Teaching Aleck
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I make myself comfortable in his arms and he nuzzles my neck.
“You know you’re going to have to speak up eventually, Sanford.” I can’t help but moan as he gently bites my neck.
“I know, but you’re so much more interesting than my tale of woe.”
“Bullshit.”
“Just telling you the truth.” He strokes my cheek softly and brushes his lips over mine softly. “Are you sure?”
I nod. “Very.”
He sighs and rubs his nose on mine gently. “Okay,” he whispers. “When my sister took her own life, I used to stay in by myself, wallowing in self-pity. Some friends from college tried to get me to go out and I started to drink, too much for my own good. After a while I couldn’t stand them anymore, I was always moody and found everyone irritating. I went to a random bar and they served me alcohol. I used to have a fake ID, but then I got busted. I was kicked out of the bar and ran into some guys that were hanging around outside. Clearly, they weren’t the right crowd to be around when you’re emotionally unstable, but I couldn’t help myself. They told me they could help me cope and that’s when I started doing drugs. I wasn’t using much at first, but then it got too painful and I started to take more and more to the point where I couldn’t think straight without it. The day I hit my lowest point was the day I got into a fight with Ant. We had hung out a couple of times before, but I was on edge that day. I know now that Ant was just trying to be a good friend, but I got pissed off and picked up a fight with him. You saw how big Ant was already at that time, he kicked my ass pretty quickly. A couple of days later, I gave him a call and we talked. That’s when I started to hang out at the club. They soon took me on as a prospect. I didn’t want to live a normal life anymore. It clearly wasn’t for me. My life was pretty simple back then, eat, fuck, sleep, do whatever they told me to do and repeat. Then, my world was turned upside down by my blonde angel.” He smiles looking up at me, making me melt inside. “You weren’t around nearly enough to my liking, but seeing you always made me smile even in the darkest times. I was still struggling at that point. I relapsed a couple of times, but Ant and Cabe were always there to help me out. When you left for college, I fell back into my old habits very quickly. I couldn’t think straight, you were the light to my darkness. I started to hang out in bars and that’s where I met Emma and you know how that story goes.” I nod and kiss his head.
“I’m sorry you’ve been through so much, even if some of it was self-inflicted.”
“I’m okay now, the temptation to slip is still very much there, but I’m doing my best. Ally is helping a lot and you of course. I want to be strong and stable for you both. I don’t want you to stop wanting me anymore because I couldn’t resist another hit.”
“I really hope you don’t relapse, but that wouldn’t make me stop loving you. I’d kick your ass for sure, but it’d take a lot more to make me stop loving you Aleck. When are you going to understand that?”
“Why?”
“Not again!” I can’t help but chuckle.
“Was I the reason you never dated in high school?”
“Not really, well, not at first. No one ever sparked any interest until I met you, to be honest.” I shrug.
“Bunch of losers, not knowing what they were missing,” he mutters.
“I don’t care that I never dated in high school. I do regret meeting my first boyfriend. Thinking back on it, he was such a fucking douchebag.”
He chuckles. “I don’t think I ever heard you swear this much, Gorgeous.”
“Totally blaming it on you.” I shrug.
“You’re so going to pay for that one.” He chuckles and pinches my ass.
I yelp. “Motherfucker! Why did you do that for?” I rub my bruised cheek.
“I’m sure you’re enjoying it. I did hear you enjoying a bit of rough love earlier anyway.”
“Fair enough.” I cross my arms over my chest and his gaze follow. “Eyes are up here, Aleck.” I raise my eyebrow when he looks up at me sheepishly.
“Not even sorry. Why did you end things with Brian anyway?”
“It wasn’t right anymore, if it ever was. He was always complaining and wanting to have sex and I just wasn’t in the mood. He was also having difficulties with us being friends. He was really sweet in the beginning, but slowly he started to show his true colors, and I realized I couldn’t stand him anymore. We were talking on the phone the other day and he was complaining about me not paying attention to him, going on and on and I just couldn’t stand it anymore, so I ended things with him.” I shrug.
