Afterburn: A Novel

by Colin Harrison

  Next, standing in front of the mirror and inspecting the pores of her nose, she called the regional office of the IRS, got the name of a field agent, Mr. Zacks. You could never reach these people directly, of course; all you could do was leave a message, which she did. She was calling on behalf of Paul Bocca, CPA, who represented Tony Verducci, she said. Mr. Verducci would like to discuss a tax amnesty request, please call us at this number—the same number that the Bocca secretary had provided. Next she called that number, Tony’s number, and said she was calling from the office of Mr. Zacks, IRS field agent, and understood from Mr. Bocca’s office that you would like to come in and discuss your tax amnesty situation. Please call soon, and here is the number.

  Having fun here, Christina told herself. Next she called a funeral home on the North Shore, near Tony. We’ve had a death in the family, she said quietly. She gave the home address that the Archdiocese had provided. Please send over your people, ring the bell, and wait outside. Absolutely, came the somber voice, we’re on our way.

  She walked around the room thinking. It wasn’t enough. Nothing was enough for Tony. Next she called the regional office of the FBI and left a message with an Agent Doughty saying that she was Tony’s daughter and that he was depressed and possibly suicidal and she thought he might be willing to discuss some things. She hung up and looked through her bag for her lip gloss. She found it and put some on. Next she called Paul Bocca’s office back and with a different voice—impersonating her mother, in fact—said she was calling from the FBI. Please contact Agent Doughty at your earliest convenience. She left Agent Doughty’s number and extension.

  She called the number on Charlie’s business card and reached his secretary.

  “May I ask your name?” the woman asked.

  “Melissa Williams.”

  “Yes, Ms. Williams, Mr. Ravich arrived back yesterday.”

  A surprise. “I thought his trip was going to be longer.”

  “We all did,” came the professionally warm response. “But sometimes the meetings go very well and things are expedited … He’s left me instructions that if you called, to please tell you that your meeting with him is scheduled for seven o’clock this evening at the Pierre. Our corporate suite is available there if you need it. Mr. Ravich will call up from the lobby. Are you flying in?”

  “Yes,” responded Christina.

  “Very good. I’ll send a car to meet your plane.”

  “Oh, please, don’t bother,” Christina said. “I’ll get into town on my own, although I appreciate the offer. I’ll check in about six?”

  “Just pick up your key at the desk,” said the secretary. “It’s billed to us.”

  “Right,” said Christina nervously.

  “Mr. Ravich will call up from the lobby at seven,” repeated the bright voice.

  “Thank you,” she said. Thank you, thank you.

  She had one cigarette left. I can’t wait to smoke it, she thought. I love cigarettes, they make me so happy. First she’d try her mother again. She clicked Rahul the Freak’s phone back on and punched in her mother’s number. She pictured the two phones ringing inside the pink bungalow, her mother in trim slacks and sweater putting on her glasses to answer the phone. The kind of silly thing her mother did. She waited four rings, until the machine came on, and she hung up. Out again. A trip? Maybe her mother was sick. She could be in the hospital, even. Mrs. Mehta next door would know; they were in and out of each other’s yard every day. She called information, got the number, and dialed. It occurred to her that Tony would have no reason to bug a neighbor’s phone. “Mrs. Mehta,” she said when the woman answered, “this is Christina Welles calling. I was wondering about my mother.”

  “Your mother?”

  “Yes,” she said anxiously. “Where is she?”

  “She’s fine, dear. I saw her a day or two ago. Well, maybe it’s been a week. She might be on one of her little expeditions, you know.”

  “But how’s my mother doing?”

  “I think she’s rather well, Christina. She’s been riding her bicycle quite a bit.”

  “Is my dad’s old car still out back in the garage?”

  “What?”

  “My dad’s old blue Mustang, in the garage.”

  “Oh, I think she sold that.”

  “What?” Christina gasped.

