Sherwood Anderson

by Collected Stories- Winesburg, Ohio, The Triumph of the Egg, Horses

  Cal Long, who went in with Harvey, is a big man with a beard. He is as strong as an ox. They don’t make them any meaner. He seems a peaceful enough man, when he isn’t drinking, but when he starts to drink, look out. He usually carries a long knife and he has cut several men pretty badly. He has been in jail three times.

  The third man in the party was George Small. He used to come by our house—lived out our way for a time. He is a small nervous-looking young man who worked, until last Summer, on the farm of old man Barclay. One day last Fall, when I was over on the Barclay road and was sitting under a bridge, fishing, George came along the road.

  What was the matter with him that time I’ve never found out.

  I was sitting in silence under the bridge and he came along the road making queer movements with his hands. He was giving them a dry wash. His lips were moving. The road makes a turn right beyond the bridge and I could see him coming for almost a half mile before he got to the bridge. I was under the bridge and could see him without his seeing me. When he got close I heard his words. “Oh, my God, don’t let me do it,” he said. He kept saying it over and over. He had got married the Spring before. He might have had some trouble with his wife. I remember her as a small, red-haired woman. I saw the pair together once. George was carrying their baby in his arms and we stopped to talk. The woman moved a little away. She was shy as most mountain women are. George showed me the baby—not more than two weeks old—and it had a wrinkled little old face. It looked ages older than the father and mother but George was fairly bursting with pride while I stood looking at it.

  How he happened to go in with men like Harvey Groves and Cal Long is a wonder to me, and why they wanted him is another wonder.

  I had always thought of George as a country neurotic—the kind you often see in cities. He always seemed to me out of place among the men of these hills.

  He might have fallen under the influence of Cal Long. A man like Cal likes to bully people physically. Cal liked to bully them spiritually too.

  Luther Ford told me a tale about Cal and George. He said that one night in the Winter Cal went to George Small’s house—it is a tumble-down little shack up in the hills—and called George out. The two men went off together to town and got drunk. They came back about two o’clock in the morning and stood in the road before George’s house. I have already told you something about the wife. Luther said that at that time she was sick. She was going to have another baby. A neighbor had told Luther Ford. It was a queer performance, one of the kind of things that happen in the country and that give you the creeps.

  He said the two men stood in the road before the house cursing the sick woman inside.

  Little nervous George Small walking up and down the road in the snow, cursing his wife—Cal Long egging him on. George strutting like a little rooster. It must have been a sight to see and to make you a little sick seeing. Luther Ford said just hearing about it gave him a queer feeling in the pit of his stomach.

  This Spring early these three men went in together, making whisky.

  Between Cal and Harvey Groves it was a case of dog eat dog. They had bought the still together, each putting in a third of its cost, and then, one night after they had made and sold two runs, Harvey stole the still from the other two.

  Of course Cal set out to get him for that.

  There wasn’t any law he and George Small could evoke—or whatever it is you do with a law when you use it to get some man.

  It took Cal a week to find out where Harvey had hidden, and was operating, the still, and then he went to find George.

  He wanted to get Harvey, but he wanted to get the still too.

  He went to George Small’s house and tramped in. George was sitting there and when he saw Cal was frightened stiff. His wife, thinner than ever since her second child was born and half sick, was lying on a bed. In these little mountain cabins there is often but one room and they cook, eat and sleep in it—often a big family.

  When she saw Cal, George’s wife began to cry and, very likely, George wanted to cry too.

  Cal sat down in a chair and took a bottle out of his pocket. George’s wife says he had been drinking. He gave George a drink, staring at him hard when he offered it, and George had to take it.

  George took four or five stiff drinks, not looking again at Cal or at his wife, who lay on the bed moaning and crying, and Cal never said a word.

  Then suddenly George jumped up—his hands not doing the dry wash now—and began swearing at his wife.

  “You keep quiet, God damn you!” he yelled.

  Then he did an odd thing. There were only two chairs in the cabin and Cal Long had been sitting on one and George on the other. When Cal got up George took the chairs, one at a time, and going outside smashed them to splinters against a corner of the cabin.

  Cal Long laughed at that. Then he told George to get his shotgun.

  George did get it. It was hanging on a hook in the house and was loaded, I presume, and the two went away together into the woods.

  Harvey Groves had got bold. He must have thought he had Cal Long bluffed. That’s the weakness of these tough men. They never think any one else is as tough as they are.

  Harvey had set the still up in a tiny, half-broken-down old house, on what had once been his father’s land, and was making a daylight run.

  He had two guns up there but never got a chance to use either of them.

  Cal and George must have just crept up pretty close to the house in the long grass and weeds.

  They got up close, George with the gun in his hands, and then Harvey came to the door of the house. He may have heard them. Some of these mountain men, who have been lawbreakers since they were small boys, have sharp ears and eyes.

  There must have been a terrific moment. I’ve talked with Luther Ford and several others about it. We are all, of course, sorry for George.