“When was that?”
“Couple of days ago why?”
“Just thinking about all that’s been going on and the threat notes and everything. I’m just worried for you. I don’t want someone hurting you because of the club.”
I stroke his cheek and kiss him softly. “I’m alright, the fucker who’s going to mess with me isn’t born yet. I’m not going to let some dickhead mess with my life because they have a grudge against you or the club. It’s pissing me off more than scaring me.”
“You’re amazing,” he whispers against my lips.
“You’re only noticing now?” I raise my eyebrow.
He chuckles. “Of course not, you’ve always been amazing. I’m still shocked that you would want someone as damaged as me. I’ve been addicted to drugs and have killed people, Line. Not one or two, I’ve killed more than I can count.”
“Do you regret killing any of them?” I ask softly.
“Yeah, the very first guy, I can’t go into details, but he was innocent and it’s still messing with my head. The other guys were all the bad people, so I have no regrets about them, but the last deaths I added to my count were yesterday.”
“I’m not trying to come up with excuses for you, but I’m sure you had a reason to use your gun, I don’t know if it was in self-defense or planned, but I can’t change the way things are. Sure, it sucks that you’ve had to take lives and will probably do it again without regrets, but better them than you.” I shrug and he looks at me with a serious expression on his face. “What?”
“What did I ever do to deserve you?” he says softly.
“You’re a good man Aleck, whether you believe it or not, you are.”
“I’m not. I’m fucked up and have done bad things in my life. Your life is already complicated and tainted because of the club, I don’t want to make it worse, yet I can’t stay away from you anymore.”
“How about you let me be the judge of that. Seriously, stop making decisions for me. I’m a grown woman. I know what I can handle, and you, Aleck Sanford, I can definitely handle, so shut up, grow some balls and kiss me!” I don’t have to wait long for him, boy can he kiss. This is the be-all-end-all kiss. I don’t think any other man could ever kiss me like Aleck. He’s giving me all the love and passion he can’t express in words in this kiss, and it’s rocking my world.
He cups the back of my head and gently bites my lower lip, making me moan in pleasure. He lies me down on top of the table, spreading my legs and positioning himself between them. I rest on my elbows watching him try to keep control. I want him to lose control, but I also want to wait and enjoy this. I’m afraid that once we have sex, it won’t be the same anymore. I love Aleck, there’s no doubt about it, but I’m scared of losing him.
He smirks at me and pushes my shorts to the side, brushing his fingers along my slit. I moan in pleasure, arching my back. He leans over me and gently bites my nipple through my shirt. “You’re killing me, Line,” he whispers before torturing my other nipple. All coherent thoughts left my mind the moment he touched me.
He gently slides two fingers inside me, taking his time to torture me. I swear he’s trying to kill me with this sweet torture! I try to unzip his pants, but he stops me. I look at him confused. “It’s all about you today, Charline.” As if to prove his point, he starts to pick up the pace and rubs circles on my clit with his thumb. I moan his name as I grind onto his hand. I don’t car
e if we are outside, if Ayden and Ant are home and can see us or hear us. All I know is that I’ve never felt this good, ever.
He keeps finger fucking me until I’m a squirming mess under his touch. “Are you close?” He whispers against my neck.
“Y…yes. Please, Aleck.”
“Please what?” He looks into my eyes with so much lust and desire that I almost come on the spot.
“Make me come, please,” I beg him, I can’t take it, I need a release. He’s keeping me at the edge of my orgasm, driving me insane.
“As you wish.” He smirks and picks up the pace, fingering me hard and fast until I can’t take it anymore and moan his name loudly in pure unadulterated pleasure. My body is shaking, I’m seeing stars, I’m breathing hard and I’m riding it out on his fingers.
I can’t believe this just happened.
I can’t believe I just let this happen!
