Going Insane--A Psycho Thriller

by Tim Kizer

  How the hell did she remove the duct tape? Did she chew through it? This fucking old rat.

  “How are you doing?” said Kathy, shutting the camcorder screen.

  “What does this all mean?” Leslie nodded towards the walls.

  “We’re not in Long Beach anymore.”

  “I can see that. What the fuck is going on?” Leslie was feverishly attempting to recall the events right before she had fallen asleep.

  “There was something in those cigarettes, right?” she asked.

  “Yes. A sedative, to knock you out.”

  “Do you even smoke?”

  Kathy shook her head.

  “So you kept them for me, huh?” Leslie heaved a defeated sigh. “Is that what you put in my coffee that day?”

  “It was a sedative, but a different kind.”

  “So I was right about you. And you lied to my face. You shamelessly lied to my face.”

  She was out for four hours. How far were they from Long Beach? They could have been in some industrial ghetto in Los Angeles. Or a dozen other places in the county featuring abandoned properties.

  That boy must have lived in Redondo Beach. Kathy used to live in Redondo Beach, too. Leslie was about to connect the dots. Too bad the revelation came twenty minutes late, after she had begun smoking that cigarette.

  “What do you want from me?” asked Leslie.

  She did not hit that boy on purpose. True, she was a little buzzed that morning. Maybe a wee bit more than buzzed; the party in Manhattan Beach had gone on all night. She was headed to Rick’s place in Torrance. You see, she did a responsible thing back then: instead of driving thirty four miles to her own condo, she chose to go to Rick’s, just minutes away.

  “You don’t remember the last two hours?” asked Kathy.

  Accidents happen all the time. And they are not anyone’s fault. That’s why they are called accidents.

  “I remember you asking questions.”

  One moment she was looking at her cell phone to see if there were any new text messages, the other moment she was hurling that boy’s body down the street. It was like he had appeared out of thin air. She hit the brakes, stopped the car. When she saw that boy lying on the asphalt, she immediately realized he was dead. She had to make a decision in a space of seconds. She had alcohol in her system. Her career, her freedom, her reputation were on the line. She wanted to get away. And she did exactly that.

  Fortunately, there was no blood on her Land Cruiser, but she still washed it at a self-service car wash within an hour of the accident, just in case. The car body damage was minor and your regular mechanic would have never told that someone had been killed by that vehicle, but she still deliberately totaled it two weeks later and bought the Lexus.

  “I got what I wanted,” said Kathy.

  Leslie noticed a small walkie-talkie in a black clip-on case attached to Kathy’s belt. It seemed to be a cheap, unsophisticated model, probably purchased at Walmart. Who had the other half of the walkie-talkie pair? Kathy’s accomplice? Her daughter?

  “What did you want?”

  “You can take a look.” Kathy flipped open the camcorder, positioned its screen in front of Leslie’s eyes, and pressed the play button.

  Leslie felt a bad heart pang when she saw herself on the screen: her hair was a disaster, mascara was smudged all over her face, her lifeless eyes reminded those of a junkie tripping on heroin, and the terrible lighting exacerbated the situation.

  “You drugged me, didn’t you?” she asked quietly, in order not to miss the essential parts of the video recording, which appeared to be Kathy’s interrogation of her.

  “Yes.”

  “What was it? Is it going to kill me?”

  “I gave you a shot of sodium pentothal, the truth serum. I wanted to hear it from you.”

  “Hear what?”

  A few moments later, she heard her own slightly slurred voice from the camcorder speakers: “Yes, I was driving that car. I hit your son. I did it. And I’m sorry.”

  “How did you find me?” asked Leslie.

  “I was there when you killed Leo. I saw your license plate.”

  So that’s what that boy’s name was. Leo.

  But what was she supposed to do? Go to jail? Who would that have helped, huh? The boy would still have been dead, whether she had gone to jail or not.

  “Why didn’t you go to police then?”

  “I wanted to handle it my way.”

  A weak smile touched Leslie’s lips. They had at least one thing in common.

