, then you can go if you insist. But don’t deny you want me, Alex. Your body is telling me so.” She looked down at the hardness nudging her belly and knew it would be as amazing as she’d been fantasizing.
“Have you got protection?” she asked, knowing she did somewhere but not wanting another distraction, just in case he disappeared on her. She needed this, needed him.
Alex reached into his discarded jeans and pulled out a packet and she grabbed them. She wanted him inside her right now.
“Slow down, it’ll rip.” He was right, of course. She took a deep breath and rolled it down his cock and into place. At last she could make love to him.
But she wasn’t the first to react. His hands were everywhere and she had to brace her hands on the glass door behind her to steady her suddenly jelly legs. Alex’s tongue circled her nipples and bit them hard, causing her to cry out and bring his head up to take her mouth hard and fast.
Nothing could move fast enough for her, his hands, her hands, their mouths…
At last he turned her around and pushed her to the balcony railing. Alex reached in between her legs from where he stood behind her and plunged his fingers deep.
“Oh my…” Her legs began to buckle but her death grip on the railing kept her upright. His mouth was down there next and she leant over more to give him greater access to her wet pussy. His soft tongue licked hard and fast before travelling straight up to her ass.
She couldn’t help but giggle and she felt him chuckle as his stubbly chin grazed her upper thighs.
“Are you ready for me, baby?” Was she ready? She wanted to scream that she was ready. But the fact she was draped over her balcony in a pretty good part of London, naked and having sex, would probably already get her arrested.
“Please.” That was really all she could manage, but he was on his feet in no time and was plunging inside her pussy and riding her like she was a bucking bronco.
She pulled at her own nipples as he reached around and rubbed at her clit. May reached down to feel Alex’s cock move in and out her pussy. Man, she was about to come bucket loads and she hoped this railing could take it!
Her orgasm, when it came, was mind-blowing. She tensed, inadvertently bringing him off as well as she screamed his name into the night. Alex’s hand came over her mouth a moment too late as he pulled her, both still attached to each other, inside the apartment and closed the balcony door.
They stayed like that for a few moments before Alex slipped out of her, got dressed and walked to the front door.
“Listen, I’ll call you and we’ll meet up, okay?” She plastered on a smile and nodded and then he was gone.
Asshole.
May felt completely humiliated for throwing herself at him when all he’d wanted to do was leave, and that had certainly been what had happened as soon as he was done.
May took a deep breath and walked into her bedroom to retrieve her robe. Glancing in her mirror as she passed, her hair was manic, and her skin reddened from his touch. Her nipples felt fantastic and were rock solid. She pulled on them again and the wetness between her legs intensified once more.
She was such a hussy, she thought as she grinned.
Then again, she couldn’t help it, she was a Succubus. Her past sexual experiences consisted of doing her job by devouring someone's sexual soul or, occasionally, having sex with another demon. But demons were so vain it was rarely much fun. Alex had been her first human and it had been… sweaty. And beautiful and emotional.
She looked in the mirror again and saw the stubble burns left over from that lovely kiss. Why did her heart have to get involved? Alex should have just been her ticket into normalville. There was nothing in the terms that said she had to fall in love as well.
She looked over at another of the thirty-day calendars she had dotted around her flat. This time next week, May would be cleaning toilets in Hell if she didn’t get Alex charmed like yesterday.
She walked out of her bedroom and tried to think of a plan B. Unfortunately, she was all out ideas on how to score her man.
Chapter Three
Alex was a bastard of the biggest kind.
Everything told him so from the taste of her still on his lips, to the paperwork still lying on his desk. He needed to do the right thing, do his job, and step away.
Now.
Before he managed to do anything else stupid. Like admit that he was in love with a woman who set his body on fire and called to his very soul.
There was only one thing he could do. Alex dialled the number he knew off by heart and waited a few moments for it to be answered.
“Yes,” the old woman on the other end said.
“It’s Alex Stone. I have the whereabouts of a May Frost.”
“Finally. It’s taken you longer than usual to find this one. Much longer. I thought you’d gone on holiday and forgotten your job, lover boy.” Her tone, coupled with his guilt, made him ready to explode, but he just wanted this over. Alex gave her May’s address and he went to hang up his phone.
“We’ll be in touch, Alex. Thank you, young man. And good job.” He murmured something into his phone and threw it to the desk. Well, he’d done it. Something that should have been done weeks ago.
Alex stomped off into his bathroom and switched the shower to the coldest setting. Now all he needed to do was go wash the feel of her off his body. Then hopefully he could fall into a coma or something because he sure as hell wasn’t ever forgetting the most amazing sex he’d ever experienced with the most amazing woman he’d ever met.