“You have no idea how long I’ve been waiting to see your face when you come. And knowing I’m the one responsible of that is even better,” he whispers against my lips.
“How about knowing you’re the first man to ever make me come?” I nip at his bottom lip, making him groan.
“Don’t say things like that when I’m barely able to control myself not to ravish you on this table.”
“Who said I wouldn’t enjoy it?” I smirk playing with his chain.
“No one, you’re a preschool teacher, wouldn’t want someone else to find out you have a kinky side. Which I love very much.” He smirks.
“Smartass.”
“You know it.” He removes his fingers and sucks them clean.
“You’re a weirdo.” I can’t help but giggle.
“Why? Because I can finally taste my woman? Fine then, call me a weirdo.”
“It’s just weird to me.” I shrug and sit up. “Why didn’t you want me to touch you?”
“Because it’s all about you, Line. Ever since I heard you pleasure yourself I’ve wanted to see your face when you come and be the one to make you come.”
“Wait, what? Hearing me pleasure myself?” I look at him confused.
“Fuck!” he mutters.
“Care to explain?” I cross my arms over my chest.
“A couple of days ago, when you got your car back, I came to check on you, and well, there were no lights on. I needed to make sure the house was safe, so I went in and looked around then I headed upstairs and heard you, hearing you moan my name almost sent me over the edge right then and there. I wanted to join you so badly, but I didn’t want to scare you away.”
“I knew I had heard a noise!” I glare at him and mutter. “You should have joined me.”
“What was that?” He smirks.
“You should have joined me, even if you are being a dick about it now.”
He chuckles. “I was trying to be honorable, Love.” He kisses me and stands between my legs. “I promise I’ll always be there for all of your future orgasms.”
“Dickhead.” I chuckle and kiss him wrapping my arms around his waist.
“Nice show you two!” We freeze when we hear Ant bellow and can’t help but burst out laughing.
My life might be doing a 360, but it’s for the best. I don’t know what tomorrow will bring, but I’ll face it head first knowing Aleck will be there for me.
CHAPTER 22
Aleck
September 3, 2014
It’s been a little over a week since that weekend with Charline. Things have been great. We keep torturing and teasing each other, but it always ends with her screaming my name. No complaints, but I’m giving myself as serious case of blue fucking balls!
The reason behind me waiting to have sex with her is rather simple. I know once we have sex, it will be hard for me to stay away, even if it’s for her own good. She’s still getting notes and phone calls and I know it’s because she’s linked to us. I want to be there to protect her, but I also have to think about Ally and make sure nothing happens to her. So far, no one has threatened Ally, thankfully, but the fact that Line could be in danger is driving me insane.
She’s acting as if it were nothing, she might be able to ignore the fact that she’s getting threats, but I can’t. She doesn’t realize how dangerous my world is and how quickly things can go wrong, really wrong, but it’s not going to do her any good anymore. I know she won’t let me live it down if I did end things just to keep her safe.
Today, Line is going on a field trip to the zoo with her entire class. A couple of parents are going along and so am I. She just doesn’t know it. I’m not going to show myself, I’m just going to keep an eye on her from afar to make sure that she and Ally are safe. I can’t risk anything happening to them.
I’m not wearing my cut or anything that would indicate that I’m a part of a MC. I’m trying to blend in today. I’ve been following them around for the past two hours and I have to say, it’s such an amazing feeling to see Line take such good care of Ally, it’s almost as if she were her own daughter. It’s heartwarming to see. It is clear to me that Ally really loves spending time with Line. She looks happy and is really enjoying herself. I actually wish the three of us could spend more time together. I can’t believe how well Ally has taken to Line both in and out of school.
They finally stopped to have lunch in the picnic area and I stay hidden by a tree not far from them, just out of sight. I don’t see anything unusual at first, but after about half an hour, I spot a guy closing in on where Charline and Ally are sitting. I try to keep a low profile as I walk to their side in time to see the guy drop a piece of paper in Charline’s bag, before he casually walks back in the direction he came. Walking past them, I see it’s another note. This guy is getting too confident and too close.
