Love Rules

by Freya North

  ‘Good,’ said Saul, smiling openly. He slid his hand into the jacket pocket, felt over and under Thea's fingers and retrieved his keys. Then he pulled the zip down halfway and slipped his hand into the inner breast pocket, taking his mobile phone. He could feel Thea's breath on his wrist as he pulled the zip up. He looked at her and thought he might suddenly find himself kissing her. But he shook hands with her formally instead.

  ‘Until next week, then,’ said Saul, standing.

  ‘Next week,’ Thea confirmed, making to move off.

  ‘By the way, where do you live?’ he asked.

  ‘Crouch End,’ she replied, walking off a step or two. ‘You?’

  ‘The West End, actually,’ he said, heading down the hill. ‘And what do you do?’

  ‘I'm a masseuse,’ she said, over her shoulder. ‘You?’

  ‘I write.’

  Saul spent Monday against a deadline for an article on the new generation iPods whilst trying not to be interrupted by engaging images of Thea. On Tuesday with no deadlines looming, Saul searched ‘massage north london’ on Google but was led to questionable sites he didn't dare enter for fear of jinxing his PC with a sexually transmitted computer virus. By Wednesday, Saul thought sod it, it's only a jacket and it was a freebie anyway. Thursday came and he strolled to Armani to check prices on leather jackets. Jesus, that Thea better show up with it. He filed his column for the Observer and accepted a commission from the Express magazine. Saul spent Friday daytime avoiding thinking about jackets and Thea and Primrose Hill, and wrote all day. He went out in the evening with friends and confided to one that he'd met a girl in a park who looked cold and sad and said she had a hangover so he'd lent her his Armani jacket.

  ‘The brown leather one?’

  ‘Yeah.’

  ‘You twat!’

  On Saturday night, Ian Ashford invited Saul to meet Karen. And Karen had invited her friend Jo to meet Ian's friend Saul. And Ian and Karen had also invited Angus and Anna so that Saul and Jo wouldn't feel it was all a bit of a set-up. And dinner had been fun and Saul reckoned that if Fate was Friend not Foe, Thea would fit in well with his circle. And Jo was smitten and hoped Saul would phone her within the next few days.

  Thea felt somewhat at a loss without Alice. Sally Stonehill was a close friend but Thea longed for Alice's take on the situation, for the dozen scenarios good, bad and downright fanciful she'd hatch. Thea was appalled at herself for daring to quietly resent Alice – or Mark rather – for their inconveniently timed honeymoon. However, Sally delighted in Thea's challenge and told her to return to Primrose Hill as arranged, but to hide behind a tree early and double-check Saul was worth handing back the gorgeous jacket. ‘But if he's wearing black leather gloves – run,’ said Sally seriously. ‘Psycho.’

  Sally's husband Richard thought Saul sounded shady, with or without black leather gloves, and told Thea not to go. Richard reckoned Thea should give the jacket to him instead and put a lonely-hearts in Time Out if she was that desperate.

  ‘Or my mate Josh,’ Richard suggested, ‘he's still single.’

  ‘I'm not that desperate,’ Thea declined, while Sally made throwing-up faces behind Richard.

  On the Tuesday, Mark's American cousin emailed Thea politely suggesting dinner when he was next over on business. Thea was still unable to conjure a memory of him but replied accidentally-on-purpose forgetting to give her phone number as requested. The next day, she went to Prospero's Books in Crouch End on the off chance that a book by a bloke called Saul might catch her eye. There appeared to be none on the shelves.

  ‘Sally,’ said Thea, ‘have you heard of a writer called Saul someone?’

  ‘Bellow?’ Sally said. ‘But your Saul may have a nom de plume, of course.’

  ‘Say he's an axe-wielding homicidal maniac,’ said Thea, ‘and the police find bits of me all over Primrose Hill on Monday morning?’

  ‘Well, as I said, steer clear of black leather gloves.’

  ‘Maybe I won't go,’ Thea said gloomily.

  ‘Say he's not a book writer,’ Sally mooted, because she liked the sound of Saul and his sweets, ‘perhaps he's a journalist.’

  ‘Maybe I'll go,’ Thea said, non-committally.

  On Thursday, Thea phoned her mother in Chippenham and suggested lunch on Sunday.