Shit, he was going to hell.
****
His computer was bleeping at him as he came out of the shower thirty minutes later. A sick feeling overtook him. Alex knew that sound. Pulling on his jeans and discarding the towel he was drying his hair with, he looked at the screen.
May. She wanted to chat.
Fuck. He couldn’t do this, not now. Already his dick was growing, just seeing her gorgeous smiling face on her profile picture. And, he looked closer. She’d changed her status to “no
longer looking for love.” His heart made that stupid little lurch and he pushed the piles of paper on his desk to the floor in one outraged swipe.
Why did it have to be her?
This was way too complicated. A relationship that started off with a lie. That was never good, whatever way one looked at it. He clicked the delete button on his profile before he could talk himself out of it.
The pop-up on the screen asked him if he was sure. He clicked the yes button and he disappeared from the site. He took a deep breath and ran his hand through his drying hair. Was this what he wanted? May out of his life?
The answer was a resounding no.
He picked up his phone and dialled the other number he’d learnt off by heart and let it ring until it was picked up.
“Hello, May, it’s Alex.”
Silence drifted down the line for a few moments and he waited for her to slam the phone down or call him a piece of shit. “Alex. Thanks for calling.”
“I, er, would like to make it up to you. My bad behavior, I mean. I don’t usually just walk out after sex. I need to explain.” Hell, he was fucking this right up. He needed to man up and tell her, straight up.
“Okay. Can I come over?”
He hesitated for only a second before agreeing. This wasn’t just a quick fling, after all. “Sure, I’ll text you the address.”
****
May was nervous. This was her chance to tell Alex how she felt about him and of course, her chance to become human by winning the bet with the Devil. As she stood on the pavement looking at the large house, she wondered if she didn’t know anything about the man she thought she’d fallen for. Her heart had told her he was the one. The emotions she’d rarely felt before as a Succubus, were they misleading her now as a human?
She walked slowly up the driveway, past the vintage car and to the front door, hesitating before using the large knocker. Alex seemed to only react to her sexually. Was she completely wrong about him? Did he just see her as a sexual being? Nothing more than what she was as a demon?
Doubts niggled her as she waited for him to answer. She would soon find out.
Alex’s house was large and opulent and very masculine. He’d changed his clothes from a couple of hours before when they’d had quick, mind-blowing sex on her balcony.
“Please, come in.” He sounded wooden and so uncomfortable that May almost wanted to put him out of his misery and leave.
“Thank you.” He automatically took her coat and this time, instead of thinking he would fall for her charms in her skimpy underwear like before, she wore a deep burgundy dress that hugged her curves but covered her from neck to ankle.
“I wanted to apologize for before. I shouldn’t have just taken off like that.”
May nodded and turned away from him. She needed courage. “Can I have a drink?”
“Of course, you’re a white wine girl, right?” She nodded and followed him into another room where he quietly made drinks.
“We got off to a bad start tonight,” May admitted. Careful not to freak him out straight away as she edged into the conversation she’d been practicing all the way to his house. “I’m very attracted to you, Alex, but it’s more than that for me. I hoped it was for you too?”
He swirled around the amber liquid in his glass a little before turning his blue eyes to hers.
“I’d like to admit that it’s just a physical thing for me but…” He took a gulp of his drink before continuing “…it looks like it’s much more than that, May.”
Hope soared inside her. Maybe this could work out, after all.
Taking a last sip of his drink, he set it down on a mantelpiece and stepped towards her. “For the last three weeks, you’re all I can think of. But the thing is, I can’t do this without being honest with you. And I really think that what I have to say is going to push us apart.”
The words of Lilu rocketed up in her head: All he has to do is tell you he loves you, and you’ve won the bet. How much did she want to be human?
So much.
May could deal with stuff afterwards, couldn’t she? The lie was a whopper by even her standards.
“I have something to tell you too, Alex. But everything can wait until tomorrow, right?” She reached up to the collar of his t-shirt and trailed her fingers along the exposed skin of his throat. Guilt once again bubbled in her throat and threatened to make her puke. Was she really duping Alex like this? What a bitch she actually was. She didn’t deserve to be on Earth, she deserved to still be in Hell with the dirge of society.
“Okay.” He smiled as he bent his head and kissed her softly on the lips. Tears welled behind her eyes, but she didn’t stop him.
She was an awful person.
****
Alex invigorated her, made her wish for a fresh start after the thirty days. If only she didn’t have to lie.
