Heartbreaker

by Maddie Wade

  “Well, let’s go so we can get back quicker.” Jackson pulls me closer to him, my hands land on his shoulders. “I have plans for tonight.” I start laughing, I do like this playful Jackson so much.

  Slowly bring my hand down, I stop by his belt. “I have plans too.” I give him a wink, and I don’t know what came over him, but I feel my head hit the wall behind me, and his lip crash into mine. Opening my mouth for him he pushes his tongue in, pushing my fingers into his hair I pull him closer to me. Maybe I will have to go with messy hair, because he’s not pulling away and I’m not pushing him away.

  I feel Jackson’s hand on my thigh through the split and I moan into his mouth, letting him know I don’t want him to stop. Pulling away from me for a moment our eyes meet, and that easy loving warmth passes between us. The way he is looking at me makes me feel so many wonderful things, and I never what him to stop looking at me like this.

  Opening my bedroom door, I start walking backwards into the bedroom. Jackson takes his time, it’s like unwrapping a present or something. He brings his lips to my neck, as he unzips my dress, putting his hand on my shoulder to let the dress fall to the floor. Bringing his lips back to my mouth, he unclips my bra, my hands in his hair pull him closer to me.

  Pulling away from me Jackson drops to his knees. Looking up at me, he gives me a playful wink, then slowly pulls my panties down.

  “I have no idea how I got so lucky to have you as my girlfriend,” Jackson says teasing me with his finger, my hands on his shoulders keep me standing.

  “I think someone has too many clothes on,” I say through a moan.

  As he stands, I undo his shirt buttons, sliding my hands across his chest as each new part is exposed, then reaching for his waist, undoing his belt. I hear his trousers hit the floor, and he gasps as my fingers brush against his erection through the thin cotton of his boxers. Carefully pulling the waistband forward and down, I release his already hard cock from its confinement.

  Pulling me in taking my lips, I feel his skin against mine, picking me up he takes me to the bed gently placing me into a reclining position on the bed, he kneels between my legs. “Keep still.”

  Not that easy when he looks that hot, and his hands are moving over my body. I love his soft touch, then I feel his warm mouth over my nipple, then moving to the other, only making me even wetter. Planting tiny kisses down to my stomach and moving lower and lower.

  Lowering his head and the first feather-light kiss on my pussy makes me moan out loud as he licks me from bottom to top. His tongue moving, flicking, sucking, making me cry out in pleasure, making me arch my back, begging for more.

  I’m so aroused, and I just want him inside me now. Jackson changes between flicking my slit and sucking, this feels so good. "I need you inside me. Now! Please!" I tell him.

  Reaching between our bodies I grab his erection, guiding it to my entrance and raising my hips.

  “One second,” Jackson stops me, and I look at him in the eyes.

  “I trust you,” I tell him. He leans up putting all his weight on his hands, I can see that he’s surprised. “I trust you,” I tell him again, kissing him again hard.

  I sigh in deep satisfaction when I feel him entering me without anything between us. I thought that Jackson would go fast, but he’s not, he’s taking everything slowly, and as much as I want him to I want it hard and fast.

  And with little encouragement he starts thrusting. I smile as Jackson goes faster. “I’m not going last long,” I tell him, wanting him to know that I’m ready for him.

  With a loud cry Jackson grabs my hips and begins to thrust wildly, pushing in as far as he can. Calling out his name as I cum, he feels my body relaxing under him.

  Seconds later his cock pulsates uncontrollably and sprays his cum deep inside me. Falling on top of me we both catch our breath, our sweaty bodies wrapped up tightly in my bed.

  “I think we should get going,” I say smiling at him.

  “I’m just going to get something to clean you up.” Jackson gives me a kiss.

  Jackson is the first boyfriend I’ve had unprotected sex with, and I don’t regret it for a moment.

  *~*~*

  Jackson leads into the ballroom and I look around to see everything around me. It’s all very simple. White and then the red and yellow colours placed around the room, it looks really nice.