  ‘Darling, I'm going to the Craig-Stewarts' for lunch this Sunday,’ her mother said, a little baffled that her daughter was willing to drive down just for the day when Christmas was only six weeks away. Feeling slightly demoralized and in need of unequivocal advice, Thea wondered what Alice would say. She reckoned Alice herself would hide behind another tree on Primrose Hill and keep watch. If she wasn't otherwise engaged. More than engaged – fundamentally married and lying on the white sands of St Bloody Lucia.

  ‘You're still all right to babysit Molly tomorrow?’ Lynne phoned Saul on Saturday evening as he was leaving for Ian's. ‘We can't take her to the Clarksons' wedding.’

  Saul had forgotten. But actually, babysitting Molly was a very good idea. It was a cunning Plan B. He'd be on Primrose Hill whether or not Thea decided to turn up. ‘No problem,’ he told Lynne.

  ‘We'll drop her round at yours first thing,’ said Lynne gratefully.

  Nothing conspired against Saul and Thea planning their trips to Primrose Hill a week to the day that they'd first met. Neither had nightmares the night before. Both had slept well and awoken feeling fine. The weather was glorious, a degree or two warmer than the previous week and sunny too. An autumn day in winter, as precious as an Indian summer in autumn. Thea decided she'd check on Alice's flat en route to further justify her trip. At Alice's flat, she took the liberty of borrowing her friend's cashmere jumper the shade of blue-bells, leaving her own boring navy lambswool polo neck in return. She also helped herself to a spritz of Alice's Chanel perfume in case her own had faded by now. Thea checked her reflection and gave herself an approving grin. She had an inkling that this might be fun; a long-held belief in serendipity said it might be a good idea. She zipped up her jacket and folded Saul's over her arm. She held it to her face and inhaled. Then she stiffly told herself not to be so daft.

  ‘Come on, Molly,’ said Saul, ‘best behaviour, now.’

  Thea didn't have time to hide behind a tree. As she approached the crest of Primrose Hill, she could see Saul was already there, jacketless and grinning. She picked up her pace and walked towards him, quickly congratulating herself on how handsome he was, axe-wielding homicidal maniac or not. She saw he was gloveless and at that point she smiled and waved. However, when he waved back, it appeared he was carrying a belt in his hand. She was just about to read great tomes into this, wondering what definition Sally would give belt-brandishing, when Molly appeared. Hurtling. Yapping. Running tight rings around Thea. Thea screamed.

  ‘Molly!’ Saul half-laughed, half-shouted, loping down the hill towards them. ‘Get down, your paws are all muddy and Thea – And Thea. And Thea – is crying.’

  ‘Get the dog away!’ she sobbed. ‘Get it away.’

  Saul was not used to being torn between the needs of two women. But there was no way that, just then, on Primrose Hill, he could relinquish either. All he could do was call out both their names, imploring Molly to come and Thea to stay. He wanted Molly to be still and Thea not to bolt. What would Barbara Woodhouse have said? Heel? Down? Crazy hound? Paul bloody McKenna would be better.

  ‘Molly!’ Saul hollered. ‘Heel! Come! Down! Stay! Sit, you crazy hound!’ To Molly this was double Dutch, to the bona-fide dog owners within earshot, this was comedy. Molly was now careering around at speed, zipping through people's legs, barking joyously and returning to yap and skittle and leap at Thea who stood stock still, her fists squeezed together and clasped under her chin.

  ‘She's not mine,’ Saul shouted as if that made the situation better. Molly was now transfixed by the backside of a King Charles Spaniel some way off and Saul crept over to capture her.

  By the time Molly was safely on her lead, Saul co
uld but watch Thea hurry out of the park. Beyond earshot. With his jacket.

  ‘That'll teach me to talk to strangers,’ Saul told Molly. ‘I should know to steer clear of hysterical types who drink.’ He decided to think of her no more. Nice jacket, though. That was a shame.

  Barefaced Bloke and the Girl with the Scar

  Thea went to Alice's flat to prepare it for the newly-weds' imminent return from their fortnight in Caribbean paradise. She took flowers, fresh milk and bread, opened windows, bleached the toilet, changed the linen and stacked the mail. Then she lit a scented candle and sat down with the Observer and a Starbucks cappuccino. It was nice to have a Sunday when she felt healthy and clear-headed, with no plans and no need of Primrose Hill. And it was comforting to think of Alice winging her way back. There was something relaxing about reading the papers in someone else's home, no distractions of chores that ought to be done or calls that should be made or fridges that needed restocking or tax returns lurking on the table.