  Was Kathy afraid that her son’s killer would have weaseled out with a suspended sentence with the help of some expensive hotshot lawyer?

  “So you tracked me down?”

  “Yes, I did. After months of hesitation.” Kathy paused. “My son was only eleven when you killed him.”

  “Kathy, I am very sorry. I didn’t mean to do it.” Tears quickly swelled up in Leslie’s eyes and now were trickling down her cheeks. “I am not a bad person. It was an accident, Kathy. Please believe me. I was unfamiliar with that street. I did not see your son.”

  “Did you drink that morning or the night before?”

  “Kathy…” Leslie took a deep breath, swallowed the thick lumpy mucus that had collected in her throat. “Whatever I could tell you won’t bring Leo back. I can try and give you some closure, but nothing will bring him back. Please, Kathy.”

  “You were drunk when you ran him over, weren’t you?”

  “I was a little buzzed, that’s all. It was probably below the limit. I don’t know.”

  “They told me that Leo had died almost immediately after you’d hit him with your car. That he hadn’t suffered much. It was a quick, almost painless death.” Kathy pulled a Kleenex tissue from the box sitting on a dilapidated crate and pressed it against her tearful eyes. “Right after my son’s death, I thought about what I would do when I met his killer. I thought I would cause a lot of pain to that person. A lot of pain. For a long period of time.”

  “Kathy, please, I’m begging you.” Leslie was terrified by now. Her voice was shaking. “You don’t have to kill me. Back there, in the basement, it was all for show. I was only trying to scare you, I swear.”

  “I still have those thoughts,” Kathy went on. “But at the same time, I understand that, if I realize my fantasies, I’ll cross a line that I don’t want to cross. That I will turn into a monster that is no better than you.”

  “I’m very very sorry you lost your son. If I could turn back time and just stay home that weekend, I would do it; but we both know it’s impossible.”

  “Did it ever occur to you to confess? Even once?”

  Frankly, Leslie could not figure out if Kathy was playing with her or seriously considering giving her a second chance. If the latter was true, Leslie was ready to give a performance of a lifetime. She could hear the exalted beating of her heart.

  “I thought about it,” she said. “But I was too scared to tell anyone about the accident. I was confused and stupid. That accident was a mistake, Kathy. One damn mistake! If you want, I’ll go to police tomorrow and confess to running over your son. I’ll do that for sure. Just don’t kill me, that’s all I’m asking for.”

  “You will do it? You will turn yourself in?”

  Leslie could discern the traces of both skepticism and hope in Kathy’s voice.

  “Yes, I will, I promise,” she said firmly. “And remember, you have recorded my confession on camera. You can use it if I’m lying to you, right?”

  “That’s true.” Kathy nodded.

  “You see. You have my confession. Let the system punish me. Let it put me in jail for a long, long time. Let the justice prevail. Tomorrow morning, I will go to police, confess, and then plead guilty. There will be no trial. I want this to be over as soon as possible.”

  A few seconds of silence followed, which were interrupted by the quiet ringing of Kathy’s cell phone. Kathy took the cell out of her jeans pocket, pressed the answer button, and sa
id to the caller:

  “I’ll be out in five minutes, Jenny.”

  Yes, it must be her daughter, mommy’s little helper. Two fucking bitches. They will both pay if this whore is foolish enough to let her go.

  “If I killed you now, I’d be as bad as you. And I would hate that,” Kathy said, piercing Leslie with her eyes. “Your car is outside the warehouse. Call me from the police station tomorrow. Do you have my cell number?”

  “Yes, I do.”

  Leslie could not believe her ears. This dumb whore had bought it!

  There will be no phone call from the police station tomorrow, you fucking menopausal bitch! You and your daughter will be dead by the sunrise.

  “I’ll be waiting for your call.”