  Luther, who is something of a dramatist, likes to describe the scene. His version is, to be sure, all a matter of fancy. When he tells the story he kneels in the grass with a stick in his hand. He begins to tremble and the end of the stick wobbles about. He has taken a distant tree for the figure of Harvey Groves, now dead. When he tells of the scene in that way, all of us standing about and, in spite of the ridiculous figure Luther cuts, a little breathless, he goes on for perhaps five seconds, wobbling the stick about, apparently utterly helpless and frightened and then his figure suddenly seems to stiffen and harden.

  Luther could do it better if he wasn’t built as he is—long and loose-jointed, whereas George Small, whose part in the tragedy he is playing, is small, and, as I have said, nervous and rather jerky.

  But Luther does what he can, saying in low voice to us others standing and looking, “Now, Cal Long has touched me on the shoulder.”

  The idea, you understand, is that the two men have crept up to the lonely little mountain house in the late afternoon, George Small creeping ahead with the heavily loaded shotgun in his hands, really being driven forward by Cal Long, creeping at his heels, a man, Luther explains, simply too strong for him, and that, at the fatal moment, when they faced Harvey Groves, and I presume had to shoot or be shot, and George weakened, Cal Long just touched George on the shoulder.

  The touch, you see, according to Luther’s notion, was a command.

  It said, “Shoot!” and George’s body stiffened, and he shot.

  He shot straight, too.

  There was a piece of sheet-iron lying by the door of the house. What it was doing there I don’t know. It may have been some part of the stolen still. In the fraction of a second that Harvey Groves had to live he snatched it up and tried to hold it up before his body.

  The shot tore right through the metal and through Harvey Groves’ head and through a board back of his head. The gun may not have been loaded when George Small brought it from his house. Cal Long may have loaded it.

  Anyway Harvey Groves is dead. He died, Luther says, like a rat, in a hole—just pitched forward and flopped aroun
d a little and died. How a rat in a hole, when he dies, can do much flopping around I don’t know.

  After the killing, of course, Cal and George ran, but before they did any running Cal took the gun out of George Small’s hands and threw it in the grass.

  That, Luther says, was to show just whose gun did the killing.

  They ran and, of course, they hid themselves.

  There wasn’t any special hurry. They had shot Harvey Groves in that lonely place and he might not have been found for days but that George Small’s wife, being sick and nervous, just as he is, ran down into town, after Cal and George had left their place, and went around to the stores crying and wringing her hands like a little fool, telling every one that her husband and Cal Long were going to kill some one.

  Of course, that stirred every one up.

  There must have been people in town who knew that Cal and George and Harvey had been in together and what they had been up to.

  They found the body the next morning—the shooting had happened about four in the afternoon—and they got George Small that next afternoon.

  Cal Long had stayed with him until he got tired of it and then had left him to shift for himself. They haven’t got Cal yet. A lot of people think they never will get him. “He’s too smart,” Luther Ford says.

  They got George sitting beside a road over on the other side of the mountains. He says Cal Long stopped an automobile driving past, a Ford, stopped the driver with a revolver he had in his pocket all the time.

  They haven’t even found the man who drove the Ford. It may be he was some one who knows Cal and is afraid.

  Anyway, they have got George Small in jail over at the county seat and he tells every one he did the killing and sits and moans and rubs his funny little hands together and keeps saying over and over, “God, don’t let me do it,” just as he did that day when he crossed the bridge, long before he got into this trouble, and I was under the bridge fishing and saw and heard him. I presume they’ll hang him, or electrocute him—whichever it is they do in this State—when the time for his trial comes.

  And his wife is down with a high fever, and, Luther says, has gone clear off her nut.

  But Luther, who acts the whole thing out so dramatically whenever he can get an audience, and who is something of a prophet, says that if they have to get a jury from this county to try George Small, even though the evidence is all against him, he thinks the jury will just go it blind and bring in a verdict of not guilty.

  He says, anyway, that is what he would do, and others, who see him acting the thing out and who know Cal Long and Harvey Groves and George Small better than I do, having lived longer in this county and having known them all since they were boys, say the same thing.

  It may be true. As for myself—being what I am, hearing and seeing all this . . .

  How do I know what I think?

  It’s a matter, of course, the jury will have to decide.

  Another Wife

  * * *

  HE thought himself compelled to say something special to her—knowing her—loving her—wanting her. What he thought was that perhaps she wanted him too, or she wouldn’t have spent so much time with him. He wasn’t exactly modest.

  After all, he was modest enough. He was quite sure several men must have loved her and thought it not unlikely she had experimented with at least a few of them. It was all imagined. Seeing her about had started his mind—his thoughts—racing. “Modern women, of her class, used to luxuries, sensitive, are not going to miss anything, even though they don’t take the final plunge into matrimony as I did when I was younger,” he thought. The notion of sin had, for him, more or less been taken out of that sort of thing. “What you try to do, if you are a modern woman with any class to you, is to try to use your head,” he thought.

  He was forty-seven and she ten years younger. His wife had been dead two years.