  “Your mother put an ad in the paper, and a man came and said he would take it.”

  “He took away the car?” Christina cried. “He bought it?”

  “He showed up with a tow truck an hour later. Your mother and I were out front.”

  “What about the stuff in the car, the boxes and everything?”

  “I can’t be sure, but … well, I can, yes, I was standing there. She told him to take all of it.”

  “Oh no.”

  “It was just parts your father collected, wasn’t it? Cans of oil and whatever else, I think.”

  “You’re sure, Mrs. Mehta?”

  “Yes.”

  “Really completely sure?”

  “Why, yes, I believe I am.”

  She thanked Mrs. Mehta and hung up, feeling sick. She lit the last cigarette, but her hands shook. The cigarette fell to the floor and smoked there. All I have left is Charlie, she thought, a date tonight with Charlie.

  VISTA DEL MAR RETIREMENT VILLAGE

  PRINCETON, NEW JERSEY

  SEPTEMBER 27, 1999

  NOT A BAD PLACE TO DIE! Charlie thought, inspecting the golf greens. An eightyish couple walking along the smooth black asphalt gave hearty, vitamin-commercial waves as he rolled past in the Lexus. “See?” said Ellie from the passenger seat. “It’s really very nice. I’ve been wanting to show you for so long, Charlie. All these old trees, and the splitrail fences?” She gazed out the window with such sweet hope that the last of his bitterness melted. She was nearly finished decorating the house. Two dozen bushes and flowering trees would arrive the next morning, holes already dug, a bag of fertilizer hunched next to each, the last of the furniture coming the next afternoon. Ellie would spend the night to be sure everything went smoothly. So far, she’d done a perfect job. He was shocked, almost, by how much she’d completed. No doubt thinking that Julia would succeed at getting pregnant. Making a place where a grandchild could run around. Grandchild, grandchildren. She’d thought of everything. The sprinkler system had digital controls in the garage. She’d specified a high-speed buriedcable hookup, up to ten phone lines if he wanted. Zoned heating, automatic lights that went on when you entered a room, off when you left. A security system so artificially intelligent that it almost read your mind. She’d outfitted him with a beautiful office, too, a deep leather armchair, a lamp, a lovely Oriental in front of the fireplace. On the desk, a new computer, powerful enough to download Teknetrix data. No wonder she’d kept showing him the brochure, loosening him up, preparing him for the idea, so that it was a pleasure, not a shock. The house had beds and linen and dishes. And stationery with the new address, in his desk drawer. And stamps and pens and paper clips. And toothpaste and dishwashing cleanser and a supply of all their medications in the bathroom. And a phone with auto dial numbers already programmed. And a complete set of golf clubs in the garage. He’d pulled out the driver, given it a swing in the front yard. His back felt like a dream. He’d prepared the stinky Chinese tea twice a day for three days straight. Stuff worked perfectly, made him feel loose and warm, even a little warm down there, too, a sort of volunteer half-tumescence. Anytime you need me, I’ll be ready, ready for Melissa tonight, you old dog. The tea may have been mildly euphoric, too. Somebody could make a mint off this stuff—the pharmaceutical companies were probably working on it. He’d pay quite a bit, if necessary. If he didn’t get the tea on time, his head would hurt. Some kind of herbal stimulant in it. So what if it was a little addictive? He had enough of the dry, crackly powder to last one more day, and had left an order with the concierge at the Peace Hotel for more to be made and sent to him. He’d lost a little weight, too. Heart beating slight
ly faster? Hard to tell. No one really understood those Chinese herbs. Certainly he felt like he had more energy. Ellie had seen it while he swung the club, smiled at the way he cut the air with it, assumed he was happy about the house. Mentioned the new golf shoes waiting for him in his closet. You had to hand it to her, you really did.