  “Justin, you look man.” I look at who Jackson is talking to, I give his friend a smile. “This is my girlfriend Ashley.”

  “Very nice to meet you,” I say, and he looks at me for a while then back to Jackson. I’m missing something. I look down at my dress to make sure that there is nothing on it, but I’m all good.

  “How?” Justin asks Jackson, and I look at him wondering what that one word means.

  “I have no idea, mate, but I’m one lucky man.” Jackson pulls me in closer, and it hits me that they’re talking about how he’s dating me. I smile to myself because I wonder the same thing about how I’m dating Jackson, I mean he is to perfect to be true.

  “Come here,” Justin waves me over to him, and I take a step closer to him. “If he’s kidnapped you, and you’re in danger blink twice, and I’ll get help,” he tells me, and I can’t help but laugh, looking behind me at Jackson who’s also laughing.

  “I’m good for now, check back at the end of the night,” I tell Justin, who takes my hand in his.

  “These tattoos, all I’m going to say is, oh my God they look hot.” He looks at my arm.

  “Who looks hot?” I stand straight when I hear a woman’s voice.

  “Tinkerbell, this is Rachel, Justin’s wife.” Jackson gives her a kiss on the cheek and we both say hello to each other. She looks at me the same way Justin had.

  “How?” she looks at Jackson.

  “Come on guys, I can date a sexy as hell woman, I’m not that ugly,” Jackson tells them smiling at me again.

  “Blink twice if you need help.” Again I bust out laughing. These two are already my favourite, they are brilliant. “You’re sitting at our table,” she tells Jackson, who pulls out a chair for me next to Rachel.

  “I love your dress,” I say, looking at the beautiful navy ball gown, the little sparks look so good.

  “Thank you, can you believe I got it in the Next bargain sale.” She hands me a glass of wine. “So how long you been stuck with him?” She looks at Jackson as he makes a noise of disapproval for the question and I smile at him.

  “Four long, hard months.” I look at Jackson sitting next to me making small circles on my shoulder.

  Rachel looks at him as he moves closer to me and kisses my cheek. “Best four months of my life,” he tells me, Rachel makes an aww sound.

  “How long have you two been married?” I ask her before Jackson starts getting a little too lovey in front of everyone.

  “Coming up on two years, and we are finally adding to the family, we…”

  “What? And you only tell me now?” Jackson interrupts her, getting off his chair he walks over to Justin and plants a kiss on his cheek, and all I can think is that maybe it’s not just his brother who he gets lovey with at happy news. “Congratulations man.” He turns to Rachel. “So happy for you,” he tells her giving her a kiss.

  “Well, the reason we are telling you now is…” Justin looks at Rachel, “we were hoping that you would be our baby’s godfather.”

  Justin looks over at Jackson with a smile, I’ve not seen him this happy, I mean the man looks so happy right now. “I would be so happy to be your little one’s Godfather,” Jackson gives Rachel another kiss on the cheek. “I’m going to spoil the little one so much.” Jackson says walking back to his chair.

  “Congratulations,” I say to both of them. This is the first time I’m meeting them and I’m not sure hugging and kissing is the best way yet.

  I lean into Jackson as he wraps his arms around me. “Thank you, we are very excited.” Justin looks at Jackson behind me. “Never thought I would see the day the Jackson would be whip
ped over a girl again.” Justin starts laughing, I would love to know who the first girl was to have him whipped. Jackson really doesn’t look like the type of guy to whipped by anyone.

  “Shut up, only been whipped once and Tinkerbell is the reason for that,” Jackson tells him, but there is a little change in his voice, it’s harder than normal.

  “Don’t mess it up,” Justin tells him giving me a wink.

  “I don’t plan on it,” Jackson says kissing the back of my neck.

  We spend some time talking about our jobs and what we do before dinner is served. They have been friends since high school, so a long time, and the stories that they are telling me about Jackson in college has me laughing to the point where I have tears coming down my cheeks. How bad his first one night stand was, the first time he got drunk to the point that he couldn’t even stand, and the first time he tried weed, which is my favourite story, because he thought he was cowboy, and left his apartment with a broomstick which he thought was his horse, even now thinking about that story I’m crying with laughter.