  Kathy produced Leslie’s Glock, which had been stuck in her jeans back pocket, ejected the magazine from its handle, tossed the gun on the floor, away from Leslie, and methodically pushed the bullets with her thumb out of the magazine onto her left palm. She definitely enjoyed every second of this dramatic scene. When all bullets found themselves in her hand, Kathy slipped them in her jeans pocket, and dropped the magazine on the floor.

  “Don’t break my trust, okay?” With a small kitchen knife, Kathy cut through the duct tape that fixed Leslie’s right arm to the chair. Then she placed the knife in Leslie’s lap, letting her cut the rest of the tape herself.

  Was she going to leave the gun here? Jesus Christ, Kathy was even dumber than Leslie had thought. You see, there was a spare box of ammo in the glove compartment of her Lexus, which meant that Kathy and her daughter would be dead in a mere hour or two, assuming they were headed to their apartment in Cypress.

  “I won’t break your trust, Kathy. I promise.”

  #

  #

  Squeezing tightly the steering wheel, Leslie looked at the clock. According to her estimate, Kathy had a head start of ten minutes: that was how long it had taken Leslie to set herself free, pick up the magazine and the gun, find her car, load eight bullets into the clip, collect her thoughts, start the car, and get moving. The GPS indicated that Kathy’s home was a twenty two mile drive away from the warehouse, which turned out to be located in South Gate. She had already covered roughly a third of the distance.

  She was elated, full of energy, and ready to take on the world.

  “Hello, Leslie!”

  She was startled by this loud call, which was coming from under the front passenger seat. She recognized Kathy’s voice.

  “Leslie, pick up. Pick up!”

  The quality of the sound was subpar. The image of the walkie talkie hanging on Kathy’s belt immediately flashed in her memory.

  “Can you pull over and pick it up?”

  Leslie switched on her right blinker, cautiously pulled to the side of the freeway, and grabbed the walkie talkie, wondering why the hell she had not noticed it before.

  How does this thing work, by the way?

  “Push the green button on the top if you want to talk,” prompted Kathy, as if having heard Leslie’s thoughts.

  Leslie followed her instructions and uttered into the walkie talkie:

  “I’m here.”

  “Did you pull over?”

  “Yes, I did.” She instinctively glanced left, then right, evidently expecting to see Kathy, sitting in her Honda and peeping at Leslie through binoculars.

  Now that was paranoid. It would have been too hard to tail her in the middle of the night.

  Was this insane bitch going to leave her alone tonight?

  “I wanted to warn you,” said Kathy. “Don’t touch the bullets. You should not touch the bullets in the glove compartment of your car, Leslie.”

  “Okay. I won’t.”

  “It is very important. Did you take the bullets out of the box? Please be honest.”

  “No, I didn’t touch them. Why would I do that? And why does it matter?” Leslie shifted her eyes from the road to the glove compartment. She suddenly felt a chilly heaviness in her temples and the back of her head caused by the realization that there had to be a very compelling reason for Kathy advising her not to touch the bullets.

  “Well, we’ll find out soon enough.”

  “What will we find out soon enough?”

  “Just leave them where they are, don’t open the box.”

  “Okay, okay.” Leslie had trouble remaining calm. “But you didn’t answer my question, Kathy. What are we going to find out?”

  “There’s some stuff on those bullets. It kills a person your size within twenty minutes of contact. If you touched it, you don’t have much time left to live.”

  Even though Leslie was aware of her being inside the car, with little wiggle room, with the belt gently pressing her to the back of the seat, Leslie found herself in a free fall. She could literally sense all solid matter vaporize from under her and--down she went.

  “What the hell are you talking about?” Leslie moaned.

  But she, of course, knew what Kathy was talking about. Her temples had grown much heavier, her vision began to blur, her heart was throbbing in her chest. It was poison working its way to her muscles, nerves, and brain.

  “Don’t touch the box. I can come over and pick it up in the morning.”

  “Is there an antidote?”

  A few silent seconds passed before Kathy responded:

  “Yes, there is. But you have to administer it within five minutes after you get this compound on your skin. Ten minutes at most.”

  Leslie breathed out a tired groan. It had been at least fifteen minutes now since she had put the bullets into the magazine.

