Irresistible

by Susan Mallery

  Twenty minutes later, she knocked on the door between her place and Mrs. Ford’s.

  “I can smell the chili,” the older lady said happily. “I took my Prevacid earlier and I’m ready for second helpings.”

  “Good. Everything is ready. Have a seat. I’m going to run upstairs and tell Walker dinner is ready.”

  Mrs. Ford raised her eyebrows. Elissa sighed.

  “It’s not what you think. I still have to give him my first down payment and I’m making up for…well, you know.”

  She’d told her neighbor all about the unfortunate misunderstanding. Mrs. Ford had taken great pains to point out that a lady did not sleep with a gentleman for any reason other than love or really powerful sexual attraction. Even being given a kidney wasn’t good enough. As if Elissa didn’t already know that.

  “Chili is an excellent choice,” Mrs. Ford said. “A very manly dish. No froufrou vegetables or tofu surprise. An excellent move.”

  “It’s not a move.”

  “It should be. Elissa, darling, he’s a very handsome man.”

  Elissa opened her mouth, then closed it. What was the point of trying?

  “I’ll be right back,” she said, then yelled into the living room. “Zoe, dinner’s ready. Please go wash your hands.”

  “Okay, Mommy.”

  Once again Elissa climbed the stairs. She walked briskly across the small landing and knocked firmly on the door. No way she was going to let him know she felt embarrassed by their previous conversation. Nope, except for the fact that she was cooking for him, she was going to pretend it never happened.

  He opened the door. “Hello, Elissa.”

  Sometime in the past three or four days, she’d forgotten what he looked like. Oh, sure, she could have picked him out of a lineup and been confident he was her neighbor, but she’d lost track of the specifics.

  She hadn’t remembered how his dark eyes seemed to observe everything without giving anything away. How his strong features made her want to trust him instantly or that his mouth was both stern and intriguing.

  He looked solid, steady…dependable. All very appealing traits, given her history with men.

  “Hi. You never took the money.” She thrust the five dollars at him and held her arm steady until he took it from her.

  “Thanks. You didn’t have to—”

  She cut him off with a flick of her wrist. “I did have to. It helps me sleep at night. I also wanted to apologize for the misunderstanding. I jumped to not very flattering conclusions and I shouldn’t have.”

  “I realize how that could have happened.”

  She wondered if that was true or if he was just being polite. And then she wondered how his skin would feel if she touched his arms. Was it rough or soft? Did the muscles yield at all or were they—

  She mentally put on the brakes and smiled brightly so he wouldn’t guess what she was thinking. Dear God, what was wrong with her? She’d seen plenty of good-looking men before. Some even in person. But she’d never reacted like this. It was worse than feeling guilty. Which meant she should get to the point.

  “I made chili,” she said. “You mentioned smelling my cooking and wanting to trade what I owe you for that. I’m all right with that. So I made chili and corn bread. There’s pie left, but you probably still have some of your own, so I don’t know how interesting blueberry pie would be. Although I have ice cream. It was on sale. Chocolate chip. Zoe and I do the chocolate thing.”

  When she realized she was babbling, she pressed her lips firmly together, then cleared her throat.

  “My point is, you’re welcome to join us.” Hmm, that didn’t sound right. “Mrs. Ford is already downstairs. This isn’t anything but payback. I’m not asking you out or anything. I don’t date. Anyone. I don’t do anything else, either. I’m not issuing a challenge. I know some guys assume if a woman’s alone, it’s a challenge. I’m not. I’m not interested in getting involved or having a fling or anything like that. This isn’t a good time for me. Zoe’s really young and there are other complications.”

  Big ones, she thought, thinking that Neil was at least six feet and was never going to go away.

  “You’re saying you don’t want to date or have sex with me,” he clarified.

  “Right,” she agreed, before actually processing what he’d said.

  “Good to know.”