  Of course, everybody bought everything through the mail now. You could furnish a house in three days if you spent enough time on the phone. And that’s what she’d done, weeks and weeks ago, she’d said the previous night, after confessing that she’d closed on the house way back in July, when he was away on business, actually signed a mortgage agreement. When she was worried that she was getting sicker, but before things really started to get worse. And that was when he told her that he’d paid off the house, that Ted Fullman had taken care of everything. By five o’clock that same afternoon, she could consider the Vista del Muerte house and property paid for, forever and ever. She had actually clapped her hands and kissed him. “Oh, Charlie!” The only caveat, according to Ted, was that the property could not be transferred after the death of the surviving spouse to children or any other heirs, and your executors had to sell the property to a buyer previously approved by the Vista del Mar Admissions Committee. A nice little controlled-supply scam, but Ellie and Charlie were ahead on the demographics, Julia had pointed out. The great boomer bulge followed them; there’d be no shortage of potential buyers when the time came. Ellie had hugged him tearfully, pleased that he accepted the place, her decision, this course of action. “I knew this would be fine,” she’d said in relief, “I knew.”

  She was also, he knew, not saying anything about what she thought she remembered reading in their apartment, and the reason was simple. It was gone. As asked, Lionel had dropped Towers’s report down the trash chute, telling no one, not even Mrs. Ravich when she returned the next day after her humiliating lipstick-and-nightgown episode, and so, when she could not find the document anywhere, not in the kitchen or the bedroom or Charlie’s office, she’d begun to wonder if she’d made it up—fevered it into her pillsy imagination. This he’d surmised upon his return, because not only did she not say anything about the document, but she’d thrown away all her lovely sleeping aids. “I had a bit of drop-off while you were gone” was all that Ellie would tell him, adding only that Dr. Berger was surprised at the mixing and matching of medications to which she’d confessed. “I did get a bit confused about things, but Julia picked me up and took me to Dr. Berger’s and I feel really rather good now.”

  She looked good, too, sitting in the leather seat of the Lexus, her hair pulled back, a kiss of color on her mouth, eyes bright as she inspected the old maple trees. But a lot is going on in there, he told himself, not just happy excitement, but fear and self-doubt. “Perhaps dementia, certainly rising anxiety,” Julia had reported to him when he called her from the plane. “What about that piece of paper she thinks she read?” Charlie had asked slyly. “Oh, I don’t know, Dad,” Julia had answered. “I was over there and looked for it but never found anything. The doctor says that if she was so anxious and possibly a little addicted, to the sleeping pills and also perhaps having the first touch of Alzheimer’s, then she might have been in a highly suggestible state. He’s had patients see things on television and then swear it happened to them that same day.” At age fifty-seven? Wasn’t that just too young? “I asked him the same thing, Daddy.” Julia had sighed bravely, the weight of daughterly responsibility all too clear. “The test results will be back in a few more days. She’ll be okay for the short term. She just needs a great deal of reassurance.” Reassurance. Yes. Hence the payoff by Ted Fullman, hence Charlie’s willingness to be driven in a company car straight from JFK the afternoon before to the new house, where Ellie had been waiting.

  “Canada geese.” Ellie pointed again as Charlie eased the car around the community lake. “They actually expanded what was a farmer’s pond. They said that it used to get cold enough to skate over every winter. The farmer would measure the ice, and if it was three inches thick, then everybody could skate on it.”

  She wants to be here, he told himself. She knows that if she becomes sicker they will take care of her—because he would not. Not really. Not with a full and easy heart, not with a company to run. She knows I’m just a selfish bastard, Charlie thought, so she’s planned accordingly. Very wise, his wife. They’d seen the long-term-care facility, which appeared rather well staffed, and which included not just the acute-care ward, the beds and dining rooms and physical-therapy facilities, but an operating room. Why? he’d asked their guide, the Director of Admissions, a grayster with the soft, soap-clean pleasantness of a retired minister. The man had smiled euphemistically over his half-frames. Why an operating room? Why not? To nip out all the things old people sprouted, the moldy malignancies and ferny polyps and porridge lumps. To perform the colonoscopic cauterizations and Goodyear blimp angioplasties, to reset hips broken on winter ice, to yank up guts falling through hernias into the scrotum, to saw off the bunions of old ladies, to section bowels rotten with cancer, to spoon out the bacon grease clogging the carotid arteries. To keep the Vista del Muerte population alive, their annual fees rolling in.