  “Leslie, can you hear me?” the walkie talkie crackled. “Are you there?”

  Leslie angrily pushed the green button.

  “What do you want?”

  “I think I know what you did.” A pause. “You took those bullets out of the box, didn’t you?”

  “Fuck you! Fuck you, cunt!”

  “I’ll be honest with you, Leslie. I am glad it ended the way it did.”

  Leslie closed her eyes.

  #

  #

  And then came contentment.

  There was at least one thing she could be happy about in the final moments of her life. Her death from poison would prove to every pathetic soul out there who had doubted her that she had been right all along, that she had not been a crazy paranoid.

  The End

  The Bike

  (from the under a 1,000 word story collection)

  1.

  "You've got a great bicycle there," complimented Norman.

  "Yes, it is a nice bike." Jesse propped his Schwinn against the wall and the men entered the house.

  "Riding away from a heart attack?” Norman smiled. "This time I'm going to win."

  "Keep dreaming."

  They walked into the living room, where Sheila, Norman's wife, was watching TV. Sheila and Jesse greeted each other.

  The men sat at the table, ready to have another session of Texas hold ’em. In a minute, they were joined by Jack, Norm's brother.

  "Where's Paul?" asked Jesse.

  "Our son's having a good time with a new girlfriend," answered Sheila.

  2.

  "What are you doing?" asked Norman. "Are you about to fall asleep?"

  "You shouldn't have drunk so much," remarked Jack.

  Jesse yawned. He really felt an irresistible urge to go to bed. But he did not think he had drunk too much.

  "I know--he just doesn't want me to win my money back," growled Norman.

  "Guys, I guess I'm out." Jesse put his cards on the table and tried to get up but unsuccessfully.

  "Jack will take you home in his truck," said Norman. "And don't forget the bike."

  Jesse yawned again, closed his eyes, and fell into the abyss of sleep a moment later.

  3.

  He was woken up by the doorbell ringing. He got up, went barefoot to the entry hall, opened the door, and was surprised to see a cop.

  "Your name is Jesse Greenburg?"
asked the cop.

  "Yes, that's correct." Jesse cracked a weak smile.

  "Can you come to the police station with us?"

  "What happened?"

  "They just want to ask you a few questions."

  4.

  At the police station, they took his fingerprints, as if he were some serial killer. Then Jesse met a somber-looking man in a gray suit.

  "I am Detective John Lewis," said the man. "I am going to conduct an interview. I suggest that you call a lawyer."

  They brought him to the interrogation room after he told Lewis that he would call the lawyer when he felt the need to do so. When Jesse and the detective took seats at the table, Jesse noticed a bicycle parked against the wall, which looked almost exactly like his.

  "Is this your bicycle?" Lewis pointed at the bike.

  "No, it's not. My bike is at my house."

  "Are you sure?"

  "Of course I am. I’ve been riding mine for five years now."

  "What if I told you that there's your name on this bicycle?"

  "Where?"

  "On the seat."

  Jesse frowned. He had in fact had his name branded on the side of the seat of his bicycle.

  "Suppose you did. So what?"

  "What if I told you that this bicycle was used to commit a robbery?"

  "I told you it's not my bicycle."

  "Then why is it covered with your fingerprints?"

  Jesse felt a chill in the pit of his stomach.

  "What robbery?" he asked. He could hardly keep his voice from shaking.

  "Last night, at nine pm, a man on a bicycle snatched a purse out of a woman's hands on Lincoln Avenue. There were five hundred dollars in cash and a pearl necklace in the purse."

  "And you think it was me?"

  "That's right. You fit the description."

  "I assure you it was not me."

  Lewis shoved a piece of paper in Jesse’s face.

  "Here's a warrant to search your house," he said. "And we're going to search it right now."

  5.

  They found the money and necklace. They were stashed in the garbage basket in Jesse’s kitchen, packed in a plastic bag. They put the evidence in the center of the table in the living room so he could see it in all its glory.