  His gaze never wavered and nothing about his expression changed. She wished she could say the same about herself, but no. Even as she stood there, she felt heat climbing her cheeks. No doubt she’d turned bright red. Perhaps because the poor man had never indicated he was interested in her at all. He’d asked for a meal, not a night of hot monkey sex.

  “Oh, God,” she breathed. “Not that you asked or anything. I’m just—”

  He held up one hand to stop her. “Elissa. Quit while you’re ahead.”

  “Good idea.”

  “I get the message.”

  “Yippee.”

  “I understand why you said it. I respect your honesty. Sleep easy. I won’t make a pass at you.”

  Which should have made her happy, but she wasn’t sure if he was being agreeable or making fun of her. If only she could slink away and start this day over.

  She cleared her throat. “Did you want some chili and corn bread?”

  “Yes, but I’ll come down and get a plate. I don’t want to disturb your dinner plans.”

  “You mean you want the food but you won’t be joining us?”

  “Is that a problem?”

  A surprise maybe, but not a problem. “Whatever you’d prefer.”

  “Okay. Let me grab a bowl and a plate and I’ll meet you downstairs.”

  “You don’t have to do that. I have plates.”

  “This way I don’t have to return them.”

  She winced. Definitely mocking her, she thought glumly. Truth be told, she’d earned it. She turned and walked down to her apartment.

  Easy solution, she thought. She’d stop talking to the man. That would increase her odds of not making a fool out of herself. She would also add to her “next life” list. In addition to money, she seriously needed to explore the possibility of being slightly less outspoken.

  THE ALARM RANG at 4:00 a.m., as it did every weekday morning. Elissa got up immediately—she’d learned her body cooperated better while it was still in shock over the predawn hour. If she hit the snooze button, she was at risk of never getting out of bed.

  She showered, then wrapped her hair in a towel while she applied the barest touch of makeup. Tinted moisturizer, mascara, lip gloss. After dressing in her Eggs ’n’ Stuff uniform, she ran the blow-dryer until she’d passed from wet to damp, then combed her hair and put it in a quick ponytail. At four-thirty, she walked into the kitchen and inhaled the scent of brewing coffee.

  Whoever had invented timers on coffee machines deserved an award, or, at the very least, a star named in his or her honor. As Elissa reached for a mug, she heard a very distinct thump from overhead.

  The sound was loud and out of place. The moan that followed made her shiver.

  Something was going on upstairs. Something she should ignore. Except there was a second thump and a louder moan.

  What if Walker had fallen and hurt himself? He looked to be in too good a shape for that, but he could have slipped or fallen while drunk.

  She hesitated between not wanting to get involved and knowing she couldn’t leave Zoe until she knew everything was all right. After quickly checking on her daughter, who was still sleeping soundly, Elissa grabbed her trusty baseball bat from the hall closet and hurried upstairs.

  She knocked briskly, then announced herself in case he was in the throes of some war-induced hallucination. She didn’t want him to shoot or maim her in his confusion.

  When he didn’t answer right away, she knocked again, louder this time, then winced as the sharp sound cut through the quiet of the night.

  Finally the door opened. Walker stood there wearing nothing but rumpled
pj bottoms. His chest was bare, he needed a shave, and for once his eyes weren’t hiding his feelings. He was amused as hell.

  “So much for not wanting to get into my bed,” he said.

  She glared at him. “You were thunking and moaning. It’s four-thirty in the morning. What was I supposed to think?”

  The humor faded. “Seriously?” he asked.

  “I do not make this stuff up.”

  He looked at the baseball bat. “Was that to take me out or to protect me from whatever was happening?”

  “I hadn’t decided.”

  “It’s been a long time since someone came to my rescue.” His lips twitched as if he were fighting the need to grin.

  Ha-ha. Yeah, this was a laughfest. She couldn’t believe he was fine.

  “So you’re all right,” she muttered. “Great. I won’t bother you again.”

  She turned to leave, but he grabbed her arm. When she glanced at him, the humor had faded.