  The entire development spread over some nine hundred acres, and Ellie was eager for him to see all of it. Already they’d inspected the Vista del Mar Community Hall, the business services center, the travel/insurance/brokerage/ real-estate agency, the game room, the outdoor pool, the indoor pool, the basketball court, the twenty tennis courts, the three automatic bank machines, the homeowners’ association offices. The common buildings, linked by useless picket fences, all smelled like new hotels. The staff wore green uniforms with VdM gold-monogrammed on the shirt breast, and they smiled easily and often, which suggested that they were well paid or terrorized by their superiors or both. The grounds crew seemed to number in the dozens, and everywhere was raking leaves, pruning trees, mulching garden beds. He let the car nose along softly. They passed from the golf course into one of the five residential clusters, and in this one, the oldest, or rather the first one sold out, the trees had started to fill in and the houses already were weathered. It occurred to him that the VdM executives probably tracked the geographical demographics of the place, making sure that not too many of the oldest residents clustered in one neighborhood or block, thus spreading the die-out rate through the whole facility. The elderly expired more often in the colder six months, the common flu knocking off a regular percentage, and so, he surmised, each spring the VdM management could look forward to new selling opportunities spread across their facility. Clever, he thought, somebody very clever put this whole place together.

  And how much would all of this cleverness cost him? The night before, he’d inspected the paperwork. He estimated two million dollars, when it was said and done. Two million, yes, sir. Thank you, Sir Henry, for you know not what you have done for me. The membership fee was two hundred and fifty thousand, the house was a million, the landscaping fifty thousand, the furniture—no antiques, either—would top out around two hundred thousand, the in-ground heated forty-foot pool (“Our own,” Ellie said, “otherwise you won’t do it.”) would run about one hundred and fifty, including the decking, cabana, and below-ground pool-machinery room. She was already talking about a guest cottage and a tennis court. Julia loved tennis, played at Yale. He hadn’t even asked yet about the property taxes, but figured forty or fifty thousand a year. Real money. But easy money, thanks to Sir Henry Lai and his mouthful of red vomit. Blessings on you, Chinky billionaire-sir. Ask not for whom the bell tolls, it tolls for Vista del Muerte. I am a true bastard, he thought. Good for me.

  Was he free, then? Yes, almost. Depended on how you figured it. There was the question of Melissa Williams and the question of the company. In Shanghai, after bribing Mr. Lo, he’d returned the unused cash to the hotel manager, then spent an hour on the phone to New York, trying to chat up the price of Teknetrix. The scaffolding materials and an army of laborers had reappeared at the fac
tory’s construction site the next morning as he was about to leave, Tom Anderson had reported, amazed admiration in his voice, and with Charlie’s permission, he’d bring on more men. The construction boom in Shanghai had slowed considerably, and you could pick up welders and electricians willing to work by the day. Perhaps feeling the strange tea, Charlie had approved the extra expense and told Anderson there was a one-hundred-thousand-dollar bonus coming from him, Charlie, personally, if Anderson got the factory on-line on time. Marvin Noff remained unconvinced, but the company’s price had lifted off its three-month low. Volume a bit heavier than average. Some good institutional contrarian buying. And Ming had called, pleased, he said, by the press release on the Q4. The company was not out of trouble, not yet anyway, but it was going in the right direction. Companies struggled, that was the truth. They struggled with competitors and the market and with themselves, and so far, Teknetrix had always come out of it, always survived the sudden altitude drop, the unsynched vibration, the low-fuel, one chance landing.