  “You know tomorrow I’m going to ask Taylor about your stories,” Jackson tells me as I wipe away the tears from laughing so much, “and then I’ll laugh at you.”

  “She won’t tell you anything. We have a code. She talks, I talk and trust me she has way more stories than I do,” I tell him, as I plant a kiss on his lip.

  “You know what, that I believe,” Jackson says against my lips.

  “Jacky!” I hear a familiar female voice behind me, and Jackson tenses up. We both turn to face her, and I see the woman from the hotel in France. “You look good,” She goes to touch his arm, but he moves out of the way. “The place is big enough, you don’t need to be standing here.” This is the first time I have heard Jackson so cold with someone. I look at Justin and Rachel who are looking at each other. “Now leave.”

  I turn my focus back to Jackson.

  “All I want to do is say that I’m sorry for how things ended and…”

  “And nothing, Jade. I have nothing to say to you,” Jackson tells her and sits back down next to me, Jade looks at me, but I ignore her and look at Jackson, even though I feel the desire to pull her away from my man by her hair.

  She’s the one that broke him I realise. The man he is today is because of whatever she did to him.

  “I’m just going to the ladies’ room,” I say.

  “I’ll come with you.” Rachel stands up and we walk to the other side of the room.

  “Well, she seems like a bitch,” I say and smile at Rachel. I know that she has loyalty to Jackson and won’t tell me anything and I respect that.

  “Yeah, she worked her evil magic on him,” she says as we walk through the door. I don’t say anything to her about it after, I would like Jackson to tell me not her.

  As Rachel and I wash our hand I look in the mirror as Jade walks in, my eyes look towards Rachel.

  “You know that my Jacky can do so much better than you, don’t you?” she says walking over to me. “I think his still in love me, and using you to get over me…”

  “Jade, that was years ago, I’m sure he is over you, I mean it’s not like it’s hard,” Rachel says making me smile, she’s got my back.

  “Really, she is not Jacky’s type.”

  “If you were his type I’m sure you would be on his arm and not me, but I suppose you have to throw trash to the side sooner or later, and Jackson got rid of his sooner,” I say, referring to Jackson’s comment to her at the hotel. I then walk away from her.

  We head back over to the guys. “I really like you, if he messes this up I’m going to kill him,” Rachel says, and I laugh, she’s crazy if she thinks I was going to let Jackson go.

  “Would you like to dance?” Jackson asks, placing his hand on my lower back and leading me to the dance floor.

  “I thought you didn’t dance,” I say and look at him as his places his hands on my waist.

  “I can’t mess up if we just sway,” he says pulling me closer to him, “but I would like to say sorry.”

  “Sorry for?”

  “I might step on your feet a little or trip you over.” He brings his mouth closer to my ear, “but I promise to always catch you if you fall,” he whispers and a warm feeling rushes through my body.

  “Do you want to talk about the elephant in the room?” I ask him, as more people join us on the dance floor.

  “No, she’s just a part of my past that I would like to keep there.” Jackson spins me around and pulls me so that my body is right up against his. “I like to think of my future with you.”

  “You know this is one of my favourite songs,” I say as Ed Sheeran - Thinking of You plays. We move to the music, and his hand is on my back.

  “I’ll have to get tickets next time he has a concert here.” Jackson licks his lips and looks into my eyes like he wants to say something, but he doesn’t. Was he about to say he loves me? I don’t know but I would say it back to him without the second thought.

  “I’m holding you to that promise,” I reply giving him a smile as I the music slowly starts to fade to start a new one.

  “Swap partners,” a man says looking at me and Jackson. I look at Jackson for a moment and I see who he has to dance with.

  “I’m good,” Jackson tells him.

  “Well, everyone’s changed but you,” the man says, and just like that Jackson lets go of me.

  “It’s okay,” I tell him. I don’t want to start anything here, I don’t want to be the one that people are talking about until the next ball here.