  “I’m sorry,” he said, looking as if he meant it. “I was having a bad dream. I woke up on the floor. I guess I thrashed around until I fell. It was good of you to worry about me.”

  She sighed. “But unnecessary.”

  “I could pretty much take anyone.”

  “Whatever.”

  “I appreciate you coming to my rescue.”

  She pulled free of his touch. “Now you’re mocking me.”

  “A little.”

  At that moment, her entire hormonal system stirred to life and noticed there was a half-naked man standing very, very close. Elissa felt the chemicals pouring through her body. Wanting exploded as her girl parts got hard or melty, depending on their placement. All this and she hadn’t even had her coffee.

  “I need caffeine,” she muttered.

  “Me, too.”

  “I have a pot on and—” she glanced at her watch “—twenty minutes until I have to leave. You’re welcome to a cup.”

  She expected him to refuse. Instead he surprised her by saying, “That would be great,” then following her downstairs.

  She wanted to point out he had bare feet and wasn’t wearing a shirt. Then she told herself that if he didn’t care, she should just smile and enjoy the show.

  Once in her kitchen, she put down the baseball bat, grabbed a second mug and held it out to him. He waited for her to pour her own coffee before taking the carafe for himself.

  “I assume you take it black,” she murmured, aware of Zoe sleeping just down the hall.

  “I used to be a Marine,” he said. “What else?”

  She smiled, then leaned against the counter. “Have a lot of bad dreams?”

  “They come and go.” He shrugged, then took a drink. “Some things can’t be forgotten.”

  “Is that why you left?” she asked. “Too much bad stuff?”

  “Maybe.”

  She had the feeling she was prying. “We don’t have to talk about it.”

  “It’s okay. I spent a lot of time looking for snipers and listening for bombs. Sometimes they come back to me.”

  She had her own nightmares, but they weren’t nearly that violent.

  “I hope I didn’t wake Zoe,” he said.

  “You didn’t. I checked on her before I went up to your place. She could sleep through a tornado. I vacuumed a lot during her naps when she was a baby. I read somewhere it works for kids who sleep soundly. In her case, it worked.”

  This was the strangest conversation she’d had all week, she thought. She would never in a million years have imagined a half-dressed, barefoot Walker in her kitchen at four forty-five in the morning, drinking coffee and talking about her daughter and being a Marine.

  “She’s a good kid,” he said.

  “I like to think so.” She hesitated. “Is it strange to be back in civilian life, having a child living nearby, that sort of thing?”

  “There are kids everywhere. At least here, Zoe can grow up safe. I didn’t always see that.”

  There was a lot of regret in his voice. She wondered what he had seen, then realized she probably didn’t want to know.

  She noticed that even that early, his posture was perfect. She tried to subtly square her own shoulders and slump a little less.

  “Great chicken,” he said.

  It took her a second to realize he meant her uniform. She glanced down and laughed at the large hen on her apron. “I work at Eggs ’n’ Stuff. It’s a breakfast and lunch diner.”

  “I know it.”

  “Then you recognized the uniform. Frank, my boss, is a great guy, but we can’t talk him out of the chicken. Apparently it dates back to the 1950s. At least the shoes are comfy.” She held up one foot, showing her white orthopedic lace-ups. “I’m just waiting for these bad boys to come in style.”

  “You’re on your feet all day.”

  “Still, a little pretty wouldn’t hurt. But they, and the chicken, are a small price to pay. I get fabulous tips, really good benefits and once Zoe starts school, I’ll be home before her.”

  “Who gets her ready in the morning?”

  “Mrs. Ford.”

  “I thought maybe your ex-husband came over to take care of things.”

  For a full two seconds she thought he was fishing to find out about her marital status. Then she remembered the unfortunate babbling incident a few days before, where she’d flat out told him she wasn’t interested in dating or sex, only to realize the poor man hadn’t even asked.