  The Observer on a Sunday was an institution; familiar, entertaining, non-taxing and sometimes vaguely irritating, like an old friend with whom Thea conversed once a week. She read it in a very particular order; main paper first, ‘Review’ second, then ‘Escape’. ‘Sport’, ‘Business’ and ‘Cash’ were never read but not wasted, kept instead under the kitchen sink to absorb the slow drip from the washing-machine hose. This week, an interview with David Bowie in the bonus ‘Music Monthly’ magazine was particularly absorbing, rekindling memories of the shrine she and Alice had built in honour of Mr Bowie during their teenage years. Thea pulled out the article and placed it on top of Alice's post. The ‘OM’ magazine was Thea's favourite component, savoured last. The voices within the pages were as familiar to her as those on Radio 4. A restaurant close to where she worked was reviewed favourably so she tore that page out and folded it into her Filofax. The cartoon made her laugh out loud, so she ripped that out too and stuck it to Alice's fridge. Sage advice from Barefoot Doctor made her think. Mariella Frostrup made her murmur in agreement. But Barefaced Bloke's opening line made her swear out loud.

  It was meant to be my Sir Walter Ralegh moment.

  ‘Oh good God!’

  Instead, it turned into a Dog Day Afternoon.

  Barefaced Bloke was Saul. Saul Mundy. It said so in black and white. And a black-and-white photo confirmed it.

  This week I give you the sorry tale of the Barefaced Bloke, the Gorgeous Thief, a Terrorizing Terrier and My Armani Jacket.

  ‘He thinks I'm a thief!’

  Well, you are, Thea. But he also says you're gorgeous.

  I'm through with good deeds. I'm done with dog-sitting. I'll bet Sir Walter's jacket wasn't Armani.

  ‘Sally,’ Thea whispered down the phone, having speed-read the article, ‘look at the Observer mag – and tell Richard I need that jacket back.’

  At the time of writing, I can't tell you which way the tide will turn. Will Barefaced Bloke turn into Soft Git and clamber up Primrose Hill for the third Sunday running, hopeful but chilly? Or has Barefaced Bloke turned into Sod It Saul and stayed warm indoors with his X Box not giving a 4X?

  ‘Saul Mundy is a spunk!’ Sally declared. ‘I love his column – and he doesn't look half bad either. Saul Bloody Mundy – can you believe it? Aren't you the lucky one!’

  ‘I don't know whether to feel flattered or used,’ Thea said sanctimoniously, ‘and I'm not sure what to do.’

  ‘Tell her I'm keeping the bloody jacket,’ Thea could hear Richard in the background.

  ‘Oh shut up!’ Sally derided to both Thea and her husband.

  Thea was actually fizzing with excitement but it seemed both arrogant and fate-tempting to admit it to herself, let alone Sally Stonehill, so she maintained her contrived ambivalence.

  ‘Yes, but—’ Thea attempted.

  ‘Gracious Good Lord, girl, you're being flirted with through the pages of a national newspaper. It's possibly the most romantic thing I've ever heard of!’ Sally said impatiently. ‘Away with you to Primrose Hill! It seems to me his balls are in your court.’

  Thea paced Alice's flat, then she sat down and reread the article.

  I hope she likes the jacket. She looked far better in it than I ever did anyway.

  Was he making a pass or taking the piss? Should she read between the lines or disbelieve what she read? Alice hurry home!

  Ultimately, what could the Gorgeous Thief do but tramp up Primrose Hill for the third Sunday in a row?

  He wasn't there.

  What could she have been thinking?

  Of course he wasn't there.

  ‘I made good copy, that's all,’ Thea said with reluctant resignation, having loitered for half an hour. Overhead, a scruff of crows littered the sky, like flits of charcoal coughed up by a bonfire. Thea found herself wondering if the crows were somehow goading the birds caged in the London Zoo aviary, just down the hill and over the road. Perhaps she'd take herself off to the zoo right now. She hadn't been for years. And it wouldn't make her afternoon seem so wasted. Did people go to the zoo alone? she wondered. Were you let in if you didn't have a child in tow?

  ‘Where's my sodding jacket, you gorgeous thief?’ a voice behind her halted her meanderings.

  Thea did not turn to face him. ‘My friend's husband has now nicked it,’ she replied, her eyes tracing the rise and fall of the aviary.

  ‘Sod my Sir Walter Ralegh Moment,’ said Saul, now pressing up close, enfolding his arms around her waist, ‘and sod my image – I'm going for full-blown Mills & Boon.’ And with that Saul turned Thea to face him, cupped her head in his hands and kissed her.