I follow him for a few minutes before he finally spots me. “Who are you working for you sick fuck?”
“I…I don’t know what you’re talking about.” He looks at me scared. Good!
“Don’t pretend like you don’t know what I’m talking about.”
“I…I don’t know, I was paid to drop a note in her bag I swear!”
“Who paid you?” I try to keep my calm, but it’s getting harder and harder.
“I don’t know his name, he was on a bike. Please don’t hurt me, I swear I don’t know anything else,” he pleads.
“What did he look like?” I grab him by his collar. Might as well scare him for good reasons.
“Don’t hurt me!” he screeches.
“I will unless you tell me what the sick fuck who paid you looked like.”
“T-tall, dark hair, tanned skin, beard, weird style. I don’t know man!” What in the actual fuck? That sounds like Ant, but why in the fucking hell would he do such a thing? I’m sick and tired of all these mind games! Someone is clearly trying to blame it on Ant to fuck things up in the club.
“Are you sure? Or did the fucker who paid you told you to give me that description?” I tighten my hold on him and drag him to a secluded area.
He takes in a shuddering breath. “H-he told me to say that.”
“Again. What. Did. He. Look. Like? I’m losing patience here kid, and you don’t want to see what I’m capable of when I lose it.”
“N-no, sir. He was short, bald and a snake tattoo on his forearm.”
“That wasn’t so hard, now was it?” I throw him in a bush. “Now listen to me closely. If you need money, find something else to do than accept money from weird fucking guys on the street. You seem like a good kid, you don’t want to know what a guy like that is capable of doing to a guy like you. If I ever see you again around her, trust me, your mother won’t be able to recognize your dead body.” I growl and stalk back to where Charline and Ally are.
“Daddy!!!!” Ally screams and runs towards me. Fuck, I didn’t plan on being seen.
“Hey, Pumpkin.” I smile picking her up. Charline looks at me confused. “I was missing my two favorite girls.” I smile at her, trying to keep my mood hidden. I can’t stay here too long, I know what I have
to do to end this shit now.
“Sure…you know you don’t need to spy on us right?” She giggles.
“I know.” I sigh and kiss her temple.
“What’s wrong, Aleck?” she says softly.
I shake my head. “Not now, I’ll tell you when you get back from this trip.”
“Okay?” She looks at me confused and worried. I think she knows what’s about to happen.
“Daddy has to go, Pumpkin, I’ll come pick you up after school okay?” I smile at Ally.
“Okay, Daddy. I love you,” she says wrapping her arms around my neck and giving me a wet kiss on the cheek.
“I love you too, Ally.” I kiss her forehead and put her down. I look at Charline and can’t help but brush my lips over hers.
“Don’t even think about doing what I’m thinking you’re going to do Aleck. I’m not going to let that happen.” She glares at me after kissing me back.
“I’ll see you later,” is all I can mutter before leaving them. I’m such a fucking asshole.
I park at the compound and walk straight to the Chapel. On my way, I texted Ant to tell him that I needed to talk to him, and true to his words he’s waiting for me already. I know he was busy at home taking care of Cameron and I feel bad for taking him away from his family but I didn’t want to Ayden to overhear what we are saying.
“Hey, Brother. What’s up?” he greets me and we man hug.
“I don’t know.” I sigh and sit down. “Line and Ally are out on a field trip with the class and I went there to keep an eye on them and make sure they were okay…”
“Told you you’d be pussy whipped.” He smirks.
“Piss off! I’m fucking glad I went. Some fucktard was there and dropped a note in Charline’s bag. I followed the fucker and made him talk. He said someone paid him to drop the note in her bag and first he gave me a description of the guy who paid him, tall, tanned, black hair and beard… you could imagine what went through my mind …”