  “No ex,” she said easily.

  “Then if I see a strange man lurking in the bushes, I’ll beat the crap out of him.”

  “Absolutely.”

  She took a last drink of coffee and looked at the clock.

  “You have to go,” Walker said, putting down his mug. “Sorry about bothering you. I’ll try to have my nightmares more quietly. Thanks for the coffee.” He picked up the baseball bat. “And for coming to my rescue.”

  She sighed. “I hate starting my day feeling foolish.”

  “Don’t. You did a good thing.”

  He put the bat down and left.

  Elissa rinsed out both mugs, slipped the bat back in the hall closet, did a last check on Zoe, opened the door between her place and Mrs. Ford’s, then walked to her car.

  As it was August, the sun was already up and birds all over the neighborhood were announcing the fact. She drove down the quiet streets and thought about Walker. He was an interesting man. Not a serial killer. She was willing to let that worry go. But he did have his secrets. Of course, so did she.

  CHAPTER THREE

  DANI BUCHANAN LOVED everything about her job. As assistant to the executive chef, she was in charge of reviewing food orders, making sure the kitchen staff showed up when they should, acting as liaison between the front of the house—the dining room—and the back of the house—the kitchen. During the dinner rush, she expedited plates and made sure the right orders got to the right table at the right time.

  With Penny approaching zero hour on her pregnancy, she was spending less and less time at the restaurant, which meant more responsibility for Dani. Instead of feeling the pressure, Dani felt energized. She loved the challenges, how no two days were the same. She enjoyed the foul-mouthed cooks who had made her prove she wouldn’t blush at the raunchy jokes. Here in the kitchen of The Waterfront, she was just staff. Not Penny’s sister-in-law, not one of “the” Buchanans. She was judged on the job she did, nothing more.

  She finished checking the produce delivery and signed the receipt. As the delivery truck rumbled away, Edouard, Penny’s sous-chef and the man now temporarily in charge of the cooks, walked in.

  Dani eyed his scowl. “Someone not getting any?” she asked sweetly.

  “This job is cutting into my social life,” Edouard told her with a sniff. “I am forced to leave the clubs before I am ready. Sometimes I am forced to leave alone. I do not like that.”

  Edouard was French, moody, brilliant and recovering from a breakup. He could have made a reputation for himself, but he didn�
�t want the responsibility. Instead he was happy to be highly paid by Penny and have a life outside of work. Except while she was on semimaternity leave.

  He walked into the kitchen and looked at the list of specials.

  “You change them every day,” he complained. “Why is that?”

  “Partly tradition and partly to annoy you.”

  “We do not have the same people dining here night after night. They would not know if the specials remained the same for a week or so.”

  “Suck it up, big guy.”

  Edouard spread out his knives and checked the blades. He reached for a particularly nasty-looking cleaver. “I do not like it when you call me that.”

  Dani held up both hands and smiled. “Point taken.”

  “Good. Now I will cook your specials because I am a professional, but I will not be happy about it.”

  “Duly noted.”

  He sighed. “When will Penny be back?”

  “She hasn’t left yet.”

  “She is not here all the time. I miss her doing the hard work.”

  He continued complaining, but Dani slipped out of the kitchen and headed to Penny’s office. There was more paperwork to be done before things got busy. She settled in front of the computer and entered the information for the produce order. Thirty minutes later, that was complete and she went to get another cup of coffee.

  Several of the cooks had arrived. Stocks were already simmering as vegetables were chopped in preparation for that night’s dinner. A far cry from Burger Heaven, Dani thought as she filled her mug. Their setup was no more complicated than prepping burger toppings and picking the milkshake flavor of the month.

  She’d stayed there too long, hoping her grandmother would notice the great job she’d been doing and move her to this place or Buchanan’s, the family steak house. But Gloria never had. A combination of family loyalty and the need for the great insurance had kept Dani in place until a few months ago, when she’d discovered nothing was as it seemed.