They were naked in his bedroom and she was tied to his bed with silken bonds. Alex’s mouth was between her legs, licking and nibbling at her pussy lips, but she couldn’t move away from the intensive feelings until she was coming, screaming and writhing in his mouth.
“You taste beautiful.”
“Maybe if you’d like to bring that lovely cock over here, I could taste you too?” He got to his feet, in all his naked glory, and strolled around to the side of the bed. He knelt next to her head and held his cock near her face.
“Come closer, I can’t reach you!” May stretched but her restrained arms wouldn’t give any more. Alex chuckled and gently rubbed his dick around her now open lips. “Mmm.”
When he dipped his shaft into her mouth at last, May took him fully, sucking him in and out as Alex thrust deep inside.
“Wow, you’ve got an amazing mouth.” Taking him deeper, she used her tongue to tickle him and make him hotter for her.
It didn’t take him long to come and she licked him clean as he shuddered, finally collapsing next to her on the bed.
After a few minutes he reached over and untied her hands and then May untied her feet.
“I hope you’re not done yet, sweetie?” She got back onto the bed and snuggled up to him.
“Absolutely not,” he said, pulling her to him, kissing her neck and chuckling.
Alex grasped her breast and nuzzled her nipple then moved down her stomach and kissed her there. “You’re so beautiful, I can’t get enough of you. I think… I love you.” He looked up into her face, a barrage of emotions running across his own.
May’s heart soared as her hand went down to his face, and her eyes began to fill up. “I love you too, baby.” Alex moved up the bed and cuddled up to her, kissing and smiling until she pulled away.
“Well, I’m going to get a glass of water, okay?”
“Be back soon,” Alex murmured as he kissed her ear. May shot up out of bed, naked, and walked quickly to the hallway and stood there, out of sight, breathing heavily.
What had she done? She’d won her freedom but at what cost? She’d lied and manipulated the man she loved and now, when she told him the truth? He’d never forgive her.
May walked to the kitchen and downed a cold glass of water, shaking like a leaf as realization at what she had done set in.
She couldn’t tell him. He could never find out what she was. Ever. That was the only way, wasn’t it?
Feeling slightly easier, she walked back along the large hallway and through the open bedroom door, before realizing she was in the wrong room. But just as she was about the leave, she noticed a photo of herself on the floor. Moving to pick it up, she noticed it was her profile picture from the dating site.
Smiling she moved to put it back on the big desk but as she went to put it down, she noticed more paperwork. She didn’t mean to look at it but when she noticed her name and other photos of her, she grabbed it, turning on the desk lamp.
What the hell was this?
****
May had been gone for a long time when he went to look for her. He was happy. For the first time in, well, forever he thought every
thing would turn out for the best. They had a connection, one that hopefully could overcome anything.
As he walked down the hall to the kitchen, he saw the small light glowing from his study. An uncomfortable feeling started at the pit of his stomach and grew bigger as he slowed down. Finally he stood in the doorway and looked at May, sitting quietly at his desk, watching him.
“Shit,” he cursed gently under his breath. How could he have forgotten to lock the door?
He didn’t need to see what the paperwork was in front of her to know she’d rumbled him.
“I can explain—”
“Oh I bet you can.” Her voice was dangerously quiet. He wore only his jeans, but as May stood up, he saw every beautiful line of her body. Every inch that he’d explored in the hours in which they’d physically been together. His body automatically hardened.
“I was only doing my job—”
“Was all of it your job, Alex?” May threw down the papers she held in her hand and looked at him, the only light in the room making her colored skin look pale. “Did you get paid extra to fuck me? Or was that just a bonus?”
Alex reared back like he’d been slapped. Of course he deserved it. Why shouldn’t he? He’d lied to her, met her under false pretences, but everything else?
“I never lied when I told you I loved you.” Alex’s voice was gruff as he stared down the woman that had showed him how easy it was to love. He wouldn’t let it end like this. “I fucked up, big time, I should have told you straight away that I’d been contracted to find you but as soon as I saw your online profile, I started falling for you.”
Alex saw her tough façade start to crack and her bottom lip start to wobble and he stepped forward, his hands out towards her, but she stopped him with an outstretched arm. “No, Alex, I don’t know you. I don’t know anything, anymore.” A big tear rolled down her cheek and onto her breast and Alex’s heart melted. “You said you were a computer programmer but you live in a big fancy house with an old fancy car. Just who are you?”
“I do—”
“All I wanted was a normal man who would want me for what I am too.” Wiping her eyes she looked at him again. “Who hired you? Was it… did they say anything about knowing me before?”
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