  Putting my hands on the man’s shoulder, I look at Jackson dancing with Jade, and make sure that he keeps a safe distance between them. Jackson moves a little closer to me, and I smile.

  “Jacky, I’m sorry. Give me another chance.” I hear Jade talking, and I roll my eyes at her. I’m standing right here, does she think I can’t hear her?

  “Fuck off, Jade after today I hope I never have to see you because I don’t plan on going to hell.” I smile at Jackson reply to her.

  The man spins me around, and I stop as I see Jade with her lips on Jackson. Jackson pushes her away.

  “Don’t you dare touch me again, Jade.”

  “Jacky, I wanted you to remember how good it used to be for us.” Jade takes a step closer to him.

  Stepping between them both I get in her face. “Listen bitch, this is a charity event and I really don’t want to kick the shit out of you here, so you have until I count to five to get the fuck out of my face.” I stand in front of her with my arms folded over my chest.

  She looks at me for a moment. “He won’t forget me, will you Jacky?” Jade says looking at Jackson the whole time, then walks away from us.

  “Tinker…”

  “At the moment I think it’s best you don’t say anything,” I tell him as I walk back over to the table where Justin and Rachel are watching us. Grabbing my glass of wine off the table I finish it in one go, then fill it up again.

  What kind of girls did he date before me? By the looks of it only crazy girls. I was right there, only a few steps away, and she thought she could kiss him. The only reason I’m not one hundred percent losing my mind is because Jackson pushed her away.

  “She kissed me, I pushed her away.” I feel Jackson’s hand on my back.

  Sitting down in the chair I look at him. “I know, just…don’t want to talk about it at the moment.” I tell him.

  I don’t know what to say to him, I mean she kissed him in front of me. There is more to their history than he wants me to know.

  I spend the rest of the evening talking mostly to Rachel, as Jackson talks to Justin. I would catch him looking at me sometimes, but then I would catch him looking at Jade here and there too.

  The taxi ride home was just as quiet, and I wasn’t sure if it was because he was waiting for me to say something to him first, or if it was because he didn’t want to talk to me about anything. But one thing I know, he changed when she kissed him, even though he was sayin
g sorry there was something different about him, I just can’t put my finger on it.

  We were meant to be going back to Jackson’s house, but I just wanted to go back to mine. He’s fine with it, but I can tell something is off. I hear Jackson coming out of the bathroom, getting in bed and turning off his light on the side table. And just like that he goes to sleep without saying a word to me. Should I be worried?

  Chapter 22

  Jackson

  I don’t know what happened last night but the scene with Jade played on my mind all night. I crept out of bed this morning before she even woke, after feigning sleep to avoid her hurt expression.

  She had slept cuddled into me and I had held her, taking comfort in her soft skin and the scent of her hair, tickling my nose. Leaving had felt wrong but I just couldn’t face her. She hadn’t done a fucking thing wrong, but I had felt anger last night and some of it was aimed at her and I had no idea why.

  Walking on my home treadmill I turn up the tunes to drown out my thoughts. Sweat was pouring off my skin as my breathing laboured after forty-five minutes on an incline and still my thoughts interrupted me.

  Switching off the machine I grab a towel and wiped my face guzzling water as I walk towards the shower. I pass my bedroom and hear my phone ping, stopping I consider checking it. No, I would wait until after I had showered.

  Stripping my clothes, I leave them in a heap on the floor and step into the shower. The warm water beats down on my skin, soothing the ache in my muscles and washing the weariness of no sleep away.

  I was being a prick, Tinkerbell had been perfect last night. I wouldn’t have been so good had the situation been reversed. In fact, I’d probably be locked up right now if some dick had kissed my woman like Jade kissed me.

  What a fucking bitch she was, what had I ever seen in her? She had the ugliest personality I had ever known.

  Not like my Tink, she was beautiful inside and out, that was one of the reasons I loved her. No. What? Wait! I don’t love her. No, I care about her, yeah that’s it. Love is a fool’s game and I ain’t ever getting fucked over by that ridiculous emotion again.