  For the last month she had been in the habit of coming down from her mother’s country house to his cabin two or three evenings a week. She might have invited him up the hill to the house—would have invited him oftener—but that she preferred having him, his society, in his own cabin. The family, her family, had simply left the whole matter to her, let her manage it. She lived in her mother’s country house, with the mother and two younger sisters—both unmarried. They were delightful people to be with. It was the first summer he had been up in that country and he had met them after he took the cabin. He ate at a hotel nearly a half mile away. Dinner was served early. By getting right back he could be sure of being at home if she decided to stroll down his way.

  Being with her, at her mother’s house with the others, was fun, of course, but some one was always dropping in. He thought the sisters liked to tease her and him by arranging things that would tie them down.

  It was all pure fancy, just a notion. Why should they be concerned about him?

  What a whirlpool of notions were stirred up in him that Summer by the woman! He thought about her all the time, having really nothing else to do. Well, he had come to the country to rest. His one son was at a Summer school.

  “It’s like this—here I am, practically alone. What am I letting myself in for? If she, if any of the women of that family, were of the marrying sort, she would have made a marriage with a much more likely man long ago.” Her younger sisters were so considerate in their attitude toward her. There was something tender, respectful, teasing, too, about the way they acted when he and she were together.

  Little thoughts kept running through his head. He had come to the country because something inside him had let down. It might have been his forty-seven years. A man like himself, who had begun life as a poor boy, worked himself up in his profession, who had become a physician of some note—well, a man dreams his dreams, he wants a lot.

  At forty-seven he is likely, at any moment, to run into a slump.

  You won’t get half, a third of what you wanted, in your work, in life. What’s the use going on? These older men who keep on striving like young men, what about them? They are a little childlike, immature, really.

  A great man might go on like that, to the bitter end, to the brink of the grave, but who, having any sense, any head, wants to be a great man? What is called a great man may be just an illusion in people’s minds. Who wants to be an illusion?

  Thoughts like that, driving him out of the city—to rest. God knows it would have been a mistake if she hadn’t been there. Before he met her and before she got into the unwomanly habit of coming to see him in his own cabin during the long Summer evenings, the country, the quiet of the country, was dreadful.

  “It may be she only comes down here to me because she is bored. A woman like that, who has known many men, brilliant men, who has been loved by men of note. Still, why does she come? I’m not so gay. It’s sure she doesn’t think me witty or brilliant.”

  * * *

  She was thirty-seven, a bit inclined to extremes in dress, plump, to say the least. Life didn’t seem to have quieted her much.

  When she came down to his cabin, at the edge of the stream facing the country road, she dropped onto a couch by the door and lit a cigarette. She had lovely ankles. Really, they were beautiful ankles.

  The door was open and he sat by a chair near a table. He burned an oil-lamp. The cabin door was left open. Country people went past.

  “The trouble with all this silly business about resting is that a man thinks too much. A physician in practice—people coming in, other people’s troubles—hasn’t time.”

  Women had come to him a good deal—married and unmarried women. One woman—she was married—wrote him a long letter after he had been treating her for three years. She had gone with her husband to California. “Now that I am away from you, will not see you again, I tell you frankly I love you.”

  What an idea!

  “You have been patient with me for these three years, have let me talk to you. I have told you all the intimate things of my life. You have been always a little aloof a
nd wise.”

  What nonsense! How could he have stopped the woman’s talking intimately? There was more of that sort of thing in the letter. The doctor did not feel he had been specially wise with the woman patient. He had really been afraid of her. What she had thought was aloofness was really fright.

  Still, he had kept the letter—for a time. He destroyed it finally because he did not want it to fall accidentally into his wife’s hands.

  A man likes to feel he has been of some account to some one.

  The doctor, say, in the cabin, the new woman near him. She was smoking a cigarette. It was Saturday evening. People—men, women and children—were going along the country road toward a mountain town. Presently the country women and children would be coming back without the men. On Saturday evenings nearly all the mountain-men got drunk.

  You come from the city and, because the hills are green, the water in mountain streams clear, you think the people of the hills must be at the bottom clear and sweet.

  Now the country people in the road were turning to stare into the cabin at the woman and the doctor. On a previous Saturday evening, after midnight, the doctor had been awakened by a noisy drunken conversation carried on in the road. It had made him tremble with wrath. He had wanted to rush out into the road and fight the drunken country men, but a man of forty-seven . . . The men in the road were sturdy young fellows.

  One of the men was telling the others in a loud voice that the woman now on the couch near the doctor—that she was really a loose city woman. He had used a very distasteful word and had sworn to the others that, before the Summer was over, he intended having her himself.

  It was just crude drunken talk. The fellow had laughed when he said it, and the others had laughed. It was a drunken man trying to be funny.

  * * *

  If the woman with the doctor had known—if he told her? She would only have smiled.

  How many thoughts about her in the doctor’s head! He felt sure she had never cared much what others thought. They had been sitting like that, she smoking her after-dinner cigarette, he thinking, but a few minutes. In her presence, thoughts came quickly, dancing through his head. He wasn’t used to such a multitude of thoughts. When he was in town—in practice—there were plenty of things to think of other than women, being in love with some woman.