  ‘Champagne, madam?’ the stewardess asked Alice who was pressing all the buttons on her vast First Class seat whilst rummaging in its capacious pockets too.

  ‘Absolutely!’ said Alice. ‘And can you pop my name down for the massage?’

  ‘Certainly – would you like a massage too, sir?’

  ‘No, thanks very much, but no,’ Mark declined.

  ‘Champagne?’ he was offered.

  ‘Thanks – but no.’

  ‘Paper?’

  ‘Yes,’ said Mark, ‘Sunday Telegraph, please.’

  ‘Madam?’

  ‘Observer, thanks,’ said Alice. ‘Tory-graph!’ she teased Mark.

  ‘Limp lefty!’ he sparred back. Without having to be asked, he handed over his luxury complimentary travel pack for his wife to rifle through. By the time Alice had reached Saul's article, laughing aloud a couple of times, 38,000 feet below, the author of it was scrutinizing her best friend's scars.

  ‘Fifty-four stitches,’ Thea told him, ‘from a weedy little terrier. The bizarre thing is, at the time, I was far more distressed that the dog was destroyed.’

  Thea Luckmore had never before jumped into bed on a first date, let alone slept with a relative stranger. Moreover, she had hitherto guarded her scars as fiercely as her perceived chastity. Yet here she was, naked and post-coitally languid above the covers on Saul Mundy's bed, feeling more than fine while he traced the snaking line of scar that scored her waist and the top of her right thigh. He found the site and sight of her injury disturbing but intriguing. The scar was like a single line of pale pink silk braid laid in a particular route. It was obvious where the dog's jaws had clamped, where the teeth had punctured her, where her flesh had been ripped away and the flap carefully sewn back down. It was almost a cartoon scar, so perfect was the impression of the bite.

  ‘I was twelve years old,’ Thea continued, ‘and it was Alice's dog. Tiddler. I've been petrified of terriers ever since.’

  Saul rolled over and dipped his face down to her stomach. ‘I'm not surprised,’ he murmured, dipping his nose into her navel.

  ‘I'm not too bad with Rottweilers, oddly enough,’ Thea added while Saul let his lips touch her lightly, so gently that when she closed her eyes she couldn't tell if he was kissing scar or skin. ‘Big dogs tend to lollop, little terriers just go berserk.’

  ‘Your scar suits you,’
he said. ‘It tells a story – vulnerability behind the feistiness. If that doesn't sound too corny.’

  ‘Corny?’ Thea smiled. ‘Anyone would think you were trying to get into my knickers. Again.’

  ‘Horny,’ Saul confessed, ‘again. And anyway, where are your knickers?’ he asked, glancing up at her from stroking her bush before returning his gaze and snuffling his nose down.

  ‘I think you flung them off somewhere in your living room,’ Thea giggled, but Saul was now too preoccupied to reply. He needed his tongue and his lips to explore Thea's sex. And Thea was now rendered speechless by the pleasure of it all. Their easy chatter gave way to gasps and moans and the seductive sound of her own wetness against Saul's mouth. She ran her fingers through Saul's hair, bending her knees up, shifting her hips and tilting her pelvis, rocking and undulating herself against his face. Instinctively, he let her dictate the pace and he didn't change what he was doing. His lips brushed her, his nose nudged her, his tongue flicked over and inside her. She looked down at him and he looked up at her briefly before closing his eyes to focus better. From previous experience, Thea had presumed cunnilingus merely to be a man's way to expedite lubrication and permit swifter entry. But Saul seemed to be enjoying himself very much if his appreciative hums were anything to go by. Thea eased his head away from her crotch to kiss and suck his face. They rolled and romped over his bed, his straining cock pressing hopefully, pressingly, against her. She pushed him onto his back, slithered on top of him, her sex just tantalizingly beyond the reach of his penis, her nipples a few inches away from his desperate mouth. She licked her own lips, then darted her tongue along his.

  ‘For Christ's sake, fuck me,’ Saul whispered.

  ‘Condom,’ Thea whispered, hoping he had another.

  It occurred to both of them that it wasn't even yet evening. It was Sunday teatime. How decadent. It meant they could do this all night. Quietly, it occurred to both Saul and Thea that, actually, they could indeed do this as long as they liked. They had no commitments, after all. Not that evening. Nor the next. Not to anyone – nor had either for some time. It was all above board, with no complications. Out of the blue, from a chance daft meeting on Primrose Hill, the saga of a lent leather jacket, the fiasco with a lent harmless terrier, Saul Mundy and Thea Luckmore found each other.